The way I see you,
I can’t control it.
My thoughts are there,
Whether I like it or not.
I know it’s wrong,
But what can I do?
I can’t deny my feelings,
I’ve done that for way too long.
I want to be with you,
As much as I can.
I want you to know me,
And all I can give.
I want to do everything with you,
All life has to offer.
And when we are through,
I want us to do nothing together.
I’ve done all I can,
To get things my way.
But fate has its way,
And it’s making it hard.
No, wait, I told a lie,
I didn’t do all I could.
But I did what I thought I should,
So no one would get hurt in the end.

My mind never stops,
I rethink my thoughts.
I wonder if what I did was best,
And what else could’ve happened.
I stress out my brain,
The decisions never end.
And if someone knows what is right,
It sure as hell ain’t me.
But even though I go through hell,
There is light at the tunnel’s end.
To hear you laugh, and see you smile,
All of it is suddenly worthwhile.
I made a difference, I am someone,
No one can tell me I’m trivial.
If you are happy I have done my job,
And I’m glad, cuz you deserve nothing less.