Author: Shinigami195
Summary: Heero and Duo aren't
allowed to be together and must pretend to love others but on the night of
Heero's wedding the two met for what will be the last time.
Pairings: 2x1x2 1+R 2+H
Warnings: Angst, lemon,
Disclaimer: Don't own the song or
the characters.
Notes: Love Affair was sung by
Kylie Minogue. Song words in ~ italics ~ Duo's thoughts /.../ Heero's thoughts \...\
Love
Affair
Heero
adjusted the tie on his suit and gave a sigh. This wasn't how it was meant to
be, it wasn't what they had planned together. Here Heero stood, on Earth, in
front of a mirror making sure his wedding suit fitted properly before the big
day tomorrow. He raised a hand and touched the silver cross on his neck.
Such a
long time.
Too
long and the pain of losing him was still deep.
Heero still loved him. He had
never loved anyone else and never would. He didn't love Relena but he was still
marring her tomorrow. Quatre would be there, but Trowa wouldn't. The once happy
couple split by the hatred that was directed at the same set of people.
Trowa
was dead. He died saving Quatre from the mob of men that came after them.
Heero
had been forced to leave his love's side and go to Relena's, knowing that
staying with Duo meant death for both of them.
Heero
quickly changed and left his room to find Quatre.
But he
didn't. Heero found his feet walking him out of the hotel and onto the street
curb and summoning a cab.
Heero
slide into the back. "The Space Port." He instructed the cab driver
and he was off. Heero knew where he was going. If only for one night, he would
be with his true love.
~ Here in the moment I belong ~
Hilde
and Howard burst out into fits of laughter and Duo scowled at them. He picked
up the tool kit and headed out into the yard to fix his bike. Work had just
finished and the garage was closed for the night. Hilde would be heading home
and so would Howard. Duo would follow Hilde home later, she would have dinner
prepared and he would sit down and act the loving boyfriend before having to go
to bed and laid beside her as she wrapped her arms around him and he would fuck
her, she would fall asleep and Duo would spend the rest of the night on the
sofa.
He
couldn't sleep in the same bed as Hilde, fucking her was hard enough,
pretending to love her was even harder, but he kept it up. Lying to her and
lying to himself.
"Night
Duo!" Howard cried and Hilde raced out.
"See
you later. Don't stay out too late."
Duo
just grunted at her and she blew him a kiss.
"Love
ya babe!" She called as she joined Howard by his car to give her a lift
home.
Hilde
had broken Duo's bike and he was forced to stay behind and fix it while she
went home.
An hour
went by and finally Duo was able to stand and wipe his grease covered hands on
his black jeans. He blew his hair out of his eyes and turned round to head
indoors to clean up.
"Hello
Duo."
Duo
spun round quickly. He knew that voice.
"Heero."
The
prussian eyed man stood there, his eyes meeting Duo's.
~ In a waking dream ~
Duo
held his breath not daring to breathe in case the image in front of him
disappeared.
Heero
couldn't be here, he was getting marry to Relena tomorrow, it was all over the
news, had been since Relena had announced their engagements. Hilde hadn't said
anything but Duo could see the smirk on her face every time there was a picture
of Heero and Relena together on the newspaper or a clip on them kissing on the
news. It tore at Duo's heart. The headline news "The Perfect Couple: No
one can top this love."
/Yes,
someone can./ Duo had thought bitterly. /Mine and Heero's love can!/
"Duo?"
The image spoke and Duo blinked shaking his head.
"You
shouldn't be here." Duo whispered. "You'll get in to trouble."
Heero
smiled. "No one knows I'm here. I need to..." Heero broke off, looking
away as Duo suddenly realised that it was real and Heero was standing in front
of him.
"Heero?"
Heero
looked up quickly, his eyes meeting Duo's again.
"HEERO!"
Duo shouted and flung himself at his love.
Heero
caught Duo and held him tightly to his chest. Duo raised his head and hugged
Heero tightly, pressing their faces cheek to cheek.
"Oh
how I've missed you." Duo muttered into Heero's dark brown hair.
"I
know, I've missed you too."
Duo
stepped back, breaking their hold.
"Would
you like a drink? There's a small cafe nearby. I'll be finished in a few
minutes."
~ The night is young ~
"It's
been such a long time. You look great."
Duo
blushed. "Yeah it has. Quatre's been in touch a few times but I haven't
seem Wufei since Relena's speech on the Eve of the year 198." Duo informed
Heero. "He's settled down with Sally, I know that much."
Heero
gave a smirk as he studied Duo from across the table. "They've had a
little boy."
"How
old?"
"Four."
"What
did they call it?"
"Max."
Duo
laughed. "Why?"
"I'll
let you ask Wufei that tomorrow."
"Tomorrow?"
~ But isn't long ~
"You're
coming to the wedding right?"
Duo
shook his head. "No."
"Why
not?"
"Cause
I can't watch you give your life to her."
Heero
reached out to give Duo's hand but Duo jerked his hand away and stood up.
"It
was nice seeing you again. Good bye."
Duo
walked out leaving Heero sitting there.
Heero
pushed himself and ran outside.
Duo was
walking down the street, shoulders hunched and his head bowed.
"MATTE!"
\Please
wait.\
Heero
watched and slowly Duo stopped and Heero took it as a sure sign and he ran
forwards.
"I'm
sorry." Heero took hold of Duo's face and forced him to look at him.
"I didn't mean to. I'm sorry Duo. I'm so sorry."
Duo
closed his eyes. /I will not cry. I've been strong for the past 6 years, I will
not cry now!/
"I'm
sorry my love." Heero whispered and Duo found himself crying, his arms
went round Heero's neck.
"Take
me home please."
"One
night Duo? Please, one more to keep forever,"
Duo
turned watery violet eyes onto Heero's. "Yes."
~ If you know what I mean ~
Heero
took Duo back to his hotel room and they ordered dinner and wine to be sent to
their room.
~ Oh it's beautiful.
The thought of what might be ~
Duo
laughed as Heero managed to spill soup down his shirt.
Heero
glared at the laughing braided man and went to wipe the soup of his chin that
was dipping on to him as well.
Duo
reached across his hand getting to Heero's chin and cleaning it before Heero's
did.
Heero
smiled at the soft gesture as Duo cleaned his hand on the napkin.
"I'll
go get changed."
~ Close your eyes so you can see ~
"How
long are you here for? Just the night."
"Yes.
I have a return flight in the morning."
Duo
gave a small nod and went back to eating his meat dish.
~ I am only here for a little while ~
"There's
movies on offer if you wanna watch one. I never get them out, I don't have
anyone to watch them with. Relena doesn't..."
Duo was
already on his feet and his hand was on Heero's.
"Come
on then."
~ Would you like to take me out tonight ~
Heero
sat one end of the sofa while Duo sat the other.
/How do
I get him to cuddle? What worked back in the war?/ Duo wondered.
Heero
looked over at Duo. "Would you like a drink?"
Duo
smiled. "Archers..."
"...
And Lemonade." Heero finished. Duo had always been one for mixed drinks.
~ Maybe we could talk for a little while, Baby
~
Heero
handed Duo his drink, their fingers touched. Duo placed the drink on the small
table beside him and Heero moved back. Duo reached forward, his hand gripped
Heero's wrist and he tugged Heero back. Heero fell on top on Duo, his body half
on, half off the sofa.
"Comfortable?"
Duo asked whispering in Heero's ear.
Heero
twisted out of Duo's grip and stood up. Duo growled.
"I'll
be back. I need to get the remote to book the movie."
Heero
grabbed the remote and turned to face the sofa. Duo was laying stretched out
and Heero wondered over and settled himself on Duo. His head using Duo's chest
as a pillow and Duo's hands wrapped around his waist and took hold of one of
his hands while the other hand set up the movie.
~ Now we've only just began ~
Peacefully
they watched the movie. Not a sound was heard as the two basked in each other's
scent and the movie filled the silence.
~ We're running out of time ~
The
clock stuck midnight and both men turned towards the grandfather clock.
\Ten
hours till I marry Relena. My shuttle goes at 6. Not enough time. I want more
time with Duo\
As it
hearing Heero's thoughts Duo squeezed his hand and Heero felt Duo press his
lips against Heero's hair.
"I
love you." Duo whispered without realising. He hadn't really needed to say
it, Heero already knew how Duo felt and Duo knew how Heero felt.
Heero
turned his head and Duo lowered his. Their lips meet gently.
"Forever
and always." Duo muttered against Heero's lips and he lifted Heero into
his arms and carried him into the bedroom.
~ I don't want to think about the sun ~
"Do
you want this?" Duo asked as he laid Heero onto the bed.
"I
came here to hear you say that you loved me." Heero replied. "I only
want this from you and no one else can ever give me what you can."
~ No, not tonight ~
Duo
climbed up Heero's body and placed Heero's head on the pillow.
"Don't
move, I'll be back."
Heero
watched Duo jump from the bed and race to the bathroom.
"Fuck,
fuck, fuck, fuck." He heard muttering from Duo as Duo fumbled through the
bathroom looking for something to use as an alternative to lube.
Duo
appeared at the doorway.
"Will
shampoo do?"
Heero
chuckled. "No."
"Ok.
Be right back."
Duo
looked into the cabinet and held up a condom, he raised as eyebrow at it. /They
supply you with everything... part from damn lube!/ But even as the thought ran
through Duo's head he spotted the K-Y Jelly. "YES!"
Duo
grabbed it and raced back to Heero and skidded to a stop as he saw the treat
that laid on the bed just for him.
~ Oh it's wonderful ~
"Do
you know how beautiful you are?" Duo asked at the naked man wearing
nothing part from Duo's silver cross.
"I
do now, thank you." Heero blushed. It had been 6 years since he had been
like this in front of a man, well in front of anyone. Relena didn't believe in
sex before marriage.
Duo
slowly took off his clothes, revealing his perfect creamy skin to Heero. His
hand unfastened his golden brown hair.
~ You being here with me ~
Duo
slide onto the bed and up against Heero's body. His lips placing kisses on
every inch of skin he went past until he reached Heero's lips and gave him a
slow and passionate kiss.
~ Close your eyes so you can see ~
His
lips and Heero's lips stayed joined as their hands familiarised themselves with
each others body. Heero loved the feel of Duo against him and tugged his lover
closer. Duo pushed Heero down, determined to take this at his pace and to give
Heero a night to remember.
~ I am only here for a little while ~
Duo
licked and sucked down Heero's chest, his hand flipping open the cap of the
lube and he spread the cold clear substance on his fingers as he came face to
face with Heero's arousal.
~ Would you like to take me out tonight ~
Duo
kissed the tip and Heero's hips jerked, Duo bent his head closer to take the
tip into his mouth and sucked gently. Heero's soft cries turning him on more
than the naked body in front of him.
Duo
deep throated Heero carefully, making sure he could before closing his mouth
around Heero completely.
"AHHHH!"
Duo
smirked and his lube covered finger found it's way to Heero's secret entrance
and traced a ring of cold lube around the tight muscles before pushing in
gently.
Duo
winced at the gasp of pain that fell from Heero's lips and sucked harder,
trying to take Heero's attention away from the probing finger.
~ Maybe we can talk for a while, baby ~
Slowly
Duo pulled away from Heero's arousal and found himself gasping for breath.
"Are
you ok?" He asked Heero.
"Just
a bit uncomfortable."
"I
can bet. Would you like me to stop?"
Without
replying Heero thrusted back onto Duo's finger taking it all the way with his
own hiss of pain which he was refusing to admit to. He had been shot and nearly
killed, that was worst pain than this.
Duo
lent forward and kissed Heero deeply as his finger stretched and he began to
add another.
"Hurry
up! I can take a some pain."
"Well
I'm not going to risk it." Duo told him, making scissor motions with his
two fingers inside of Heero trying to loosen up the unbelievably tight heat.
~ Don't hold back it's time for a love affair
~
Duo
pushed another finger in and they pressed against Heero's sweet spot.
"Shit!"
Heero cried out as stars swam across his vision.
Duo
smirked and pulled his fingers out and covered his own arousal in lube.
"Heero?"
Duo
settled himself between Heero's legs. One of Heero's legs was curled around his
waist and the other laid flat out beside Duo's knees.
Heero
looked into Duo's prussian eyes.
"Yes?"
"No
matter what, I will always love you."
Heero
felt his eyes water. "I love you too."
He
craned his head up and Duo lowered his so they could join at the mouth while
they joined together for the last time.
~ Take my hand ~
And
they both knew it would be their last time together.
~ Lead me anywhere ~
Slow
strokes, long dragging kisses, soft pants, gentle cries of passion.
~ Maybe there is something in the air ~
Together
their bodies moved as one.
Golden
brown hair surrounded them both, hiding them for the rest of the world.
Duo's
hand fell over Heero's arousal and pumped.
~ Baby ~
With a
cry of Duo's name, Heero came. Duo following a split second later.
~ Together here ~
Duo
tugged Heero into his arms and kissed him.
"I'm
sorry."
"It's
better this way." Duo assured him.
~ Together now ~
"I
shouldn't have come."
"You
needed too. And I wanted you to."
The
clock chimed 1 o'clock.
~ In the moment that we met ~
"I
have to go. Hilde will be waiting."
"I
know."
The bed
moved and Duo climbed out. Heero followed.
Duo
dressed and then turned to Heero.
"Come
tomorrow. We can say our goodbye at the wedding." Heero asked.
"I
can't. It's easier this way Hee-Chan."
~ Remember here ~
Duo
gave Heero a sweet kiss.
~ Remember now ~
"I
love you." Simultaneously said.
Another
kiss and Duo quickly left.
~ It's too easy to forget ~
Hilde
yelled when Duo returned home. He ignored her and she stormed to bed. Duo sat
down on the sofa and cried.
Heero
sat down on the bed in the hotel room. His eyes scanned the room and he saw the
black hair tie on the floor. He bent and picked it up and smiled sadly at it..
~ Oh it's wonderful.
You being here with me.
Close your eyes so you can see ~
Heero's
hand tighten round the cross hanging from his neck as Relena walked towards her
in a white wedding dress.
Vows
were exchanged.
"I
do." Relena declared.
Everyone
turned and looked at Heero. He met the vicar's eyes with a sad look.
"I
do."
OWARI -
26/09/02