Who are you?
Who do you think you are?
What gives you the right
To make me feel like shit?
Yea, that’s right,
That’s what I said.
I blame it on you,
You did this to me.
I know it’s me too,
But I can’t do it all.
I can only carry the
Pain you load on me.
Oh, I know, I know,
It’s not on purpose.
But what did you do,
To make it stop at all?
The worst part of all,
The thing that makes it terrible.
Is that you don’t even know,
You don’t have the slightest clue.
Well I say FUCK YOU!
I can’t take this shit.
I want to scream out.
Make you hurt like I do.
You think you have it bad.
That you feel the same as me.
You’re wrong, flat out wrong.
You really have no idea.
You think it’s simple,
But I know it’s not.
How can you feel the same as me,
If you don’t know how I feel?
You think you know,
That you’ve played concerned.
But if you really were,
Then I wouldn’t need this.
Sure you know some,
We’ve talked it through.
But as far as I can tell,
You didn’t hear one word.
You do the same as you did,
Commit the same crimes.
Make me feel like shit all over again,
And again and again and again.

A week goes by,
And I’m alright.
But then I’m reminded once more,
How life really is.
I hate myself for this,
Sometimes more than I hate you.
I don’t understand,
How can I let this stand?
Why can’t I move on,
Just accept it and forget it.
There’s more in life than you,
Things more convenient for me.
FUCK YOU for this,
For not letting me let go.
It’s all my fault,
And I know that’s how it is.
If life is a stage,
And us just players.
Who writes the script?
When does it end?

You claim you’re alone,
You don’t know what that is.
Alone is standing on a cliff,
And counting down to jump.
Alone is being around a million people,
And no one knowing your name.
Alone is driving in a car,
And almost swerving to the other lane.
There’s a million rules to alone,
A million ways to cry.
I’ve been to each one,
And yet I’m still alive.
You may have been lonely,
But you’ve never been alone.
Especially now, especially here,
There’s no way you could be alone.
You may think that’s a lie,
And you may be right.
But I DON’T GIVE A SHIT!
Don’t make me feel the same.
I know pain, I know sorrow,
These are not new to me.
What’s new is where it’s from.
And why I feel what I do.

Am I overreacting?
Is this too much for this moment?
I don’t think so,
I think it’s demanded for now.
Maybe I’d be better,
If this was the first time.
I’d have less hatred,
If I were new to this.
But I’ve been through this before,
I’ve gone through all the steps.
To have it happen again is hell.
Is my life supposed to go like this?
First I care and that’s good.
I find something that makes me complete.
Then it goes away, I can’t have it.
And the hole is even bigger now.
I give the best of me.
I show how great I can be.
But that’s not enough for them.
They need something else.
How is it so easy for others,
Those that I should beat.
How can they get what they want,
While I sit here with nothing?
But what can ya do?
Things are how they are.
I’ll just chill here alone.
Bitching out life some more.