| Title: Living a Lie Author: Shinigami195 Rating: PG-13 Pairings: 1+2 Warnings: yaoi, angst, AU Summary: Duo reflects on his life and the beginning of a tale is formed Notes: This is a Prologue to my arc Duo Maxwell's Diary. The first fic in this series is High School Prom Whore and the second is Claiming Duo Maxwell. Duo's pov Living a Lie Living a lie. Sounds really boring doesn't it? Well that's what I've done for most of my life. This is my first book and it will probably be the only one I write. I'm writing to express what happen in my life and what it has caused to happen. I'm 26 years old, I'm happily marriage to a loving husband and we have an adopted baby girl who is 3 years old. I'll never get to see her grow up and I'll never get to stay by my husband's side forever like I wanted to. Why? I'm dying. I was six when I was infected with the disease. It killed my only friend in the world and I was told that I too would die soon. I lived 20 years longer than what they thought I would. But it's happening now. The disease has been growing inside of me for 20 years and there is nothing I can do to stop it. My life wasn't the best of starts; I lived rough on the streets of the colony L2 until I was 7. A family called Winners took me in and brought me down to Earth and I became a member of their family. I had a brother and I was happy. Then a man came and took away my innocence. Pepsin. Pepsin is dead and with him went the tears and pains of what he made me do. I was a whore from the age 7 to 16. An angel from space saved me. Heero. My love, my husband. 10 years I've been with Heero and we're have our up and downs. Like when he slept with a boy who claimed to be my brother, not my adopted brother, my real blood brother, and I ran way to England. That's where I am at the moment. Sitting by a computer writing my story so I can prevent others having to face what I have faced in my lifetime. I'm just hoping I have enough time left so I can finish what I've started. Heero doesn't know. None of my family know what is wrong with me, I don't want to tell them. It would only break their hearts to have to watch me fall apart and then die. I hope they can understand this. Talk about me going sappy on everyone. In my life I have been shot, raped, used, nearly killed god knows how many times, hooked on drugs and a whore. And that was before I turned 16! So I'm sending this story out. My story to help those who are like me. Living a lie. Owari. Very short. This was an into to my Duo Maxwell's Arc. |