Shameful Regret

I loved it
I hated what it did to me
It was amazing
Passion spent now I can see

I Hated/ Loved that we did it
But then what was lost?
I hated that this happened
What then will be the cost

Who did we cheat from
From whom did we steal
Was it only from each other
Then why isn't that what I feel?

How can I look at your Father?
How can I face his eyes
Can this be kept a secret
But will it ever die?

What does this mean for us
What do we really have left
There is nothing more, we did it all
So this is Shameful Regret.