Living Emotion 
 
It's all around me. Never leaving. It's not a thing. It is alive. It comes  
when I'm at my weakest. Never prepared to take it on. It takes me to the  
depths of darkness. Telling me to do what it pleases. At my weakest I have  
no choice. I give in to it's wants. This living emotions. This never ending  
cycles of nerve wrecking pain. My weakness. Lonliness. 
 
It has a mind of it's own. This thing I can't control. The wants of it are  
un-bearable. The urge to kill it never stops. But how to kill a living	
emotion without killing the one it controls? The un-answerable question that  
haunts me without cease. My weakness. Lonliness.