the bubble
time eludes me
and i stand in a crowd
proud, happy waiting
but i see others happy
and my pride turns to shame
no one should suffer as much.
i smell good but you dont notice
you dance but stop when i approach
i thought i had escaped
the wretched hands of emptiness
darkness which only i see
but i am still wandering
you have a beautiful smile
you seem made out of sugar
i wander if you care
why am i motionless?
when it comes to winning you
and why are you motionless
when i need you?
if only i could call
but i dont have your number
empty tables tilting
and now i feel ashamed
i feel vulnerable
to other looks and feelings
i cannot find the person i am
the person i was
and i am dreaming of someone i want to be
if all the trees were my friends
all birds would like me
but i dont know what
to say
and i dont know how
but i close inside wanting to come out