Ball of emotions 
 
I'm all alone again. Again. Why do we open up to people, only to be hurt in  
the end? Lonely is all I'll ever be. Lonely is what's meant for me.  
Otherwise, why would this be happening? Is it my destiny? 
 
Does God like to see me hurt? I trhill for my emotions to be toyed with?  
Played with like a child's ball? Bouncing up only for them to fall? 
 
Maybe it's a game to him. For every up there are two downs. I hope He's  
keeping score, because I can't take it anymore