I'm going to post some silly questions here from time to time.
Just for fun. Some good ones and some piss poor ones. Well, who knows?
Got your garbage can ready? No? Good.
Well, I was mad for a while, but it's over.
I saw a TV show last night and I can see I regrettably hurt a Mr. Robin. Listen,
you also did an excellent job. I'm not mad at you or that talented young actor.
What you both did was sheer genius, good and beautiful. I was proud of what you
did and the others elsewhere in their own ways.
MY shame washed away my ridiculous anger.
I just lost it on 1-20-99[fatal court date for me]. But I agreed not to fight.
My mistake. Next two days I resolved to quit altogether. Call it, walking away
from God. And no, I'm not an anti-whatever. I don't hate anyone or any group.
None of what I said ever applied to those people from my native Canada or away
from America. Just to those with the ability to influence my hiring in the
computer field. And the ones way up north have astounded me with their ability
to add to what I did. Providing insights for all.
The singers are like angels. The writers like old prophets come alive today.
Maybe when I find a wife I will feel better. But not until then.
Some of you are playing with fire. But some of you are the enemies predicted in
Revelations. If you continue with your mean games you'll make possible the beast
with the seven heads and ten horns.
There is a child who should be born. And the enemies who block it are strong.
The child must be.
Here let me enlighten you a little. Next time I'll have to change my philosophy
and just kick ass.
The two messengers which are send out by the seventh angel are two people who
share the same soul with the seventh angel. Or in very close overlap.
But don't take everything literally. What was written was from dreams or psychic
impressions. Their ability to effect the weather comes from their spiritual
overlap with the seventh soul of God's mind. God's mind covers the globe. And
reaches through the air, where his thoughts effect weather. As it did when Jesus
died. Also, when God gets mad, his anger is channeled down through the mouths of
these two people. If they seem mad and bad, well, its because God is mad. These
are the connections of how these things happen.
And you must understand, Satan will appeal to the stronger nations. His argument
there will be the strongest, not the weakest. And he will use the greed and
self-absorption of those less fortunate as an example to not care about them.
His appeal was never to the weak, he despises them. If the strong perceive
themselves betrayed from within and without, he'll have them. And the beast and
dragon shall both be born. But only because of the simple everyday greed which
goes on in a million little ways everyday in America, Canada, Europe, wherever
there seems much to take.
There is a large organization underground. It thinks itself good, but is bad.
It has the potential of invalidating God. Best to slow down.
You know what they say about good intentions without proper wisdom.
If God is truly a composite being of left hemispheres
then where is he strong? Where is he weak?
He is a mind composed of WORDS as Moses said.
But if God used ESP for communication as we use
neurotransmitters to send signals from brain cell to brain cell.
And if you tapped into his mind, reading that information for
the first time, as a mind above your own, yet in your own,
and in all other people. How would you describe what you saw of God?
What about something like this?
Moses, "He spoke to me in my mind and the WORD was God.
And now I know his light[consciousness] dwells in every man."
Would that be close enough?
And in the beginning, his beginning, what would
have been his first thoughts of self-awareness
as a composite mind of left brains?
How about "in the beginning was the WORD"?
He would have a good mind for playing with words
and writing the Bible Code wouldn't he? But of course.
Influencing the Jews[strong with language abilities],
to write a very important historical book for
Influencing social behavior like the Bible.
To influence the social development of society
with many lawyers.
Left brain? Strong analytical ability, words,
sequential logic, anything symbolic and which
can be broken down in bits.
Language, math[not all], and subjects like finance,
science[just learning], writing, and organizing
society and people would be natural strengths.
But the right brain would hate that.
To the right brain or Satan is a God a good thing?
His question could be? Does God represent my interests
or just his own? And to what degree? Does God really
represent truth and nobility or the lies of the left brain
tricking others into giving him what he wants from others?
Wasn't God always asking for sacrifices? Why would an all-powerful
deity worry about what he gets from human monkeys? What could
people possibly give him that he couldn't give himself in a
micro-second a billion times better?
Just mindless adulation? From humans? Is his ego that needy?
Satan rebelled, but why? Why offend the author of all creation?
And be smart enough to know your own defiance will only be
reciprocated with eternal damnation with complete certainty?
Is Satan that dumb? Wouldn't you be smart enough to NOT REBELL?
Is he that wicked? That crazy? So an all-knowing and
all-powerful deity created a creature which he knew ahead
of its creation that he would eventually rebel and take millions,
if not billions of human souls into eternal torment with it.
And knowing and seeing all that torment ahead of time, still
did it. He can do anything, isn't it possible to make it so
everyone goes to Heaven and still grant them the luxury of Free Will.
What you tell me, you can't have free will without defiance of God?
You're right, YOU CAN'T DO IT, BUT GOD IS GOD, HE CAN DO IT!
He can do anything, right?!
Besides, if you were as smart as Satan and seen God's glory up close
as only the first angel can, wouldn't you love God more?
And be even less inclined to rebel?
How is it possible to get up close to God and still rebel?
Now imagine Satan as a composite of right brains in Mankind.
Would God be able to predict all your behavior? He is inside you,
but isn't Satan as well?
Where would be their natural battle ground? If both lived inside
you? Your soul, their souls, your mind, your decisions.
And thus the concept, the ability to Sin was born. When you kill
you sin. Does a lion or shark sin when it kills? Can God sin if he kills?
Is killing always bad? I don't think so. If it is, did God sin when
he killed? Or does sinning fail against owner's rights? Does he own us?
If so, why fight to win us over, when he could just take what he already
owns?
The Ten Commandments were designed for social engineering Mankind
smoothly over generations.
Left brain is more of a reader and thinker. Less physically active.
Intellectuals sit more or just walk.
Right brain likes to use its hands for building. Great spatial
intelligence. What good is seeing how things are build if
you don't build. But building requires energy, movement.
Those with greater right brain activity are probably inclined
Towards greater physical activity. Even need it.
One walks to a library, the other to a garage.
One works maybe as a lawyer or doctor, educated,
schooled through books, the other, does and learns
by doing, found more likely in a garage or working
as a technician. Likes to be out more.
Both personalities are in us. Which is stronger?
And no person is a true reflection of the whole.
Artists and scientists have leanings, but only
small ones. Artists are not evil by nature or
lawyers saints[we all know better, don't we].
Accumulated personalities add to God's mind.
Accumulated personalities add to Satan's
Could any a person hold one of their brain cells
in the palm of their hand, look down and say to you,
"this is me."
That is what you're like measured against God and Satan.
The left brain gets over by argument. Its good with words.
Tries to control the right through argument, with
logic and social structure. With laws. It organizes,
manipulates. Does it lie more often?
The right is less inhibited, more impulsive.
Hates talking too much, likes to do, not talk.
If it loses with words, likes to strike out
with fists and violence. It feels this is how I
win. You talk and I'll just kick your ass.
Saying to himself, "What is wrong? He wins with
what he is good with, talking. I win with what
I'm good with. Fists."
And that smart guy who talks his opponent to
Death never seems to sense his situation goes
from bad to worse. And the resentment is building.
The hatred is just smothering just below the surface.
But you know what, hey he is winning. He is so smart
he is stupid. Suicidal stupid sometimes.
This is when violence spills out into the streets.
The right feels laws and rules are created by the
Left brain to control it against its own good.
The rules will be broken, must be broken.
Hates lawyers and laws. Take it to the streets.
And once it lets loose, watch out.
What the Devil needs is enough anger to strike out
in force, in numbers.
The Devil doesn't feel God represents his goals for
Mankind or his interests.
Its all over history. Their fight has no boundaries, no
people unaffected.
If God wins, Mankind will unite. With the strong protecting
the weaker.
Left brain is meeker.
Jesus, "The meek shall inherit the earth."
And Jesus said the greatest gift a man can give
is to lay down his life for his friend.
Sacrifice for the whole. The whole is Mankind, God.
God and sacrifices? "Will you sacrifice your son for me?"
Satan, "Fuck the left-brained rules. Let the best win. Darwinian law.
There shall be no mercy for the weak.
No compassion for the loser."
Satan is more of a fighter. He likes aggression. He doesn't want
everyone within himself to survive. Let them fight and give the winner
the spoils and birth rights.
Bible? Hates it. As most books. Burn them.
So if God wins there will be one type of population and society for
all Mankind. Putting him in overall charge of Mankind's destiny.
With the Devil's influence suppressed, the beast will fall.
If Satan wins, another type of world, with him in charge.
And with his overthrow of God in Heaven will be complete.
Now for them, is this a good reason to fight? Do they die?
Or just lose control?
Now for God to justify his rule, his claim for representing all sides
and peoples equally must be true. Or he will lose his validity.
Now if the stronger left brained people take advantage of controlling money
and society when they are in control does it validate or invalidate God's
stance on representing all people equally?
It defeats God.
If Indians with good left brains take advantage over groups on islands
or in Africa and take economical advantage and not share their wealth
with the more disadvantaged God loses.
If Jews do the same elsewhere, he loses.
The reason I mention Indians and Jews so much is that
I believe they have very strong influences in God's
Mind. Both have strong left brain/weaker right brain leanings.
He works in all people strongly, but he pushes his influence
stronger in minds with weaker right brain populations.
If I'm right, only if I'm right.
If they fuck up and become greedy and put themselves first
at the expense of others. See and take care of themselves
first before others. Without the Golden Rule, it will be
chaos time. What God fears most is his original need to
control seeping down into the minds of the Jews. To make
them greedy. If they succumb to this, they will invalidate
his position of ethical superiority. How can any group of
people, any group who manipulates others around them for
their own good, not be considered an enemy to all others?
And a justified one? Hitler's position, wasn't it? Or was it
Satan's? Maybe it was both working as one.
Poor Hitler, never quite figured out why he was losing control
of his right side[left brain control] of his body towards the
end of the War. Never quite knew why he told others, he had come
to trust only his intuition[right brain] and not his logic[left brain]
for making decisions anymore. Wonder who was attacking him from
within, in his left brain? God? Wonder who influenced his incredibly
stupid decisions, like opening two military fronts?
Then God loses his validity. Then he can't claim to represent
all people equally. Then and only then does Satan have a point.
Best to not leave him one, unless you're in a mood for a fight.
If any group of educated managers anywhere exploit their labor
and the people who do the hard work with their hands God loses.
This is the ultimate fight between management and labor.
If the right perceives the left taking advantage of its
ability to better organize itself socially for only its own good,
AT THE EXPENSE OF IT, then don't cry when it strikes out.
Satan doesn't see himself as being bad. Did Hitler?
Did Hitler see himself as being bad for Germany?
Did Germans then? After the rubble and deaths,
when the Russians came back with a vengeance they
knew better. But not before. Not before 77 million dead.
But if he had won? What would have history have said?
What sort of hatred did Hitler accuse the Jews of?
Money control? Media control? It was in the minds of Germans, somehow,
that Jews represented something bad for them?
But Germans have very good left and right brain abilities.
From Gauss to Hitler, both sides are strong.
The worst Devil might be in the same brain as the best saint.
Jesus was a carpenter. He had strong spatial abilities as well.
Satan offered him his Kingdoms if he turned his back on God.
With the underlying idea then maybe God wouldn't be able
to do anything about it.
What kind of offer could the Devil make to Jesus if it
was, "Hey take my Kingdoms for a day and after that
Your father will punish us both."
But in populations with strong right brains as in Germany,
France, Russia, Japan, would anti-Semitism be greater than
in places such as India?
Why? Satan was in them. And this hated spilled into the streets in
Germany and in Africa against two very strong left brained people.
And in Crowns Heights. Many places this feud spilled out.
Brother against brother. Good old Cain and Abel.
But a lot of what happens depends also to a degree on how these
groups assimilate. Remaining apart in mutual interests will always
spell trouble. Be perceived as taking advantage, disaster.
Whether it's true or not doesn't matter as much as what is
being perceived.
How different is it?
Jews being chased in the streets in Germany during the 1930s.
The Indians by Africans in the 1970s.
The riots in California by blacks on Asian storeowners.
South Africa today.
In Yugoslavia, in Tibet, and on and on and on and on, throughout history.
What was the perception?
This constant battle where the right brain says, you don't
represent authority to me anymore. With your way, I'll always
be screwed by your rules and laws. You just care about yourself
at my expense. Well, there is a deeper law, a law of nature.
Every living creature has a right to depend itself. And if the rules
don't protect me against you then the Hell with your rules and you.
From gang members in America who feel rules of society and laws don't
protect them, so to Hell with their rules. They'll make their own.
And a new set of hip values. Gangster rap?
To Napoleon looking over the feudal system on his horse, thinking
to himself, "This decayed system only protects Royalty at the expense
of the rest of us. Their laws don't apply to me. Expect some violence.
I'm in the mood for release from them."
And the first anti-Christ went on a campaign of violence. Feeling justified.
Feeling right to kill. And so did Hitler later as the second anti-Christ.
Which only leaves the third to take the stage. His time yet to be. Rebellion.
As a bomber did with a Federal building in America.
As rioters did in burning down stores. As as as ...it goes on and on.
This is why Jesus said one of the most important laws is TO LOVE YOUR
NEIGHBOR AS YOURSELF.
Jesus knew only when one person can treat a complete stranger as his
equal in affection can this weakness be overcome and Satan.
But of course, most missed the point and why he said it. But not
the consequences of not listening.
But if you feel on top and want to be greedy mfs, by all means,
go ahead but please don't cry when the shit flies.
Hey, want to send an anti Christ message. Lay people off just before
Christmas.
If the rich make it impossible for the average blue collar worker
to survive by working with his hands for a living in America,
because the smarter financial wizard is down sizing to save salary
expenses to make himself richer, then well, expect the same someday,
even in America.
If the left takes over computers and the power of information
for its own good without sharing, manipulating, just
watch those Midwest rebellious groups and others like them grow.
With Satan yelling out loud, "They don't represent your interests.
Do what you must to survive. There are
times where violence is justified"
You beat the Devil by not making him mad, not by kicking his ass.
Hatred builds on hatred.
Jesus, "To conquer the Romans will make you no better than they."
A change of heart defeats Satan. Forgiveness does it.
Jesus defeated Satan's anger in all of us on the cross when he forgave
his set up artists[beware of strangers and food] and killers on the cross.
And like he said after, "It is finished."
And it pays to share. Greed will get the left dead.
Ever wonder why God got almost hysterical with greed in his people?
Or why Jesus flipped out on gamblers in his temples?
They both saw the long term consequences in those actions.
Satan's will represent himself to the halves. To the strong.
Making the case, "Why should you care for those who have less?
Haven't they proven in so many ways, if they
had the upper hand they wouldn't do the same?"
And people will pick sides. Armageddon
And Satan uses every trick in the book to separate people.
Jesus knew that.
Go over the first part of the Sermon on the Mount.
Christ addressed it and Satan's tactics in the beginning portion of his speech.
There was a reason why he started with, "Blessed are the poor, blessed are the
persecuted, blessed are the.................".
Damn, you didn't think it would be a nice battle did you?
And one without the temptation of both sides being very strong?
Aren't both Wills strong in each of us?
We make the mistake of trying to pick one impulse and
trying to bury the other.
Both are part of us. Both sides live in us.
AND WE CHOOSE, NOT THEM.
IT'S WHY THEY FIGHT OVER US AND OUR SOULS.
You're not feeling special are you?
And if you feel that God can't represent you fairly?
Because you don't trust the left brain. The manager?
Jesus will represent God's judgement on human affairs.
He will be the human representative with equal power in God's mind.
The one thing Satan didn't do. He wasn't willing to share his power.
And he can ask you to reconsider with one question,
Jesus, "Do you trust me?"
And you though God wasn't clever!
And now does Jesus' life style make any sense to you?
Do you understand why he lived as he did?
Do you understand why he didn't dress himself in riches?
Now I'm not saying poverty doesn't suck? It does.
I know first hand. Just ask the people who made
sure I didn't work in my field.
For some it teaches virtue, but for others
just how to rob and steal. Depends on how you handle it.
You don't have to be poor. Jesus did. Went with the job.
And supposing, just supposing Jesus was truly the part of God
who God will use to judge human affairs and people, since he knows
both God and the nature of temptation inside.
Would you be able to get to God and bypass his judgement?
And if Jesus represents God's judgement on us, if.
Would he be able to forgive sins?
It is lucky for most that he was an easy going type of guy.
What was it he said? The laws were made for Man, not men for Laws.
Or was it, Corporations were made for men, not men for Corporations?
Oh well,..........?
Here is a real question for you? How fat and self-indulgent
can a greedy asshole be before he says enough?
Don't get me wrong, I know profit is necessary. Many corporations
were fat with middle management. Global economy and all.
But pass a certain point, time to realize why businesses exist in
the first place. And if you move a business, at least pay those
workers enough so they really can buy new products. Demand has
to circulate so work can. How many new products are the Mexican
workers buying from us? Oh I forgot, we kept their wages down,
didn't we?
What was the plan again? I must have forgot!
If you work them, pay them. Or else, as twice before.........when
there is enough resentment, the third will ride into town.
And once again murder might seem justified, when it almost never is.
Other stuff :
Where did everything come from? The first time?
What allows natural laws in nature?
Where exactly are they in the tapestry of being? How are they build?
From what? What makes them universal? How? Could they be different?
Are the same rules being exactly recreated in all duplicate
particles or do the same rules somehow reach across all space
to similarly effect the same kind of particles?
Not what they are in terms of formulae, but their essence,
where are they in being?
Why are they the same for countless particles?
Why does substance seem to obey abstract patterns?
Why obey any abstract rule of behavior?
Besides how can anything abstract be real in any REAL sense?
Exactly how real is the essence of any pattern in the real world
of matter and energy?
How can something without corporeal reality like mathematics
describe physical reality?
Where does logic come from? Truth?
Do they have any objective truth
other than what we conjure up of them in our minds?
Are emotions feelings with or without substance?
How do molecules construct emotions? Perceptions?
Aren't they dead inside?
Where did space come from?
During the explosion of the Big Bang[if] how did
space expand?
How do you expand something non-corporeal? How does it grow?
Did matter receding from each other forcefully spread out
new room and create space itself? Is matter deep inside, space
itself? Did something in energy become matter and space?
How do you push out what can't be grabbed or held? If there
isn't anything tangible, then how do you begin to stretch it?
Stretch what, emptiness?
Can anything relate to anything else without some common
Rules of relating underneath? And would it require having
a common denominator in essence, in being? Is it all the same
thing?
How do molecules seam their actions into perceptions? How do
Collections of molecules perceive? Is mimicking a larger outside
Pattern inside with a smaller one, really the heart of perception?
What is the difference between yellow and red in perception?
Not as wavelengths but in perception.
Are natural laws a result of the deep structures of particles?
What leads to uniform molds of particles?
Categories of particles?
Are all particles exactly the same inside? Really? How come?
What allows that 'exactly the same inside' countless times over?
If each particle by itself is truly separated by space?
Then why isn't it, each particle is on its own with its own laws?
Why isn't it just Local laws for Local Beingness?
Who cares what happens there, it's not here is it?
Isn't that a bit more natural for a reality
fundamentally physical in nature?
Wouldn't a reality fundamentally physical in nature
not allow uniform laws? Without any abstract laws
of uniformity wouldn't uniform behavior become
an impossibility?
But a reality fundamentally metaphysical would have
to have uniform laws, its particles in categories,
and an ability to weave together meaningless lifeless
patterns into living patterns, unified into perceptual
life?
Particles? What are they inside? Not the properties.
They might be descriptive and tell you about the
properties of interaction, but what really is INSIDE?
If you were only allowed to observe chess pieces from
their behavior would knights be just L shaped moves?
Bishops just diagonal movements?
How much of the reality of a particle can be captured
by its mathematical behavior? And if we miss something?
Can we know what we're missing? And even fill in the blanks
by different methods of hunting the truth?
How does each tiny sub-part of a particle hold itself together?
Are those new laws of continuous existence within existence?
If everything relates, does it mean,
everything is the same thing. Deep down inside?
And are the surface structures like dissimilar
houses build from the same bricks?
If everything here came from the Big Bang does
that mean everything is an expansion of ONE THING
in the beginning?
How pure in sameness was the first whatever it
was that came from the Big Bang[if]? One force?
If so, how was it expressed inside itself?
When did whatever it was build space? How?
Can we play with space?
If matter and energy can fold back into one thing
they are the same. We know that, right Einstein.
But what exactly is energy, inside it? Or matter?
A is B and B is A, so what are they inside?
How does a particle move through space?
Seems super obvious doesn't it? Now see it in your mind.
Picture it frozen in a moment. Bubbling energy inside,
its other fringes surrounded by space. How do you grip
the space just outside your perimeter of being and shove
against it? How do you go about changing your coordinates
from one spot to another? So what there is plenty of energy
inside. How does it grip its outside space to move
itself against it?
Why doesn't it slip against space like a skater
on ice too slippery to skate on? No matter how fast
your legs move, you don't.
Inertia of movement? Sure. But that is an observation.
But doesn't really explain it?
Somehow the energy inside is changing the spatial coordinates.
How does what happen inside, to be able to change spatial coordinates?
What about life, perception, colors, sounds
and all abstractions?
Can they merge? Can everything merge?
Thought and matter into one? Eventually all into one.
Was there just one origin of creation or were there many?
This beginning? Was it science or metaphysical?
Or are both the same deep down?
Both spiritual in nature?
Example? Take Nothingness.
If Everything came from NOTHING, will it all
it go back someday?
Are there any clues of NOTHING lying
underneath existence?
Oh where oh where is my clue?
Newton's law.
For every action there is an equal and
opposite reaction? Says who? Says why?
It seems to be a fundamental law in physics.
Well, mostly.
Is it science? Or metaphysics? Don't tell me
they also merge?
Is EVERYTHING one thing? What divides anyway?
What in SAMENESS can divide SAMENESS? Dizzy yet?
If you look at it from an underlying principle,
where EVERYTHING can only emerge from NOTHING if
the total created reality is balanced by the rule
if EVERYTHING in this new EVERYTHING is added,
totaled, its total is still NOTHING.
Get it? ZERO ALLOWS 1 AND -1.
Where inside reality a 1 and -1 are
allowed as long from the outside of
reality it adds to zero.
The ultimate balance of existence is NOTHING and EVERYTHING,
with EVERYTHING in NOTHING, and inside its all real,
but outside, never happened, wasn't, isn't, and never will be.
But inside, always was, is, and will be.
From the outside. When did existence begin?
When did the first moment begin when there wasn't anything before?
Means nothing. Is nothing.
From the outside. How big is existence?
Measured against what on the outside?
Is it you can't measure it?
Or is it SIZE just became meaningless? Nothing.
How long did existence exist so far?
Time from the outside means nothing?
Measured against what?
Inside reality, time flows with objects relating
against each other, but on the outside?
How does reality itself relate its own movements against what?
There isn't anything more outside. All activity inside could be
in a second or in forever. Which again means nothing.
What is reality in? When is it happening? Its all self-contained.
Means nothing outside of itself. Means everything inside of itself.
No wonder some things turned out to be relative.
Existence itself is.
The underlying principle of EVERYTHING balancing
to zero would force a law where for every action
there is an opposite and equal reaction.
A force balanced with its counterpart obeys the
metaphysical law of everything adding to nothing.
All laws would need to obey the rule of symmetrical
NOTHINGNESS underlying all phenomena.
Next time you fly in a plane and feel that trust
behind you, it's the Law Of Nothing moving you
through the air. You move forward as the thrust
moves backwards. But in-between both and beneath
the law is the balancing of Nothing. Both your
movement forward and the jet's trust backward
is balanced to zero.
Beneath the tapestry of all reality is where it
all came from...NOTHING.
Laws described in math where equal signs would
be forced between forces would be build.
Science or metaphysics?
Now which one leads itself to the other
and explains why the other exists?
Newton's comes second, doesn't it?
Once you have an unified field theory
interrelating all forces, telling you
how but not why they are together ask
....How come?
Why not different particles with different rules
and different forces?
Just isn't, isn't a good answer if you want to be scientific.
Well, next time you board a jet and you have nothing better
to think about, I know.....fat chance.
You can think about NOTHING flying you there.
God seems too harsh doesn't he? If you believe in the Biblical
personality.
It is why many stringent believers can't believe in NDEs,
because they can't understand how a Brinkley can get away
with so much without punishment.
Another major drawback, its mostly ugly. Come on, admit it.
There are a few gems in life, a few tender lovable moments,
but there is also so much suffering. So much pain, so much
eat or be eaten, that it sucks from an overall perspective.
Really sucks bad.
For this type of info you'll need your own NDE.
But look around you, what do you think its all about?
If you live forever, what will you do with being born forever
or living just one identity forever? When do you become bored?
Never? At some point living any type of life you know becomes,
did it countless times before. Never ending moral lessons?
I don't think so. If you're not good by a certain point, you're
probability a lost cause. So what do you do?
Picture it this way. Many people who came back mentioned
seeing beings composed of light and that they sensed their
spiritual development was much more than any human being.
What are these spiritual beings about? What is their story?
If we have a purpose then what is theirs? What do they do?
What are they striving for? Certainly it isn't our goals.
What is beyond us?
But what are we? Mr. Brinkley said, "We're not human beings
trying to have spiritual experiences, but spiritual beings
trying to have human experiences."
This is what I sensed. We're souls. Being human is just a
page in a book which never has a last chapter. Like a infinite
number line never has its last number.
Now if someone could hold up two versions of your soul trillions
of years from now in each hand, which would you pick? Souls build
from trillions of lives not cells.
In one hand, life was always good. Never a hardship, never a tear,
never a problem overcome, never experienced tragedy, never experienced
a loss, never overcame odds. Never loved through pain. It was easy,
party time. Your soul is still good, but you never felt anything
harsh or cold inside. You were protected from pain. And you always
felt it was a good thing, to be so well protected.
In the other hand, life was both, good and it really sucked.
You did it all, good and bad, and in the end overcame internal
weaknesses, vices, and had the inner light of spiritual strength.
You no longer need any lessons of sensitivity or how to love
from any outside source. Your soul now shines like another white
light.
Now suppose when you reach a certain level of spiritual maturity,
way way way ahead of now, you learn to help the original Holy Ghost
create and support reality. You finally outgrow your crib of created
reality around you, you outgrow being reborn and having a greater
spirit dictate to you the laws and type of universe you're allowed
to occupy. Suppose, just suppose.
I know trillions of years seems out of reach. But, you know what,
its more reachable than yesterday.
Its your turn to create new places with new souls. They will come
from your own soul. And it will be your job to nurture them. Reality
grows from inside and out.
I know for most who never experienced a NDE its impossible to
conceive of immortality. Real immortality, not the TV version
where 1,000 years passes off for forever.
The underlying patterns of the purpose of life might have
already be revealed in our own development so far. A soul
pass knowledge is build on experience, from personal knowledge.
If you truly have forever what do you do with it?
The next time you're feeling good as a party, a little sloshed,
look someone you like in their eyes[soul windows]. First
you'll see their eyes, expressions, and what you can sense of them
inside. Look pass, do you also see those eyes, that face, that
smile, that brain talking back to you, as a collection of
trillions of cells working together as one? And today, the
complexity of a single cell has exceeded the complexity that any
cellular biologist would have believed possible just a few years ago.
Only with spiritual development behind the sciences can you sort of
expect it. Its getting harder and harder for reductionists to explain
the complexity of life. If there is purpose, spirit, then why would
it stop with what we are now? It wouldn't stop here. This isn't enough
for the big picture. THE BIG PICTURE? Look up at all those stars on
a clear night.
Before you were born would you have believed it possible for one
cell to become trillions and have them all work together in becoming
you? It happened, but wouldn't it have seemed impossible to you?
Wouldn't the sheer impossible complexity of it have denied its
possibly to you? And yet, here you are. Can the spirit realm be
less capable, have less design, less purpose than the physical
world? Can your immortal soul have less purpose than your physical
body?
Now which soul of the two would you prefer having being?
Wouldn't you want to be the stronger one inside? Would you complain
like a spoiled teenager to your parents they weren't strict enough
with you when it counted the most?
And since reality is a community soul of a sorts. The ultimate soul
having been divided and created everything from itself. How you fit
in counts a lot. If God takes you, you can journey into creating.
Otherwise, you get stopped. Yes, you can indulge yourself, be evil,
But its price is an eventual stop to your spiritual development. No
new souls from you, you can't be trusted. Shouldn't be trusted.
And if your soul gave birth to new ones, ones which you follow into
eternity behind the scenes, then you can endure eternity. This is
the best way to pass forever. Always bringing new souls into the
adventure of life and seeing what they do with it and who they create
in turn. The whole game beyond a simple point is simple. Its all about
life. What could count more? What could mean more than life?
What could have more purpose than life? Nothing.
Now lets take a trip way back. To a garden, you're along side God.
There he is, talking to Jesus. What is this? Jesus is crying,
curled up on the ground like a little scared boy.
Oh yea, he knows its time for the cross. He wants out, is begging for it.
Crying for the cup to be passed. He wants out. He can still say no,
but will God tell him to do?
But isn't God too harsh. He doesn't know what its like to be weak. But you do.
So make the decision for God. Come on, can't you do it better?
What are you going to tell Jesus? He wants out. Come on, pass his
cup from him. But don't forget Mankind will be doomed and countless
souls will never be born if he fails. What are you going to say different?
Or will I be still hearing the same words in a few seconds,
"Not as I will, but as you will."
I already know you have an immortal soul. Do you?
Almost forgot this one. It is way off, but I once again
made the mistake of giving ideas to people who know how
to steal better than anything else[or does it seem that
way to me]. But these are the people who made sure I was
kept out of the computer field. But that is a long other
story. Some day, when I buy it, backtrack and see how they
work. It is never alone. It must of taken a lot of people,
a lot. For the others, people who didn't block me, for the
most part, you've done a good job in using them. And good
points were made, excellent stories and songs. Nice to know
so many smart people out there and its all beyond me now.
Anyway. This is way off, maybe it can be done or can't, I
don't know. But with super computers today we might be able
to create super expert[AI] systems to connect up buyers and
manufacturers around the globe, past local relationships.
When suppliers can't seem to find buyers and vice versa.
Might help in a damned recession.
And another point to the skeptics. For the atheists who look
to science to deny God's existence. Do you reflect at all
on the nature of what you think you know?
Science has just discovered a small part of the HOWS. Nothing more.
Not one WHY so far. Do you believe that there are no answers
to the WHY questions? No answer to WHY science works in the first
place?
So far science did well because it ignored the WHYS. When it
mistakenly believed it knew them it screwed up horribly. But
someday it will have to go back to them for a deeper
understanding of reality and ourselves.
How can we say we truly understand nature or us if we haven't
unlocked the WHY closet of answers? We can't and shouldn't.
Picture it this way. You have two closets with answers to
questions. One is the HOW closet. It holds the answers to
all the HOW questions. How does this work? What proof is
there for this theorem? What equation describes this process
in nature? This is the HOW closet. It will tell you how
everything works in nature in terms of process. It will
describe these processes, but not tell you why they work
on a deeper level. F=MA is a simple equation. It explains
the HOW relationships, not the WHY?
But it will not answer one question why that process works
as it does on a deeper level? NO answers to why math works
when applied to physical processes?
How does math exist? Made up in our minds or somewhere out
there in an independent metaphysical reality? How does the
brain conjure up sensations and perceptions which are alive
and united in seamless thought?
Are there souls? What exactly are they? Where did space and
Natural laws come from? What allows existence to exist?
Part of itself? Or something else altogether?
And if you had to ask where you would find the answers to
why we exist? Would you look in the How or Why closet?
I'm betting you would play a hunch and go to the WHY closet.
The WHY closet is still locked because of our ignorance and
we haven't even found its key yet? Sometimes when you know
enough without insight, you can be so smart you're stupid.
There is a whole other body of knowledge out there we haven't
explored. Where the metaphysical merges with objective science
bringing together mind and physical reality. It's a road
towards knowledge which will have to be traveled before we
can truly understand ourselves or nature.
Ever hear the voices of frustrated souls on the other side?
Of children begging to be born and weren't because of interfering
evil people here? Yes, some have evil intentions? Or the plea of
the soul of a good person begging to be met in real life but ugly souls
prevented it because they carry out their own self-indulgence agendas[for
themselves only]?
No? If not, then you haven't seen what is truly around you
because you're only seeing with your eyes. Open the eyes of
your soul.
God isn't just a big mind of Mankind.
He is the united soul of all of us.
To a degree so is Satan.
They don't just see down here as we do.
They see into the white light. They walk in it as we walk down here.
This is the difference which makes them Gods. And why they assume
the right to the over-all control of Mankind's destiny.
A democratic dictatorship of our collective mind and soul.
Smaller divisions of each side represent either angels or demons.
Question?
How many bodies can an angel occupy? Just one or more?
Want a new meaning to the idea of soul mates?
Another point. If the Bible Code has any truth to it?
Then God can obviously send information back into the
past. But what does that mean about how the past, present
and future are united? And the way God's mind sees reality?
Imagine a mind which can look into time and natural laws
as easily as you do through air. And mental muscles which
can manipulate those things as you do to your physical
surroundings with your hands.
Can different futures be selected? Yes, I've seen it happen
on a psychic level. And to what degree can Satan interfere?
I think he is already off track a little because of what happened
in 1989, but that is my secret[networking stuff and Ms. Nosy Brenda].
But if God did say the earth shall be destroyed by fire next time.
And it wouldn't be by his hand. What about ours? And nuclear fires?
Will that do?
And if the year 2,000 was predicted by the Bible Code to be a problem
year and it coincides with our computer program is it a coincidence only?
But I know all bad predictions can be avoided. As dark dangerous
streets can be at night.
I saw another interesting show yesterday about a woman who
believed her lights were blinking and her phone was ringing,
with no one at the end, because her dead son was trying to
communicate with her. Supposedly these occurrences were going on
for eight years, but she had kept it to herself. Except when
a psychic told her about these things on TV, never know.
But I have experienced strange occurrences with lights myself, so
I don't dismiss it. But when you put that together with the fact
that people who were brought back from the dead must have had
their hearts revived. But how?
And the brain uses electricity doesn't it? So does the heart!
So with electricity and electrons can spirit beings influence
our brains and bodies and possibly revive the dead. Or just
make a light flicker or a phone ring.
Could electrons themselves have some dual state between here
and the spirit world? Then it wouldn't be so hard to explain
all this strange shit.
Want a stupid question? Okay, even if you do or don't, here it comes.
A super dumb one. Electrons and protons attract each other.
So why don't electrons fall into nucleuses? Gravity and orbits
again? Down there? Why only certain orbits for electrons?
Why only certain states, shell orbits? Maybe there is already
a theory? Hope so! Or is this more of a why question than a
how question? Where they don't know the answers yet. But it is
such a simple question?! And can just saying there are
different energy levels be enough for a real answer? There is
something about electrons and electricity which enables the
dead to influence them in this physical realm. I experienced
it too many times for me not to believe it. Electrons must be
in some way interacting with the spiritual side.
And what about all those stories about young children seeing
and knowing stuff? And all those senile people thinking they
are seeing long lost loved ones by their beds or whatever?
If the soul is more loosely attached to a brain when it is very
young can it be more psychic? Should be, if the soul exists at all.
And wouldn't that also mean when a person is dying, when the
attachment between a soul and the physical brain is becoming
looser with impending death, become more psychic because it
is on the verge of being released from the physical body?
And what about dream states when many claim they see the dead?
Isn't that just another state where the brain pulls away from
the body and brain?
And remember Dannion Brinkley,
read SPACE. When he was recovering, it took about two years,
he was very psychic at first, when his body was shot, like
some dying person. But as he got better, stronger, his
abilities faded. Was his soul jailed more by a healthy physical
brain telling his soul, stay here, close for a while. While
people with naturally powerful souls, can dream and free
themselves more easily than regular people.
And if psychic stuff actually works then are there feels for
certain places? Can a group of minds work together along those
lines on conscious or unconscious levels. A group prayer would
be conscious. But an atmosphere of special minds gathered
together in a local place might be an unconscious grouping.
So a church might have a certain feeling because of cultural
training on one level, but because of psychic communication,
on an unconscious level. A FEEL. What about other places?
Cities, countries, and even languages. Would universities,
places of better than average minds have a different feel,
like research labs or ivory league schools. But just not
a feel, they might be places where more unconscious
communication takes place, generating more ideas.
Can you break those links to reach deeper into yourself
to break the unconscious psychic links with those who
surround you, to find something deeper? Would have a journey
into a desert for an old fashioned guy have seemed like a
good idea for finding a way to reach in himself, before
he started a public life? To find a deeper psychic link
within himself than the ones with just regular people. One
which only would be broken one time from then on, on a cross.
When he had to carry the weight of hate entirely by himself.
Because it was upon him that God would be reconciled with
The Holy Ghost or not. When the whole was judged by its best
part working entirely alone, by himself. No help allowed.
Representing God to people and God to the Holy Ghost.
Allowing God to claim, this is the best within me. Judge me by him.
I've allowed him to be my core personality.
"Rabbi, I believe you are the messiah. How can I serve you?"
Jesus, "The Son of Man comes to serve, not to be served.
Whoever among you would be GREAT, MUST BE A SERVANT.
And whoever would be FIRST, MUST BE SLAVE TO ALL!"
So what do you think his job description would be like?
And what about Satan? Since he is also within us, doesn't he
also have a voice inside us, inside our hearts and souls?
Can't he also speak from within, like God does sometimes?
And what did Jesus tell one of his disciples when he told him
to avoid his upcoming ordeal on the cross? Of course, he was
well intentioned, but nevertheless, considering the sakes
for human history.
Jesus, "The Devil speaks through you."
Ever listen to one of Hitler's speeches? He reached
a hidden corner of all hearts. One side influenced
the writing of the Bible, the other side said fuck it.
And so here comes the Dragon part.
He died alone after rejection, willingly. For him to be the
Son of God, says a lot about God himself. And now it is easy
to understand why the Devil was so anxious to tempt him away
from God. Why he came to him with offers he never offered to
any other. Why two deities worried so much about what one
little man did so much.
Was he truly the best among men? What do you think?
What if you were offered it all. All of it!!!
With the promise that a defeated God, because of your
betrayal could never punish you. Making the overthrow
of God in heaven complete.
Better yet!!!
Now you wouldn't have to die on a cross.
Now you can always punish your enemies.
Indulge every vice without repercussion.
What would you have done?
Could you have turned down Satan's offer?
Wouldn't it have being a little insane to not take it?
Wouldn't you betraying yourself if you didn't betray God?
This is when and how Satan got to Jesus.
He made his war against God, Jesus's war as well.
For the moment. Jesus would have to betray his own
best interests as an individual to give God what
he wanted. Needed! This was his chance to become
a real King of people, not their slave in purpose.
Which of your friends would you have trusted with
that choice? Who besides Jesus would you have trusted
at that moment? Who do you know, would have and could
have said no to Satan's offer? Especially with no
punishment for complete self-indulgence and no
agonizing death afterwards.
Again back to a point. What did God need most in his messiah?
More than anything else! God is the whole. How does he
work best within himself? Every part willing to sacrifice
itself for all the other parts is the best plan, isn't it?!
So his most central human point would have to be able sacrifice
itself for all others. And should always be able to consider
the needs of all others before his own. A complete slave
of sorts to the rest of MANKIND.
This is where all false messiahs missed their mark. You
have to be able to put the needs of everyone else before
your own to be FIRST, to be the true messiah! The others
just wanted the glory, not the burden. Those are the
false messiahs.
Now think back. When did Jesus ever put his own needs
before anyone else? Think hard! Get it? Never. Do
you understand his life style better now? The Son of God,
or so called, always worrying more about others than
ever about himself. There was a great reason for him
being as he was.
And this was a loser's philosophy. At least his disciples
thought so after they were sobered by his death. Screw
the miracles, he died. That was the bottom line in their
mind when denied knowing him. When they ran afterwards.
A loser alright, until he came back.
All in all, he would be an interesting guy to meet,
don't you think? All that spiritual drama surrounding
him! You didn't really think he was dead, did you?
As the core soul of God's mind, Jesus is in all
relationships of people. That is why he said once,
whenever two or more are gathered, he would be between
them. Only then it sounded��well you know. Not now I hope.
Anyway, did you ever just feel a place? Or have a strong
feeling about someone or something and wish you had followed
your gut feeling later?
Now for something SPECIAL. We all know all the
talk today about NDEs and most seeing a white light. But
what about the talk about a white light even a hundred
years ago? I don't think there was much around, if any.
When you died in those days there weren't any modern
techniques to bring you back. No needles, no shocks.
When you died, you stayed that way.
So the talk about NDEs? Very little, if any!
And the talk about seeing a white light?
Very little, if any!
And the NDE talk about seeing a white light
2,000 years ago? NOTHING!
Back then there weren't any white light
topics for anyone to bullshit with.
Especially, 2,000 years ago.
This is for all the doubters! Remember the Bible?
28 And as he prayed, the fashion
of his countenance was altered, and his raiment
was WHITE AND GLISTERING.
And Behold, there talked with him two men, which were
Moses and Elias:
Who appeared in glory, and spake of his decease which
he should accomplish at Jerusalem.
So Jesus was seen by his disciples shining
with white light when he was talking to Moses
and Elias? Long dead in his time.
How could his disciples have bullshitted
about a white light in those days? They
had no idea what a white light might
have represented. And they certainly
had no idea a white light topic might
someday generate so much debate about
life after death 2,000 years later.
Exactly what kind of man can breach the
barrier into the white light while alive and
standing on a mountain to hold a conversion
with two men long dead?
Nobody special? Would have Moses and Elias
have came back to talk to a fraud?
Or to plan strategy for a Holy War?
Exactly how special was he?
What do you think?
What did Moses think? Elias?
That should have been your answer.