Chapter 1

It was 3 months later and what a hell of a 3 months it was. Well first I got fired from my job and didn't

 have enough money for an apartment so now I'm living with my mother, which isn't to good either. Who

 ever invented the saying "mothers and daughters never get along" was so right. I thought about how my

 life had changed in the past three months as I started to get cramps in my stomach. I ran to the

 bathroom quickly and leaned over the toilet just in time before I spit up. I leaned against the cold wall

 and felt my wet and sweaty back, slid down to the bottom of the wall. I put my head in my hands again

 as I heard my mother coming up the stairs.

"Here we go again," I mumbled to my self as my mother walked into the bathroom.

"Rachael, you should go and see a doctor, this is the fifth time you vomited this week" My mother said, I

 had to admit she was right for once.

"Ill go see one tomorrow" I said as I got up off the wall slowly, I started to get dizzy but shook my

 head as I stood up. I walked back into my so-called room and laid down on the bed, feeling exhausted

 but not that exhausted to sleep. I turned on my TV only to see Nick in there new video "Shape of my

 heart". I switched the channel quickly when I felt tears start to sting the back of my eyes. I heard my

 mom walk up the stairs again and come into my room.

"You have a phone call Rach" she said handing me the phone. I sighed as I took the phone from her hand

 and put it up to my ear.

"Hello" I said, not really wanting to talk to anyone.

"Hey Rach, Its Brian, whats up?" He asked.

"Hey Bri!, Nothing much here where you guys at?" I asked turning off the tv.

"We’re in New York we just got done with doin the TRL thing on TV" Brian said.

"That's kool, So how is everyone?" I asked hoping he wouldn't talk about Nick.

"There all kool, Sorry to make this call short but I got to go were about to get onto the plane back

 home, maybe we could meet up sometime?" Brian asked.

"yeah, give me a call when your free" I said actually happy to talk to him but sad he had to go.

"OK ill give ya a call later if I get time talk to you later." Brian said.

"Yeah, bye Rok" I said as I heard the phone click meaning Brian hung up. I turned off the phone and laid

 down on the bed. I fell asleep thinking about what It would be like to see Brian again.