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| This is a poem my 9 year old son Jason wrote for Durese on her birthday Saturday 11-23-02. R Reesey is someone we really loved E Eternally we loved Reesey E Embraced Reesey alot S Surely enough we loved her E Everything, we shared with Reesey Y Yours and mine Forever S She was ours forever To My Aunt Reesee. From Jason (For Gods Sake) |
| Sadly she left our earthly lives on that cold February Day. I miss her each and every moment of my life. My children and my best friend Sandy Simon (whom Reesey loved as well) miss her everyday. |
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| Happy Birthday Durese............... How do I explain the way this day makes me feel? If they truly loved me, I wouldnt be searching for words. Words to explain the way I feel. They see me, hear me, know me? They should already know. But I feel in my heart I want to give credit to you And I want to celebrate and remember you! Because you brought happiness into this world. Together we learned and understood "trust". Together we learned the joy's and heartbreak's of falling in love........... We understood the pain of losing our Mother's "twice" The first time to their debilitating illness' The second and eternal time to death Was that previous life called living? Yet they understood and felt blessed, Blessed................ We shared this undeniable sorrow Understood each other through it ALL! Then one day the sun set on your pain, And you could bear it no more. It wasnt going to break your heart anymore. You turned away and left this world that hurt you so. And now I am physically alone with the feelings, Only allowing myself to share these thoughts of losing you with the ones who really know. Afraid to reach out - to show the world a pain so pure. But knowing in my heart, I must. My friends, they have experienced suicide first hand. They too have lost their hearts, and offered up their aching souls to a higher power.......begging, pleading, "Please heal my heart, let me love you and hold you close, but please, take this pain of losing you this way, away...........and NO, let me feel it.........hold onto it, nurture it. It is divine, it is mine. You gave it to me." We walk together, miles a part. Bound by the knowledge of this pain within our hearts.......... Giving up this heavy burden is not a choice for us.......... Why cant they see? We promised to love you Eternally. I pray each night you'll come to me again. I pray and ask God to let you. I wont be afraid.........I'll smile and say, "Hello, you"! We'll talk and laugh just like old times. And I'll listen, I promise. I know where you are, please come to see me. It's not that far. I have to hope for a dream of you I cant stand this! I cant call you, or smile at you......... I just talk to you, and pray you hear me. You see straight into my soul, You always did. What do you see there? Tell me. Is there hope? I'm holding out, holding on............ Why, why, why didn't you? Support and Compassion, Karla - Aunt by birth, sister's of the heart, friends forever to: Durese Kay Farris Nelson (Reesey) my sweet moody girl |
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| Jewel Eyed Judy (Danny Kirwan) Jeremy Spencer Kiln House Moonshine time Thoughts of you Spinning round As thougts do I just wondered if Your eyes still shine As they did When you were mine I can see In a dream Thoughts so clear Jewels that gleam Would your eyes Still sparkle then If we were, once again Jewel eyed Judy, please come home Jewel eyed Judy, don't leave me alone Jewel eyed Judy, please come home Jewel eyed Judy, don't leave me alone Lovely Judy Can you see Where it it You're meant to be Where you lay Your head tonight May the stars Find your light So am I Sitting here Moonlight glistens On my tears Is this all That we could find Chains of memories Left behind Jewel eyed Judy, please come home Jewel eyed Judy, don't leave me alone |
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| card from Reesey |
| Music *Endless Love |
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