I can’t sleep with this in my head
I can’t picture lying in my bed
Whenever I close my eyes
You’re there staring through me
And I would give anything
To know just what you see
Instead I’m stuck not knowing where
Where I stand or if you care

All I know is this
I’m not where you are
I want that to change
But that time and place feels so far
Can’t you see this is killing me?
I don’t believe this is how it should be
In the silence of the night
I can hear you call me your boy
In the reality of my life
I can feel my dreams be destroyed

In the end there’s nothing I can do
Except to learn how to live without you
And in the end
There’s nothing I can say
Because I know
I’m the one that gets in the way