I did it once again.
I hoped I wouldn’t,
I thought I couldn’t,
But this is who I am.

I set myself for loss.
It broke apart my soul,
I’m losing all control,
Sanity was it’s cost.

How do I do this?
It’s done day after day,
I make myself pay,
I aim for gain for I miss.

I think I should give up.
Hold inside all my pain,
Put up my wall again,
Don’t show where I’ve been cut.

There’s nothing I can do.
I can’t be on top,
Someone make it stop,
I can’t, so who will?

I don’t care anymore.
Life is what it is,
Might as well be pissed,
And angry to the core.