Worth the Wait

I am sitting on the bed, mesmerized by the ray of light 
shining softly from beneath the bathroom door.You are in there getting ready, 
and I am waiting in silent anticipation. 
We might be married one day I suppose, but why wait? 

Tonight will be the first of hopefully many more. 
We desire each other. It took a bit longer than anticipated, 
but the end result is what counts. Everyone is doing it, why shouldn't we? 
We have waited so long to celebrate our love. 
And these 3 long months will hopefully be worth the wait. 

This is not your first time, there have been several before me, 
and I have had a couple before you, but hopefully 
you won't think about it. About those other guys and the things 
they did to you and awakened within you. 
I know that there is nothing really that I can do to you or no 
new experiences that I can have, but it will be pleasurable I suppose.

You won't feel embarrassed about your body. 
Plenty of people have seen it and have complimented it. 
Neither of us will have to go through than nervous anticipation and 
horrible uncertainty that newlyweds will have to go through. 
We don't have to worry about anything, because we have had plenty of practice.

The lights then turn off and the door slowly opens, and you step forward. 
You are totally nude. You approach me without any sign of apprehension or
shyness or nervousness. You smile at me, and I know in that moment, 
that those long months, were worth the wait.

Dustin Germain
October 12, 2001