Was that a lighting bolt coming my way?

 
	How would you feel about life in general if you were raised as a slave,
      to die as one as well? Not too good, huh?

	So you invent a little hopeful fantasy. A messiah is coming, a savior.           
He will save you from your life of misery. He will puck out that inescapable 
helpless feeling stuck in your life's heart.

	You work and work and work and work and work. And your family and friends 
die and die and die and die and die. And when your turn comes, when you can't 
take it anymore, your taskmasters will also put you out of your misery. After 
all, what good is a sick slave? 

	No civil rights for you chum!

	Your God? A joke as far as the Egyptians are concerned. If he exists? 
Isn't he weaker than the Egyptian deities? He must be weaker. Who are the 
masters and who are the slaves? You're sure it would have to be in the same 
order. Nothing else makes sense.

	
	Buy wait. Suddenly, what is happening? Who is this Moses? Is he for real?


	Did you really see that miracle??

      Wasn't salvation just an illusion??? 

	Your God is helping. For real????

	



	So there you are.  Saved with miracles from a God who finally showed 
interest as well as existence for your needs.


	Moss was the human agent for God. He was God's instrument. 

	But he up there talking to God for a long long long time.

	Hmm, what do you do to occupy your time in the meantime?

	I know! I have a great idea!!! THE BEST IDEA EVER[said the moron to 
himself]!!!!

	"Let's denounce God. Party, drink, fuck and go back to slavery[well, the 
last part sucks]. Ready to go back FOOL? Were you really thinking of it?" Oh I 
forgot sex is bad and all those lives struggling to find portals into life from 
the act. Or was it the usual jealousy which lead to murder bad? I forgot.

	
	Moses, being a natural party spoiler, kills half of the people having a 
good time dancing around their new golden calf. One God proves himself with 
miracles, the other you build out of your jewelry. And which one wins your 
loyalty? 

	I don't think so! 



Now supposing when Moses came down the mountain and he confessed the reason 
God didn't liberate us before was because he really lives inside us. And he had 
to wait for the right moment.

	God is in us? One of us?? Yet all of us??? As one???? NOW WAIT A 
MINUTE!!!!!

	And some think, "well, what do you know? He lives inside us? Does he need 
us as much as we need him? Lets negotiate with him, Moses. We will give him 
what he wants, our service. But this time, he will give us a little of what we 
want. No more useless suffering for his chosen people."


	And then? Lighting bolts?? Half die right after??? What happened to, "Thou 
Shall NOT Kill????"

	Oh well, guess might makes right? Huh???!!!! Think about it, right after 
Moses comes down with God's big ten rules for living, he ends up killing half of 
those he just saved. I think there is an ethical problem here, don't you? And 
how do you straighten it out?



Imagine yourself, not as some almighty deity, but one more limited. Imagine it 
for REAL, you were able to create our sun and the planets, nothing more. What 
would be on your list of priorities?

Look around, pass the Solar System you are still tiny be all and end all. 

But still, you still created a SUN. What do you do with all your power? Do you 
rest every seventh day? Sleep on a mountain? Request sacrifices from monkey 
creatures with speech, who understand nothing of nothing of physical reality 
yet? Besides, why would you want these human insects to serve you? What could 
they give you? What is it that they have, that you want? You can build anything 
and them, just about nothing[at that point in time]. Why do you want their 
service? Their devotion? Their prayer? Their service? Adulation for a weak ego? 
I don't think so! Truth is, you really don't need them. Unless, there is some 
other hidden reason. Some other truth lingering in the background. One, best 
kept hidden for a while. 

Why not tell it, if it were truth? If its true.

What would have been the feelings of peoples towards each in the remote past? 
Would one part of the world have felt any togetherness towards other people even 
a hundred miles away, much less the globe? 

And to those nations Satan who could have offered conquest by might? Would they 
have had the cultural maturity not to conquer and waste the weak? Might making 
right, was a natural law for most conduct in the past. Now you find more of it 
in corporate boards. They have as much compassion for the laid off, as ancient 
soldiers did for those unfortunates on the other ends of their swords. Just 
kidding. Well, a little not. The same feelings can express themselves on the 
surface in seemingly different ways. But under the bullshit, it�s the same shit.


	And if you were God and made a mistake of trusting your people with the 
truth? 


	What would you do? How would you handle it? 

	
	Well, how would you handle an emotionally diseased limb?"


	How about amputation? Just asking?


	What about making them march for two generations in the desert without a 
home? Until your mistake is forgotten? Until they forget your mistake and with
something you shouldn't have trusted them with, yet.

	Trust for God was always hard, wasn't it?

	God, "Abraham, will you sacrifice your son for me?" Why would an all-
knowing deity bother with such a question, much less the ancient Jews? Universes 
to make, galaxies to look after, but sandal people have such concern. And others 
elsewhere, oh well, ever hear of others claiming to have had private 
conversations with God Almighty? And tell you what he said, and how you should 
live your lives and with what social rules? The Bible is read in the East, but 
it didn't originate there. The East had more pagan values, where the underlying 
rules of behavior were more influenced by the right brain. It was still both, 
but the stronger influence of the right brain values were more strongly 
expressed. And this stronger expression expressed itself unconsciously in the 
pagan values of the religions of the East. BY East, east of the Mid-East. Europe 
and Asia. Indian, with its strong left/right brain ratio was closer to the Mid-
East. A reason why, Jesus spent some time there.



	Marching isn't a bad idea, don't you think? Doesn't seem fair, until you 
take God's broader perspective into account. And think about all those yet to be 
born lives in the future. And what it will take to protect all those imaginary 
people.

	One was me. Another is you.

	God is like the ultimate good parent. The harshness isn't out of cruelty, 
but long-term concern.


	Well, I hope�because otherwise? Where are my running shoes?


	But when is the last time you ever made a decision based on welfare of the 
lives reaching thousands of generations into the future?

	Not many? Welcome to God's perspective!

	And do you really die from his perspective? When he sees into the white 
light as easily as you do into your physical surroundings? He doesn't want to 
see you go there prematurely, wasting a life experience, which can't be 
repeated.

	But if its there for the sake of many others. Then he'll send that angel 
of death. 

The same way a nurse will treat the wounded who might make it, over the ones who 
will surely die on a battlefield. Is that nurse evil when she lets some die or 
God when he makes them die for the sake of the rest?

Just asking. Just asking.  


Want a really good one? Ready? Bet you're not!


Here is where I get it.

If I'm right, just suppose about God and Satan's true nature. Close your eyes 
and pretend for a short while. I don't need to.


Who uses the left brain the most? Males or females?

Who is more warlike? Left or right brain?

God and Satan really share both genders, are both and neither.

Yet who is more female?

And in a male dominated societies in the past? Would you tell?


And the historical oppression of females? From power oriented thinking?

Which side of the brain is that? 

And if this is true, would you tell it back then?

Who gives life more than takes it?



Who is always pregnant with birth on the largest of all scales?

If Jews are truly closer to God someway or God picked them out for a special 
reason to write the early books, which later, turned into the Bible,
Then why�.hmm..how do I say this�if the left brain is more verbal�women use it 
better..usually�hmm�damn�just compare the hands of the average Gentile with the 
average Jew�more what gender which way?



Here is another question. How would you socially engineer society and 
international politics if this was true? From God's perspective? From Satan's?
And where do we screw it up with our misguided misinformed good intentions?

What mental skills is God better at? Organizational skills? Language? Computers?
Math? Law? Money? Satan? The ultimate weapon maker? Machines? Building weapons 
of war? Labor?

How does Satan react to left brain control? Accuses of control? Money and 
information control? Hitler accusations? Are you starting to get it?

How much regard would Satan give a peace treaty? Peace treaties are left brain 
bullshit to the right brain. It is how do you say it�?

Ah I know, Hitler, "This is just a piece of paper."


But if any of this is true then it must cover our interactions on a global 
scale. Not just Hitler and Jews? Not just the West.

Indians? Good left, yes. Good right, not so much. Owning gas stations is one 
thing, working as mechanics..ahhhh.

How many very rich people can't fix their own doors or cabinets? Plenty! Nobody 
is smart in everything, got something good upstairs, and got something not so 
good as well. But you know what, for the species, it�s a so what, this is how it 
works best for all. SOOO excuseeeee the snobbery, it not only isn't smart or 
insightful, its down right dumb. 

Left brain, good in business? Yes. And how did they get along in Africa? Lots of 
business. Yes. But if certain groups in Africa had stronger group rights, 
resentment must of build in, if Satan felt pushed up against the wall.

And what is the common resentment ground in Europe towards Jews and what Indians 
were accused of in Africa? What about dot busting by other minorities? Left and 
right conflict again? Crowns? Tribes wiping out others? Divide and conquer said 
Satan. And kill the damn weak, they are useless. Only the Strong deserve to die, 
ethics are for the meek, the weak. They shall not inherit the earth, Jesus. And 
I'll bless you peace makers with death. Divide and conquer. Divide and conquer. 
Divide and conquer. I'll express myself in hate and fear in all. To divide. To 
divide. And its so easy, thousand roads leads my way, only one to God.

You see, their battle is invisible, and covers the globe.

This is the God, who knows, not only is he inside you, but Satan as well. And he 
doesn't know for sure, which voice you listen to more. And he wins, only if the 
parts can sacrifice for the whole better. He is the global mind. Satan is 
divided, with a winner take all outlook. God manipulates more, Satan kills more.

Both claim the right to rule. That is the trouble. That is the reason of their 
battle, because both can't get their way. One way, with God, all peoples will 
survive and flourish. With Satan, concentration camps or worse next time. The 
Final Solution was Satan's brain child more than Hitler's. Just as God spoke 
through Jesus' disciples, like he told them, he would. Satan spoke through 
Hitler, and remember what Jesus told one of his disciples, when he told them, he 
would killed and not welcomed as a prophet. The Devil speaks through you.

Since they both inhabit us to a degree, they would have voices in us, wouldn't 
they? 

But this God, if I'm right, would ask a very important question he needs to 
know.

"Hello, will you sacrifice for me?"

And what did Jesus say was the greatest gift a man could give? Sacrifice his 
life? Why? What was the underlying reason for that statement?



And will all follow God in the end? What did God reveal in Revelations? NO!

Why not? The danger is, if the left brain activities, socially, overall, proves 
too controlling, too manipulating, too greedy, the right will rebel again, with 
murder on a massive scale. Satan wants God's influence out Out OUT of those 
nations he seeks to control more. He is the one who wants to burn the Bible. 
Wanting to burn all books.

He is the no rule no mercy man. Lawyers and Law, forget it. Collect a group of 
strong-right/weak-left people, I bet you, more crime on average.

But Satan will wait until the time is ripe for rebellion. He has to wait until 
the accumulated hate is great enough. Then and only then is an anti-Christ sent. 
Napoleon could only have come with great hatred towards royalty. Hitler towards 
Jews and others. Who will Satan use for a target this time? 


Question : If mostly left brain educated people move blue collar jobs 
permanently out of the country, where people left brained people do well with 
stocks, but poorer blue collar people struggle more, is Satan pissed? Will more 
rebellious folks with guns decide the government doesn't represent their 
interests? Will future rebellion through murder hang stronger in the political 
air someday? Why piss Satan off? When his ideas of getting back are like his 
Final Solution. Its crazy. Jesus said, Satan is Thee Killer. Best to remember 
it.

You answer it!

This tidal wave of emotional resentment made these individuals possible to 
predict for Nostradamus. These roles are more fixed in the future and destiny. 
Small stuff is more random, more easily changed. Futures are influenced by Will 
and Choice.

Big stuff was more easily seen by him in visions than little events.

That is a clue of Satan's presence. What is their opinion of intellectuals? Of 
books?

And Satan never stays in a Sub-Kingdom once it fails him. He won't come in 
Germany again or France.

And people with strong rights are not intrinsically evil either. Satan and God 
battle the most in souls with two strong sides, not just one. The real test will 
be in the minds of Asians and Europeans, where the middle ground is defined more 
closely. In case you haven't noticed, the first two anti-Christ's came from 
Europe, there is a reason for that. Or why there is strong anti-Semitism in 
certain groups with strong right abilities. If I'm right, that is. But it�s the 
balance which counts most. Balance stronger left with strong right, then 
creativity explodes. Both sides are weaker by themselves, as loath as they are 
to admit it. Unless the common ideas are right, and I'm completely wrong here. 
Could be? Even when I'm sure, I'm not. But that is me. Unless this time, Satan 
being on a suicide run, hides where you don't expect him. Could be.

Can you imagine Arabs or Jews or Indians turning away from God? Not a chance. 
Not because they are better inside. Not that, but because Satan has a weaker 
voice inside them. And Satan loathes them from the inside.

SELF-HATE CAN BE A PROBLEM for groups Satan hates to be in. And they sense, in 
spite of their verbal intelligence, education, some sort mental grasp still 
eludes them. And lay people sense it too, they can't argue the point, but still 
something rubs them the wrong way. Something which they can't put into words, 
which disagrees with just the intellectual point of view. 


God will have his problems where Satan can make promises of wealth and power to 
those which follow him. Where weapons of war, are kept that way.

Satan will be contained, but not killed. The first angel, once God's closest 
friend, the only one who dared dare to think he could control the destiny of 
Mankind as well as God. Will be tamed at last.

Or its bye bye for all. 


Maybe some one will be able to write a gigantic database with an expert system 
handling the availability of trading partners for companies who don't know about 
each other. Connecting up, with trade, billions of people and providing more 
work. But business is just something I being giving thought to lately, but I can 
see, I'm going to probe it like I did with religion.

Or where, maybe, just maybe, people say stop. The game is over. The pawn has 
made it to the last rank and becomes a queen now. Game over.

Maybe?
 


Damn, is that a dagger in my back?