Going to Sanawad this time around won't be too easy. The biggest festival of India, Diwali, the festival of light is coming nearer. My NYFA plans are growing but the time is too short.

I think I am more calmer than when I got admitted at first. I have to keep my cool and do what am I supposed to.

I never visited Sanawad as planned. After rakhi I am going to Sanawad for the first time. Unlike Rakhi, I have bigger thinga to deal with.

Funds to send to NYFA, explaining everything to my parents and ofcourse, I have to meet Manas and Priya, as their Dad expired last thursday. I feel too sorry for them. Its tough time for them and I am praying for them to get strength in these dark days.

I think sometimes one can't just sit on the shore and watch the waves to do everything.

I am on my way...