Victim of Misunderstanding and Confusion

The old self put past is not far behind
For demons and other devils to find
And once they have it with cunning deceit
Pull us down then scream defeat

I am married to you, we are intertwined
You are my lover, cast into swine
My secret desire, to take me higher
We burn in hell and I light the fire

I make love to you in the shadows of night
We become one, I no longer fight
This life you give, I do consent
And God-damn me if I ever do repent

You take over me, control my thoughts
I live your life, this disease and rot
I smear this excrement all over me
And curse the day I dream of free

To the one called Jehovah, I am ending my life
For against my wrists is pressed a knife
This trip to hell has only begun
For I couldn�t be saved by Your bastard Son

Dustin Germain 10/09/01