My Love

“You say you love me, yet my child, you know nothing of my love
You know nothing of its depth or of its passion 
I have given  you the briefest taste of my love 
You have felt the merest fraction of what I feel 
you have ached the smallest trace of what I ache 
And you have wept the tinniest portion of what I weep"

“I have purchased you, my bride with my very life 
I let myself be crucified so that you may see 
the love I am willing to give you 
Yet you know nothing of the depth of my love for you 
You know nothing of my passion 
You who claim to love more than I”

“Do you dare speak to me of love when you know nothing of it’s meaning? 
When you cannot comprehend the price I have paid,
nor the depths of my devotion? 
I have chosen you before the beginning of time. 
You carry my name yet you do not live my life. 
Humble yourselves and receive me, receive all that I am”

“I am eternal, all else you pursue will burn.
How my heart yearns for you, how I burn for you my beloved.
How I love and adore you, more than I do my own life
How I long for this time of suffering to end, and the cup of my wrath to be emptied.” 

“Repent and see if there is anything I would withhold from you,
if there is anything that I would hold from my faithful Bride
My arms are opened wide, waiting to take you back and hold you to my breast. 
Let my love break your grip on iniquity;
Let my love strip you of your sin”

“Turn and run into my arms that I may hold you as I once did my bride. 
Come to me so that we may share the intimacies of husband and wife, that we may again be one. 
For when we are one...when you are lost in my arms and when 
our hearts are entwined, then all of creation watches in awe.“

“When we are one, delighting in each other’s pleasures there 
is nothing, absolutely nothing you can withhold from me,  
and nothing I will withhold from you. 
The love I have for you is one that tells you what you need to hear not what you want to hear. 
It’s a love that cares more for your life that your feelings”

“I love you so much that I will sacrifice anything to save you, even your love towards me. 
I love you so much that I have destroyed my own son 
so that you may know the true depths of my love 
I have done this so that you may understand the tinniest 
fraction of love that I have for my Bride
And I will destroy anyone who tries to cut off that love”

Dustin Germain, December Eighteenth Two Thousand