Limits of Science
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Science is most reliable way of probing
into the physical laws of the world
Around us. But how far can it probe
into reality? All the way?
Let me give you an example.
When the best physicists work to discover
the hidden laws of nature they resort
to experimental data and the formulae which
best describe the physical behaviors. But can
mere formula capture everything there is to know
about the tiny stuff around us? Or for that matter,
the big stuff?
You have to be careful about mental pictures sometimes.
Since I use them a lot I've learned to understand in
my own limited way their limitations. One assumption
is that as we go down into the tiny realms of sub-atomic
particles the behavior of the particles begin to adhere
to mathematical laws. And they do. Sub-atomic particles
behave according to laws, not personal whims. So we begin
to unconsciously assume that all there is to know about
them is their mathematical behavior. Then they become their
behavior. Becoming the laws themselves. Does this capture
everything there is about them?
Pretend we're cosmic giants. Taller than our solar system.
And it is a chess game we're examining. All we know about
the pieces is the way they move. The castles move horizontally
and vertically. Queens move everywhere except like
knights. Knights make L shaped jumps. You're a cosmic giant
and you tell us all about the laws of the chess world and how
the pieces inter-relate.
Then a child comes along and picks up a piece and asks you,
"What is this?"
You say, "It is a knight. It moves in a L-shape."
He asks, "Yes, I know that, but what is this piece?"
You, " I told you. It moves in L shapes."
He asks, "I know that. I mean what is this piece, not the way
it moves, but what is it?"
And another child might ask us, "What is an electron?
Not the way it interacts with other particles, but what
is it? And what is a proton really about? And
that and that and that? Or is everything only its
behavior deep down?"
See what I mean?
How far can science really go into the essence of reality?
When you ask this question long enough, eventually
metaphysical thoughts start to creep into your conceptual
view of the physical. And your mental eyes start to see in
a new way. Then the way I see will become obvious to you.
Yes, I love science. But it has inherent limits to how deeply
it can probe into what is. Where it excels at, is capturing
the rules of physical behavior. But deep down, is the behavior
of an object and what it is, the same thing? Do you think you
know that? Do you think you know anyone who knows that?
I don't think so!
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Brains and Mind and Other shit
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Brains??? Some postings from alt.near.death.consciousness
To the few which are not so few as I found out.
Yes, I read about the new brain findings. Was I surprised?
I expected it. Couldn't you tell? As to what I think?
How does it relate to my ideas in SPACE? It overlaps,
but I think they just touched the surface. I'm glad they got
that far.
But they didn't make the deeper connections.
The firing of brain cells in tune is just a start.
For a minute let me show you what goes through
my mind....just a bit. You wouldn't want the rest of
the shit. Just kidding, I think.
Strip your mind of words for a few minutes.
Use the ability which underlies your logic,
under language and abstract symbolism. They
are evolutionary advances to provide conscious
control to those underlying processes. To refine
your mental dexterity over them. But imagination
needs freedom to explode into new areas.
So free it.
Picture in your mind different cells firing at the
same time towards some sort of middle cell[don't need this really],
this part doesn't much matter. Every cell is separated
from each other, their unison is in their timing, physically
they're apart. Now you're one of them, blind to your twin cells
out there, you just know the signals which come into you
and what you send out. Blind to everything outside yourself.
Your surrounding awareness is locked into your
touch of your physical membrane and which chemicals touch your
surface.
How are you viewing the outside world or
the complete picture of the inner awareness of some
mind you're contributing to? Do you see inside yourself,
even a spark of awareness? Does a single cell see a little
spark of what it is when it CREATING a color or another
type of awareness in your MIND? Which set of molecules inside
of itself, can see any part of itself?
Or is this another confusing correlation with
awareness which got in our way again? How much does a
single brain cell in you, see any part of your inner
awareness?
These cells are separated by space? What do they
really mean to each other? In themselves? What does happen?
They fire in similar patterns. Tuning themselves in space
and in patterns.
Picture the cells in your mind being connected
by space itself, a physical/non-physical skin between
the physical and metaphysical. Give it a real quality,
a REALNESS to it. Now visualize the different patterns the
molecules are moving in space as relationships being
weaved over time, where timing suddenly becomes important,
REAL, and part of the underlying bond of the higher consciousness.
The TAPESTRY of the MIND lies in the realm of abstraction.
In its essence. The underlying connection is in the
abstractions[second level of Godel's NDE-read]. The first layer
is the physical realm, its surface, where we live now.
The chessmen in Godel's dreams.
If space is a connector of time as well as distance,
will timing matter? You bet. Isn't this the only way information
for faster than light exchange of particle information for
separated sub-particles can happen? Bell's problem is real
isn't it? Does this ability of space for transferring
information between particles have any connection to brain
cells adding their activities together to conjure an awareness
make more sense now? I think so, why I put them both together
at my site.
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Substance and Matter
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The next set of questions go much deeper.
What allows the continuity in space or in any physical substance?
How far down into physical reality will it go? How far down
does substance remain intact? See it. Picture anything which
comes to your mind as a pure thing, continue to break it down,
into something smaller and the smaller. What do you get?
More of the same? Forever going down in sameness?
If you do then is sub-section infinitely dense with whatever
it is? Or do you arrive at some sort of properties, dispersed,
getting away from infinite density within a tiny sub-section?
What sustains the ability of these physical properties to hold
themselves together? What allows them to communicate their
expressions of what is in physical reality to others of its own
kind across space? Electrons to electrons, protons to protons,
and so on. And to unite in different meaningful patterns?
Where does physical reality, if it does, give up and say,
"I can't hold myself together when I break down too deeply."
When does the metaphysical ability of relationships finally
come to the rescue? Somewhere, even string theory, the
particles will break down into metaphysical objects.
Used not only to account for the very bottom of things,
but also for the ability of things to connect into objects
with higher properties.
This might be how higher levels of organization connect lower
levels of organization into higher meaningful complexity.
Tying together levels of organization between separated
objects. So meaning, and higher laws can send down information
to lower of behavior, like natural laws effecting particle
motions for intended effects.
If you go deep enough into relationships you might find a
deeper awareness which underlies all of what happens everywhere
and I suspect it will be the white light Godel finally saw.
The last part of his death.
I think when they dig deeper into what it means to be
separated by space, and yet being held together by it,
it will be a scientific eye opener. Sooner or later brain
processes will have to be connected to the deeper underlying
process of what goes on in nature in order to understand them.
Funny, so many ideas borrowed, but they remain away from the
Beauty problem idea. Or is that too much to take.
The Trinity ideas I know ...well you know.
Okay, since it is Christmas time. One other idea.
If there are underlying patches of information defining what is
in the physical realm. Can you breach into one of them with your
soul, assuming any? Can your soul learn to manipulate the
information underlying physical objects? If you could, if the
dead could, could you possibly move something like a mountain?
Or other neat stuff?
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Okay, time for part two of this little picture. But it is hard
to capture what I see and put it into words since I don't
use them in seeing. I'll sketch what I can.
Again picture your different brain cells processing vision.
A simple for way for nature to do it might be to map eye cells
to separate regions of the brain which process vision. Eventually
going down to each cell. There are probably steps between,
specially putting it all together to facilitate the overall
process. Like putting a jigsaw puzzle together. With perception
overlaying expectations over what we think we see.
But these stages are not that important. They are, but not for
my point here. Picture each cell separate again, yes, there
are intervening physical connections, but the point is, they
connect, not overlap. Now you're one of those brain cells,
play Helen Keller of the brain cell world of existence.
What do you know of the bigger picture you're contributing to?
The larger mind you're helping build?
Your immediate consciousness is like a jail cell prisoner.
All you know is your sense of your inner world and your sense
of touch along your cell membrane and the internal reactions
you have from the chemicals hitting your surface. What do you
know of the surrounding greater mind you're part of? Nada, not yet!
But you know from obvious experience that what happens inside
you all adds up to you, the sum(YOU), is greater than the parts.
Questions is, how does it add?
The main idea is using simple causality. A hits B which hits C
and so on. This is cause and effect handed down over time
and events. Fine. So what do they do, they find a process
which correlates in time with the internal perception and
it is 'hey, we got it! time. Bullshit.
REALLY? Is that it? That simple huh?
So now they found some processing has to occur at the same
time with similar firing patterns. Hey,
good..fine.so.how does that add up?
When the timing is the same what does that mean on a physical
level? I agree when there is togetherness in the metaphysical
world that it must be expressed in the physical realm somehow.
I picked space and what underlies it. Space is build from
something deeper, it is like a skin between here and that white
light. Physical and not. It is both and it captures all physicality
in it because it is deeper. And it unites and separates what is
in it. In the entire universe.
Go back to the picture from before, you're the Helen Keller
of the brain world. You know only yourself and what is around you,
you're only connected with your immediate touch and nothing
else means anything to you. You live only in the world of the
physical. Lets pretend that that is all there is.
Lets be scientific and employ the scientific method. Good old Bacon.
Now picture two scenes. You're doing your part to help
understand something, you have a tiny glimmer of it. How can
you know the arrangements and activities of your surrounding cells?
You all have to work as mental cheerleaders. Your individual efforts
have to add to a conscious total. If you do something and I don't
know about it, what does it mean to me? If you don't do it, does it
make a difference? Maybe with cause and effect working, your actions
will have a delayed impact on me, but until they do....what does it
mean to me? Nothing! We still haven't added our individual efforts
up have we? Not in an overall meaningful way.
The timing of the firing? What does that really mean.
Is it enough to think that working together from a distance ties
it all together? On a physical plane it might be. But what about
where the perceptions must really come from? Where do they come from?
This part you must really see.
Superficially if you picture brain cells working together, each
processing their own little parts of the overall picture and you
mentally lump it all as under one skull in your mind, you quickly access
it is all one object in spite of its disconnected parts. Like parts
of a car engine working together to move the car. That is a fine
picture to a paint But a car engine has to only account for
moving a vehicle, a brain has to account for more than moving
chemicals around. It has to build an inner awareness. Cars don't
feel themselves moving or running out of gas. Even computer algorithms,
complex as they might be, and no matter how well they might
stimulate an intelligent behavior, need not be conscious.
Isn't most visual processing of the brain, unconscious? Isn't the
vast bulk of all brain processing below the threshold of consciousness?
So even remarkably complex algorithms need not stimulate a mind,
or at least, not an aware one.
How do different activities in physically separated
brain cells add their mental abilities up is still
a key question? Timing is important. Now if your
brain cells were separated by a million miles, functioning
on their own, picture God's mind[my way], but they all
go through all the same steps and stages they would have
encased under one skull, does the same mind result?
Could it? What does it mean to work as one? How do you
define and tag this togetherness as an unit? Is it just
physical location locked by cause and effect to being in touch?
Now lets expand our little picture in our minds. Lets play.
See the different cells working together with
little people inside, receiving and sending
letters from their outsides. Each one only knows
the letters they are holding at one time. No overall
story yet. But you as outside observer can
see in their brain and you put the letters together
to see the sentence. But for there to be an inner person,
those cells must go beyond their immediate selves.
They must in their own way, do what you just did.
But unlike for you, we can't just assume their oneness yet.
Expand the picture again. See the chain of chemicals
working together over time, cause and effect as red
lines between what has happened and is happening in
terms of chemical activity. Now zoom in on your picture
of the spaces between those cells, paint blue lines between
them, now make it almost like a math concept of a set weaving
together the separate cellular activities together. Now you
have to assume that those blue lines have some real
meaning in the physical realm. Otherwise you're still not
doing anything to tie them together.
Can you do without these blue lines to explain,
what working together actually does? I don't think so.
This is why I said before, for ideas you must
assume a reality of ideas. Except I like to call it a
metaphysical plane.
If you can zoom in on one of those blue lines and see it for
what it must be, if it anything like it can exist at all,
you'll sense that it needs no corporally to exist because
it is a relationship, its essence is without size. It transcends
time and space but can define it. It is a lower building
block to those two. Then you'll start to get a sense of why
the physical can be broken down into mathematical structures.
If relationships, mathematical or otherwise, don't underlie
the physical, I don't believe nature could be described by math.
But it can. Einstein and Newton used math to discover
nature, not with physical tools, but abstract ones.
Why this can be done is one of the biggest miracles of all.
There are those who liken our ability for words with another
category of mental ability for math. Partly true. Our minds
are developing to see into the nature around us, its deeper
layers, enabling us to understand nature as well as ourselves.
Words categorize things very well. They let us to record and
transmit information with a lot more ability than bee or ant
signals do. This enables us to create social structures and
get along with each other, or try to. Sometimes going the
other way. Words paint what is, and what can be, and what isn't.
A needed ability for our level of social interaction.
But look how the physical senses developed. Molecules in the air,
so smell developed. Pluck that information. Atoms on a surface,
so pluck that information with touch. Two simple examples.
Vibrations in the air, so develop hearing or sonar, just do it.
Photons all around, so develop eyes. Other creatures developed
different senses for their surroundings, electrical fields for
sharks, sonic for bats, but we're primarily mental giants.
The modern dinosaurs, not physically, but mentally.
Old souls recycled upwards.
Evolution for the development of the different types of physical
information around us. But are there different types of mental
realms and different ways of categorizing different types of
abstract information? And would our mental senses develop along
different lines, like our physical senses, to pluck those
differences?
Changing social information goes into a mental sense with words.
But another is for probing nature and its underlying rules,
a mathematical sense. They are different. Does a metaphysical
mystic realm exist where math is realer, I think so. They are not
the same. You can try to link them, but it's hard. A simple
mathematical concept can be expressed only verbally, but boy,
does it get fucked over, and you wouldn't want to use math to
tell a story.
Mathematicians and physicists learn to trust their gut
feelings of the beauty of an idea and its truth by it.
But how could that work when they are ripping into the nature
of nature, unless that elegance runs deeper into the inner
workings of nature itself. Unlike a mental construct of our own
doing, just inside ourselves, like one we might create with
just words. Same with inner feeling and emotions where musical
ability is a closer talent to the soul.
Listen to a good concert. Know why musical songwriters are loved
so much? They can reach with their music into our souls and take
us into them. The audience is spiritually united with the singer.
Very much like love, but different. Which is why great scientists
are merely respected, but great musicians are loved.
But back to a simple point. Can you see in your mind that things
working supposedly together from a distance have to be connected
on a deeper level? Where an oneness is created between physically
separated activities. Space ties together distance with timeness.
But it is only the surface of what is going under underneath.
That is where the metaphysical comes alive.
How real is it? If it's true, if, then the relationships created
in your brain activities come alive in it and conjure up your
awareness. How real is that?
I can't answer that. Can you?
You people really have to learn to become
psychic and leave the bullshit arguments behind
and start to probe this reality.
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DARWIN'S MISSED BEAUTY PROBLEM IN EVOLUTION :
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I want to bring up an old point.
To see if anyone can deal with it or refute it.
It is one of my side opinions, but it might be important.
It is a Beauty problem in evolution. Take it apart if you can.
The prevailing idea in evolution is that life climbed
upwards by a combination of random mutations and favorable
environments for those changes. Every biological change needs
a favorable surrounding to allow it to pass down into the
next generation. You can certainly produce changes in genes
by chemicals and radiation, but is that the main method
evolution uses for advancing life? I don't think so.
What I argued before is that there is an underlying
metaphysical world beneath the physical. Giving rise to us
and everything around us. That world is govern by thought
and other more subtle qualities which dig into the very heart
of existence and its ability to be. Where the nature of what
is and what can be comes into being. Where any reality could
say to you, "This is where and how I was brought into being."
This is where REALITY itself began its journey.
My argument is actually SIMPLE[so like me in real life].
But one which seems to be overlooked.
Every sex in every species obviously has imprinted
information in its brain on what to search for in a mate.
I knew by 15 or so I suddenly preferred looking at females,
no schooling or lectures required on how to find females
attractive. Something in my brain just clicked and latent
information just surfaced in my view of women.
We all know how we judge visual clues usually depends
on the type of information our brains receive. When females
are young or in good shape the visual clues for healthy
signals are sent and males just drool[just kidding].
The same female at the different ages of 20 and 90 will elicit
very different responses from the same male. One you run
towards for sex and the other is a 'rather not'. The differences
in our behavior is primarily programmed in our brains. And that
information has to be latent in our genes, along with the
information to build our bodies. No lectures are required,
no classes, no teachers, not even the expectation to discover
the opposite sex suddenly turns you on. Just plain old brain
chemistry releasing buried information in a part of brain which
tells you, "see nice, huh!!!!"
But the part of my brain which carries this information
only carries information for the human female form[it better].
And for no other species. It is very specific allowing only
the overlay of developed fetishes. I don't find female chimps
or lions the least bit attractive. I suspect the same for most
male humans today. Or hope so.
Now take Mr. X - our ancestor - 100 million years ago.
Take Mr. Y - our ancestor - 50 million years ago.
Take Mr. Z - modern male - present male.
Mr. X has imprinted information in his brain for his
own type of females. Small creatures, none of his females
look even remotely like our modern day women. Legs are not
an issue for him. Would his brain find the female traits
which turn on Mr. Y and Mr. Z sexy? No. Why? His brain is
looking for different physical traits. He has little choice,
because what he will like for the most part is all wired in
his primitive brain. And the information in his brain has
had to come from the latent information buried in his genes.
Could he change his tastes? HEY, get real!
Mr. Y has a similar problem if he were asked to find
the females which turn on Mr. X and Mr. Z as attractive.
And today, Mr. Z would see their two women as repugnant.
Mr.Y might have gone from a tail man to a leg man in
millions of years.
But if Beauty information is imprinted and buried
in our brains. Like it obviously in other animals,
reptiles, insects, and in their own way plants[with
behavior only]. Then that sexual information on basic
traits is also buried in our genes along with the
information on how to build our bodies. Two sets of
genes, one for building body structures, and the other
for imprinting the brain with instinctive behavior[more
mental software] for knowing which physical traits to
find sexually exciting in the opposite sex.
What would happen if the only way Mr. X could evolve,
was only by random mutation? What happens when his gene
information changes over generations and eons due only
to random chance? And what happens if his information for
what he prefers in females doesn't change or changes in
another direction? When and at what point would males
in any species find the females of their species as too
unattractive to mate with? When would the species line
suddenly die out due to a lack of sexual activity due
to a lack of sexual interest? You could wipe out most
of forms of life if you mismatch the body and beauty
information.
The changes in brain chemistry for mating, and the
sexual traits you find attractive in the opposite sex
have to stay in touch, with all the changes in the
information for body changes over the eons. Like two
dance partners staying together on the floor. Random
chance working for both sets of information for
creating the body and the mental software for sexual
attraction for the opposite sex. Staying in tune with
each other over eons by random chance is too much to
ask.
What if the mechanics of evolution involved something
deeper than simple random changes. Not ignoring there is
chance element at work as well, but looking for another
primary evolutionary driver upwards.
If there is a deeper layer to reality, a metaphysical one,
and if it can communicate information between particles
instantly, and connect events in meaningful ways like
Jung proposed, adding purpose back into the picture] then
it could have played an important part in biological evolution.
This might help explain how our complexity could have
evolved from the first cell. The first cell must have been
quite a trick. Cell wall and insides coming together.
How different species evolved with complete dependency on a
entirely different species is another question to ponder.
Flowers using bees to help them reproduce? Trees and plants
dependent on bugs? And millions of other examples.
How does a certain type of one celled creature work
together as a colony when they need to find new sources
of food. Coming only together to work as a colony to
usually sacrifice 14% of its members in order to find new
sources of food. Only later to disperse into single celled
creatures again to live out their lives as individuals.
Explain that in any way you can by Darwin's theory.
Bet you can't!!!!!!!
Evolution as it is understood has problems if you
take into account this Beauty Problem.
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A LITTLE ABOUT SATAN :
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What about latest findings about the differences
in how males and females process verbal information.
Does that mean anything to you? They discovered males
mostly process verbal information using their left brains,
but women use both brains[left and right] to process it.
Here is where I catch shit.
Now take into account how I described God and Satan in MAYBE.
At my site at http://www.geocities.com/drwhorl
Read MAYBE first.
Remember that old story about Adam and Eve in the Garden of Eden?
Do you take that one literally? Hope not!
God passes on information slowly with trust as one
of his key problems. Always looking for signs for
betrayal. Knowing Satan also lurks within Mankind.
Satan came to Eve first with the apple. Why? A fucking apple?
Who cares?! Opps, can't curse, its alright to condemn
souls to a burning hell forever but you can't curse.
My, my what a rational God most people believe in.
If Satan could influence the right brain more easily
in people could he also send information more easily
into the verbal portion of female minds? Using
it to counter God's influence? Why not. Am I saying women
are evil, NO WAY! They can bring the inner voices in us
together in a more peaceful way than most men. Men
fight wars, women are better in patching families up.
Not always true, but you know. Now to catch more shit.
Now step back. Which one of their cultures found it
easy to express equal rights to their women? You see in the
nations with a greater balance of left and right brain
influence do individual liberties spring up first. This is
a problem for God.
Satan's attack is easy to see. He'll have to attack
God's personality. His way of managing Mankind. But he also
has to try to prove God is bad for the people he wants to
represent. He can only do that if he shows God's people are
hurtful to the outside stronger societies. Will he be able to
do this? That depends on the perceptions of groups in general
and their actual activities. Public and private.
Hitler represented some of that mistrust. But as ugly as things
got in the past it can even become more ugly in the future, if
it goes wrong.
People are mixing today which is good as long as the very
best mix while preserving the groups as well. Do both slowly.
Too fast, and the worse parts mix resulting in more future
haters. The West is already so mixed that differences are
normally accepted. The trouble might come when the larger
nations with relativity unmixed gene pools eventually accrue
greater military and economical power. Why should they look
out for their neighbors when they have more to lose
than gain? Isn't that the way most people think most of the
time? Will they be as nice later when they are holding all
the military cards as we were today in giving it to them?
How do you judge the overall behavior in other countries?
If the best mix it is great!!! Human cement between
groups heals the Division problems between groups which Satan
uses so well against God's plans for Mankind.
Workers in poor countries?
Build them up and pay them when you work them.
What is this shit about putting factories abroad to only
underpaid the improvised workers? How can that build
them up? Food for another anti-Christ..huh?
"The next time the world shall be destroyed by fire."
Who said that? Why didn't he take the blame? Who else could
be responsible?
Does it have to happen? Did Hitler? Not really!
Maybe God doesn't have too much confidence in human nature,
being in all of them. Wonder if that could account for
his past moods?
All right I'm done for now. My CDs are all played out for now.
So many nice female Canadian singers and others to
listen to. Home by Crow is a nice way to go out. Very nice.
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Space - UFOs crafts - aliens.
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Okay, lets venture out to the absurd this time.
This time we'll cover some weird ideas.
Stranger ideas? Where do I start? Where o where?
Hmm, before I do lets cover some old ideas first. I
heard they finally performed some experiments where
they discovered the right brain has a better sense of self.
Finally some progress, about time even if it is only ten years
late.
http://abcnews.go.com/sections/scitech/DailyNews/brain_self010118.html
and this as well,
http://web.mit.edu/newsoffice/nr/2001/catsdogs.html.
The last one is where I disagree with the conclusions a bit.
Exactly how many nouns and their attributes can be placed
in individual neurons? They have to look for a better
explanation than that.
Can you catch a ball?
Now for some way out old ideas with a few new
ones mixed in a little. One thing they assume
in biology is that life might have to be contained
in some sort of molecular form. Probably organic like
our own. It is stable, changeable over time, and allows
for fantastic complexity, but more importantly, seems
to be able to rise from random chance events from some
lifeless ocean. No divine intervention required.
Or so some simple minds believe.
When did this process of life probably begin?
Only after the heavier elements were formed in suns
and later exploded outwards to only come together
again in planets. Now here is a crazy idea for you.
Why do we dismiss earlier forms of life prior
to the organic ones? Something in the very early
stages of this universe. Where life forms might have assumed a
more plasma state, changing super fast with inner currents,
allowing for information processing under energy fields
millions of times faster than any colder expression with
just organic molecules? And since this form of life would
have come first, it would be far older. Assuming it could
manage technologies, learn how to cope with a rapidly
cooling universe. Didn't some people from the past claim
to see some angels as fiery beings? You know I'm kidding
with this, right?
Even if there such forms of life, how in the hell would
they or anyone find us anyway? We're located in the outer layer
of our galaxy. Not a chancy place to start hunting for advanced
life forms is it? So it is a good bet they aren't here as a
very pretty lady suggested today to others. She must be nice to
know.
But does everyone have to SEARCH for advanced life the way
we do today? Could there be a better way for them to find us?
If telepathy exists and I know it does[but that is me] could
it help them find us? Would minds much more advanced than
anything here be able to detect mind waves of intelligent
creatures across vast distances? To be able to tune into us
when we become smart enough to be detected? I wouldn't consider
their ability to read human minds across space so crazy? Kidding?!
But crossing space? Would they use our normal methods
of propulsion? Using Newton's laws, backward trust and
resulting forward movement. Opps, before I forget, let me
pop you a quiz. What do bad science texts, support of
red, bomb exchanges, and the planned mixture of potential
genes of perceived enemies have to do with each other?
And how do you relate it to the computer field?
Crossing space might require new insights into the nature
of motion. Lets play baseball. I'm a pitcher on the mount,
you're the batter, here I go, windup and I throw my fast ball.
Halfway to the plate freeze everything. Like one of pretty
women on Charmed. Pretend you're the baseball, you were
just moving with motion in space. You're the baseball.
Your job is easy. Assume and put into effect your own
motion from the energies within you. Easy stuff you think.
Just get back into motion.
You can even have little hands on your sides to
pull or push with. But against what? How do I explain
your ability to move at all? By the energy of movement?
By dormant energy becoming active energy, from potential
to kinetic. Good enough. But that is an observation
isn't it. The overall balancing of energies in the ball
and whatever hit it. The bat's prior energy of movement.
Fine so far. But go down to a deeper level, place yourself
on the surface of the ball. Why should any energy allow
you to move against something which can't be grabbed
to push or pull against? It just is. Newton's laws of motion.
Common sense never questioned. Can the simple question of
how anything moves be that hard to answer?
What if there was a layer of energy in the substance
of every particle which enables it to change the space
around it? Instead of simple trust or working with ordinary
fields, you might be able to effect this type of energy to
change the motion of a hull of a ship uniformly along its
surface. Without simple trust there wouldn't be any noise
associated with your flight. And if you could instantly effect
your surrounding space coordinates without any need of
trust then how fast could you fly without making any noise?
Would the fields generated interfere with electrical flows
outside your ship? How sharp could you make your turns?
How would you design your ship if it could now move forward
from any direction? What shape reminds you of a design
which can suddenly point towards any angle as forward?
Remind you of anything?
Like a UFO maybe?
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Space itself
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When I mentioned SPACE I don't mean what you think about it.
First place when the Big bang occurred, whenever. Do you think that
the space in which it occurred, existed before? If so, you are wrong.
It was created along with the rest of the universe.
Creating Space, how do you do that? How does anything do that?
Now see as I do sometimes. Sometimes its fun, even for others.
Picture a bubble of space arising within a bigger surrounding Space,
but not included yet. Picture regular particles all interconnected by
relationships between each other-------their way of acknowledging
each other with laws of all sorts. Some of those laws are the physical
natural laws. Some are different laws. Some for organizational structures.
Some for feedback from the spiritual realm to brain and other matter.
And others.
So No acknowledgement =?>>> means === >> no connection. Either
you're part of the overall Set of acknowledgements of all particles or you're
not. Time also is an acknowledgement of sorts.
Now picture a new particle is bubbling up in the middle of all this sea of
interconnected information. But it is still a step before attaching
itself to the rest.
How does it insert itself into the other information? Is what is coming out
defined in a real sense yet? How could it be? What is its truth in relation
to other information before it connects itself in? If it isn't defined, is its
truth set? How could it be?
Can you see this now?
If it isn't defined yet, why can't it be true, it can be anything within the
boundaries of what it is confined to be?
Meaning.
An external restrain of the truth on the outside of the new bubble of
information defining what it can be, within parameters of the greater
surrounding relationships, but within the bubble, no internal restraint
of what it is....YET!!!!!!!!
A barrier, bridge, from NOTHING to something. With the bridge having
both properties of IS/ISN"T OR BEING/NON-BEING. With balance as a controlling
factor as judge. In other words, nothing new can be added unless it already fits
into the greater complexity in a smooth fashion. Which might be why everything
started from simplicity itself, something SMALL, and grew with time with
increasing information of what is. With what is, within a certain boundary of a
set acknowledgements. An universe. Outside it, many other places are allowed
with their own rules and ways of interacting. Not only will physical laws
someday be boiled down to relationships, but how other Places and SPACES are
build.
As for SPACE can you understand this argument? I made it before. See if this
makes any sense to you? Let me REPEAT my old argument of seeing about throwing
a baseball and spatial energy.
BASEBALL ARGUMENT ABOUT SPACE. YES, AGAIN. IT IS IMPORTANT.
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Imagine someone throwing a baseball. Freeze it halfway to the plate.
Now see it in your mind. Frozen in a moment. It is filled with kinetic energy
for movement. Become the baseball, feel the surface of yourself. How do you
proceed to move in spite of all the bubbling energy inside yourself? How do you
move against Space itself? Forget the rules you learned in physics. With forces
balancing, like trust and forward movement. That works, it describes, ask any
rocket or jet if they could talk. But why should there be any balancing of
forces of backward and forward motion? What makes that property of balancing
happen? How does the energy inside an object move it? I don't mean in describing
what happens of the actions of the baseball, but in making it move. How does the
energy inside it or what was imparted by another object move it?
Can you see that something inside every defined object as having something
inside itself being able to change the external boundaries of its own space
bordering information? If this were possible, IF, can you imagine effecting this
type of space altering energy/information directly? Can you imagine building a
craft flying under this type of propulsion? With no thrust in a normal fashion.
High energy levels the craft, but with no associated noise with its movements.
With a new ability to instantly make any direction forward. How fast and how
quiet would your craft be? Now imagine the ability of much more advanced psychic
minds being able to pick up complex thoughts across Space, with distance being
no hindrance.
And if you got this UFO method of flying far then MAYBE you deserve this.
Everybody was looking for a first cause, right? Why?
Think with your mind's eye now.
What was there before anything existed?
Matter? No.
Energy? No.
Space? No.
Any natural laws? No.
Any metaphysical laws? No.
Any truths of any sort on any plane of any type of existence? NO!
Something can't come out of nothing - THE RULE ! Does it exist now?
NO! And so........ guess what happened!!!!
Not by a first cause but rather because there was nothing to prevent what could
happen in a state where there were no rules of what could become.
Existence pulled itself up by its own bootstraps. Because if it couldn't,
Something could never have been.
A true Nothingness cannot remain that way. Otherwise Something could not have
been born.
Not even the Holy Ghost. And what could come first out, but the essence of
relationships.
Inside the Essence of Relationships is where souls are created. Where the mind
lives.
And what the AI boys of today still miss.
That is how the Holy Ghost came to be. He is the first and all.
The SIMPLE trick was to look for a Principle.
Something EVITABLE! SOMETHING SIMPLE!
How could anything which emerged first from Nothingness had not been simple
first?
Complexity is build from simpler parts, from those things which came before.
So it is always from simplicity to complexity. From the smaller to the larger.
It isn't just babies which obey this growth principle.
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ESP working backwards in Time and with Emotions:
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Now for another ESP idea. An old one from me.
I discovered a long time ago that events from the future
are sent back in time to your soul depending on the emotional
intensity of the event. A death of a loved one five years
in the future sends a stronger signal than an emotionally
insignificant event a month ahead. Psychically picking it up is
another trick.
Imagine a major all out war in the future.
The big one we all dread but really have a hard time
imagining away. What does that have to do with any day
you've experienced so far? Nothing!
Suppose you were to drown in the future. If you're
psychic you might have an irrational fear of water.
Or maybe you almost drowned as a child and forgot.
But if that drowning was coupled with another strong
emotion such a betrayal. Would that feeling be stronger
in someone psychic? I think so.
Another point for Janice. Yes, group prayer can tap into
the ability you're curious about. The larger the group the
greater ability for it to tap into God's mind. Alone, even
your own mind can do it. But for most it is a very weak ability.
Love enhances this ability. Bad feelings towards others, even
yourself, subtracts from it. Could it be that souls will only allow
other souls to make contact depends on what they feel from the
other soul. If you have bad emotions in general or you dislike
the person you're trying to contact, that soul will spiritually
not let you in.
When I see people in psychic dreams I almost immediately
sense their character. Bad people project a bad feeling into you
and nice people leave you with warm feelings. Bad feelings can
interfere with psychic abilities. Cold or indifferent ones I don't
believe help at all. For instance if you were testing someone's
ESP ability with strangers with angry or anxious students how
reliable do you think the results would be? Bad of course.
When a group of Stanford and Princeton scientists tested
for gender differences for psychic abilities they found women
better on average. But women are better in reading emotions
than men, no surprise? And what about creative people who train
their ability to express feelings through music? Would they be
more psychic in general?
And another all too neglected point. If emotions are needed
to foster ESP abilities then how effective would it be to test
for ESP abilities between strangers or anxious college students?
It is bullshit, isn't it?
What is needed is to test people who are in love or have strong
positive emotions for each other[lovers]. It might also explain why
some people can sense when someone they love is in trouble half-way
around the world, and yet, not be able to pick up on a dying stranger
just a room away. Positive emotions between people are needed for ESP
to work. So simple.
Pretend the above is true. And pretend you're Jesus for a
while. Now consider how you might handle certain problems in your life
as you start out on your mission.
You are consciously aware of your ability to
tap into God's mind for your special abilities which seems like magic to
others. You're consciously aware how Moses tapped into God's mind.
Moses, "He spoke to me in my mind and the WORD was God".
Let this be how you secretly communicate with God.
The same way Moses did on the mountain. You can see a massive left-brain
network conscious link between all human minds and communicate to it.
But you also see an opposite composite mind. Seeing Satan also hides in
people. Another linkage, but a right brain consciousness network.
Both appeal to you with their inner voices. Both minds above and in your mind.
You, a part of them, they, a part of you. They struggle for controlling
Mankind's destiny. In our everyday choices in life.
So you surround yourself with very close
friends and shelter your emotions from the harshness
of ordinary life. A harsh lifestyle could diminish your
emotions and love for others, for strangers, only
to reduce your ability to use the special abilities within you.
Family? Can you afford them knowing what will happen?
With a wife and kids waiting, would that cross just be too
fucked up for you to handle?
Jesus was able to tap into the minds of God and
those around him. I bet if you looked into the matter
you would find records of when he had trouble performing
his miracles. When his emotions ran low so must have
his abilities.
There are plenty of intelligent people on
both sides of the issue of NDEs. It doesn't
mean anything by itself. Godel himself was a Mystic.
As for intelligence? Let us see! How many times
do I have to bring up this simple point to others?
Anyone who did any real thinking about ESP must
have noticed, people who usually claim they can
only contact loved ones through psychic experiences.
So anyone with real intelligence would guess a
relationship between the emotions of the parties
involved and the psychic connection between them,
right? Or is that too hard to see for an intelligent
researcher?
Do those remarkable intelligent testers check for
relationships between emotions and ESP? NO! Why not?!
Do they bother testing people with strong emotional
ties? No! Why not?
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AI and thinking :
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There is a simple school of thought in
Artificial Intelligence. This idea underlies
its hope in creating a conscious machine.
Oh, as for explaining consciousness, forget it.
Most serious experts DON'T EVEN bring up the
missed Hard Problem. Worse yet, don't even realize it.
But cognitive scientists didn't miss it.
Most AI people just are able to deal with what the
experts in Cognitive Science call the EASY problem.
Which is simply correlating physical activities in
the brain with perceptions, assuming since their
timing is the same, they are too, THE SAME.
Great reasoning.
Too bad it was wrong!
The HARD problem is accounting for how perceptions
are actually created in the physical brain, since
what is created can't be located in the physical
frame of the brain anyway. It gets deep, too deep
for me to write about now. Just too many ideas for
me to cover in the next hour. Anyway, onwards.
The hard problem was what woke me up about so called
experts in the field. I was aware of the problem on
my own, but I just assumed because it wasn't covered
in any of the AI books I read, that I wasn't smart
enough to understand an obvious solution. My insight
was obviously lacking because most people around me
into AI weren't even asking the question.
I just didn't realize at the time, they didn't ask,
not because the answer was so obvious to them, as I
believed, but because, THEY DIDN'T EVEN THINK OF THE
QUESTION. THERE WAS NO INSIGHT, NOT TOO MUCH OF IT.
SHOCKER!
The idea is simple in AI. If all THINKING can be
expressed in algorithms, a set of rules for processing
information. It shouldn't matter if the processing
machine is an organic brain or an electronic computer,
consciousness will eventually result with a set of
sufficiently complex algorithms. One with an ability
to self-reflect. Self-awareness. A simple idea.
Like the one which underlies all physical science.
All of reality is physical reality. All physical
reality can be expressed in a set of laws, mathematical.
Once you capture these laws you will know everything
there is to know about what is real.
So from a mind set from old thinkers like Russell and
Whitehead who believed all branches of math could be
derived from LOGIC, to an Einstein who years later might
have picked on this fusion concept, and maybe thought
to himself, "could all forces in nature be derived from
one force or principle?"
Later to a computer scientist like Turning who also
thought to himself, "could all thought be reduced to
the processing of information? With no actual difference
between the brain of a human and a sufficiently complex
computer?" Thus, the Turning concept for testing the
intelligence of a machine for a human like mind.
Some smarter people began to question the reality of
mathematics and what is it. But most, use it without
reflecting on it too much. Outside their usual domain
of reflection.
That is it! Or is it?? When I first gave 'thinking'
some thought for the first time after too many personal
psychic experiences, I realized that the current models
of explaining consciousness were bullshit. The real trick
for me was to start questioning the so called experts
of the MIND.
I'll give you an example of what I ran into on my own.
The brain is dark, no physical light in it. Physical atoms
and molecules are really colorless. Color is made in the
perception of the mind, not in the physical brain as a
tangible object or a changing set of connections. So where
does it create itself in a physical reality of only atoms,
forces, and movement?
They say it is the result of by-products of processing
information by particular patterns of certain brain cells.
Do you know why they say that? Because that is as far as
their physical models can go. Then they hunt for the
individual cells involved in the process which accompanies
sensory perceptions. Then they say they are both the
same thing. A little like my example of confusing the
mathematical behavior of a small particle with itself.
This is how they tackle the problem of consciousness
with a dry but intelligent approach. No intuitive insights
to help guide their search for the truth. Where wrong
becomes right. And the real right is not even seen.
Where is the essence of thought if it truly lies
in the patterns? Inside the patterns. Perceptions
and consciousness and metal light and SOUL lie
inside the essence of relationships. Now it seems the
physicists have caught up with this idea I had
years ago. So thought and consciousness and things
like mathematics and SPACE itself are all
manifestations of the same thing.
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Creation and Nothing :
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But they haven't gone far enough yet.
Questions to answer :
How can SOMETHING can come from NOTHING?
What could be the first thing from nothing?
Except some sort of metaphysical object.
The basis for mysticism. Something with
properties of existence and non-existence.
Like SPACE itself when you think about it.
But maybe something even more fundamental.
How do you take this fundamental object and
construct reality from it?
How do you build continuity from it?
How do relationships begin to relate?
To its outside and its own inside?
How do you build dimensions?
Because ** SEPARATENESS ** had to have been
build, therefore dimensions and time are
products of something deeper.
Wrap your brain around this.
Most, if not all people, assume a
first cause was needed for creation.
True?
After all, how can anything happen without
something causing it? So creation too
required one. Isn't that so?
Now lets play again.
If there was a Beginning. What was it like?
If NOTHING did exist once, what must it have being like?
What was it like before ANYTHING?
Anything physical existing? No.
Any matter or energy or space? No.
Does Time exist? Time measures the movements
of particles against each other?
Anything moving? No. Any time passing then? No.
So time is meaningless in this beginning state.
Does any room or place exist at all? No.
So any size of what is? Nope!
What about natural laws of any type?
How could they exist if all there is NOTHING? So no.
Any laws of any type in existence? Nope.
Any underlying physical laws? Nope.
Any deeper metaphysical laws? Nope!
So could the 'rule' of "SOMETHING CAN'T COME FROM NOTHING" exist in any form?
NO!
Was any first cause needed to start REALITY? NO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Reality bounded itself and its inner workings with laws, but
its opposite, didn't, because it couldn't. One sustains itself once
in creation, the other falls out of nothingness rather than being
pushed out by a FIRST CAUSE . Reality exploded into being not because
something caused it, but because there wasn't anything in the 'absence
of reality' to prevent its creation from absolutely nothing.
Existence couldn't have...not been! Reality had no choice about
here. Otherwise it would have been much too hard to accomplish,
especially in the simplest of all beginnings, with complete nothingness
to start with.
If it wasn't simple and inevitable we would have never existed.
Like I said, just more ideas to play with.
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NDES and the WHITE LIGHT :
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One other thing though. How does someone become as curious about
this stuff as me? Well, you experience this for a few minutes.
That is when any smug and simplified outlook on life evaporates
very quickly. And some buried inner feeling that you kind of knew
this all along, which your trained and all too caged mental
perspective kept you from really believing in. And then? You
start thinking on your own. Any smug arrogance on what is real
is the only thing which died when you did. If you're lucky that is.
How does it feel? Been a while for me.
I'll give you bite size pieces of it.
NDE
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It feels realer than anything you ever felt before in your
short life here. You're aware of the state and that you're supposed
to be dead. You're also aware ...but you're not. Seems very natural to
be composed of pure thought since you see reality itself is. You also
feel more alive than you ever did on your best day when you were encased
in a physical body. That body never felt like a prison before, but now
it does. You know/sense you're immortal. What you are can't die anymore
than a number can be wiped out. You feel free, warm, and happy to be
back in your natural state. You sense that you existed long before
you entered your human body. It isn't, your body was born, your soul grew
with it and you were released with death from it, nope, you did this
many times before. You earned your way to becoming a human and climbed
a long long ladder of life. Many deaths and many lives. All contributing
to what you're still becoming. Nothing you ever felt in this life can match
the white light. Its alive with an indescribable love. And you're part of it,
always were. This place you sense is where all places originate from.
You're back to the heart of reality. Aliveness runs deepest. There is no
denial of death, you're more alive without a brain telling you what you
can think and how well.
But you know the world served a purpose. It was there where your
individuality could develop. Where you could be your own person. Where
you could get away from knowing God is right over your shoulder. You forgot
about being a soul to develop character and inner spiritual strength with
hardship down here. This place wasn't intended to be a joy trip, but we strive
to make it so[a good thing]. Just one of the challenges we set up for
ourselves to spiritually grow with personal experience. Personal
experience is best way souls grow. They crave it like bodies crave food and sex.
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Mind and Soul
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I'll try to keep this as simple as possible. To repeat an old idea of mine.
When most people think of seeing a light in their minds. They picture some
brain cells working in unison, somehow being lit from processing chemical
signals inside of them. As if, almost, the cells themselves, if you could look
at them, would shine. Just a little. But one reflection on the idea, and it
falls apart.
But we do see light in our minds. So how does the light get created? And
who is inside to see it anyway? Any light that occurs in our MINDS certainly
isn't any brain cell lit up with some tiny physical glow, like a miniature
firefly brain cell.
The physical domain of any mental light seen in our minds is very dark, no
different than most caves. The light which we see in our minds isn't any
physical light the way we normally think of it.
What is in the brain that can match up to any mental light we perceive?
Chemicals themselves act, they move and interact with each other. But they're
dead inside without Minds of their own to ever take notice of what they're
doing.
The real trick is to figure out what are the lowest building blocks of
thoughts, if they are fundamental to all perceptions and thinking, and figure
out how they work together to construct higher thoughts.
When you see the eyes of some insects you might notice there are many
different facets to the eye. Suggesting almost, that mental images inside
somehow are build of little pictures, like a jigsaw puzzle. THIS gets to the
major problem of seeing inside your mind. How does the brain integrate
the possible perceptions of the individual brain cells and integrate them
into a whole picture?
But I have covered this ground before, haven't I? But haven't I also said
that I see in a new way? All this should suggest it strongly, but so far, maybe
just good logic on my part, coupled with a strong intuition. True, but lets see
if I can describe another way of being intuitive.
Space and Time, try to picture them in your mind, hovering around small
particles in space. What are doing, if anything at all? Feel the texture of the
particles, notice how they're apart? In your mind, take the picture and tear the
space between the particles apart.
Did you tear the space surrounding each particle apart in your mind? Now
completely tear a sphere around each particle so it hangs in its each little
fishbowl of space. How do those particles relate to each other anymore? Can any
forces be communicated between them anymore?
If you don't believe so, then one function of Space is to establish a
relationship of communication of natural laws between particles. Simply put,
to allow the particles to acknowledge each other in whatever ways they interact.
But it also attaches the property of physical existence to each particle.
Can you picture something in each particle, an energy of sorts, changing not
only where that particle is supposed to be in relation to other particles, but
it also establishes the property of physical existence. Time another part of
that relationship as well. And sometimes this energy can remove the relationship
of physical existence, and wipe the particle clean from the physical slate of
existence to only bring it back later, sometimes placing in an elsewhere and an
elsetime location.
But onto new pictures. Now in your minds, something is either separated or
not from something else. Well, at most times I suspect. Now we all have this
picture of the universe exploding into being, and the stuff in it, being
separated from each other with expansion.
But what if there are many layered relationships between particles. With
some of those relationships allowing for the separation which comes with Time
and Space. BUT OTHERS, which never separate.
Meaning, things might be separated from each other in Time and Space on a
spatial surface layer of physical being, but remain as one thing on another.
So everything is not only connected as ONE backwards in Time, but it is still
today on a buried layer in reality. So think of SPACE AND TIME as having two
features. As SEPARATORS and LOCATORS. Defining relationships on how things are
physically separated from each other, where they are in relation to other
things, and if something exists on the physical plane at the moment.
Can you picture this? What happens in this buried layer of ONENESS? Can
all things relate in many different ways? Making all sorts of connections of
abstractions for meaningful patterns related to events for Minds? From building
bodies, providing a place for soul to occupy a brain, to allowing spiritual
beings to effect electrons to restart a heart to bring back someone from the
dead.
If you begin to picture SPACE as information itself. And allow for souls
to occupy it, then can you picture it being used to send information for ESP
purposes? What about remote viewing? What about how souls converging their
energies to effect physical events and healing through group prayer?
Just imagine each particle in your body on some deeper layer being still
together with all particles in the universe. But on the surface layer of what
you see, separate in time and space. Picture natural laws as a subset of what
separates. The rules and relationships of how things stay apart and interact.
But deeper in reality, even they are build for a purpose. And if you know
enough about them, understand how they work, as God might, can you effect and
change them? Do humans on this level only harness natural laws through clever
means, but the Gods within effect the natural laws themselves to manipulate the
physical environment according to their will.
Could God talk to the dead this way? Interact with the White light as we
do with our physical surroundings? The human understands his environment, but
the cells within on their tiny level do not. As God's cells, human brains, do
not understand God's environment, the mind of the Holy Ghost. And can God by
being inside the White Light, consider himself more than just a composite mind,
but a God of sorts by having a mind which occupies both, mere physical reality
and the domain of the Holy Ghost. Something Divine in existence. Deeper into
what is.
Much deeper.
Remember my idea about how the essence of thought might lie in inside the
essence of relationships? Since you might have a different view of SPACE.
Lets play again. Question : If something exists, does it have to occupy
Space and Time? Does it have to be somewhere and at sometime? This is Locator
information isn't it?
This seems true doesn't it? But is it? What about the biggest thing of
all? Does reality? In what time and in what location does the 'REALITY' of
'EVERYTHING' exist? Within what does EVERYTHING lie? When? I think it lies in
NOTHINGNESS! But that is me.
So does 'REALITY' need Locator information to exist? All the stuff within
it does, but it seems for itself it doesn't. So does Locator information have
to exist for an object to exist? Not always? There is no place and no time
Locator information for REALITY itself. But it still exists quite fine.
So can some things exist without having its place defined yet for where
and when it is? That they'll have to think about. Lets SEE again. The patterns
in a brain, they comprise relationships. Do relationships need to have any real
dimensionality? Or do they build dimensionality? I think they build them.
So can thoughts be fused? Can the essences of different relationships be
fused and integrated into higher ones? No problem. So how do you think
consciousness manages to integrate itself? Same way perhaps? And when the
patterns in the brain of chemical activity, which are in space and time, define
new relationships within themselves, they might remove themselves from
dimensionality.
Strange thoughts aren't they? But they open new conceptual doors if true.
And where is Thought in the brain? It isn't. Unless you count the relationships
which really hang in SPATIAL information INSIDE THE BRAIN, which can also hold
what you might call a soul. Or with others a ghost.
So where does all this lead to?
Can you picture this?
Now picture yourself as Nastrodamus of old. You use a trance, not unlike
someone in India practicing yoga, to place your mind in a certain mental frame.
Picture the soul within your brain as separating itself from its attachment to
your physical brain, reaching out to the information contained in SPACE. This
SPACE holds information about past and future possible events. You pick it up,
reading what you need to know. What you did, was it a big deal? Not really.
And that Indian yoga expert might even learn to separate his soul from his
physical brain altogether and come back to his still living body. But who takes
him seriously. Just a kook who secluded himself from normal society? Or someone
who became entranced with his abilities, because he learned he can see behind
the veil of physical reality into a spiritual reality? Becoming addicted to the
spiritual side of things. Not giving a damn about the judgments of those so
blind to what he can see.
Now picture your soul having a bond with a loved one. That person is
driving a thousand miles away and gets into a serious car accident. Your souls
are bonded. Connected through Love. And the distressed soul uses its soul to
send a message through SPACE to the other. And the apprehension you might have
felt all day finally makes sense to you.
You're a scientist and can't seem to solve some deep problem. You go to
sleep and your soul reaches out to the information held in SPACE, not unlike
Nastrodamus, and you wake with your solution. But you think that your brain
solved it while you were asleep. You sure that is where the idea came from?
You're very old, dying in some bed. And souls, long since physically dead,
come to your bed to wait for you, your soul is already detaching itself from its
physical brain, you're starting to see into both realms and notice the souls
around you hanging in SPACE. But what does your family and doctor think?
Dying brain conjuring peaceful images?
You go to sleep and a dead soul comes to your dream, warning you of a
future event. You wake, dismiss it as just as a dream. Just a brain sorting
out information gathered from the day. Busy with its mental housekeeping chores.
But later that event actually happens. For a while your sense of reality is
upset, but not to worry, you'll forget soon enough the exceptions to your
mental view of the way things work. After all, people build houses to live
in, physical boxes, and for their thoughts, mental boxes. It is for safety.
One physical, one psychological.
Ever feel the presence of someone when they're not around?
Doesn't that feeling go along with someone you love?
You meet someone new. They seem nice, but something makes your skin crawl.
Something isn't quite right with this person, but your polite social logic wins
over your trust in spite of your gut feelings. But can you see your soul looking
into that person's soul using SPACE? Can you see it hates what it sees?
You run across someone you like for no reason. Why? Can you see your soul
looking into that other person's soul and loving what it sees? Or seeing maybe
that was a loved one from a lifetime ago? But you might walk by without saying a
word to each other. Your logic telling you, "Don't worry. Nothing was lost." But
your soul cries with regret in your feelings because it knows for sure a lot was
lost.
Whatever. Welcome to first grade.
Now imagine you traveled back in time to talk with Jesus.
Asking, "How do you do your miracles? Magic?"
Jesus, "I talk to God and ask him. Usually pray first."
You, "And how does he do it?"
Jesus, "He looks into what is and changes it."
You, "With his mind?"
Jesus laughing, "What else?"
You, "So he can change what is with his thoughts. And you can do this by using
his mind as your own. When your WILL becomes his own."
Jesus, "Go on."
You, "His power becomes your own."
Jesus, "And...?"
You, "And when he overlays his mind with the mind of the Holy Ghost you all can
claim to be the same being, can't you?"
Jesus, "Interesting. What else?"
You, "But when he trusts you with commanding his composite mind the struggle of
your human will within his own is always in question. Since even you carry a
bit of Satan's mind within you. Isn't that a great concern of his? When you
would go against his will?"
Jesus, "What do you think? Wasn't that always an issue between us? Didn't Satan
try to use it against me once? But don't I carry a bit of God within Satan's
mind?"
You, "True. But you're not any of the three anti-Christs which will be send in
the future to go against your teachings are you?"
Jesus, "Yes. I can't be any of them. So what do you think about how the three
anti-Christs will feel about my presence within their own minds? Will they fear
me? Feel me in them combating their efforts for Satan? And did you notice that
three are sent. Why three? Can you figure that out? How do you think Satan will
fight me in your future?"
You, "You work by making people feel the misery of others don't you? By feeling
some of the pain they cause others?"
Jesus, "One way."
You, "So he would block your emotional efforts at internal sabotage. He would
have to block your internal emotional interfere in the souls of people."
Jesus, "Yes, but how?"
You, "Opposite feelings I think. No mercy and no remorse for their enemies."
Jesus, "Exactly. And when you find such a person will you know whose side he
fights on?"
You, "So you'll take the harshness out of Satan. Or try to."
Jesus, "Like you said. Try to."
You, "But isn't God also harsh? Doesn't he warn everybody about eternal
punishment if
we disobey him? How is he any different from Satan? Why should I prefer
one over the other?"
Jesus, "Yes, you're right. God seemed too harsh at first with people didn't he?"
You, "You bet. Most people feared him more than loved him."
Jesus, "Don't you think God knows that?"
You, "If he did, he didn't do anything about it?"
Jesus, "Are you sure about that?"
You, "Sort of."
Jesus, "What about me? Are you scared of me? Do you fear me?"
You, "No. But you're not God. You're just a man."
Jesus, "Why don't you fear me? Tell me."
You, "Ah, let me think. You drank with sinners. Didn't seem to judge sinners too
harshly like God."
Jesus, "Anything else about me you trusted?"
You, "You always seemed to put the interests of others before your own."
Jesus, "What else...?"
You, "You died before hating your enemies. Even forgave them on the cross. What
a stupid thing to do."
Jesus, "Stupid? How so?"
You, "Fuck man, they hated your guts. What did you ever do to them?"
Jesus, "They were scared of my ideas. Ideas which might upset the social order
of those on top.
Wasn't that a good example of how much they loved their fellow man?"
You, "So why do it? It was dumb. Real dumb. I would have killed those bastards."
Jesus, "But knowing what I did. How does it make you feel about the way I would
weight your interests
against my own best interests?"
You, "I guess it makes me feel I can trust you."
Jesus, "How much trust?"
You laughing, "With even your life."
Jesus, "And if I told you God realized your problem. And gave up judging people
directly from his composite mind."
You, "Gave up?"
Jesus, "Who can judge what a man goes through in life better? A fellow man or a
God?"
You, "A God."
Jesus, "Why?"
You, "A God would know more."
Jesus, "Really? You sure about that? Would he know how it feels to be a frail
human better? Or how it feels to be tempted
by passion better? Would he understand your cravings and vices better? Or
would he just know more about them?
But not feel them as a man would inside. Not understand how it feels to
give into vices?"
You, "Didn't think about that before."
Jesus, "Some things are better understood by emotions than by the intellect."
You, "You might be right."
Jesus laughing, "Might be? I'll settle for that. So if I told you I was the part
of God he used to make decisions about people, what would you think?"
You, "Meaning what? You're the human cell within his own composite mind he uses
to judge us?"
Jesus, "Exactly. I know him and I know you. I'm his bridge to Mankind. To the
people within his Mind."
You, "Nice job if true."
Jesus, "Don't be too quick to judgment. The job requires I service him, thus all
the people within him.
So you can actually think of me as your slave in some ways."
You, "You're fucking kidding? My slave? You gotta be fucking kidding with that
one."
Jesus, "But a slave who God uses to judge people."
You, "So you're telling me God uses a human to judge people?"
Jesus, "Think of it this way. When God starts to judge you, he'll tap into the
part of himself he trusts the most, the human cell who'll understand the vices
of humans best. And with compassion."
You, "Then that is you."
Jesus, "Yes. Then can't I say to you, "that you cannot go to the Father except
by me?"
You, "Guess so."
Jesus, "And would it surprise you if I could Forgive sins then?"
You, "Guess not. It would go with the job."
Jesus, "So would you trust God more if you knew he'll judge you through me?
Would you still fear him so?"
You, "Not really. Not if I knew it was you judging me. You seem rather easy
going even with the worse in us."
Jesus, "Then I guess dying on the cross winning your trust completely wasn't so
dumb after all. Was it?"
You, "Guess not. Ouch."
Jesus, "Anymore questions?"
You, "Can minds fuse their efforts?"
Jesus, "Did I not advise others to pray together? Why do you think I advised
that?"
You, "If I learn to bring my mind into a magical state by reciting certain words
like you do when you pray to God before doing a miracle, can I do magic?"
Jesus, "If you could. Would you still call it magic?"
You, " So you're not so unique. You pray and some others make chants and spells
to focus the same abilities you do, only on a smaller scale I think."
Jesus, "And...? Is it one or two minds which can be tapped into?"
You, "Ah, the other side also must be able to tap into this ability."
Jesus, "But what? Go on. Which side has a stronger composite mind?"
You, "God. So God is stronger on the other side and in doing miracles. But
Satan's other abilities make him stronger down here."
Jesus, "So can you say God rules heaven and Satan down here? What do you think?"
You, "Guess so."
Jesus, "What did I say once? Do you remember?"
You, "All these things I do, you can do as well,...."
Jesus, "..and more. If you know how that is."
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Using COLORS to find ESP.
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I was reluctant to admit at one time such that something like ESP could
work. There were too many doubts in my mind about it. If it did work, then
why did it seem only the kooks, stupid people, or frauds claimed it? Why
didn't many of my intelligent friends seem to possess any of it? I was smug
back then, just laughing at how anyone could think that any brain could reach
beyond itself, and know something beyond its physical senses. And anyway,
where was their logic? If you could see the future then didn't it someway
have to exist? Yes, because why then couldn't you see all possible futures,
wouldn't they be endless, and if any of them could be true, why should just
one version of those futures stand out in a dream, if they all could be?
And if only one could be, then why even think you could change it? Can
something which cannot be undone in the future, send you any information
back to undo itself? How silly I thought!
My only problem then was not realizing the joke was on me. I was so bad.
How bad? I was even blind to the possibly I was blind. So sure, with all the
confidence of feeling sure that the experts were right, and I believed what
they believed. Therefore, come on, what was my chance of bring wrong?
Ha! No way!
Nevertheless, in time, my ability came, along with my first reactions,
it's fucking impossible, let me find a scientific explanation for it?'
Blah, blah, blah.... With time I discovered it was real. I was wrong
before
and I should stop naively believing in experts. Like all those sure investment
experts who just a few years ago were swearing on your money how dot-coms would
rule the business world. Boy, were they ever right?!
What I discovered over the years was this. Emotions are KEY to having
psychic abilities. For unleashing them.
Imagine a husband living next to a hospital where people, strangers, are
dying everyday. Does he sense their grief, fear, and death? Probably not.
But if his wife, if he loves her, gets into a car accident around the world he
might. Why the difference? He LOVES his wife, that is a spiritual bond
between souls. But he doesn't share any such link with the dying people next
door in the hospital. So no psychic links to them telling him of anything.
Point : Many people have heard of stories of people claiming they sensed
something was wrong with a LOVED one, but how many times have you ever heard a
story where someone claimed they tuned into people they didn't like? Any? Ever
wonder why?
Dogs sense their owners coming home from some recent studies. Even with
random arrivals. But they LOVE those owners.
Point: If emotions play a strong part in psychic links, and lets say you
were a real psychic. You were true blue with the ability, but I challenged you
to a test, but I was real sneaky. Lets say, I represented interested and rich
parties who don't want the average public to use this ability. It might start
to unravel my riches and wealth and power in the long run. So if you don't
mind, I'll brand you as crazy. But how do I fuck you up then?
Easy! Real easy. I know emotional bonding helps ESP and bad emotions
tune them out. So when you test me, excuse me, if I feel like hating your
guts. Your testing will go down and down. So easy to do and you'll never
know.
But what do I prevent in testing for ESP? Yes, I don't test love
partners. Easy to avoid. Who'll ever notice what I intentionally neglect
in my studies?
But back to my question on why do so many smart people don't seem to
have ESP? And seemingly others with less intelligence, do, if this is some
sort of brain ability?
What makes someone smart anyway? A lawyer or writers thinks with
words, a mathematician with abstract symbols, a painter with shapes, a
musician with sounds, and so on. Is anyone good at all sorts of thinking?
Could Bobby Fisher write a great novel if he wanted, Einstein paint great
paintings if he wanted, Mozart work out new physics if he wanted, and so
on? Naw, if you're born with a part of the brain which is great and it finds a
field for an outlet, and if you get lucky, you're a genius in your field. But be
careful, it doesn't carry over to other areas of the brain. But most great smart
people learn to hide what they are stupid at. It spoils the image a little.
What do most psychics do in their heads which most other smart people
neglect. I found out. And besides in general having good emotions for other
people.
They think in COLORS. I don't mean they just see them as most people do.
They change the colors of the objects they see as a form of mental play.
COLORS are metaphysical objects, they don't exist in physical reality.
Photons with different energies physically exist, but they're actually
Colorless. Chemicals in the brain also are physically colorless. No
Patterns of movements among those brain chemicals become COLORS. If you
shrunk down to molecular size and traveled among your brain cells
in your physical brain, guess what?, you'll never run across any
BLUENESS anywhere. As a matter of fact, you'll never find any perception.
COLORS exist in perception. Perception exists in the SOUL.
Practice changing COLORS in your mind for six months and see what
happens to your dreams. Just see.
You see there is someone who can convince any skeptic. Who?
Themselves!
And don't think that ESP can't suck sometimes as I told you before.
Last week I had two strong dreams which I didn't figure out in time.
There was this dog I was very close to. Best friends for over 18
years. Last week I had a dream I was walking him by an old library which no
longer exists and he ran from me. I tried, but I couldn't catch him in time.
He ran into an alley way and suddenly turned into a small white poodle. With
the shortest legs and his white hair long turned black. And another dream
where he was swept away in the alley.
But did I interpret it in time? Fuck no. Idiot me.
Guess what? Someone who owned the dog, walked him, and the dog couldn't
go in the alleyway without being in obvious pain that the owner couldn't stand
it anymore. Just too old. So the owner decided without telling me of course,
knowing I would protest, to his dog to sleep the next day. The next day I
discovered a previous neighbor had put to sleep his dog who played in that
same alleyway. Same place I saw the dog run to in the dream. A small white
poodle.
The short legs in my dream meant the dog's legs would betray him. The dark
hairs on white meant, his body was decayed on the inside. The clues were there.
I just didn't read them fast enough.
My dreams. But in the first one, the dog wanted to die and move on, and
it knew I would try to keep him alive so he ran from any effort I would put
his way.
Sucks, doesn't it. Then again, how many are willing to admit animals have
souls? Believing because they talk, they can, but if others can't yet, they
don't. What assholes!!!
Amazing, this core group is at it again. Listen you guys, blocking me from
jobs again and trying to ruin my reputation behind me doesn't work anymore. They
set traps for where and how you work to fuck me over. You buy people, they
bought people to spy on them.
They got you, in two companies of money, one with a college. I mean they
got you and know how to expect your movements. I told you, other interested
parties have been following my progress longer than you.
Alex give it a break. I don't think few, if any, read this place anymore.
So don't get so nervous. They just came back with figures, which I have to check
out, on the amount of young Jewish labor vs. professional stats. It is hard to
believe that if true, less than 5% of young Jews are in labor or trade jobs.
Those stats reflect more than what I thought it would be. And if you consider
the percentage of gentile liberals, what percent goes into labor jobs vs.
professional jobs, how do these stats reflect in college graduates. Bottom line,
what percent of non-Jewish liberals favor left brain development over their
right brain? What percent of them are slanted towards being naturally liberal?
Which group interests can they fairly represent? What percentage of gentile
liberals are bad with their right brains? If so, can they represent the
interests of those that work with their hands for a living? Or are they the
first ones to send labor abroad to make some rich in this country, without any
regard for those who lost their jobs here who work with their hands? Not being
able to relate, because maybe these might be people who never even cut grass or
held a tool in their hands.
From me, this is just a mere question. But from the anti-Christ it will be
a charge to the masses. What will be the answer? It is a global economy? Better
do better than that. He'll shred that answer even easier than I can. But with
venom in his voice for those who use and discard labor.
Take Germany or Japan, where the balance of right brain .vs. left brain
use is much more balanced than in America or some Mideast country. Wouldn't the
leadership in their industries reflect this balance? And it is. Labor is much
less likely to get screwed over in Germany or Japan, where they can value
someone who is as talented with his hands[right brain mind] as someone who only
graduates college[left brain]. Look at how the top executives in America are
screwing over the labor people in so many companies. How they walk off with so
much more money than they deserve.
We have this naive belief than someone like your boss is usually smarter.
I found out in many companies bosses tend to be smarter than the average worker,
but not by much. And usually the smartest workers never rise in management pass
a certain point. Their minds aren't naturally geared towards kissing ass,
playing office politics, figuring who to attach themselves to to climb the
ladder, and how to steal credit from those underneath them. As one study already
showed, their gifts are usually quite average. Their world isn't a classroom. It
is more like a classy battleground. They make war to climb up while the others
never even notice the struggle.
This trend hasn't hit the technology companies as hard like they did in
older industries. Yet. And it is here where USA maintained its lead. But when
Europe learns to pool their most talented people from various countries together
for research, will America maintain its lead when the numbers of talented people
will favor other nations for the first time in decades. When she can no longer
import the talent which she needs because the standard of living has risen in
the nations she competes with. And with less crime. Will this only be noticed
then by our company leaders? When it is a little late. Who knows. How many
companies are cutting down on research to save money so expenses go down and
dividends go up just to look good as managers? Who knows? Who wants to know?
Question : How would Germany, Japan, and the USA compete if they all had
the same land resources and the same number of people? How would management
styles compare in productivity? Another PC taboo question I bet.
Look at the latest bullshit in USA. The ones on top claiming they didn't
even know anything of what was going on underneath them? Except they knew enough
to cash in their shocks in time to make sure they stayed rich. What bullshit. It
stinks.
This all goes back to right vs. left brains composite mind stuff and who
is on which side. I told you these guys are quite serious. They think that if
the big G used me to send a message then he is an user. He doesn't seem to be
able to take care of his own. The last part is complicated. Ts, tsh no one
noticed how mad he would be if someone did. And why. But they will later.
I guess it is time to release a little of what might be done by the third
AC. Certain things he'll have to do in order to make it possible to gain the
power he'll need to do what he was sent to do.
Now he'll have the ability to do it. Imagine this.
You make the case I just suggested, he'll have to. But not in the states.
Elsewhere.
You argue and show managers only with left brain activities, those bad
with right brain smarts shouldn't represent certain industries because they will
not naturally do it honestly and fairly if those industries reflect blue collar
skills. So management will become restricted in certain industries to those who
can reflect a fair balance in mental abilities.
Then you extend these concerns to lawyers representing certain group
interests. Then liberals can be tested for mental fairness when they claim to
represent certain interested parties. And then the ball starts to roll the other
way in society.
As for the masses? Which way will they lean? With who they perceive on top
of course. With those who seem in charge of society. Nothing new about them.
Just ask anyone trying to influence their thinking today.
Question is? Will things at the top become better in time? Just how
corrupt have many of the people at the top become? And can they cleaned out
before a third anti-Christ comes riding in on his horse? Looking all-noble and
all-justified to change the rules for justice of course. Did they forget
Napoleon and Hitler had their moral start this way too? The real danger is, not
that the third AC will come riding in looking justified, but that he'll be
justified.
Strange talk from someone with a MBA isn't it? But that is me.
THIS PART IS SO HARSH IT WILL ONLY STAY UP FOR 5 DAYS
BUT IT GIVES SOME A CHANCE TO UNDERSTAND WHAT THEY'RE UP AGAINST
AND SOME IDEAS ON HOW TO FIGHT IT. I HOPE.
BUT KNOWING THIS, IF TRUE, SHOULD HELP YOU FIGHT SATAN. IF YOU'RE SMART.
THIS WILL SHOW YOU HOW FEELINGS ARE USED IN COMPOSITE MINDS WITH CERTAIN
RACIAL DIVISIONS TO DIVIDE GROUPS.
THESE FEELINGS ARE UNDERNEATH THE SURFACE. ALMOST NEVER SPOKEN, BUT ALWAYS
THERE.
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TWO IMPORTANT POINTS FOR CONSIDERATION :
1 :) This question is often asked and always poorly answered. How could so many
seemingly normal people have gone along with Hitler and with his way brutal
methods of butchering people. How could family loving men butcher other families
so easily without any remorse, any guilt, and any restraint?
Which begs the question where was God during the Holocaust? On vacation?
What were the ethical rules of their battle. If they existed at all.
2 : ) Another point about Bible predictions which seem to make no sense. Seem
to.
Supposing that there is truth to God and Satan not only somehow existing,
but actually having a battle. It is said that when God wins, his victory will
only last a thousand years. Then the battle will have to be fought again.
Now if God places Satan into Hell even once, why will he have to do it
again once more time in a thousand years? Isn't that just silly?
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So you want to know how I know or if I'm guessing. A LITTLE is guess
work. Most is not. Let me explain. When you can pick on these two minds, you
pick up a lot about their strife and how they must fight.
You pick up on the way God has to fight his war and how what you call
the Devil will fight him. How things get screwed up for both sides. Would
you like a little insight on how some people can drive God crazy? I'll tell you
anyway. This comes from being a pillar if you know what I mean. And it will be
super harsh.
Someday God will have to present his case for why he is the better leader
for Mankind than Satan. Not exactly what you were taught. Time will judge. His
main trust in his argument will have to center around his ability to represent
all peoples fairly. The weak and strong, young and old, all races. His argument
will also have to demonstrate how he'll be equal in his treatment and judgment
of all peoples. When all of Mankind will be able to work together as a whole.
Very noble.
But Satan can make his argument as well. Stop thinking of him as evil
born. Remember his history. He didn't start out as bad. Different values
eventually made him bad in God's eyes. When he began his rebellion against
God in Heaven the shit hit the fan. But exactly where was that? He certainly
wouldn't be allowed to create strife in the white light domain of the Holy
Ghost. Where else could they fight. And if Jesus and Moses were correct about
God's mind being in us then they fought in us. In Mankind. Look around you,
the world is a fucking mess because of this fight. Groups fight and kill
each other. Rational thinking and restraint seem to lose to crazy passion
all too often.
Doesn't it seem sometimes that Mankind as a whole is rather insane?
And the real trick in our personal lives it to block this massive insanity
out of our private lives? Isn't that fucking sad?
When will Mankind mature? What will it take? Or will we dance with the
dinosaurs someday in oblivion? The more Mankind learns about nature the closer
it gets to being able to destroy itself.
And wouldn't this be a critical time for the Gods within us to reveal a
little of their own nature to create some sort of safety net? And so....put
2 and 2 together and connect the dots.
Why? Why do some many people seem to be unable to control their hatred?
They're smart enough to know better. Unless something under the threshold
of their conscious minds is exerting some incredible force in the thinking
and passions in those that hate.
But what kind of mind might exist underneath, if so? How might it think?
With what thoughts? If you know why you hate, you'll fight it better.
So back to God vs. Satan. Consider it a movie plot.
What about you guys in Hollywood? I know you use my stuff.
I'll let you use this, but one thing. Some of your guys must know the
people who fucked me all over. I don't mean any of you, but you must have
the means to find out how and why. Good idea stuff for you. Recently I
discovered two of my friends from the past. People who I spent hundreds
of hours discussing these ideas. People who worked with me in jobs connected
to a former college. People who always worked since they were teenagers.
Are people who I discovered are homeless now. Somehow, by some tragic miracle,
in spite of great work records, both when they lost contact with me, couldn't
find anyone to hire them anywhere. No, they haven't a clue what happened to
them. I do.
He will argue that the history of life doesn't allow for God's plans to
work. That life has always been a struggle. Always a war. Where the winner eats
and the loser dies. Where the winners breeds and the loser doesn't. But his
argument will climb higher than that. His appeal is still too low with this
simple flawed argument. It is flawed. Figure it out from Satan Divisions
Here. The argument I gave states the problem but also gives the solution.
If you can see it.
Points he'll have to make. A few Hitler caught, but only as an amateur.
He will argue about how races are different. How some shouldn't live with
certain others. Like God, he will present an argument from within all races, but
with different facets of it in it for every racial division. He doesn't have to
be only for one group because he believes the winner is good. Like in the old
days when gladiators fought to the death. When everyone loved the winner and
forgot the dead loser soon enough.
While God can present his argument in every racial division that every
individual should overlook differences between themselves and strangers.
Mending Mankind into a whole and a stronger God.
But Satan's standards for strength are different. He wants only the strong
to inherit the earth, unlike Jesus, when he said the weak shall inherit it. In
other words, the meeker left brain composite mind, God. When his mind comes down
to our level of thinking, allowing individuals to communicate with God as Moses
did. When the Kingdom of Heaven is established on earth. But let us get back to
Satan.
The way Satan becomes stronger is for the strong to fight it out. Let the
winner take all. He can't overcome the differences between different races
within himself as God does, so he tackles his problem in a different way.
His problem will be to argue to the strong his way is best.
I know there are many who think they could just point out the bloodshed
that Hitler caused and no one in his right mind would follow someone like him.
Wrong.
Satan doesn't just think in terms of who was here and when they lived. He
is always fighting with God over who gets born. All he'll have to do is point
out all the people who weren't born because he lost. If Germany would have won,
sure, many Jews and other monitories wouldn't be alive today. But he'll argue,
because of this, even better people, according to him, didn't know life.
But he'll have other argument to others. Take the relationship between
Blacks and Jews in America. It is a troubled relationship. You would think that
It would be a lot better because both groups experienced great hardship and
prejudice in America.
So why do so many young Blacks detest Jews? What went wrong in spite of
the best intentions of the leaders of both groups? How could the a recent riot
occur with the Jews feeling they were in Germany all over again? Do the normal
explanations really explain what soured their relationships?
Or could Satan do it better?
He might argue to blacks, "You can't trust the Jews. Don't you sense that.
They use you. Your right brain is highly used in your music, dance, and in your
artistic abilities. Abilities the French and Germans value. That is why you get
along better in France and Germany than with the Jews you live with in America.
Why so many successful black men can go to those two countries to find wives.
Don't you think there exists within the Jews those who always knew the truth
about your real relationship between your groups? Are you telling me you believe
God didn't trust a few Jews with the knowledge of his true nature? So tell me,
if they knew your right brains would always make you an uneasy ally, how would
they help you? Did they help you build your organizations for social justice
with PURSE STRINGS to control you? Did they try to control your leadership?
Did they enslave you in chains of money? Do they really consider you a friend?
Who brings in the Indians and helps them buy up your stores in your poor
neighborhoods? Helping another group like themselves to control you, to
undermine you in America.
Do Indians, with their similar left brain over right brain activity, help
you out on the islands they came to where you lived? Did the Indians help you
out in your nations in Africa? As the Jews did in Europe to their neighbors,
they came to live with you, while draining you of your economic power. So why
stick for a God which represents them more than I do? Didn't you carry signs
reflecting Hitler's feelings towards them?
Be careful of God's children. Money and information are important weapons
for the left brained people. They will use it to control you by any means
possible. They will use it to control your actions. Your leaders. To take away
your homes if you displease or scare them. Can you blame me if I use the weapons
I'm best with? With bullets? With guns? Some say Germans love guns too much. I
say they love them to protect themselves.
How quick they are to take away your guns in America. Knowing they better
before they fuck you good with their upcoming laws for censorship. How can you
trust those who make plans to fuck you so badly they'll know you'll want to
shoot them someday for it?
When you rioted against them? How did it feel? Felt good didn't it?
Felt natural didn't it? Felt somehow right for you, but bad for them. Do you
Sense what is good for them is bad for you? Do you realize what is good for you
has to be bad for them? Didn't it feel liberating? So be like them, learn from
your enemy. Be as they are. Follow their number one rule.
Do what is right for you alone and to Hell with the other guy.
But Satan is in all people. Even the Jews. What can he say to them?
Imagine something like this.
"So you're the so called Chosen people. What egos. I like that. Chosen by
God for what? Misery? Being chased from nation to nation? Being hated? Being
killed everywhere you go?
God uses you. Did you know that? You're not his CHOSEN but his USED. You
delude yourselves. Do you know why God allowed you to be killed time after time
in nation after nation? Always living in fear everywhere you go?
Because it served his purpose is why. When you serve his purpose you went
against my own and thus became fair game in our war. Your God knew he sent you
to me to be slaughtered. Did it anyway. A selfish and jealous God indeed. And
your winning personalities didn't help you one bit to stay alive anywhere you
went. You're cursed with your fucked up personalities. Even knowing this he
still sends you to me to die for him. Do you like this? Maybe the next time will
be the last time.
He needed a peoples who would travel into the nations in the West where
your influence would be eventually be felt in the making of Laws. So many
lawyers you are and so hated for it.
In those nations where God and I share an equal voice within the dominant
group is where he always had trouble establishing his rules of behavior which
were best for him. What a selfish God he is. So much like his people. No wonder
he is your God. He uses you as you use others. How natural this is for you all.
I kept whispering to Hitler's mind you're natural parasites. Do you always have
to influence the laws and governments wherever you go for your own benefit? So
you can make more money than you deserve so you can control the labors of those
actually labor. So your uneasy and mistrustful God can control those I whisper
to the loudest in their souls?
Did it ever occur to you that if you stopped trying to control the affairs
of others they wouldn't hate you so much? Can't you feel the resentment we both
feel for you? Everywhere you go you're hated in time. Did it ever occur to you
that the others weren't the problem as much as you? What real friends have you
made anywhere with anyone? With those you buy off? With those you control? Don't
you know? They're the ones who hate you the most. The ones who'll turn on you
the first if times change. Didn't what happened in Europe teach you anything
about yourselves? Stop blaming Hitler. He couldn't make people hate you so much.
You did that. I used him to release the hatred you build. That is a metaphysical
rule of behavior from the Holy Ghost which even one such as I has to follow. Or
I'll be more fucked than you.
How can you do this and not expect me to want to throw you out? But to
show you that I'm not unlike your God I can forgive you. For you know not how
you sin against me. How is that for irony?
Look at yourselves. Just look. Is your skin dark? Do you look like the
Arabs? You have changed over the centuries. You're no longer the people who were
thrown out of Israel long ago. With each new generation you became more like the
people you lived with. With white skin and blue eyes you've become those you
call your enemy.
But there is one thing you retained which bugs me. The greater usage of
your left brains at the sacrifice of your right brains. You still have to change
for me to accept you, but you can do that. Aren't you tired of feeling guilty
of living in rich homes, pretending you're smarter, when you have to call in the
handy men to fix the simplest problems in your over indulgent homes? Aren't you
sick of knowing you're hand retarded? Don't you wish you were sometimes better
rounded in your abilities? You need me inside your minds in spite of what God
tells you.
As you need the Gentiles to labor and build those things which enables
your money handling to enrich you. Don't be the fool Jesus was when I asked him
to betray God. What did he get for it? The death you so eagerly gave him. I can
accept even you, but only if you stop playing with the governments of those you
fear?
Don't even play at being a social asset for the places you've lived.
You ruined the Soviet Union, Germany of old, and are in the process of doing
the same in America. Look at America's crime rates today. Pretending
all races are the same? Are you insane? When were any of the birds,
or dogs, or fish, or any other species all the same? So how could all
peoples everywhere be the same?
The blacks are strong and creative. The Asians less so, but more
analytical and dry in their thinking. Their humor and music sucks doesn't it?
When do you think they'll relate humor and creativity? And creativity and
muscled bodies? The whites are in the middle with both strengths.
These races are all different in important aspects. Let them fight it out.
Time will see which of them inherit the earth and in what numbers. Not the weak
as that misguided Jesus told you.
I know you think me the killer don't you? Evil incarnate. What rubbish.
Don't you know there are two sides to every story. Sure I killed you before but
I had to. You were breaking me up where it hurt the worst in Germany. Your
people were surrounded by the poor Germans. Did you help or walk around
flaunting your wealth in front of them? Did you help provoke their anger?
Did you know Hitler might have been part-Jew, a quarter? Who sent his
angel of death in the past? Who wipes out enemies? Who floods? Me or God? Or
both? What if told you I used the part of Hitler's brain which was you and threw
back at God his own medicine? Do the Jews in Israel or the Indians not seek to
destroy the homes of their enemies time after time as a tactic of warfare?
Hey, I just followed the Golden Rule from your God. Giving to you what you
would give to others, if only you could. Don't think the others don't sense
this. How many people around the world have learned to distrust Jews and
Indians? Going to blame me for that or will you look in a mirror someday? Even
when you call yourself a friend to America you're caught giving away their most
powerful weapons to her worst enemies. You know what they say. With friends like
you who needs enemies. Does it ever occur to you to go less harshly on your
enemies? But watch out for your present enemies. They got that God hate in them.
Same as you. We both know how bad that gets. And they call me the bad one.
Haven't you learned your God can't protect you from me? You fear me most
where he is weakest. But even now your greed has made enemies of those who
should side with you. Arabs. You took from them, as you always do, with the
feeling of being right because it served your purpose and your needs. So much
like your God. Always thinking of yourself first.
From an ambulance with a hurt child which one of you maimed, Did you
consider the hurt black child equal to one of your own in consideration?
No, you took care of your own first. So typical of you. That is why they hate
you. You flatter yourself to think it is their jealousy and your superior
talents which makes others hate you. It is because you always put yourself first
in your interests. It is a good thing you don't rule. Who wants a God like you?
Do you think they will? Never. How can a God from you claim to represent
fairness when you're not?
Do you think Jesus can save you when you'll need him with his weak claim
of representing all peoples and those who labor as well because he worked as a
carpenter? Well, do you? Haven't you already rejected him? I forgot to thank you
for that.
So Thank You. Nice of you to help me against your God."
Are these actual words spoken deep down in the minds of those that hate?
Yes. But more so in the feelings felt than in the thoughts crystallized in a
conscious mind.
So which is worse? The evil from a corrupt left brain who uses information
and rules to steal what it might want from others? Or the right brain who might
resort more to street violence to get what it needs from others?
Aren't these the natures of the two evils that God and Satan see in each
other? Did you think that Satan sees himself as evil? Don't think so.
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This was SUPER HARSH WASN'T IT? But this shows you a little of what I pick
up from the other side. You cannot tap into the left side composite mind without
the opposite side tapping into your mind to rebel. So in time you learn what
both sides feel.
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2 Questions Again :
1: )
Both questions were answered from above. The Gods within us see not only
those who were born, but those who were not. When the ones who became replaced
those who could have been.
Never thought of that before did you?
So how could so many solders kill so easily other children while kissing
and loving their own? Jungle law.
Jungle law : The children of your competitors lessen the odds of success
of your own children surviving. Unless you understand the concept of working
together for mutual benefit. But when you're caught up in hate it is a lost
thought. Not up for serious consideration.
How many parents haven't felt that twisted instinct in them when they
considered how their children would be dealing with the children of those they
fear or hate? All too common.
2: ) Second one is easy enough. Man is naturally corrupt. So even if we know
about God and follow him for a thousand years with new laws and social
institutions to safeguard his ways amongst us, in time new corruption will
surface. God knows this. So does Jesus. Which is why they were obsessed with
that particular failure. It is thee failure among men which undermines their
cause the greatest.
In the future when more inevitable resentment rises again the fight
Against God will happen again. I guess he thinks it will take another thousand
years. Providing you don't lose it today. Some people thousands of years ago
paved the road you walk on today, as you are paving the road for those who will
come a thousand years from now. Don't be so surprised if some of them are you in
a future life. The fact you come back in different lives and the Gods live as
they are is the balance the Holy Ghost designed between both types of lives. I
bet you never heard that one before.
The Gods don't see themselves as people do. People see themselves best.
Single egos. Single minds. A very narrow perspective.
They see everyone as themselves.
In them the many become one. A very wide perspective.
Thus the difference in ethics.
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Now for a different type of idea. A fun type for you to play with.
If there is really a layer of metaphysical information for designing life.
If it has been active, taking in the whole of life on a planet. From
simple cells at first to what is around today.
If it somehow looks to increase overall complexity and organization over
time.
Taking life from the simple to the complex.
Steering life from sheer muscle power to brain power and on to other stuff
in the future.
Not a path of least resistance for life as for matter.
If you looked at America in the remote past and considered its possible
futures.
Would it remain as it was or as it is today?
Compare today with what could have remained the same?
Now take it today.
Compare where science is going and in which countries and with what pace
of development.
Throw in some payback karma into the overall picture to spice it up.
Now what is the threat?
If so, what is the solution for a future problem?
Tsh, tsh, just a question for you to play with.
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Do you know where and who the Gods might work in? Yes, but usually not in
time.
The feeling from both sides are like psychic tidal waves. Sometimes they
converge in one individual for a time. Then that person plays a key role. Notice
how Hitler reflected many of these ideas, but he wasn't able to know why he
thought them or felt so. He knew there was a greater voice within him, but he
thought it was God. He thought wrong.
But when a person taps into God there isn't anyway Satan doesn't know
about it. He also taps into the same mind to fight his influence. So a major
player might work to stop a slaughter in some other country, but he will be
susceptible to vices within himself of a personal nature to undermine the God in
his actions. And if he fights them off he'll have other troubles.
The Big C had this trouble. But Yugoslavia was a problem spot. He did good
there to stop it. And today Satan is trying to surface another way. Always
looking for weakness, best through the fear and anger of others.
An example of how good intentions fuck up.
Take a smug super super liberal. Not your average liberal. Always
dictating to others what is proper thinking and behavior. He learns to distain
the labor class as uneducated and those he must lead by the nose towards what he
considers proper social behavior.
So how can he ever argue he can represent the right brain and labor fairly
when it counts the most? HE CAN'T! His fear of those unlike himself was used by
Satan to counter his goals. The beauty of Satan's methods is that those he uses
them against never suspect it. They don't sense Satan is willing to let others
control society for a while so they can fuck it up. So their enemies learn
to hate and distrust them So much like a tiger who quietly stalks its prey
before it pounces.
You cannot bring out the Satan in you without bringing out some of the
hunter. And if you don't believe that, just ask any self-respecting serial
killer what his opinion is.
Another example of this from Satan to those he hates from within. Take the
Jews who don't forgive. I know it is a sensitive issue on their part. Some feel
those who were guilty must pay, no matter what. No matter what age. So they hunt
their aging and dying enemies of the past into the graveyard before they fall in
themselves from old age. Its such a narrow race these days.
But suppose Satan feeds hatred in his enemies he would destroy? What if
this is one of his methods of combating God?
Silly, huh? You think? Watch.
A jet flies into a building from uncontrollable hatred one day.
Another day in the past Hitler gives his orders to his solders to not take
any Russian prisoners. They'll slow you down. But he also knew that if you
butcher the Russians will they take you as POWs? No way! You butcher them then
they'll butcher you. So Hitler got what he really wanted and so did Satan. Which
was, now the Germans dare not surrender. The overall butchering will increase.
Good for Satan because isn't that his survival of the fittest rule being played
out. Sure it is.
A Jew in New York is mechanically inclined. Loves to shoot guns and loves
Hitler and admires the SS. He even lived in the Jewish community as one of their
own. They thought. Even he himself doesn't understand why he hates other Jews
because he is one. Where did this admiration for those who would wipe out all
Jews come from? Satan expressing himself from within again in his enemies.
Possible future. Third anti-Christ is on the move. Many have gone over to
his side. Do they now make any compromises with God or Jews in battle? Can they
afford to? Haven't Jew proven they don't forget or forgive? Again Satan gets
what he wants from his enemies from within.
Ah, Jesus would have done better, but he knew better when he forgave.
Now if some are smart. They will know which triggers not to push.
Wonder what the odds are?
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The ultra conservative also has his vices of intolerance of different
people. Both sides can be played by both composite minds.
The bottom line is that it doesn't matter if you're liberal or
conservative if you're fair to all groups. If you're not, then no label can
prevent you from becoming a tool for Satan.
It is a tough battle and they've been at it a long time. This only touched
the arguments for so many different groups. But if you examine Hitler and why he
hated you'll begin to understand what is was that bothered him. And what some of
the hidden rules of combat are. And how Satan's mind worked within his thinking
to go against God's interests.
Is it all going to God's plan? Look me up in late 89, where and what I was
been trained for. The woman Ilene and which instructor hated her. What she did
to stop her interest in me, and the electricity message the big G sent on a
reflective date.
Last job could have been last chance. The Will???? or Ricodo could have
replaced Ilene in bringing you what you needed in future times, but too late
now. Look up who came and got promoted on rainy stormy dates? Again, big G being
upset. Why? Plans off track of course. Big time this time.
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And Bush's in-ability in getting what he wants from China? You're kidding
Alex, right? Did you read Satan's Divisions here at my site at all? The Chinese
in America adapt easily enough into our society. But don't forget, from there,
the racial Divisions become much harder to overcome for their people when they
have to consider their interests over ours. Or haven't you noticed what I
predicted in Satan's Divisions and how it relates to our trade balances yet?
The Japanese who grew up in America fought well against their own kind
during the Second World War. So did German Americans against Nazis. Sometimes I
wonder if America didn't have such good German soldiers fighting for the USA
against their own cousins from Germany if we would have won. Wonder if anyone
even thinks of that? Probably not. Besides it would be a taboo subject anyway by
today's PC standards, wouldn't it? Like I care anyway. And I censored so many
ideas because I did care, but that holdback feeling is leaving me fast.
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And one more point for you Alex. Stuff I mentioned before to you.
If you want to tackle the problem then I'll give you a starting point.
First, think of the patterns in the brain as information weaved in some
sort of metaphysical fabric, if you will.
That electrons have this dual property of existing on the borderline
between both realms, the metaphysical and physical. So a soul in the
metaphysical realm has a means of effecting them. Dead souls use them.
Consider electrical patterns in the brain as a means to send information
to your soul behind the physical brain.
Even consider electricity as a physical means for spiritual beings to
revive and send souls back to dead bodies. When some are sent back from
being dead.
Question where and how the essence of any information is contained. Not
its expression by something written or some data encoded in some computer.
Not even a chemical in the brain.
This you have to see in your mind. Try to picture PURE information. Do you
know what I mean?
Now tackle a key problem for your solution. How does the brain bring
together separate signals from different regions of the brain and fuse
them into one seemingly intact consciousness?
But to get past a certain sticking point you'll have to think about how
information between particles which balance themselves out, in terms of
opposite properties, interact and exchange their information.
Nature has shown us already in the very small stuff she considers
information about how interacting particles and properties as something
KEY to the way she handles herself. And for information to be sent faster
than light suggests already that INFORMATION ISN'T PHYSICAL ITSELF. But
tell that to your ordinary AI guy. And if information isn't physical then
what is left? Reason like a Sherlock.
Take into account that usually information is thought of as being
exchanged by some sort of particles. But a faster than light means of sending
information?
What sent it? A faster than light particle? Or something else? What could
be the nature of this something else? And timing? In a pair of virtual
particles, when one particle of a pair changes, the other changes exactly the
same time.
If particles of information were involved then how hard it to be to
exactly time the mutual changes? This is very hard trick for something just
physical. And what about the additional problem of the informational particles,
if they exit, of always finding the other partner a pair in terms of direction?
Isn't this another problem to be added to the physical method of exchanging
information?
And how do dead souls communicate with the living? They either do it from
soul to soul or they can interact with the electrical signals in your
brain. When you're awake, it is easier to interact with the electrical
signals in your brain because your soul is too attached to your physical
brain. But when you're asleep, when your soul is not so attached, it is
better from soul to soul. So you'll notice the amount of information which
can sent to a soul in a dream is far greater, but when you're awake,
you'll might only pick up a feeling or impression. Some heard voices to
tell them to get off a jet, and one who listened, stayed alive after the
crash to tell others what she was told. Of course I'm excluding those who
always hear voices due to mental problems. So soul to soul in a dream is
best for more information.
Good luck. Better hurry. I know for a fact they'll try suck this idea up
before you work it out. And of course, like before, they'll claim it as
their own. Best hurry.
I'm not kidding.
I'll get back to this stuff later with more ideas. Reading a Kaku and
Green book now. They're very good. I like reading them.
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To answer a question about me in real life which all too many seem to be
asking me. Do I breath this stuff all day long? No. If you meet me you wouldn't
know any of this stuff was in my head unless I thought you were curious and
somewhat interested in thinking way out stuff.
Am I super strict and religious with rules in my personal life? Ask me
that when I'm taking a drink in a bar or cursing.
If I wanted to preach to others I would have used these ideas to start
some sort of movement. I didn't. Could have, but didn't. And while others used
the ideas in story lines to make money, I didn't. I just reveal the ideas and
let others use them when they read them from this lonely website.
All I wanted was to be left alone to live a normal life. But some consider
my ideas dangerous. They could be. I could be. But I wasn't. But they were.
Nasty bastards.
But you're right about Bush. I believe that the treat of a nuclear strike
is real. Providing they can pull it off. Think of it this way. What support
would a certain small country have anymore if the USA had to spend on rebuilding
a major city? What kind of weapons might this little country resort to using
without any major backup in the future. When it becomes ripe for attack once
again. Isn't this what Satan wants? He'll work to get it for sure. It was
predicted 2002 would be a very tricky year for their Holy War a long time ago.
And look what happened. It is.
If events had not gone off track in 1989 today would have been different.
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Don't worry you guys. I don't think anyone comes here anymore. Specially
to this lonely part. Steve I saw the show and I agree, I don't think she
appeared real. Doesn't clean a dress for how long? It seemed like an act to me.
Between the three involved it would be an excellent setup. Specially the falling
over bitch. But what if they were working together? Notice how most people who
started the ball rolling were of the same group who managed to smear and ruin me
since they discovered I wrote MAYBE in 89. What if the big C knew about MAYBE.
He would have to have been a target once they knew. The easy way to set someone
up is to use their own vices against them. So with him, young women. The rest
falls into place.
What if some of the group knew some the information in MAYBE all along and
after the big killing gave up on him and decided to act against him since he
couldn't help them against his own worse enemy? The others in their group
wouldn't know. They couldn't afford to let them know. Do you think I told you
the worse tricks they pulled on me at my site? Not even close. Those are the
ones which would pull people over to the other side. You have no idea how dirty
they can be and to what extent they don't feel anything about those they hurt.
The tears I discovered a long time ago reserved mostly for audiences. When they
fear past reps being reborn again.
But most of the group I think is innocent of what the others presumed to
do in order to protect them. Imagine what you would do if you discovered you had
this permanent enemy locked up in the minds of those around you. You wouldn't
tell many. Might even plan accidents or suicides for a few considered just too
dangerous. Wouldn't this go a long way in explaining how some behaved in
politics and business? It does.
To James, glad you prefer my other sites. I wonder how many discovered I
write in more than one language. And NO, I don't hear voices thank you. I'm
afraid I'm completely normal in most respects. I don't fear anyone, don't hide,
actually joke a lot. No secret plots, but I did run into incredible hostility
when I looked for work in the computer field for over ten years.
If you think I'm imagining this. The let me tell you of two tiny
experiences. And why I think they were happening.
Many many years ago. In 92 or so, not sure anymore.
I go for a job I learn where they called me out of the blue. Good enough.
I discovered I was given wrong directions, but I went early and found it
many miles from where the company actually was. Ok, so the woman didn't know how
to give directions, so what I thought to myself.
Went in. everyone looked shocked I found the place. No, I looked decent
enough. The boss looked surprised and in a hostile tone and asked me, "how did
you get here?" Imagine that, didn't he want to see me? After all he called me
Into an interview.
So he asked me questions about my background. But nothing technical. Where
were his techies. Ask me questions about C. I know C. Data structures? Anything
technical here?
I finally asked him if he had someone to quiz me on computer science.
Nada? Asked him where his programming staff was and would his MIS manager talk
to me? No staff and no manager? Wow!!! Do I smell bullshit in the air?
When I shook his hand after the bullshit interview I started to leave, but
turned around at the door because I forgot something. His back was turned to me.
I saw him dialing his phone. He just dialed a number I knew by heart. A number
at NJIT c placement and said, "yeah he made it, but I took care of him."
When I left I thought is this another one of those tricks I've been
running into? So I got a woman to call and fake a call to his office. Claiming
she found out about the job there and wanted to apply. Guess what, there wasn't
any job. No programmers ever worked there. Then she was asked where she got the
misinformation. Then she overheard the boss ask what was going on. When he was
told he figured it out and immediately started cursing at his assistant. I heard
it myself. Stuff like, "you fucking stupid bitch. That is him. You fucking
bitch. She is checking on the job for him."
I learned about this trick when before when I caught someone pulling the
same trick on me in a major company. But then I could have sued Goldberg and got
him fired as head of human resources. But foolishly I signed a paper letting him
off all charges in return for a sincere interview. I figured, super na�ve, that
once they tech me out. I'll have the job because I tutored two people they hired
and were doing well in the company. But he had a Trippy personality. Once he
took me into a cafeteria for a bullshit interview, when I confronted how fake it
all was. He laughed and told me, "Welcome to the real world sucker."
I took stuff like this for over ten years without busting and reversing my
ideas. But sometimes it was hard. Remember my last place? Where they finally
found out about MAYBE. I told you what happened there didn't I. My original site
went down after a person who had all the information he needed about me to take
it down. The boss of a boss.
The Chinese guy who hired me had advanced science degrees. We got along
and talked long talks about science mostly. But they got rid of him and hired
someone who only had a business degree. And couldn't understand my argument
about Beauty at my site. When I asked him if he thought men decided to think of
human women as pretty or thought the information was inborn. He thought we
decide. So I asked him, "do you think most men decide they prefer women's legs
over a dog?" He looked confused and then said yes. I gave up then. And he was
the technical manager. Told you it doesn't require much brains to program.
But aside from that there were Russian Jews and Chinese who went back to
the mainland China for their vacations. And they were living examples of what I
was referring to in Satan's Division problem. Amongst themselves, they shared
everything they knew. Among others, not of their own kind, you had to pry it
out. But ever so sweet when they wanted or needed something from you. Not so
good.
I was so setup up this last time, that I blame the Jewish manager of my
last boss. I warned him way ahead of time what he was up to, he ignored it to
hang me with later.
And other question I get too often. Do Jews like me? Which ones? The
writers in search for new ideas? They love me.
The ones I meet in person, usually we get along.
But there is this small, but powerful subset of Jews who don't like me.
But a few hate me because in their opinion I'm dangerous. How do I know
this? Some told me, between insults. Now I caught them blocking me from UPS, big
time there. From SAP too. And other companies. But the group which distrusts me
sent a few to have a talk with me way back in 92 or so.
Asking if certain groups like blacks or Italians with high right brain
average to lower left brain average presented getting along problems for them.
Did Italy change governments so much and have higher crime rates, like blacks,
because they are more like a kingdom divided against itself. Blah, blah, blah.
They kept it up for hours.
I've noticed over the years whenever I had problems on jobs or in college,
these groups always seemed to be there, but always behind them was their Jewish
boss somewhere up. A setup for the future? Possibly. I never had one Jew help me
get or keep a job since they started lifting my ideas to make money. It seems I
only serve one purpose for them. So while they used my ideas to make money they
went out of their way to make sure I stayed piss poor. And did their best to use
people to smear my rep.
But I'm sure they'll convince people in Hollywood they're really my
friends. Later, after I'm all used up, they'll stage such surprise I couldn't
make it in spite of my education. Suck jobs set ups. But people are so easily
corrupted with money and positions. So easily bought off.
As for your other questions. Can a mind go crazy if it taps into the two
composite minds I think exist. I think if a mind is buried into abstraction,
without other sorts of thinking occupying the mind, good chance if it always is
focused on the competition.
Look at the mathematician from Princeton and Bobby Fisher. Both were
deeply buried into abstraction and on theories which dealt with competition. Can
some minds like that break into the buried mindsets of two composite minds at
war in their own minds just under the threshold of consciousness? If so, would
they pick up on certain clues like the Jews being a target and somehow being
involved in a global struggle? We know the Bobby Fisher turned anti-Semitic in
spite of being half-Jewish. But what about the other guy? I don't know his
opinions on Jews.
But I suspect this has happened before. When Satan's mind comes closer to
the surface in Mankind. When he is ready to strike with another anti-Christ. His
thoughts and feelings will come to the surface of many minds, without them
realizing it. Then you can turn a nation of normal people into killers quite
easily. This is what he'll have to do. Under normal circumstances normal people
just can't get that kind of angry to help genocide plans.
But did that happen to them? I don't know. You check it out. I don't have
the time.
But remember some people are just plain crazy. The trick is notice which
type you have on your hands. When I mentioned people who heard voices I didn't
mean people who always hear them. They are the crazy types with brain chemistry
gone bad.
I meant the few cases you hear about from time to time. When a woman in
real life swore on TV she got on a jet and was told to strap in and hold on for
dear life before the jet lost some of its side. If she hadn't been strapped in
she said she would have been swept out of the side. She was someone who never
heard a voice before. Another was a man who swore he heard a voice to not get on
the jet, he didn't. His fiend who did died in the plane crash. These are normal
people who only heard voices when it saved their lives.
There are more than enough cases like these to question them for new
insights.
You have to understand how understanding grows in science. Someone notices
a pattern in behavior of something and expresses it in the language of science,
usually math. If time after time test results confirm what the theory predicts
it gradually starts being thought of as a Law of Nature. Then it becomes thought
of as a Truth. A model for that truth is created.
But every theory has its boundaries in what it can explain. And knowledge
grows by seeking to have even deeper explanations which bring in more areas of
knowledge into current theories.
Often a theory sooner or later will have to expand on what it explains and
it will make a mistake in its predictions. Then the scientists know they have to
search for a deeper theory. Newton's theory of gravity lasted as a law for 200
years before it got busted. Sooner of later the models fail.
Most people don't realize that even in science. Even the best minds who
should know better will resist new ideas all too often when their time is past.
People hold on to what they know best and what becomes a part of their view.
Letting go of outdated cherished ideas is as hard as with no longer suitable
lovers.
So when a theory seems to explain all cases it seems to be a Law of
nature. Like people who hear voices are suffering from bad brain chemistry.
Probably that is the case 99.99% of the time. But what happens in the tiny
exceptions? Does anyone ask?
In science when an exception turns up and the law doesn't explain it you
look for a deeper theory. Particle physicists are forced to do that. But doctors
can get away with much more.
When a particle physicist discovers a new particle not predicted by the
current theories he questions his theories and looks to explain all particles
with a newer theory. Happy to be looking for a deeper truth in nature. Forced to
upgrade his model of what is real.
But when doctors learn about a few people who claim they have heard voices
warning them of dire consequences, ones they narrowly avoided only because of
what they heard, they simply ignore them. They don't fit into their current
models of what is real. They aren't forced to upgrade their models on what
they think they know.
What can I say? Future work for newer minds with fresher ideas.
Now on to some questions some keep asking me.
Do I think there will be a big war?
I don't sense it. Not yet at least.
If it should come, don't worry, I will. Like my needle poisoning tomorrow.
I sensed the twin towers tragedy and a former friend of mine dying and was
right about both recently. Still got it.
But think. If these ideas have any merit, if you were the Satan I described, how
would you get the best to win the world and change attitudes towards your
values?
How would you trick Mankind into giving what you want/need from them?
Do you like Arabs and Jews? No.
But you're the great divider, so how do you divide and make them fight?
Watch the news for this answer.
But how do you destroy Israel?
You already made certain people so mad they are willing to die because of their
hatred. Got that so far. But you need more.
What would happen if you managed to take out a few major cities in the Western
countries? USA?
Would they be willing to support Israel after such losses? Don't think so. Even
if willing, would they be able to afford it anymore? Which cities would damage
both financially and get the American Jewish populations?
If the surrounding countries then decided to attack after a few years, knowing
without American help she would weaken what kind of weapons would Israel have to
fall back on? The hidden big ones?!
Would events spiral out of control then as they did when the first world war
started? Food for thought.
The trouble between India and Pakistan helps a lot towards your goal.
Do you remember the saying in the Bible about how someday the Jews will be
chased from every nation into Israel and God will be forced to protect her like
a groom would protect his bride? That doesn't look so good. And yet, this is a
way it can happen in spite of modern times and modern ways, isn't it?
Those would be natural targets for such hate.
But would it be the big world war, the type which would fulfill what God said
about the world being destroyed by fire next[local flood] time hand this time?
Could be. But I'm sure this war can be averted. If it were set in stone, Jesus
would have known its time. He didn't. So it is avoidable.
This is one small perverse way of detecting it ahead of time. But it ...well
you'll see.
And remember how I advocated only the best mixing slowly at first between
groups? Why?
Questions to research. Questions about Satan's method of making divisions among
peoples. From inside the minds and fears and hatreds of people. Places which
he knows all too well.
When do group interests surface within a group when those group interests
override the interests of outside individuals?
When people perceive themselves as an inferior minority within a dominant
majority they usually behave/become as a group. And that smaller group
knows/senses its new rules vs. old rules of the larger group it lives within.
They know what they can get away with.
The smaller group can riot with new rules out casting the rules of the majority
surrounding group rules.
So a group can stand around and break the law quite easily. Without remorse or
restraint. Someone can toss a brick into a drivers head during such a riot and
have no one stop him. Whites of old can riot and almost burn down a city,
lynching innocent people of another perceived enemy group. To Hell with the law
and its restraints during the mob madness.
This is a point too many Jews miss. They fool themselves into thinking the Law
can/will protect them. So they go overboard with it, without tackling the real
causes. Like putting a lid on a boiling pot, but never reducing the flame, not
realizing that their LAW LID of safety will eventually fly off.
Jews live/think more often with words. Their minds live through them more often.
Look at their religion, it has buried itself within rules. They mostly run
towards the rules on what to do, how to know what is right, and how to behave.
So LAWS/RULES IN WORDS is their natural way to control themselves and others
toward themselves. But does it work? When times are good for most people, yes.
When times become ugly, the hatred screws up any respect for the laws and their
ways. They found this true when the Germans chased them in the streets in
Germany long ago. This also found this true recently in Crown Heights as well.
But their way of making rule after rule also has another drawback. This requires
a very strong left brain to weak right brain thinking to live by. So Jews can
live by rules very easily. But populations with stronger right brain activity,
they can't without trouble. Jewish children have an easier time praying than
racing and fixing cars like they might do in Germany. And who likes their beer
better?
This accounts for why most religions in the world look to convert other peoples.
To make others as their own. But not so with Jews, for the most part. They sense
this inability of others to adopt their ways. So you almost never see them going
out to convert others into their own religion. You might see them chasing Jews
back into their group if they seem to have given up on their heritage, but when
do you see them trying to win over Christians into their ways? Do you see their
religious leaders preaching their ideas on TV often? But they are so good with
the media, so why not? So which groups of Jews live by words and the law the
most? Which group of Jews least welcome others inside their group? Are they the
same group?
What stops them from welcoming others into their group? And how dangerous is it
in their group to think and feel this way? How long before the others outside
are really perceived as enemies? Maybe not today, but tomorrow. Do you trust
American government officials deep down? Or do you spy on them to manipulate
them? Do you plant lawyers into governments you fear the native populations of?
You might do all sorts crazy comic book tactics to protect yourself.
This thinking is what Satan will use against them. He can corrupt them through
their fear and hatred any other groups. And make them work against their goals.
Better yet, blind them to it.
But when the surrounding majority group has a sense of strong unity and
togetherness, without shame of being proud of themselves and who they are in
history, the smaller groups within that majority sense/know they better behave.
That is when those small groups sense they are better off trying to
assimilate. Being proud of their children learning the new native language,
becoming true Americans.
But when the dominant group loses its cohesion and sense of unity. When it
becomes fragmented from within. Those tiny groups sense they might be better off
working as a collective group within the larger fragmented group. Makes them
stronger that way. It represents a better payoff to the member chances of
success within the larger groups.
This is when the smaller groups fight to get their way for themselves at the
expense of the majority group. When they organize to rip apart the social
threads of the cohesive social norms and thinking which kept the majority group
together with a sense of pride.
Above all else, to attack the majority group, you must replace pride with guilt.
And label it as BEING RIGHT.
Can there be any doubt that some groups love seeing the American social fabric
being ripped apart, like cultural jackals sensing the weakening of a bigger
prey. All too ready to feast on the defeated dying social animal. Like some
cancer, not realizing its uncontained growth will eventually kill the host and
those who feasted off it. Surely, a recipe for the graveyard for both parties.
But there is a counter lash coming. This is what Satan is relying on. He
actually evokes the emotional pettiness within some people to unravel America.
America represents what? Freedom? Yes. But what is deeper? More important than
even that?
What about people mixing?
How can Satan approve of that? How does the best surface when all types mix?
What a mess for him. Can you imagine Hitler agreeing with all types mixing?
And he got his mental commands from someone who doesn't die inside all of us.
If people are connected on a psychic level then what happens when it is
sensed by the once former dominant majority that they are on the verge of
extinction?
They rebel against the values that placed them in that predicament.
First the dumber ones, with their ability for doing well is reduced is
emotionally effected. With outsiders coming in to take their jobs. With the
smarter, more liberal, more greedy, CEOs exporting their jobs and ability to
make a living.
But this works both ways.
First the minority groups feels the weakening of the majority group.
Indians own stores, but mostly hire their own, even when they have their stores
within other minority neighborhoods. Gas stations and stores within black
neighbors, but rarely with any black workers. Does this cause resentment? Yes.
But does it interfere with making a dollar? No. Will the white majority do
anything about it? Hell, they can't even protect their own interests anymore.
Why pay attention? Doesn't pay.
At what point will average whites begin to rebel and stake a place out on their
own? When will they give up on trying to live with others? Only if they are
really hurt in the process of living with others. When the best of their groups
join their efforts.
When? When they lose their ability to continue having children which reflect
themselves into the future. I believe that instinct will surface at the critical
point to rebel. So many whites freely talk about it in private already. A no
longer taboo subject with the group as it once was. But in time, that talk will
surface and gain respect and those who try to shame it into oblivion will find
themselves not listened to. Not respected, and eventually themselves perceived
as part of the enemy. That is when the counter movement will accelerate in
growth. No tactics of intelligent snobbery will counter it at the point.
And people with just left brain development become worst in making their
arguments as they grow older. When you're young, the left brain soaks up
knowledge as a reader. That brain loves to read and adsorb facts, so the
children of strong left brain/right brain activity learn more and better when
they're younger.
They are the best debaters when they're young. But the right brain is also
good in picking up information in its own way, and sometimes even in a better
way with certain types of information, seeing the big picture better rather the
details.
So when the children are younger, those with verbal SKILLS out debate
those with lesser skills in placing their thinking into words. But as both age,
the ones with right brain skills start to catch up, they also merge insights
from both brains and patterns of thinking. Some of them can merge the best of
both worlds into one.
When this happens, they start becoming better in debating skills. The left
side only, seems to lack comparative common sense, its logical yes, well spoken
yes, but seems to miss many intuitive points. And their voices go from seeming
smarter, to just being book smart without common sense.
And if the majority of listeners have good right brains as well as left
brains, they lose their audience. Take talk radio. Do the liberals or
conservatives have more listeners? Do the liberals too far left ever suspect why
they aren't as popular? How could they? Their brains are blind to the kind of
thinking they're missing. The kind which would explain their troubles in not
only gathering an audience, but the kind which can't seem to understand why all
their social tactics never really befriends their enemies. Never getting an
important point. When they're to far left, they become their own worst enemy.
Can American liberals insist that the Japanese take in other people
into their cultures? Insist they mix by marriage? What about in India? Naw. What
about in China? Could these nations welcome blacks from Africa to come live
with them to escape Aids and their property? No way. Which non-black nations
around the world have welcomed any blacks to live within their societies as
whites have?
Does anyone bother to mention this? Or does this fact mess with the agenda
to destroy this nations? Then what? Where and with who will they live outside
Africa?
I bet you could never find anyone to tackle this one. No matter how civil
minded. Know why? They know. No chance in Hell they will get anywhere.
Sound too far fetched for you? Really? Try this.
Doesn't music reflect values of the young. Sure it does.
Youth is a lot about surging hormones and energy. So sex and rebellion are must
drives in a constantly changing culture. In a slower changing culture, like in
the past, rock might have not have done so well.
But when a small group finds its own values in conflict with the greater
surrounding group it becomes dangerous sometimes. For both groups.
Take most of rap music. Some of it is quite good, but a lot isn't.
Rebellion, girls, cars, and how tough they are. Mostly.
Aren't these values the way of success of someone who doesn't expect to finish
school and can't become productive unless they learn to break the laws of the
surrounding majority to succeed and make it?
With white and Japanese kids reveling in the rebellious and self-indulgent
spirit of the music, before they know they will confirm to the majority to live
out their lives, so they revel in it as youths. Japanese kids love rap, but by
25 are working in corporations doing their best to find their heart attacks by
forty. Going over to America with plants later, trying to avoid these grown
children in their manufacturing plants they so enjoyed just ten years ago in
their youth.
But when blacks wanted to assimilate more in the past, this kind of music just
wasn't available. Me, I preferred their music in the past for the most part.
Then it was most of the best.
Heavy metal starting to show white rebellion? What do you think?
Whites because of their greater gene variety can do what other groups can't do
so easily. They can take in others, different races, and come to think of them,
as their own in time. Yes, prejudice exists in them. But they fight it harder
than any other group. Whites in their countries have learned to be ashamed if
they're prejudice. But in other nations with one racial group in charge, this
attitude is a laugh. They even believe that this is social suicide for whites.
Is it? Social suicide? If America and a changing Europe fails, and Asians
nations take the lead in science and military strength, will these future
stronger nations adopt the attitude of tolerance of other races? Would they
accept blacks into their societies> Even Jews, with all their intellectual
prowess, how well would they be allowed to succeed in these nations?
If you exported millions of Jews into China, Japan, or in India. Would all their
education allow them as a subgroup to succeed? Would they become the lawyers
they are in America? The political force they are in America?
Imagine this. Two million Jewish lawyers living in Japan. Ask yourself
seriously, would the Japanese allow them their strength of political voice
within their own society to protect the interests of Israel within Japanese
politics? Or would that be a joke?
What countries, which peoples anywhere, have taken in others like whites have?
Even in Africa today you see the new prejudice starting to take over. With
whites having to run for their lives. Where the weakness of the right manifest
itself all too strongly with divisions all over the place. A stronger left
brain, even if underneath the right brain development at least allows for
overall cohesion. Look at urban cities, divisions of personal interests and
corruption have prevailed all too often.
Solution? Make sure the politicians for a period have only strong left brain to
weaker right brain combos. Just for a while, until the messes straighten out.
SO what sense does it make to destroy this hope of Mankind? Who benefits if the
American experiment of mixing is marked as a failure in history? Who loses?
And if the best mix. Smart blacks, whites, Chinese, Japanese, share genes and
make children together, the kids might become role models in society.
With the worst mixing. It will go eventually the other way.
But if Satan gets his way. Too late to cry the blues then.
People are so silly sometimes. Like profiling always bad.
Questions : A seal is swimming back towards his rock of safety. He sees ahead
of him, a killer whale on his left, in the middle, another seal like himself,
and on his right, a white shark. He picks the middle. Afraid of the other two.
Nasty thinking?
Does he profile by instinct? And is nature wrong in this case? Is profiling a
human characteristic? Or does every form of life do it for survival? But if
human prejudice poisons the natural ability then I'll agree it is badly used.
Or do some idiots out there always assume that differences always lead to a
Hitler set of values?
Wonder if these people who can't admit some natural differences without fear,
harbor that same concern for their own children. Do they love their children
differently when they admit to differences among them? Or doesn't that fearful
logic apply anymore?
I can just about accept anyone. The real prejudice people give themselves away
by insisting/pretending everyone is the same. The premise is, deep down inside,
how can any group really accept differences with a loving attitude? Since they
don't believe they can, they must make believe everyone is the same. How long
will that hold out in history? And when it doesn't? Then what values surface in
society?
You don't dismantle the dominant group if it allows assimilation of others.
That is political suicide in the long run. Like all these payments due? Do we
pay the Germans today for all the inventions they gave the rest of the world
which lifted the standard of living for others? No? Why not? What about the
Greeks? Arabs for their math?
My, my doesn't this thinking become a mess. Except for the lawyers who'll make
money from it.
Most reflection has both brains contributing to it. They are so intertwined
within our mental perceptions it is almost impossible to separate them. But in
most important social issues you'll find God and Satan speaking within our
thoughts. Then over these voices comes the person. Thorn between both.
To the others who keep begging me for information. Better make it fast.
I finally picked up on the group who has being so busy making sure I can't
succeed.
Just because my ideas could make me a potentially dangerous force against
them is my crime. In time, slowly, I'll too be negated. Set up for a good laugh.
All that Hollywood borrowing of ideas is allowed only because it
represents an opposite attitude towards me. It is a cover of false good
intentions. The money made from them didn't hurt their MO either.
I also sensed one group and one very nice lady in the movie industry is
being blackmailed[far north of me, my homeland], by a dark skinned woman,
because this woman knows how my ideas have being used for ideas for shows. Don't
be afraid, I said my ideas can be used, especially from Canada. So I'm not going
to sue anyone there. No matter how often you use my ideas. You used them in a
good way. I liked that. Also in many shows and movies in Hollywood. No law
suits. Just try to make sure no one from your group tries to make sure I can't
succeed as a computer person. I don't need millions to live. Just a little.
Don't let this lady and her group blackmail you.
Those who know too much are marked to be fucked in time. I picked up on
how they work. No wonder they are organized against establishing ESP abilities.
It is the only thing which can give them away to others.
I was also surprised to find one person, a tall one from NJIT and formerly
powerful, only went against me to protect me against some sort of group.
Represented by something dark[not skin color]. They have marked me for death,
but so far haven't gotten the chance. Maybe they are the beast.
He was fearful my death would open up a can of worms he couldn't afford to
have released. So many secrets and so much money at stake in many industries.
Just ESP information I picked up on. Time will reveal if I was right about this.
But they are again being poisoned by Satan from the inside.
ESP in the future will be your only effective defense against major problems.
Just think. Do you think it is bad today? What about tomorrow?
What will happen when weapons of tomorrow become more powerful and smaller. How
easy will it become to sneak these weapons into free cities? How long before the
ability to blow many cities up at the same time becomes a reality?
Should this ability be realized in fact. How many major cities have to get blown
up before the experiment of tolerance towards others is perceived as an
unaffordable weakness?
Then what do the Arabs and Jews do in such a global optical climate? Who will
listen or care for the cries which cost millions in death all because they
couldn't stop fighting?
Satan might have his last and best laugh. Defeating and over throwing God on
earth and in the minds of Mankind.
He thinks he can win. He fights to win. Questions is, is he wrong about his
chances for winning?
Would God fret so much about our behavior if the outcome was truly so
preordained?
Throughout history the Jews have always being harassed. But never with an
understanding of it. No matter what period of time. No matter what sort of
cultures they found themselves in. No mater what century it was. No matter how
they tried to adopt to their surrounding political climates. They were always
harassed.
Never knowing the nature of their enemy. And some think I am.
Strange dream last night 04/04/2002. An old man made to die on a small barren
table.
The same fate planned for me by his killers. Wonder who and what this is all
about. So the beast surfaces at last.
When I saw the news today I heard someone rattle off some of the problems the
Palestinian suffered from. Property, few jobs, and lots of other day to day shit
they have to live with. I can relate to those problems in my own life. I had
all that promised to me over the phone more than once by strangers calling me up
telling me to go silent with MAYBE. They seemed to be Jews, but can't swear to
it. But as I said before, I still believe it is only a small core responsible
for this. Like the SS were just a small part of the non-Jewish groups. Every
group has a part within itself, which hates all too well. And bows to the Devil
and his thinking. Even Jews have this. But in time, they will sadly discover the
Devil portion of them is really there to sabotage the safety of the group, not
enhance it. To doom them. In other words, to plant the emotional seeds in others
when they respond to their revenge with a new willingness for an another future
Final Solution.
I was the only person with a computer science degree in Jersey who couldn't find
a computer related position for 10 years. Even with a MBA from Rutgers added to
it for a years. So I know how it feels personally. And was I ever smeared.
Racist, bigot, did you know that? Charged at NJIT like that. Or course their
witnesses didn't have to surface, just the charges and some Jewish
administration.
You know I think suicide bombing is evil. But the emotions which went into the
feelings are the real problem. Are they tackled? No! Why not!? The hate has to
stop on both sides. And both sides have to be made responsible.
In 89, one job to be a network engineer, but Brenda my instructor refused to
work with me because she seemed to hate the blond next to me. The next holiday
for her in Networking after I left, after her bullshit towards me was shown to
you across the country. Notice which day it was? Which side of the country which
went out? Of course that was in a network I might have worked in? Duh? He was
pissed. Events went off line at that point in time. In other words, those things
which should have happened to save some from extinction.
And you don't connect the simple dots. Jesus came to give the world his ideas on
how to live. They took hold for the most part.
These ideas have hampered Satan's values in Mankind for centuries.
So he worked to corrupt the church and its ways as best as he could.
Some of that corruption showed up in the butcherly of the past in religious
wars. As they do today.
What good is any religion if its leaders have been poisoned inside their hearts.
Those ideas on how to behave will be thee thing to attack for the anti-Christ.
So the church is a natural target for the anti-Christ.
This is also why Jesus knew the gates of Hell would attack his church and what
he left behind. He didn't know when, but he knew, in this Holy War, it would
have to be attacked.
This is why Hitler was just a piker. Nobody in some ways.
He knew what to hate and what to attack from Satan, but not why?
The third will know why he is the third anti-Christ and what his mission is all
about.
But before him comes the Little Book. And some ways to stop him. But I'm
exhausted from putting up with some people. Like Bush must be tired of some
of the people he has to deal with in making peace. They just want what they
want with closed ears. Both sides he has to deal with have this problem.
My strength is also my weakness. I can't stay mad at anyone. Or by now I would
have being doing some things with these ideas to make money.
But how much changes over time really? In people.
One last time. Both composite minds work inside all people.
Become a saint, Satan will do his best to corrupt you from inside.
A Christian of days gone by, could hunt and terrorize people in the past as
easily as some non-Christians do today.
But today or yesterday, no difference does it make, inside the souls of both
sets of killers for God has Satan taken hold.
People fall within no differently today than they did in the past.
Christians, Jews, Muslims, no matter who and what they believe or don't believe
can become corrupted when Satan attacks them from within.
But what good is any warning if no one listens?
Anyway I saw a show today in which they used my ideas so well
it actually made me happy. They were very good at it.
Seems some people north of me are getting it quite well.
Passing me in some ways with the ideas. That I like a lot.
It feels good to me.
But remember being meek never meant being weak.
As times changed from Moses to Jesus they have also changed to today.
Moses found the way in his time.
Jesus in a different time found the way for his time.
Today is a different time. This time you know more.
A better way to view their fight is to view it as a chess game.
Both players[God+Satan] engaged in a game over many moves
over many centuries.
With their tactics being reevaluated with each move, but with long range
strategy changing more slowly as the game progresses.
Does some of the appeal of chess come from sensing this similarly in struggle
underneath the threshold in human minds? Do Jews being close to this war
underneath in their minds find chess more appealing? Is chess thinking more of a
natural mode of thinking for them?
Sometimes I wondered what would happen to chess players who became too isolated
and thought about nothing but chess, and were somewhat psychic. Would they start
to pick up on this game between God and Satan? Would some of them become start
seeing Jews in some sort of global conspiracy? Was Fisher sensing too much on a
deeper level of his consciousness and not realizing it?
Might some mathematicians who dwell on game theory far too much also fall
for this mental/emotional trap like in a recent movie?
Hey, these are just questions?
And when are some going to forgive Fisher for his wicked crimes against who?
What is this? From hero to outcast because he is crazy, duh? That is his crime?
Lock up half of the working people. Wait, more.
Don't tell me an anti-Christ will be able to point to him and tell others,
"there is a living example of Jewish mercy when you don't please them. Not much
different from those they shoot on their borders, huh? One tired old policy in
dealing with perceived friends. This is what you can expect from their God in
his judgment. Do you want to subject yourself to his mercy now or fight him?"
Not a smart thing to do, is it?.
This is not the type of thinking the rest of the world will accept in an
important part of God's mind. What normal people wouldn't rebel against God
later if asked to pick sides and told this represents Jewish thinking and the
God within and his mercy?
Isn't this what Satan wants later in his battle.
But out casting those you fear comes from fear and hatred, doesn't it?
Who planted those ideas in some Jews on how to deal with their enemies? Satan.
Why? To fuck them later with what they did with it today.
Game over. He wins.
Told you. Some haven't a clue how to win this war.
Or another idea. When can the west find the emotions to take out the east if
they hurt millions? When?
Look at brain science today. Identical twins having more similarity in abilities
and attitudes than siblings reared together in the same home environment.
But those are just leading stats pointing to fundamental differences in the
chemistry of the brains of people. They are just so so in motivating people to
see insurmountable differences between groups.
But what happens when the genes responsible for certain levels of traits are
found and tagged and differences are seen between different groups. And then
those differences are linked up to generating different mental perspectives in
peoples. So Arabs do and think as they are because of what they biologically
are. Same for other peoples. So no rap from Japs ever.
Then prejudice has gone full circle.
As a rule it is easier to hate someone when they seem different than yourself
from the inside, not just the outside. When you think they can't be the same as
you under any set of circumstances.
Should science gave that fact back to the bigot and the bombs start to drop.
What then? Or will the mixing of the best by that time result in new types of
people where the bringing of the different strengths of all groups into single
individuals take hold in society. When these new types take leadership roles in
the future to represent more than just one group.
But that would be God's way.
Now do you see why Hitler had to think as he did about race?
Thanks for all those site links you sent me Steve.
You're right, most, if not all, have my ideas in them and way after I stated
them at various news groups. Are they all Jews? Have to check the names more.
Never saw a picture of Nostradumus when he was younger before. His portrait
could have been of me at the same age. He looks so much different with some
years off. Some of same genes you think passed down? Wouldn't that be wild. Well
I always thought of him as some sort of spiritual father in a lot of ways. I
suspect we saw the same in some ways.
I know he must of seen me coming. Just 500 years later. He must of known about
this type of knowledge and the temptation it would give a person to tip either
way? He must have wondered which way I'll tip as much as I wonder how some
events will tip in my future. Something else we had in common.
I'll be busy using Rutgers MBA services to try to find some type of job related
to my MBA for the next six to eight weeks. So you won't be seeing much of me
here until then. If that fails. I'm not willing to go through another ten years
of being blacklisted from good jobs while others in Hollywood use my ideas.
I'll use my ideas in a new way and make money. But my market will be in Europe.
I'm not foolish enough to think I'll be able to sell anything in the states when
they tried to pump me dry and keep me away from making a living here. In answer
to your other question. All my time in college went right down the drain. Like a
curse.
But you're right. I have to access my position today. Too many Jews have used my
ideas to make money while I couldn't find a job. Wonder what they tell the
others in Hollywood where some must know how they tapped into me. That they're
for me and I'm sort of fuckup? Is that the picture they're painting? Such good
friends, huh? One young star did catch my early Hell, but he did it accurately
for the most part. A good job. But look at how they are starting to cut him off.
This is why I usually want most people to never admit they even know me. Because
others will fuck them for it. And never, never admit you know of MAYBE.
They'll fuck you if they can. But only if you seem like you might be a problem.
I should warn some political people how they work it. When you're first in
office and know about MAYBE, they'll kiss your ass and try every trick in the
book to foster a false sense of trust and dependency. And more than a dress will
be used. When you're fresh in office, with time for paybacks, they're be in the
friendly and lets addict him to us stage, but when you're close to being out of
office, that is when they'll stab you in the back.
And you noticed my emotional ups and downs did you?
What is my worst? Asking me that is very private. But no one comes here anymore.
Except for you guys.
In answer to your other question. Events are badly off track from 89 and I don't
know if Rev. is a good source for info for you anymore. Ilene was critical for
that time period.
Told you, look up Brenda in ATT networking and the next holiday after I
left late 89. Which I did because she refused to teach me anything and I
believed NJIT's hype about computer jobs. She hated the blond and obviously
wanted to make sure I couldn't see her later. But just her alone wouldn't have
explained the ten year block after later. In 90, look at what happened in
networking on a holiday. Was that a sign of defeat from God? You got to wonder
because I do all the time. Jews haven't helped themselves at all in their war.
Larry might have sealed it with the last role he played. Jack I can understand,
because on a deeper level he fights for the other side. A lot has gone wrong.
There is way too much corruption and insensitivity in the groups who God should
be closest to.
The greed for money and manipulation were always God's weak points within his
subsets of composite mind. Why they represented so much sin and taboo. They go a
long way in helping Satan in his war of overthrowing his rule in the higher mind
of Mankind.
You know, the overthrow of God in Heaven and all that old war is still being
warred. It has only become critical today, not because of any new intentions by
either side, but because Man has finally developed decisive modern weapons which
will settle it one way or another. Why do you think you got this info today? Why
wasn't it explained before?
As for your other questions, I don't know. I'm not picking anything up lately
except if I continue with my old ways I'm doomed to stay poor. Don't think Jews
will help me. They didn't before, they won't tomorrow. Some might like me, true.
Those are the ones who use my ideas. I hope. But they won't go against the
smaller core group within themselves who have made my life Hell. And I don't
expect them to fight the others within their group. It is too hard for them.
Picking my brains is easier and more profitable.
Probably they expect me to get some help from Catholics. What I am. I didn't do
that so far because I let too much time go by. Too many of them want to start
some fight. Some even proposed ideas like me designing a Devil kills God game.
The objective is to defeat an entity like God. Exactly like my version but he is
evil and has fooled poor Europeans into defeating themselves. The anti-Christs
are heroes, disguised as villains by God, whose job it is, to liberate Europe
and throw out all the foreign minorities. A board game or a video game. This is
the kind of help some of them want to help me with. Can you imagine this?
But of course, such a game would hit big time in the unconscious minds like the
Matrix and Final Fantasy movies did. They both would tap into the same
unconscious knowledge. But is this a way for me to make up for lost revenue?
Good thing I was raised Catholic, huh?
They're beating sooner or later I'll have to go with the money. They're fond of
pointing out, 'which minority ever helped you in anyway'? Suggesting to me they
wasted rather than helped me use my education. I admit they do have two strong
cases to back them. But I'm sure a black woman who I like from Rutgers can help
me find something, making sure my MBA from there means more than just bills. My
NJIT computer science degree was pure shit in helping me find a job in the
computer field. Poor Fester must have hated that long report I slipped under his
door years ago. Hopefully, this woman can more than balance out their
accusations. Lets hope she can help. If not, things look bleak for more than one
party.
We're at a stalemate for now.
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As for your other questions.
I don't know. I'm not picking up on anything yet on what you want to know.
If NYC was about to explode I would sense it like I did with the twin towers.
But think. Which target would you go for if you had the big bomb?
Money and Jewish influence in the states, means what ? = NYC as a target?
Or do you go personal and pluck the head with DC?
Do you have more than one big bomb? Doing both?
But how do you smuggle then in? In cargo ships with lead protection surrounding
the cargo? Trucks? More stolen planes which can carry them?
Do you not have them, and shoot for other targets?
What supports Israel in the states? Jewish lobby and money. Both will be targets
for him.
But if you're Satan, how do you strike before all people who are natural
candidates for suicide runs are rounded up after a major internal strike and get
deported. When the laws of nations change overnight going towards what sort of
laws Satan would rather see Europeans live by.
Remember Satan's first target might be the Jews. But his second will be the
Arabs in Europe.
So think a little.
What could he do to evoke the worst behavior in all parties involved, which
first gets rid of the American Jewish influence while seeding a similar removal
of Arabs in Europe?
What can you do which make Europeans question the foundations of their attitudes
in their laws and their tolerance of outsiders to such a dept that they change
their laws more towards what the ancient Romans felt for those they conquered.
He wants/craves/needs to turn the clock back in attitudes.
What would liberal lawyers do in those political climates except conform or die.
What would it take to wipe away the influence of Jesus' way of life in the laws
which govern of western nations? Satan too must answer these questions. But also
act on his answers.
I'm willing to bet in the mind of Hitler and like minded people in Europe they
must of sensed that somewhere in the psyche of Europeans is a buried rage
waiting to be reborn in their society. I don't see how Hitler couldn't have
sensed this with his role.
That buried rage is what the third anti-Christ will have to bring back to life.
That rage is the hatred Satan has for God and his ways in his heart.
This is what the mission of the third anti-Christ will be all about. What his
life is destined for. Why he will be sent on his mission by the right composite
mind. As Jesus shall someday stand on God's right side, he will stand on Satan's
left.
Keep in mind the real game is being played underneath in the minds and
personalities of the key people involved in their struggle. So deeply they're
not even aware of what is going on inside themselves. Their only clue is the
remarkable strength of their emotions and how they seem to surface like
hurricanes in them.
Satan can't send his anti-Christ until certain social conditions are achieved.
Without major damage in the USA or Europe he won't be able to get his movement
off the ground.
A lot of religious movements were bad and good. There wasn't a man who couldn't
be corrupted through fear and anger. No religious intentions ever existed which
couldn't be corrupted by bad people or even good ones falling.
Even Jesus himself was no exception to temptation.
Would Satan have tried to tempt Jesus away from God if he believed it was
impossible. He knew, anyone could be tempted. Even the best. That is why his act
of self-sacrifice meant so much to the Holy Ghost.
If it was impossible in his character, or in his brain wiring, or in his soul,
to betray God then his crucifixion wouldn't have mattered to the Holy Spirit at
all. What would it prove then? What grounds of spiritual reconciliation would
there be for the Holy Spirit and God if it all was pre-ordained?
It wasn't God on that cross, but a man. He suffered as a man. Before permanently
becoming God's human center.
The spirit isn't impressed by a rigged outcome. Satan knew that. Knew it was
God's weakness and gamble in their fight.
So much common sense lost. Do the Israelis ever ask if their children had to
live as their enemies do under their guns, would they take it? What would they
do if they were subjected to the living conditions they suffer upon their
enemies?
Because if the anti-Christ wins then that is the best their future will hold for
them. Even the climate in America will change on them. There will be no haven
anywhere.
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It is amazing how some Jews can't see the obvious. Others do. But they don't
seem to shout as loud.
This self-love in some of them blinds them. I DON'T ALL, JUST SOME ASSHOLES.
A Jewish driver in New York critically injures a black child. When their
ambulance arrives and neglects the dying child. Instead speeds away with the
shaken Jewish driver.
Around Israel the children of others are dying and living in dirt homes.
Now what is the premise in the Divisions of Groups I said Satan uses?
When does a group abandon the rules of overall peace with others?
What rule can't be over written by any group under any conditions?
The most basic law is that any set of rules any group adopts has to allow for
the safety of their children or else agreeing with others is a mistake. No
matter how seemingly noble! Is it noble to sacrifice your own children for the
sake of others who put their own above your own?
So when Jews in power neglect the welfare of others in the eyes of others,
worse, endanger them. They become hated with Satan's hatred.
There isn't any way around this.
Some know this in their hearts. I remember how some people used to call me way
back and tell me that they'll make sure I'll stay so fucking poor that I'll
never afford any children of my own. That came from their fear and hatred didn't
it? Unless I stopped with posting my MAYBE site in chat rooms.
I remember it all so well. Even when it was over ten years ago.
Their solution of killing the children works against them. Just doesn't work.
Can't they see their hatred of their enemies only grows. Their willingness to
die in order to kill them becomes stronger.
Unless the intention is absolute genocide as Satan wanted Hitler to perform with
the Final Solution. Only then doesn't that tactic fly back into your face later
with the death of your own children. A lesson regrettably learned at home all
too soon by too many innocents.
Remember the tactics of the Serbs. The children become the target when it is all
out wipe out war. On the deepest layer this war is about birth rights and whose
genes get passed more down more in future generations. Numbers of type determine
which composite mind has dominance in Mankind's decisions.
Isn't this common sense. Take any trusted loving pet. One who loves the family
and trusts its litter with the humans in the family. You can pick up the litter
and the mother will watch you play with her infants with complete trust. But
what happens if you start to choke and kill the litter in front of the mother?
All her loving feelings turn into rage in an instant.
The rule they violate, which defeats them isn't Man's Law, but Nature's Law.
You might ignore these Laws, but they'll never ignore you.
Sooooooo lets use this information to examine what happened recently.
A young woman full of promise blows herself up. Why? Would she hurt the Israelis
more than her male bombers? Did she lose her mind? What was happening in her
mind?
Did she hate the Israeli's as much as the other suicide bombers? When she gave
her last speech, did she focus on them?
Nope. Huh?
Who did she reprimand? Her own men in not fighting hard enough.
So if a girl full of promise blows herself up, what happens in the psyche of her
people?
She unconsciously hammers into this group instinct and fans its flames.
She is one of the children they failed to protect so their group instinct forces
them to fight harder. To blow themselves up more. It is a group rally call for
more effort.
When something like this happens. You can bet more acts will manifest in the
near future.
Not something lost on a defeated Hitler when he was willing to send out children
to fight/die for him.
Better yet, what is the strongest strength of Israel? Their military?
Yes, but one as strong in protecting them.
What about the emotional good will of others around the world who felt guilty
about letting millions of Jews die? Doesn't that guilt as seeing them as victims
protect them in others?
So if you're Satan wouldn't you have to target and erode this invisible wall of
emotional guilt in the peoples of the world?
Sure you would.
And that is another effect this young woman got.
Questions is, what comes next? 10 year olds?
Go to Vietnam in the past. Use the kids to carry bombs and blow up the American
solders.
Does this make your people fight harder? To defeat even the strongest army in
the world.
And when do you evoke this instinct in your methods of fighting?
When your back is against the wall!!! No other choices. When instinct takes over
and fights for you.
So how do you stop it?
Simple. Don't back them against the wall.
Hey, one last point.
If you remove the jobs of people in the middle of the country.
So they can't afford kids as they did before. Blue collar
types because their factory jobs have been sent away by fat CEOs.
Does this same instinct take hold again? You beat!!!!
But this time this group hatred is in America by Americans for Americans.
Did you connect the dots? Same instinct, different faces.
Have you noticed how killing is always its response.
Ever dance with the Devil to his tune? He hurts you when you step on his toes.
Fighting is like a chess game in the mind and boxing when it is carried out.
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The no welcome sign for any Jews everywhere is one of the end goals for Satan.
But to accomplish this he needs emotional changes in thinking in nations.
So if you were him. How would you do it? What sorts of thinking do you want in
the minds of the powerful? What sorts of ideas and feelings do they need to
arrive and accept them?
And America at her best has to be a natural target in the long run. So you try
to change it from within and without.
I had to be harsh because my willingness to help with ideas is fading fast. My
blacklisting has finally got to me. I can't help people who just suck the life
out of me. Twelve years is too much. Even for me. And they made sure they took
away my last chance for correcting even some of their damage to me. How could
they be good? I mean really!
But anyway, like a fool still. One last suggestion to them.
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Did you ever ask what clothing with crisscrossed transparent strips on them can
do if all wear them in certain areas? Bet not!
But they owe me for the above idea.
I wonder if anyone understood if mandatory clothing described as above could go
a long way in curbing some nasty outbursts somewhere?
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Anyway��..
I saw the way they bulldozed the homes, absolutely nasty and uncalled for.
Will a people willing to commit suicide become so frighten they'll concede
defeat or start reasoning with their enemies if they do that to them?
Bullshit. That is what you do to your enemy when you want to make sure they'll
continue fighting you. Unless you wipe them all out. But that isn't an option
for the Jews anywhere with anyone. Do that, prove you're no better than Hitler
was and its Dooms day. If 'never again' is proven to only apply to themselves in
their hearts then that old time hatred of Jews will become a world wide fad
again.
Support for them and any cause which supports them will fade fast in all corners
of the world. Even in the US. The people in the streets have lost it. The
politicians haven't yet. But they will in time when the domestic forces which
support their public careers go against the Jews. And that is beginning to start
already.
I've warned this was coming for years whenever I posted. But even I wasn't sure
how it would come about. Today all I have to do is turn on the TV and watch.
I wondered what it would take to start the ball rolling against Israel as the
Bible predicted the whole world would turn against it. I used to be so concerned
that my ideas would somehow unleash it. But I see now it is the result of a few
idiots planning their military tactics there. Not necessarily those who are
given the public spotlight.
I suspected something but I haven't had any dreams about it, so I only have
logic to go on.
The way they bulldoze the homes is a method born from pure hate and fear. What
good does it do, except make sure they'll be more Jewish bloodshed later. This
tactic preserves the hatred so this might be someone thinking like this.
Can they really afford a state along side them? In time, they'll become more
educated, build an economy of their own and become stronger with time. But with
a resolve many Jews don't show in their personal lives to endure hardship once
they're living comfortable life styles. Can they endure hardship when others
visit it upon them? Yes, but that is about survival. Most will endure almost
anything to stay alive.
This is the mind of someone who fears the future and the strength of his
perceived enemies. And thinks in terms of undermining it with thin masks of
opposite intentions.
I suspect that this person, or group, if he/they exist, suffered during the
Second World War. A child perhaps with memories of a rich lifestyle suddenly
torn away by Hitler. Homes taken away. His people butchered in front of his
eyes. He might remember how his people who he thought who were so strong, so
confident, were broken completely. Perhaps a child who wasn't mature enough to
understand the limitations of his parents and the older adults around him. It
could have haunted his mind since childhood. An unconscious foundation for his
fears and hates. From these buried feelings come the methods on how to deal with
his enemies. A poisoned heart with poisoned intentions.
To break his enemies he employs the same methods which terrorized him as a
child. Perhaps. He lost his home. He loss his people. So bulldoze the homes.
Kill and kill and kill. From parents to children. To break his enemy his proud
family might have been broken. Someone in power, but maybe behind the scenes.
I suspected their existence for a long time now. And they couldn't afford their
own people to know about them. Fearing too much opposition, too much possible
dissertation from their methods.
When I was blacklisted from computer jobs way back in the early nineties, or at
least, told so by more than one stranger calling me out of the blue, I knew I
hit someone's shit list big time. I also knew that I had many bad encounters
with Jews in trying to get such jobs. As in my case with UPS. Was I to be broken
too?
What confused me at the time was the fact many Jews seemed to be tapping in
MAYBE for ideas for movies and shows. Maybe I should list them. So how could
they be both for and against me? Some of the people who knew me thought, shit
this is how Jews operate and why so many hate them. I always fought this
conclusion. But I admit, considering what happened on my last job, I should
reconsider.
But anyway. I suspect that most American Jews had no problems with me except
for a few specially placed people. I think that MAYBE got to someone in Israel
and I was placed on someone's shit list. Somebody big.
Then being tapped into for ideas and at the same time being blacklisted made
sense. The threats I was threatened with over the phone were being jobless,
poor, smeared, and all kinds of bad shit happening to me, but primarily I would
be too poor to afford kids. That threat was repeated over and over again from
different voices.
Anyway, this person or group, has the thinking of Satan inside them. He/they
gave in to their fears. From fear comes hatred. And that is the emotion Satan
uses to work within the Jewish mind to defeat them from within. Not unlike God
using Hitler's impatience and badly tampered logic from his left brain to
sabotage intelligent military planning in winning the war. Two war fronts?
Giving up on taking Britain, no matter what air losses, when he must of known
how badly the allies would need it for a massive counter attack?
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This is a small group if it exists at all. Many Jews do like my ideas and
haven't gone against me. This group is small and I suspect as different from
normal Jews as some SS Catholic members were different from the usual church
goers.
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How could two groups of people. One who thinks itself is so rational and smart,
not be able to break a cycle of violence for so long? They're fucked if they
can't.
The cycle will escalate until there will be a big bomb explosion.
How long before weapons become so small and powerful that Israel is destroyed
instead of a bus going up? No suit case bombs or diseases in their future? What
will a dying Israel do in retaliation? Launch some major nuclear strikes? Drag
the world into World War Three perhaps?
How long before some major cities in the states go up? What will they do? Will
they be able to control their might then?
Can other countries afford their fighting for the next hundred years?
This fighting will someday drag conflicting major powers into the fight.
Today the USA rules as a power. But as I suspected before, Europe already is
surpassing America in scientific publications per million population. I knew
this would happen. The types of people with both right and left brain
development is being reduced in America, and someday, the price will be paid.
It appears like original ideas are coming slower in companies like Lucent. And
in other companies. You need creative logical minds, not just logical and book
smart to advance.
But Europe still suffers from a major flaw. When America was disjointed in its
early rocket research, with competing military branches doing most of the
research, the best people weren't pooled together in a single effort.
Competition doesn't always result in the best results. When you have plenty of
surplus talent, it will, but when there are only a few people who are capable of
doing the work this method backfires.
We sucked at that time. Rocket after rocket exploding. Sometimes just a few feet
on the launch pad.
But when they grouped, and NASA was born. It changed for the better.
Someday Europe will learn that lesson and it won't be just Airbus which will
give Americans concern. When they achieve a group military power, as they will
someday, and if it surpasses USA, it will be a bitter pill for Americans to
swallow.
If peace between Palestinians and Israelis hasn't been achieved by that time.
They might find they'll be forced to negotiate in terms they'll won't appreciate
someday. Will the world stand by and watch USA fail for the next hundred years
to negotiate a peace treaty that works there? Don't think so, do you?
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But on to more interesting stuff.
I did see the show and I found it interesting. Discovery- Uncertainty.
I told you that information comes from the future into the present. I get this
in dreams.
Nice to know Yakir Aharonow, Professor of Physics in Tel Aviv University and
South Carolina University is working on the idea in quantum mechanics. Let him
with his training in quantum physics work out the details. He seems like a good
man. He questions many things. A mental characteristics I like in people.
This debate between a seamless universe, interconnecting all things, or faster
than light communication between particles is missing something. I think.
I go for a seamless universe myself. But that is because I see SPACE itself as
information tying all particles into one big tapestry.
The problem with the faster than light explanation is not there are particles
which seem to violate Einstein's maximum light speed limit for particles, but
when the particles are separated, how do the particles find each other after
they are spread out?
Unless you assume some sort of traceable paths are remembered in the pathways of
particles. Making it possible for particles to retrace their way back in a pair
of virtual particles.
And, if the universe is truly seamless, then it could be a means for life to
design complicated relationships in interconnecting the parts of bodies and
mutations for overall systematic functioning.
If information is truly more fundamental in nature. I think it is. The
information of the complicated living systems could be organized from top to
down.
If you read my old stuff you'll see what I'm talking about. Read my Darwin link
for ideas on this. I was right years ahead of time about how they'll need a new
science for explaining the complicated interconnections between genes and the
complicated structures after they finish the genome project.
But I suspect they'll eventually they'll have to relate the idea of a seamless
universe of underlying information and how evolution and living systems evolve.
But I forgot you came to me for more movie ideas. Did you think I'll give them
in private as before? So you get richer and I get poorer? Not anymore.
I'll make almost all my ideas public now. No more private stuff. I don't relish
the idea of giving out stuff while I kicked in the teeth. Doesn't work in the
long run.
But why not some fresh ideas in science fiction? Ones you haven't heard so far.
Want a few? They're too strange to be marketable today. I think.
A major problem with religion today in the West is that there is no regard for
other intelligent animals. They're supposedly without souls of any kind. So
killing and eating them is alright. No moral or ethical questions asked. But
that is rubbish. Anyone who doesn't think animals think and have feelings of
their own hasn't had a pet. Or is an asshole.
Intelligence didn't start with homo sapiens. They just became better at it than
the rest of the animals.
So what would happen in the far future when this planet is a goner and people to
have to move to other places. People as they'll be someday. If you can still
call them people.
Will they be morality responsible for genetically evolving the lower animals to
higher levels of thought so they can look out for themselves in a distance
future?
The oceans here will someday dry up. Will we allow all the intelligent occupants
in them to die or will we feel obligated to evolve them and take them to another
planet where they'll be safe?
Or why not use MAYBE as a movie idea itself instead of just horsing around with
the ideas in a subliminal way? Do it directly. But I'll want a take on that one.
Naturally.
Which brings to mind another question you asked. How do I think the mind will
evolve? Want my lame answer?
Isn't evolution about adaptation. If you make it in time. Always a race of sorts
for survival for any species.
What is Mankind's new environment? Space travel and the new complexity in his
own society. Society is advancing, but the amount of information in it is
growing more rapidly than individual people are able to absorb it.
Specialization is a short term answer. The age of the Renaissance Man is over
for the most part. Just too much to learn for any man to be an expert across the
board in all areas of learning to be a know-it-all anymore. That time is past no
matter what your IQ.
Specialization is good. The body did it to evolve. But when does society lose
its ability to integrate SENSIBLY what it knows? Will it collapse on itself from
knowing too much as a whole, while its human pieces fall deeper into overall
confusion and comparative ignorance?
A better mind for integrating information would be useful. First the brain
specializes in its abilities to break down particular types of information.
Special cells for word processing, math, vision and so on for different mental
abilities. That way you not only find the type of thinking involved for handing
a particular mode of thought, but you become naturally good at it.
Mental specialization allows you to go deeper into the understanding of
particulars. But it would also help to integrate different schools of
information for a better general overall understanding. To get the big picture
as well as the little focused one. You need to integrate information into a
bigger picture. So different areas of specialization come together for a more
useful overall picture.
When you start tying ideas together, more analogies will enter your speech and
more creativity will enter your thinking. And picture thinking will become more
fun.
The ability to shuffle through useless information, to extract what you need to
solve a question is another guideline. The more you know in general, the more
you'll have to mentally wade through and disregard, to answer questions neatly.
I suspect you'll need increased psychic abilities to probe reality on a deeper
level. To sense sometimes a truth before you can think about it logically . To
have clues for what to look for. To go behind the veil of the physical and see
into the deeper metaphysical reality surrounding us. Using psychic abilities
like a mental flashlight to search for where you should focus your logical
understanding.
And pattern recognition will probably expand to almost everything you perceive.
Most people who are very good in finding patterns usually find mathematics
fascinating. Because that is all math really is about, patterns. The real
miracle is discovering that some of the patterns you discover in mathematics are
the key concepts to understanding how nature works. As if nature was written in
mathematics or something like it.
But people still struggle with seeing patterns. Even the best mathematicians
don't expand their abilities into other areas of thought. A good detective sees
all kinds of patterns which unveils hidden human behavior, but might not be able
to understand a simple calculus problem. So people and human situations interest
him, not math. In spite of being bright in his own area of expertise, even like
a Sherlock Holmes, he might hate science.
A math wiz might be a total idiot in social situations because the patterns of
social interaction elude his grasp. His abilities for seeing patterns is also
too restricted.
So pattern recognition isn't across the board for people as they are today. Even
for the best minds. But when language evolved, I suspect, that at first, our
brains weren't designed to be able to handle the complex language structures we
do so easily today. Language capabilities might have been very rudimentary at
first as well. But the ability for structuring thought with words grew over time
with biological changes in the brain.
Not different than first evolving a pair of legs. Stumbling first, and later,
learning to run. So automatically imposing conscious patterns on almost
everything you perceive might be a natural next step. Because we're social
creatures first, language recognition came first.
But now we're into harnessing and redesigning our environment around us, no
longer just at its mercy and whim. Even building ships to explore outer space.
The next pattern abilities which might become important to us is in
understanding nature, and its language, not of words, but of abstract symbols.
Mostly mathematics.
This ability for better pattern recognition might be imposed on others areas of
thought. Just as language abilities made it possible to understand more than
just other people, these abilities might also have side benefits into other
areas of perception.
Imagine being able to see patterns in your mind and being able to play with
them. To be able to draw them for most areas of thinking, not just math. To see
where they apply, to change them, to play with them, and even see deeper
relationships between seemingly separated areas of knowledge.
Want to play?
Question : Why do most particles have the same properties? No one knows yet.
Question : Do you like circles? Huh, so what if you do?
Question : Any ideas? Hey, how do most people perceive in similar fashion or
seem to?
Question : Any connections in your mind?
Circles?
Doesn't seem to belong to the top list of questions does it? The mental
structure of the concept of circle has permanent properties doesn't it? The
radius and circumference always having the same ratio, pie. On a flat surface of
course. But no matter the size of the circle, always the same properties. The
same internal ratios between its diameter and circumference. Always the same
formula for its Area.
So what about the differences between all circles?
Is it really Many Circles or just One Circle?
Circles describes shapes. The same shape. With that definition being applied to
many different physical objects. But Circles in themselves aren't physical are
they?
A big circle or a small one. Any difference? What real difference is there
between them? The properties define the circle, not the supposed lengths of its
radius. They are just arbitrarily assigned.
Is it always the same fundamental concept of a circle being tapped into? Could
there only be one circle in a metaphysical sense on another deeper layer of
reality?
Could there really be only One Circle being tapped into on the metaphysical
plane underlying physical reality? If this sounds silly to you then you haven't
understood it yet.
So if same type particles in nature tap into the same definition for themselves
for their properties, will they more or less, be the same? Exhibiting the same
properties? Electrons always being electrons, no matter where they are? Multiple
physical objects of the same type taping into the same metaphysical definitions
for how to behave? A Many to One mapping scheme. Functioning underneath any
dimensionality of separateness between all particles. This is why particles and
their natural laws are the same everywhere in the entire universe.
If particles of the same type tap into the same/one metaphysical definition for
its properties then how does the concept of them being physically separated from
each other in physical/non-physical space fit into the picture?
Can this view help explain Bell's Theorem.
And if the patterns in our brains are perceived by souls occupying a
metaphysical plane of reality, will the resulting perceptions be more or less
the same in all minds with the same brain chemistry patterns? Resulting in a
similarity of thought in many people.
How do you feel? Mentally stretched?
I suspect people will gradually learn to learn to add their concentration
together to effect events. We'll probably find moods do more than help heal or
depress individual people. They can be used by the many to influence events for
the better or worse in society.
Finding rituals of the past did indeed have effects. Even if we never understood
how they worked. Because deeper across the board relationships eluded us in our
understanding of nature, once we went only scientific. Only examining nature
from a cause and effect perspective.
Our ability for controlling our emotions will naturally have to grow. The more
we know the easier it will become to commit massive suicide with another major
war. We'll have to increase our emotional control over our thoughts. I don't
mean insensitivity, like the reptiles, that is backwards in evolution. I mean
more control over our baser instincts.
I don't mean not having fun either. I mean doing it without emotional damage to
ourselves and others. The more you know, the more you can enjoy. The better the
brain, the more it needs to play. Play will become a bigger influence in
advanced minds. It naturally goes with learning. Insects and reptiles don't play
with their midget minds.
Of course if you make it you'll speak to both composite minds inhabiting
Mankind. When you'll find both sides inside yourself. When the simple picture of
them is outgrown.
Who is better than them to guide Mankind? How could any individual lead Mankind
better than them towards its future?
The real question is, which side gets the final word on Mankind's path into the
future.
I did give away the real anti-Christ argument here. But you have to look for it.
I hid it. Can you find the hidden link to it? It can be anywhere at my site.
If you really want it, you'll spend time hunting for it.
Remember the warning I gave you many times before Steven.
In order to get world opinion in his favor someday the next anti-Christ will
need a few things to occur first. They're clues. Only if I'm right and not a
nutcase about this. But my track record is looking better and better with each
event in predicting world events.
Specially with the willingness of the suicide bombers to do what they're doing
today. Read MAYBE for this.
1 : He'll need a major change in attitude about Jews in the world. Removing any
sort of guilt about what Hitler did and portray them as bad people again.
Seeming heartless goes a long way in bringing back old opinions about Jews. I'm
beginning to wonder if most Jews really understand how the typical Jew-hater
view them. Most haters view them as cruel and heartless people. That is why so
many haters were so easily able to turn their backs on them in their time of
need with Hitler. Why so many believed they are as parasites to others. The next
anti-Christ in order to turn the world against them will need this belief about
them back in action. And he is getting it.
The mistake some Jewish military planners might make is thinking they can
get away with acting like Europeans. Serbs? Germans? Americans? There really is
a double standard in effect in judgment. They're seen from the other side, not
the same side.
I always wondered what it would take to accomplish it. Even my dreams of
what could happen someday didn't warn me how, sometimes I doubted it myself. But
today with the TV showing the bulldozing of the homes of old people, I wonder no
more. Satan got this part back alright. Just talk in private to a non-Jew today,
out of the public or work spotlight, they'll remind you of Hitler.
Method employed by Satan ?:= Hatred from within. Moral corruption.
2 : Hitler always hated the heart of the Church and it teachings. But even he
didn't dare go after it outright. The Church knew this. What he would have done
to them in time after the war if he would have won is easy to guess.
The Church preserved some of the teachings of Christ. Didn't follow them
correctly many times, but they were still there to pass down from generation to
generation, occasionally hitting that good person to do God's work.
But these teachings go against the heart of the attitude Satan will need
in the heart of nations to do his biding against God. His problem, how do you
get rid of this problem? How do you get rid of the respect for these teachings
and for the Church?
To really turn things around on a global scale in Europe you'll have to do
what Jesus feared and spoke about. What he predicted would happen at a most
critical time in history. What he would leave behind would someday be attacked
by Hell itself. Satan.
His teachings the target. The rules and the model of behavior he instilled
in the European religious/legal/philosophical framework would have to be
dismantled by Satan.
But how? To be taken apart, to revive an old/[newly modern] set of values.
Roman like. With a look out for yourself attitude and with a feeling this it is
right. Might once again makes right.
Don't worry if you can crush a problem/people/nation if it benefits you.
That is nature's way, besides, your victims would do the same to you, if able.
So remove your guilt, your compassion, and your remorse you might have about
inflicting damage on your enemy. This is Nature's way. This is the right way.
Its all about survival. Christianity? It has been disgraced and gone.
I wondered about how Satan would accomplish this. How could
anyone\anything dismantle the current respect for the Church among so many
church goers in Europe?
Hey, just turn on the TV again.
Satan's method ?:= Self-indulgence from within. Moral corruption.
3 : Tomorrow he'll need to rid Europe of its minorities and get its nations to
work alone again. Impossible? Well, Satan socially engineered the first two
conditions, didn't he?
Massive death in a few major cities would do it. But how? Satan uses the
best tool he has. A mind filled with more hatred than restrained reason. In
other words, he uses people. Same as God.
If he manages to accomplish this then the stage for the third anti-Christ
will be set. He'll come. But not until then. Like in every chess game, timing is
crucial. If Hitler was born today what would he be doing? An artist with a
Jewish girlfriend perhaps? Just joking.
So are you going to match wits with him? Can you?
Which people will he use? Which buttons within their emotions will he push?
Can't you smell him coming? He won't smell bad as some might think.
He'll smell as fresh air to those without voices in seeing everything they
valued and build crumpled and taken away from them by the so called righteous
people. One thing won't change. As Napoleon and Hitler came to the masses. He'll
come as a liberator. And once he starts there'll be no containing him.
The majority of people are so busy being politically correct about their
attitude towards Hitler, how much of course they hate him, forget how many
millions of people loved him at first. Forget he started as a hero to his
people. A picture some are determined to bring back by their present actions.
Best to remember. The winners write history. Like the Bible. So far God has been
doing most of the winning. But should that change?
I do remember a dream about some people starting the movement. Between 8 and 10
people would be involved. From New York of all places.
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And yes, I already wrote MAYBE in French and German.
I might be moving into some areas of the country to find work. But right
now some want to help me market the ideas elsewhere. I suspect they smell money
from it. Which I can use. But I'm also interested in getting to know some other
types of people. Might provide a fresh perspective away from the New York area.
Besides I'm too blacklisted here anyway. Too many influential minorities
consider me too great of a risk to them once they read my essay on Satan's
Divisions here. I tried making a living with the people here, but they won't let
me. Can't fault me for not trying, I gave it a shot for about twelve years. So
where can somebody go if he is part English, French, and Lithuanian? Anywhere
actually. Red neck territory might be safer for me. But I'm Canadian born and
Quebec has an appeal for me. Besides I have relatives in Canada. And French
women are nice to look at. When I do move I'll give you my email. Isn't this
enough already?
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Ssshh. I'm taking my time. No new ideas until I'm ready. Lots to think about.
And yeah, yeah, we caught the car scheme. Actually they caught it. They will
backtrack it to the source. Nice setup and look how many people have to be
involved. So thanks for the tip. So I guess I owe you some info for that one.
OK.
I had such a wonderful experience. About 2 weeks ago I decided to try and break
my psychic bonding with the big guy. What a struggle!!! I lost but I learned a
great deal in the process.
A part of my consciousness descended into the metaphysical plane I talked about.
But I never felt it like this before. I was there. It was going towards what I
experienced with my NDE.
The matter which surrounded me started to fade fast. Becoming like wisps of
smoke. Wavy, becoming more intangible with each step down. There is a point
where you're just at the right point, between both realms, where what you've
become, can influence it greatly because it is so comparably weak. When I was
struggling to break my bonding I merged with the matter around me, became part
of it, and it was so flimsy I felt I could move trillions of tons without
effort. Just the sensation.
I sensed if I moved even deeper into the metaphysical plane I would lose all
contact with it. As one plane becomes realer, the other inevitably becomes less
substantial. One plane's reality is the other's ghost. The other side feels much
realer compared to this one. But I experienced this much before with a NDE. This
wasn't the white light, but it was much closer to it then this physical realm.
God doesn't see as we do. How do I describe it? He has the same ability to
diagram in his mind visual pictures the same as we do, but he merges with the
objects he sees. The only way I can describe it is to imagine being able
to blend into every object within your scope of vision. He can become what he
sees. Peer into it. See in time. We just see things. And it all feels connected
with something like mental jelly. Don't ask. And matter, waves of something
rather weak.
The place his mind dwells in is so different from what we perceive of the things
around us. This is where life is evolving towards. To see this place and see
deeper into reality. You sense this is where real power comes from. Life is
struggling towards it, so so so slowly. Big physical muscles only worked for a
while. Mind muscles are next in line to evolve.
I got a real sense of how powerful Jesus must have really been. How evolved. He
went to this place to do his miracles I'm sure. And the damage he could have
done is incredible if he had willed it. He was the perfect blend of being the
meekest and yet the most powerful man who ever walked the earth. I think if he
had wanted to he could have ripped the planet apart. He could do a lot of ass
kicking if he wants.
When I came out I was completely drained. I tried it on and off for the next
week, but each attempt was weaker than the one before. My mind worked, but only
with logic and it felt somehow empty. Like I had torn some mental muscles in
some workout. I'm getting it back again, but slowly. I feel when it does come
back, like a muscle worked, it will be stronger than ever.
I once experienced this type of connection some years ago, but in a dream this
time, when I went to sleep after learning I was to be laid off from a part-time
menial job. But one which I needed at the time. Our boss only informed us at the
last minute, not very nice, and something I ignored after his reassurances after
dreams telling me we would be let go. He was a liar big time. Anyway, I went to
sleep, felt a connection with the air this time. I felt like Thor, the air and
lighting felt like mine to play with. Guess what, when I woke, I had just missed
no less than 4 tornados in my home town. It seemed every other tree had been cut
in half all over the city. What were the odds?
Why the struggle? Value judgment on my part. No more sent messages from agents
who only disarm one side with passivity while the other side persists in its
imbecilic behavior. The ethics must work for all or none. Besides I decided the
last setup for me was the last. I tired of trying to help those who set me up.
If this is the best the big guy can do. Then forget it. This is just the same
old method over the generations. Too limited.
Anyway, I wanted to test the bonding and to the degree I'm attached. In answer
to your other question, the being of fire you finally sensed is another being
I'm connected to. An extension of it actually. It is the bigger me. And that
part hasn't come down yet. That is your 7 in its entirety. Consider me a
finger of sorts. Scary, isn't it, all this from just a finger?! Shows you what
you're really dealing with behind the scenes.
And I told you, don't worry. I doubt if anyone comes here anymore. Besides,
don't you remember my old site, www.geocities.com/Athens/Agora�blah blah? The
place where everybody used to read me. Know what happened to it? I gave it to my
last boss's boss, less than 2 days later the site was down. Coincidence? I doubt
it, don't you. He was Jewish, what do you think? Got upset? Most Jews I think
like the ideas, but some do get very mad about the Jesus core idea. But then
again some priests want to continue making Jews seem evil. Some people from both
sides love/hate it. Just like human nature.
If you want to research an idea then do this. Look at the homo scare in the
church today. How long do you think that was going on? Just today? Hitler hated
homos right? Ok, so Satan wanted to make the church ineffective and too cowardly
to fight Hitler's influence properly, with loud public moral outcries, how would
you change the Church within, to make sure it is too cowardly to protect the
Jews years ago?
No this isn't against homos. I have nothing against them. But their fear of
exposure, specially in the intolerant past, might have made some act cowardly.
Satan excels at using the greed, fear, and hate in souls.
See, rule number one, my ideas become their ideas, you know that. Rule
number two, they make money from them, they keep me poor. Rule number three,
they get the credit, while my background is smeared and I stay poor thanks to
their naturally generous hearts. Of course it all seems to be coming from a
small core of Jews. But know what, don't care anymore. What have the rest
done to stop them? See what I mean?
Understand why I was breaking away? This upcoming workless and homeless policy
they are trying to inflict on me sucks. And it is time I call a spade a spade.
They are what they are. I mean my well hidden enemies, not anyone in Hollywood.
They are in other areas.
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Also, have I heard about the Chinese scare? WHAT IS IT? NO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
What scare? Getting paranoia my friend? But lets suppose your worst fears are
correct, what to do? What to look for? So let me indulge this fear of yours for
a minute. And come on, you don't seriously believe the rich will give up all
their upcoming stocks dividends they will earn from companies doing business
with
them? By the time anything serious can happen they'll be buried anyway. Why
should they care? Just kidding. Don't really think they are that short sighted
and selfless, do you? You cynic. Just kidding.
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Lets do an imaginary case to satisfy your curiosity.
Look as I told you before, some of any group will become a problem. But many
Chinese are good people who just want to become Americans. Many want China to
become free. But I admit there are other bad characters, so let us assume
they're in charge. And they plan as you think they do.
Come on, let me clue you. Or try to.
If you're so worried about them then think forward. If you were them, what would
you want and how would you go about accomplishing it?
Goal : what if : Reduction of American power in the east. OK, no big deal.
How?
You need to cripple American commerce and military power.
Can you catch up with America's military innovations to keep abreast of them?
Not likely, the population is more naturally innovative. So, how do you curb
this? How did Japan tackle this problem for a while?
You steal silly. Ideas and technology. But to do this properly you'll have
to sent in your own students. Engineering and science students of course. Let
them become Americans and take the key jobs in certain industries to send back
the technological secrets.
But there are many honest Chinese students who won't help you, who might even
betray your plans to the American government. Can't afford that, now can you? So
how do you cure this problem?
Answer : you bride key people. College administrators so they'll let your
selected students in. College recruiters and job consulting agencies to get your
people in. The people inside companies who hire outside people also should be
bribed. Educators to make policies to dumb down the American high school
students in science education would help. And you'll need corrupt lawyers of
course.
Why imagine if this were true. Of course it couldn't be. But suppose, just
suppose, there was an imaginary president of some engineering school, under your
control, and you just found out those nasty Americans want to provide 4 year
degrees in a school, like Decry, but not of course. Are those new 4 year degreed
graduates now going to be a problem to your job mapping scheme? Oh yeah.
Can you afford to have American computer people taking the key positions you
have mapped out for your spies. How did this happen? This school can't be
allowed that, now can they? What if their computer people replace your own? Take
the jobs you've mapped out for your own computer spies? What to do? You don't
have any obvious political power, no, you're too well hidden for that. What can
you do? I guess you'll have to take a bribed and powerful educator if you can,
and make him fight this change. Even if it makes this pawn look bad, he better
or you might expose his ass. Just hope nobody sees beneath the surface.
Problem people? Honest Chinese people and Americans who might notice what is
going on? Bride them and make sure they never get into key jobs. Like Enron, you
make sure the honest people don't rise in influence and the in-house culture.
Immigration and lawyers, you'll need them too. Business managers are easy to
bride, they breath money.
Goal : Steal military secrets which you can't invent yourself.
Goal : Why not put programming traps into the software which controls military
hardware. Boy, if we ever went to war and your missiles targeted the wrong
targets,
will you be fucking surprised. The hard way.
Bride lawyers to write business and tax laws in your favor. You'll need
businesses to hide behind.
Fight Indian influence in America because they know your real behavior in the
East all too well. Like those from Hong Kong and Taiwan. But not openly.
You can always promise help to the Israelis and hope their Jewish influence in
America within the political and legal systems will help you. They appear to be
insiders and outsiders at the same time within the America culture. Of course
that would mean they're not trustworthy and shouldn't be trusted in long run.
But you can't indicate that to them today. Today you use them, but let them
think they're using you. Always use the arrogance of your enemy against them.
Later, if they go for it, use it for future leverage against them, blackmail.
You might even pressure them into giving away American military secrets to you
as they get them. Wouldn't that be nice. How much hold do they have inside? Who
blue dressed their president? Was that setup really so innocent? Who else might
have been setup? Surely you can use them too.
But what might give me and my devious plans away?
The give away would be, who is placed in which companies across the industries
which are important to me. Only this pattern might make people suspicious. But
that would require someone who can collect data on which Chinese work where and
who hired them. Keeping tabs on Chinese workers who love freedom or those who
might conspire against it? Are they from mainland China, if so, what are their
loyalties?
That would be like keeping track of religious backgrounds in particular
occupations. Have you noticed, we place our racial backgrounds on hiring
forms but never religious ones? One you track, the other, they won't let you.
Who arranged that? Why? Hiding anything?
I would try to arrange black managers to head some of these companies. Not
that they aren't good at managing, they are, but they are less likely to be
targeted for investigations or so it would appear to a prejudice point of view.
And to target America in this devious and evil way my point of view would have
to be prejudice wouldn't it? I would even parade their photos as heads of these
companies in the papers as a cover. Just kidding.
But since I'm also part French or so I hear. Lets pretend shall we?
What else could I do? Ah yes, why not create dummy spies? Ah, but what is a
dummy spy? Suppose there was another reality where the history had gone
differently.
Lets say the English almost took all of the Americas, but didn't let in
except a few others. Never allowing their numbers to be diminished in the new
Americas for whatever reasons. Lets suppose the French still kept a minor part.
And there was this awful prevailing major prejudice against the French among the
English. Germany never made it with the UK and America acting as one in this
reality.
Now I'm a French spymaster, set out to destroy you in the long run from within
your society. I detest the English lifestyle and I fear its power over the
French people. But I live among you as a talented engineer. How do I use your
prejudice against me against you? Using it to protect myself and to get what I
want from you in the long run. How?
I set up Dummy spies. French workers who I almost throw at your agents to
discover. Clever them? So proud to have caught them! I allow clues to be found,
make my spies behave in suspicious ways. Making them smell as spies.
Know what your problem is? That is right they're like missiles dudes. Fakes
planned for you to find and parade in front of your TV and news coverage. Except
when you probe deep enough, guess what, in spite of all the clues I planted,
you'll find nothing.
See?, YOU SEE?! HOW PREJUDICE YOU ARE AGAINST THE FRENCH WORKERS?! SHAME ON YOU!
YOU PREJUDICED FUCKERS!!! HOW BAD YOU ARE? HOW STUPID! LET ME BRING IN MY FRENCH
PROTESTERS. PLEASE?
CAREFUL! DO IT AGAIN AND I LET YOU CATCH SOME OTHER DUMMY SPY.
Pshh, did my real spies get what we needed while you were too busy fighting your
naughty perceptions? So are you still laughing at my missile failures? Bet not?
Oh look, so many research years skipped, see how I successfully launched into
space. You didn't think we could do that did you? I'm in the Space race, GOOD! I
love the English, they can never keep what they have to themselves. Too corrupt.
So many bad people at the top who are so easily bribed into selling their
families out. Somehow it gives me this Justification Feeling I need to continue
against you. You pride yourselves on your prior accomplishments, but to me, I
know it is more important to protect your family and children against threats
than to get rich. You don't deserve your position in the world. You're too
corrupt, too selfish for money and material things. What I do is not only good
for my kind, but for the remaining few children of yours I might allow to
survive. If you can't protect them, I shall. Maybe with all the love we gave our
excess daughters on our hospital floors as we starved them. Can you guess what
we might do with all your brown babies? Do you think they'll fit into our
societies in the long run? Will they work as hard? With 1 or 2 vacation days a
year as we take for granted among our own people. Don't be silly. I'm good,
you're not. You've confused wealth and power with true righteousness. I can't
allow the world to be governed by the selfish power you've become. I'll be the
hero when I take you down. Yes, hero. To my children, not yours.
If I only could arrange social movements as well which benefit my long range
plans. Why not create false victims? You notice how other corrupt groups in
America use false victims to create PC correctness climates conducive for their
goals on campus or in corporations. By making sure that one of their own becomes
first victimized, given publicity, throwing public opinion away from the group
which implements the policy behind the scenes. Nice trick. One you can use
yourself with Dummy spies.
Remember! In order to implement my plans in your society I will invariably
create peculiar social patterns. They could very well reveal my intentions and
make you suspicious. But can you read them? One of my best masks for covering my
methods is by planting disassociations in your mind.
Small scale tricks of a disassociation might be me calling a talk-show and
starting with, "I am a X, but I really see Y's point blah blah blah". But I
really am a Y. I lied and planted myself in the enemy camp. But this is baby
stuff. Easy to spot. But what about more sophisticated lying, when many are
involved, can you read the signs of lying then?
Know what your weakness is? Most of your business people are not as smart as you
think they are. They managed to set up a system where the truly smart are used
by them. So do you understand the feelings/thinking of your enemy? Nah, probably
too busy with some game or something.
Why did you allow the not so smart to control your companies? Why, because they
act smarter than the people they control? As though there is a smart peaking
order in your companies. Come on. Do yourselves a favor. Go around and give IQ
tests to those in the top positions. You'll shock yourselves. Maybe you'll
understand how in only forty years you've fallen so far from where you should
have been. As good as you are, don't you feel/sense that you've fallen far from
where/what you would have been? Do CEO's who don't understand their product, but
only the bottom dollar, deserve or are able to run technical companies? With
technology changing so fast today. With markets being governed by technology.
How can they make the right decisions if all they understand is money? It is
needed, but so much more has become included in knowing how to run companies
today. The type of mind in charge needs to be changed. Those companies with the
right people are successful, but too many, are simply computer companies.
Isn't there a place in your mind, just below the threshold of your waking
thoughts where know you've failed yourselves?! Are you as powerful as you might
have been? Play a mental game in your mind to answer this question. Suppose
there were parallel worlds in which history had gone differently, make this a
science fiction series, and in one the Germans dominated the American continent.
In another the French, another the English, another the Dutch, another the
Spanish, and in others even further removed, even the Japanese. Suppose a few
discovered a means to travel to the other worlds and a few decided to go to war
to correct some injustices, according to them. Say the American continent in one
world was 90% Germans, say over 250 million, and they declared war on this
version to correct Germany's lost in World War II . Do you think as we are today
we'll win? Do you think that America would have beaten Germany if they had our
population and resources even back in the Second World War? Probably not, right?
Why not?, if we're as well managed as we should be? Not admitting to differences
among peoples are you? That isn't PC[Political Cancer] correct you know. We're
the strongest, but not as strong as we could/should have been. But this is just
a hypothetical to loosen the imagination in conjuring up scenes of what could
have been. For those practical and those void of imagination, it isn't real
enough to care about. So lets skip this idea for now.
As companies become more intertwined with computer technology they'll also
become more susceptible to corruption. Can company execs afford to leave behind
a trial of incriminating evidence in how they ran their institutions? No way,
not if they're smart. So they'll have to bring in future corrupt leaders to
replace them. The more advanced the technology the easier it is corrupt a
society. And the faster the cultural corruption will spread. Could Enron have
been as it was without Anderson's help? How many other companies has this
corporate disease spread to? When you mismanage a company you need to make
stockholders happy, and do so, until you fuck it up so much there isn't any
trick left, the stocks will fall, the stockholders will shit, you'll blow a lot
of hot air about reorganizing, maybe cutting down to your core business, cutting
salary expenses by cutting workers who had nothing to do with the problems you
caused, anything to hide you're a screw up, and stall and retire rich. And you
will never ever admit to being a royal fuckup of a manager, never move to remove
yourself and your idiot culprits. No buck ever stops at your managerial desk.
Screw those you just screwed. What do they have to do with your parties, your
rich homes, and your yachts?! How did one ?lady? label them? The Little People?
In other words, they don't count in your emotional world as long as you stay
rich. Those are your rules. How is the wealth spread today in America? Any
coming problems?
Some things never change. Can't send an AC unless you screw the masses. He
always needs a common man platform to stand on first. A lesson never learned.
Even a loss of public trust will not be enough to bring in the third AC. But a
major city going up in the West added to it, will. The never ending peace
efforts will be squashed the hard way if millions of people are killed.
Tolerance for both sides will die. If the Biblical predictions are correct about
the world turning on Israel then they are due to do something major stupid.
Probability the key players who'll be responsible for whatever it will be won't
be alert to the danger until it is too late, typical. Wonder what it will be?
Unless they did it already.
Well, all I did was have to wait until Sunday to see what that stupidity[05/12]
is. Some people are their own worst enemy. Now the world will see just how
stubborn some Jews are, LETTING ALL THE BIGOTS say 'they told you so' to the
non-haters of them. At this point it is time to admit it has been primarily Jews
who blocked from computer jobs for over ten years. They thinly disguised it, but
not with my case with UPS. As I suspected, it is a small but powerful subgroup
of Jews, not the main body, with a long reach. They did a good job, I admitted
to myself as of yesterday. They ruined it beyond all hope. Such a nice people,
using my ideas to make money for themselves, and yet, without any reservations
in destroying my career. This is just a small subgroup of Jews because I know
many Jews did liked my ideas. Or maybe I'm wrong and what they liked is just
using them, but not me.
It is time to reveal a weakness of the left brain. The left brain has its major
weakness too. It is more rigid than the right brain. Only natural since the
right brain sees more at a time, thus more intuition and creativity, which leads
to more flexibly. This is reflected in a jealous and angry God to an extent.
This is a trait God fights within himself to justify ruling all of Mankind. But
this is also something Satan thinks is full of shit on his part. This point will
be his main argument against trusting God. It will win millions over to his
side.
You see the rigidity of the left brain with how many rituals the Jews have. Even
church goers reflect it. How many prayers after confession? The Church is very
rigid and drowns in ritual. Even wonder why? This is why Satan thinks Force is
justified against Jews and God, because when you don't use it to change the
thinking of the left brained people, they'll just go back to what they were
doing before. Lawyers in general aren't very flexible people. Rules, rules, and
more rules to guide their thoughts by. When they rebel inside to the rigidity of
rules ruling too much of their own behavior they become susceptible to personal
corruption. Do you think the law is flexible by nature? Don't bikers, more right
brain, love to break rules. The left brain is more selfish by nature, it needs
to practice manipulation over an adversity like a muscle needs to be exercised.
But the composite left brain is also smart enough to combat this trait inside of
itself.
Where the brains differ is this. The right brain is more individualistic by
nature and feels more only for itself, it isn't trying to make happy with all
its neighbors, unlike the left brain. So when a right brain person dislikes you,
you'll know it by their behavior towards you. Their surface behavior will
reflect it more often.
But a left brain person wants to make happy with everyone around them and yet
get what it wants so when it tries to manipulate you it might worry about making
you think it is a friend. It will be busy trying to convince you it is your pal
while trying to bleed your pockets. If the right brain hates you the pretense
isn't there. A biker might growl at you before he smashes your face with no
pretense, but a crooked lawyer will go out of his way to be friendly to you
while he is fucking you blind. He might stab you in the back with a handshake
and a smile on his face. The lawyers problem is this. While he might fool the
left brain of his victim, he doesn't fool the right brain. This is why the left
brain has a harder time of being convincing. Not in the head with words but in
the gut with emotions. This buried mistrust of the left brain makes lawyer jokes
funny for many people because it touches something deep in us.
I think it is natural for most people to lose respect of those they can
manipulate too easily for their own benefit. The only time they display any
sense of shame is when you catch them at it, but once they realize you're still
NOT WILLING to hurt them back, once their fear of retaliation subsides, they'll
just fuck you again. Don't look for integrity, there is too little of it to
worry about. And I know why. The power, the wealth, the strength to hurt your
singular enemies, the feeling of ssecurity which comes from the organization, is
too much to give up or risk by allowing it to become soft or dormant. If they
don't use it, they fear losing the potency of the underground organization. If
you're weak with them, forget it. They'll try every trick in the book to elicit
compassion from you because it weakens you into giving them what they want from
you, but don't expect any back. Too mentally rigid for it.
Now with this new policy the haters will know they were right. With stronger
reinforced conviction they can easily justify and persuade others to arm them
with something big. You know they'll use it. What city and whose millions might
die? Will the new stubborn attitude be blamed for the deed? Sure. Just like it
was foretold, the world will hate them. This isn't just a foolish policy, it is
national suicide. Maybe if I had played a stronger role you would have been
safer. But feindster put a stop to that and his cronies. You know what they say,
live by the sword and you'll die by the sword.
Did you take me seriously? Hope not. But that is up to you. This is your worst
case you know. Not likely.
End of your imaginary case my friend.
As to what is going on today? So surprised are you?
Pssh, some old lines from an old Al Stewart song about Nostradumus. Good song
like "Roads to Moscow".
"two great men, brothers not, shall make the North united stand. And fear shall
possess the Eastern lands."
Surprised?
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I sense nothing yet of a major war. At least not yet. The danger is always
there. That I sense. But as long as the good people in most groups can work
together things will be bumpy, but in the long run, hopefully, they will go
alright. Lets hope.
But you're right, mainland China should be watched closely. There will be a lot
of Satan's division temptation there. But I think the red Dragon problem will be
curbed in time, don't you? The Chinese who live here long enough grow to love
the country. They are mixing with marriage so in the long run, no problem.
But for today, wouldn't hurt to be careful to watch a pocket of them. Like
ignoring Germans in general, but watching Nazis.
And Stevens, a woman I date from time to time is part Chinese, I'm going to get
myself in trouble by answering your questions on this topic. Don't worry so much
about them. They are contributing some pretty intelligent genes into the
American gene pool. And us to them. The bottom line is this, mainland China can
only be as dangerous as we allow them to be. Or are they betting on that, you
think?
Ask yourself this simple question. To the average CEO which is more important?
The safety of his children or his profits and money? Opps,�.is this a bad
question to answer?
Bottom line, I don't sense anything yet. I sensed something major on Sept 11.
Nervous the day before and in the morning as I pulled into the city. I knew
something was wrong, but couldn't put my finger on it. I made a beginners
mistake with interpreting dreams, I related the feeling to myself personally.
Usually true, but not always.
I had dreams of a co-worker who left the company I was working in[read the email
I sent to myself from work to home], ahead of time, dying with white stuff
falling on him. Even kidded with him about dying in the Twin Towers at work
several times, but dismissed it because I didn't think it was possible for the
Towers to fall short of an A-bomb in the city. Well, he did find another job
many months later, in the Twin Towers, he died there on Sept 11. See what
happens when you ignore a dream warning!
If I ever get the feeling again, I'll tell you. So far � nothing. Except a small
banding of some people who have a problem with my ideas. My defense in my dream
was a white rock or stone in my right hand. Wonder what that means. These people
were silently trailing me, but I turned just in time to see them before they
could hit. And something about being included in a group of chess players
helped? Go figure?!? Wonder what it all means? What the white stone means? Who
they are? And being a chess player, how does that help me? But I know there is
trouble coming in one form or another. A woman, a good soul, I sensed was
somehow very important in preventing this upcoming trouble. But our connection
was broken by two mental midgets. I know she sensed something, whenever we
looked at each other. She sensed her role, but didn't understand it. Not how
important she actually was. She is one of those life regrets every person
suffers with. And to think only a hallway down from me. My fault, I allowed evil
to strike first through a pair. The little one isn't what he seems. His surface
is directly opposite of his interior. The big one is just a stupid joke. But one
who might have helped doom his people because he couldn't read people properly.
That is why there were lighting storms when the little one came in. God doesn't
like him. Forgot about that. Something bad will be coming down the pike for
sure. Forgot about that sign. Do you know how somebody might see how I write
about some bad people in a dream in the remote past? Get it? As fire from the
mouth. I told you, symbolism is tricky stuff.
See what I mean, you might get the information in a dream, but you still have to
unravel its meaning and symbolism. There is always room for making mistakes.
If you want to test my Satan's Division theory as you say then try this. Measure
the altruistic behavior of members inside groups towards other members within
their groups and outside groups, according to the left/right brain usage.
The other article you sent me 'The Economics of Fair Play', in Scientific
American, 01-2002, I already made comments about. Yes, it relates to my Satan's
Division theory quite well. Specially their core idea or was it mine? Who knows,
MAYBE they read me? What do you think? When hasn't my ideas become theirs? With
all credit and money obviously going their way. Told you didn't I, some Jews
love me. That is why I've being game fully employed for the last twelve years.
Truth hurts doesn't it?
About the other article you wanted me to read from the New York science Times
today[05-14-2002]. You're right it is interesting. I suspected it for some time,
but nice to know it is confirmed. So you want to know how those ideas tie into
mine? Lets take a stab at it.
The fact that the Jewish Y chromosomes are very similar in Jewish males
throughout the worldwide Jewish population doesn't surprise me. I knew God had
to have some sort of gene filter for assuring the left\right brain Usage Ratio
suited him in Jewish populations no matter where they were and no matter what
their histories.
What they'll have to discover is which genes on the Y chromosome determines
left/right brain usage. If that is where it comes from, but it makes sense to
me. And I told you before, I suspect the right brain will also have a gene in it
to make bodies of more right brained people physically active. Spatial abilities
for building things are hardly any good if you're physical lazy. Are Jewish
males less active on average then gentiles as they grow older. A right brain
which needs to use its hand to build needs a moving body. A left brain needs a
body to sit while the left brain think and reads more.
The fact that Jewish women, unlike Jewish men, reflect more the native
populations they're surrounded with could signal trouble for Jewish women.
If the brain usage is more determined by the male Y chromosomes then the ratio
which suits God's thinking is almost assured in the Jewish males, but not in
Jewish women, even when both are intelligent on average. Could Jewish males be
more right brain inept on average than Jewish women? This might have all sorts
of implications?
For God this is a nice genetic setup. He knew the Jews would be resented on
an unconscious level by others because he knew the right composite mind would be
combating his influence with resentment in the surrounding populations. So anti-
Semitism is a given most of the time with many populations in the world. This
would also apply to Indians. It would be interesting to find out what sort of
feelings other populations have about them which they have interacted with over
a long period of time.
This also means there it is a potential safety factor for Jews when they live
in hostile populations because anti-Semitism might be softened when the
surrounding hostile males find Jewish women attractive because they reflect the
gene makeup of the hostile males. Could it be there is more male anti-Semitism
than the female variety? And if so, does this help them?
There are also some other implications. If God has a greater control inside the
male Jewish mind than the female mind then does he secretly support a social
organization where the males dominate the women more? And in segments with the
heaviest Jewish traditions would the social rules almost allow male domination?
With the last word on decisions usually going to the males. This would mean that
in spite of Jewish liberalism with others around them, benefiting them in
getting along with the surrounding populations, they would actually be quite the
opposite inside their own communities and families.
Do Jewish women feel they have very little to say in Jewish families following
their traditional ways? Would be interesting to find Jewish women feeling
oppressed right here in America. The most Jewish Jews seem to be the Hasidic
people. I wonder how their women feel about their own men and their own personal
freedoms inside their families and communities? This might even suggest why the
urge in the Church is to stay heavily male oriented in spite of all the troubles
it gives them. Like the homo problem.
Lets take this to the worst case. See it from Satan's point of view. How does he
see the majority of left brained people? Liars, deceitful, users, takers, with a
'give it all to me' attitude. Who also demand its right to make all the critical
decisions in all lives. But if the left brain is seen as oppressive then how
does he see God?
In liberals he sees a vicious oppressive attitude in oppressing the voice and
rights of any perceived adversity. So PC correctness on campus, in the political
arena, in the business environment, and in all walks of life, he'll argue are
all symptoms of a sneaky controlling left brain. Who claims to represent the
rights of all, but in actuality, only its own. It lies, not him, he'll argue.
Question is, ?is he lying?!?, or has everyone being lied to already?
The Devil has some strong arguments against God doesn't he?
But if you wanted a real question to solve, solve this? Do some MINORTIES think
they can block my career for the next twelve years as they did the last twelve?
You won't. I gave you years to repair the damage done to me on purpose in the
computer field. But I had to test for myself to see how generous and fair some
people actually are on their own. The results are really sad. Already I've been
informed I am to be blocked from all programming areas dealing with any software
for dentists and doctors in their offices. Why? Unbelievable, you guys think I
can't switch sides do you? You are so lucky I'm not prejudice by nature.
Got your message. This link is becoming too long. If you're interested in really
knowing what I think about racial differences then read this essay by me a long
time ago. I build the website for a woman in Newark for her school. Did it all
for free and it was my first amateur try for a serious site[not my religious
site], and I didn't use any of the fancy software packages around today for
designing websites. I used plain old HTML to design it. And you know how
restrictive that is in what you can do. Thus none of the special effects which
have become so easy to include in a website today with the fancy software
packages. I wrote the essay so it should answer your questions about my opinion.
At the time I was finishing up my MBA at Rutgers, and she was associated with
the engineering school I took my computer science degree from at NJIT.
But I also believe smart is smart, if a kid loves math and physics then don't
replace him with someone who hates it in class because of any stupid quota
system.
But you judge my opinion for yourself by what I wrote here. Then tell me.
Hey did you know I narrowly missed a Sheryl Crow concert, ouch. So close.
LOVIN
G LEARNING
Once you get the website with above link, on the left side go to Teacher
Membership for the essay I'm talking about. The essay which will pop up first is
another one I wrote but it won't answer your question. Notice how some of my bad
spelling got by me. Someday I'll have to pick up the habit of going over in
detail what I write. But the website is old and the she might be using a new one
by now. Anyway it was done at Rutgers. It is amazing, in spite of two degrees,
one from NJIT in computer science and another from Rutgers, MBA, I'm worst
off than I was before I went back to college. These two degrees cost me time and
money which they didn't make up for. According to a person at Rutgers I was told
the IT field is dead and my opportunities with it. And get this, in Rutgers MBA
career office they have a computer student from NJIT[rival school for placement,
is it not?] working in it. How smart is this? He is probability a nice guy, but
really!!! Who set this up? I told many at NJIT that I would have been better off
going to a school like Devry. They are both good schools but try getting placed
if you aren't in preferred minorities into computer jobs. How sad. They fucked
my career up totality. Others in my shoes would be joining hate groups by now.
Twelve years of been constantly fucked is a long time for anyone, even me.
So the next time you bother me with 'just how blacklisted I think I am
questions', think of this, I was better off with just a high school degree
before I starting passing out copies of MAYBE in NJIT. It appears like my last
twelve years only served to enrich some writers from Hollywood and elsewhere.
And why do I cry the blues about myself? I discovered it somehow keeps the
badies away from me for a short period of time.
But a lot of the damage has been done by a core group of Jews and from another
group. I'm assuming this is all by chance of course. I understand how dangerous
my ideas are to them if taken the wrong way. But destroying me wasn't the
answer. What if they pass for the beast? I don't know. Besides Larry did me a
great betrayal and I can't afford to ignore it as I always did in the past. You
know, borrowing my ideas and swearing to like me, but up close where few can
see, when you screw me good, isn't a good long term plan. Not with Germans and
Lithuanians watching closely. But you reap what you sow, right? And I didn't
tell you about the way I was smirked and laughed at by many Jewish co-workers on
my last job while I didn't know my website had been taken down. I seemed to
become suddenly a walking joke at work for two days. I couldn't figure out what
it was and just days before I had given one of them complete access to it[6058
link]. But when I put it back up completely about a day later, the mood changed
from them from laughter to fear and anger. So for me to pretend to myself some
will not treat me as some sort of enemy is ludicrous on my part. Even when I
know a lot of Jews actually like my ideas and wouldn't dream of harming me, they
are still sideliners, inactive, while the others are active. Thus no help from
some with being harmed from others still sucks when you add it all up.
I played that pretend game for twelve years and got screwed out of everything
for it. I still think it isn't the majority of them, but there is this core
group. Powerful too, seemingly able to achieve conformity to their ways from
anyone in their larger group in the right jobs. Question is, might a suicide or
accident be also planned for me? Like the discarded after being used. Like an
old Hoffman or Rubin from years gone by. So much research in poisons and other
ways of killing by a few leads me to think there must be a policy, if dangerous
enough, the killing/accident/suicide is warranted. This wouldn't surprise me. I
can see the third anti-Christ using this against them to make God seem like a
killer and his people. With the bloodshed today and this being unveiled I can
see it. It would be so easy to bring back Hitler's feelings towards them and
make them prevalent in almost all people. And then to disregard the ways of the
left brain in shaking hands[right hand/left brain] for peace with your enemy.
He'll try to bring in new laws and ways with dealing with enemies which will
make the weak shit in their pants. Trouble is, might be easy for him to do.
Hitler knew he had to change attitudes before he could make a nation implement
genocide. The next one will have to do the same. The left brain knows this and
reacted with PC control to move the line back as far as possible. But it doesn't
work when it goes too far. This is all fucked up now.
I thought over your questions about possible future bombings in America and I
have a few of my own. I think this is a repeat but not sure. Think of it from
the bomber's perspective. With the Twin Towers and the security and mood in the
USA now, how many runs do you think they'll be allowed before the mood changes
entirely and either they are deported fast in huge numbers or their countries
are taken over. Taking them over for right now is an unthinkable suggestion. But
what about if a major city goes up in flames with millions dead? What will be
the mood then? I mean think of the talk after. One city gone up in flames, who
will allow another? What sort of new laws and methods will seem too much to
prevent another city from being destroyed? Answer : Anything goes, as long as it
is against them. What would happen if Russia and USA decided all their oil is
going to be dirt cheap because guess who is taking it all over? Think they could
protect themselves, no way. Tolerance has this knack of folding back on itself
if it results in too much pain. Specially when the pain giver is so weak in
comparison and is able to be totality destroyed. And you can tell that deep
inside their hearts they know the USA is not bad because it never occurs to them
that all their people would die in retaliation. Wouldn't a Satan with America's
power go and kill all the people in response? Since when does the Devil hold
back from killing his enemies when he can. MIGHT with him is meant to be used.
Just ask Hitler why you build armies. Another clue for where Satan might strike
from next. He'll build armies just as he did last time. It is in his long term
interests and he never works against his interests. Not for anybody, not for
God, not even for the Holy Spirit. Not his way. It would be too un-Darwinan for
his taste.
But if you think you might only have one last run with terrorism in the States
what would you do? Nuclear plants as some might think? Malls and stores like in
Israeli? Even when they can be deported? They might because they are easy
targets but will it get what they want from America? And how many times can they
do it here before the rest of America wants them out? But if New York or
Washington DC get it then a lot of American Jewish support will disappear. It
would be my logical target but I don't assume logic on their part. They might
think because they have millions in America they can afford to think of many
runs at it. That is a mistake on their part.
Which lets me answer your other two questions. Yes, there is an anger building
in me. Now that I realize good intentions, never striking back at those who hurt
me with a just take it all attitude has done me permanent damage. I have nothing
to show for it. But others do. They take easily but giving something back seems
to elude their thinking altogether. They live up to their rep alright.
Which brings me to another one of your questions. This anger blocks me from
picking up psychic information like I used to get it. Anger dampens the ability.
But I finally got the kind of bad dream you were asking about.
I hope this is symbolic because it could be, it better be. I'll give you an
example. I already mentioned the dream I had about a former co-worker who was
killed with white stuff falling on him. I had that dream months before Sept. 11,
and as I told you, later he quit, and found another job in the Towers which he
died in. Except that dream I didn't take literally at the time. How could I, the
Towers seemed invincible short of a nuclear strike. Or so I thought. Anyway, he
died there. I did joke about him dying in the Towers at work, but no one,
including me, took it seriously. I thought the dream was symbolic. I was wrong.
I had a dream about some people planning to do in a woman. Brown hair is all I
know. Later, if they can get away with it, me. The BEAST has surfaced. Find what
it is and destroy it. Look for a group. Whoever they are, one thing I picked up,
they're essence is evil. And to this group I can promise, if you act, I'll do
everything I can to destroy you by any means possible. All if I have to I'll
call in some big guns not from around here. Consider it a promise. Everyone else
will be better off without you.
But I also remember another dream. Where I was in one of the towers and there
was another person who was real close to me, like a relative or lover, in the
other Tower when both fell. They were separated from each other and nothing
would be found of the bodies. So obviously the dream was them literally. I
didn't die there. But I was close enough to see it go down in their minds. If
only I didn't ignore the dream. Apparently they must have been two people rather
close to me spiritually who I wasn't aware of who died there. I believe dying
people given enough time can reach to other souls backwards in time. And you
already read what I wrote hundreds of times what I said about going backwards in
time to send information.
To test this theory you can see if the willingness to commit crimes goes up
before some major event like a riot. Police stats can determine this one. I
suspect the future mindset of breaking the law on a mass scale goes back in
time. And shows up in the emotions and willingness to commit certain types of
crimes.
As a matter of fact it would be interesting to check and compare crime stats by
left/right brain usage in many nations and see if there are overall patterns.
Remember I'm talking more about the violence of the right brain. The left can be
checked for the amount of white collar crime. And compare the willingness to
commit crimes within their groups and outside their groups. And check on what
Jesus said, see if he was right about Satan's Kingdom being divided against
itself. Know how? Look for populations in nations where/if the right/left brain
usage is highest, with low general usage of the right brain, are the crime stats
up? Are they suffering from too many divisions inside their societies? Are the
crimes more violent on average? This study will be somewhat messy, but I bet,
very revealing.
An example. Supposing there is going to be a big riot in some neighborhood a
week from today. With liquor and appliance stores to be looted. There will be
many people a week from now who are going to become emotionally upset and
willing to rob these stores. So will that future emotional state fly backwards
in time into the present and suddenly change the present thoughts about robbing
these stores in some people in the present? Will the crime stats shift up?
You might find this part abhorrent, but don't dismiss it. If there is to be a
major all out war in the world of the type the Bible referred to as the other
end of the world, with a global fire instead of a flood. And as God promised,
not of his own doing, but possibly our own. Who would have suspected that idea
in the remote past. Can you imagine trying to explain nuclear ICBMs to early
Israelis.
What sexual behavior would be found in the aftermath of such devastation? Most
major cities will be ground zeros. The unfortunate few left will be the
remaining few clusters of pockets of people left alive. For the survival of the
species I'm sure every sexual taboo will be broken in such a crisis. You can
imagine what sorts of social taboos would be broken to insure new babies. But
wouldn't this complete disregard of social norms also be reflected in past
behavior? If so, how could this be used as a time test for possible future
disasters?
So it all leads to this. I had another dream last night. This time many
buildings were crumbling and what seemed like lava was coming up from the
ground. In particular a gray building. It looked somewhat old and not too tall.
Symbolic I hope because it was real bad. But lava? What did that represent? Gas
pipes going off? Many buildings all over the place. Now I can't even get a time
sense. The ability in me is diminished because of this anger. Hard to suppress.
Last time I got the dream months ahead. But was that only because I had worked
with an Indian friend who died there? If I hadn't known him would I have had the
dream so far ahead of time? I don't know. But I do know I sensed something
really wrong that day and almost headed back in Jersey once I arrived for work
in NYC, before I knew anything was wrong. So if I pick up on anything early I'll
write it here. Or maybe it is all symbolic after all. I can hope.
Anyway, on to more cheerful stuff. Read Discover, June 2002, there are two
articles which you might find fun. The first is on the last page, YOUR INNER
ARTIST, it is about how selfish the left brain is in being used, even when its
abilities aren't suited for the task. The left brain uses abstract abilities as
you know and isn't spatial. But when most people are asked to draw something it
refuses to relinquish its control of the task over to the right hemisphere.
Insisting on doing the task. But it screws it up.
So some artists devised a technique to confuse the left brain and stop it from
seizing control. Do you see what I mean? The left brain's major problem is being
selfish. That is why so many see left brainers as selfish people. Specially when
the right brain is too comparably weak to take some control in people. This
inherent danger[perception] is what Jesus had to combat for future times when
the shit hits Mankind. And why as his center, him, more than anyone else, had to
live a lifestyle of being completely unselfish. An all-powerful God wouldn't
fret or worry about what people did, a composite Left-brained one does. An all-
powerful God wouldn't need a Christ to help, but the other does. But the Holy
Ghost can claim the title of being all-powerful, and create the desire in God to
reconcile himself with the Holy Spirit. But he needed Jesus to be willing to
sacrifice himself on the cross for that. Otherwise, the story would be a sick
joke.
If the above research is true then it would interesting to see if Jews have the
ordinary amount of tools at home. How much of their house repair is done by them
and how much by outside contractors? To what extent does the left brain shut off
the right brain from ordinary tasks in people naturally left brained? What sorts
of troubles does this lead to inside a mind with such a strong struggle to shut
down one side of the brain? Does the struggle to suppress the right brain
reflect in suppression techniques being used by the extreme left of the right in
politics? Does this thinking inside a brain of possibly many lawyers jump from
the brain struggles inside a person to a way of seeing and handling the world?
Jumping beyond a person to politics in general? Just questions folks.
These weakness in the left composite mind is what Jesus came to combat. And why
God will need him to convince people. No representative within the Jewish
community will be accepted on a global scale as a representative of God without
rebellion against God. Too many people hate them and distrust them, God will
have to explain a lot to Mankind. As you know, people are controlled by PC rules
only on the outside, just superficial social behavior. But in their hearts the
hate is still there. The job of the antichrist is to bring it to the surface and
with majority approval. But he'll need major Jewish screwups to accomplish that.
So as I suspect, he'll be working inside the hate and fears in them, inside
their right brains to make it so.
The other interesting article in the same magazine Discover June,2002, is, "Does
the Universe Exist if We're Not Looking, on page 44. When I talked about
relationships being at the heart of all things I meant what John Wheeler put in
one sentence when he said, 'Information may not be just what we learn about the
world, it may be what makes the world.'
This statement captures what I was saying in MAYBE.
Want to think about physics in the most primitive way? Without equations.
I came up with the idea a long time ago by playing a simple mind game. You can
try it. Consider it only a mind game. You know how in physics they started to
think in wild ways which worked. Like representing entire bodies as point
abstract objects in some diagram to figure out forces mathematically. The
seeming original foolishness of this approach is forgotten today. Once you're
taught something in school by the experts most students assume it with a,
'wasn't it always obvious and natural before' attitude.
Now let us venture into the Twilight Zone of simple ideas. The boxes of course
will not represent any real object and the bar of course won't be any real
relationship, but the images can guide thinking. Once you have a path laid out,
use your intuition and logic to help you discover if there is anything
worthwhile in the ideas. That is all I'm saying here.
Picture an object, any object. Now imagine the information about the object,
defining it and how it is made up as a separate entity. Make it an outside
description. Assume the information about the object is something other than
the object. But keep open the possibility that the information about the object
might also be a part of it.
Start breaking the object down into smaller units. Go as far as you can go in
your mind. If you keep going down into infinity or stop at some smallest unit
particle it doesn't matter.
Can you imagine any level down where the most fundamental physical entity
becomes so basic that the relationships inside it becomes equal? You probability
don't understand what I mean by this do you? So lets try this.
Picture something simple again.
Picture two boxes tied together by a bar between them. Then place a circle
around them. The circle will represent the entire object. The two boxes tied
together with the bar relationship between them comprise that object. The two
boxes inside the object represent two different sub-units in the objects which
you would see as different particles or substances as you might call it. The bar
between them is the information which describes how the two bodies are tied
together.
When any object exists as a physical entity there is a something which comprises
it. Read the top essay, The Limits of Science, at the top of this page for that
one. This whatever doesn't matter if it has two different sub-units which it can
be broken down into and it must have something in it tying both parts together.
In physics they look for forces binding particles together.
This is where it gets visual. Forget words now. See it.
The bar, the relationship which ties together must have a little of both sub-
units[boxes] in it. Or how does it relate to both sub-units?
Which takes us into another idea. Can anything relate to anything else without
having a common denominator in beingness? I don't believe so. This is why I
believe that everything is actually one thing manifesting itself in various
forms because of it intertwining itself into higher and more complex
relationships. This is also why reality had to start small and build up.
But that is the way I see it. If you did have two completely separate objects,
with absolutely nothing in common, how could they relate to each other in any
way? Even if they occupy the same Space then that would be their common link.
Besides I suspect Space itself is something fundamental to every particle, not
simply a place where it is at. A part which changes all the time with time
inside the particle itself. But again that is how I see it. But lets pretend
shall we, just for the example. Read my UFO essay above for a better
understanding of what I mean here.
When the two sub-units relate with some sort of force or a third particle in-
between them, doesn't matter, zoom down in your mind to where the relationship
is tied to each object on either end. Somewhere where the two are attached is
something which is a part of both. Their common denominator in beingness. This
is how I think any two things have to relate. Somewhere between the parties is
something which becomes/is part of both.
Now assume you can see the relationships of smaller sub-entities within an
entity this way. Can you break the object so far down to where the object loses
all inner relationships inside of itself?
I don't think you can do this. In other words, nothing physical seems to be able
to be more fundamental than the information defining it. And maybe, just maybe,
if it is true that all things break down to only its behavior and that is
information rather than something physically tangible. But hey, who knows?
When you consider some other strange stuff which I don't want to get into
now you might easily start seeing information as something fundamental to all
physical things. If you read why I think Size and Time are nothing more than
abstract constructs because of the arguments I gave in MAYBE you'll understand
this concept better. And why Everything adds to NOTHING is an underlying rule
to the structure of any reality. But that idea I also expressed in MORE IDEAS at
my website. See if anything there makes any sense to you.
You know by now I think of the essence of information as something spiritual
because it sure isn't tangible. Just like consciousness and soul. If information
is soul stuff where is reality contained but a soul. I call it the Holy Ghost.
Others when they finally meet him see him as a white light. Pure awareness
contains so much a limited soul still can't understand that most of the
information there comes across as white. God sees more colors.
Did any of the above pictures make any sense to you? To me they are natural and
obvious. But I know I see in weird ways, but it is fun so I don't care.
Almost forgot. Yes, I did read the new theory about the universe always existing
to explain away the increasing cosmic expansion acceleration which stumps them
now. Thus no beginning to explain away how things came into being. A steady
state universe. Making some think now you don't have to explain WHY the universe
exists because it always had. Give me a break with this.
Hey dude, this is an old idea. Only the method is different. Fred Holye already
had that idea way back about a steady state universe in trying to explain the
early steady expansion of the universe. Except he proposed new matter always
popping in to keep the average density the same. but the background radiation
found which was predicted by the big band theory killed his theory. If he was
around today who knows what he could have done with the information today. He
was a good man.
Today they are playing with different dimensions which Fred Holye didn't have in
his time so they can assume a new model of some steady state universe with
reoccurring big bangs. The underlying concepts are really simple like in most
science. It is usually the math which separates the men from the boys.
Except they make the simple mistake all over again. Do you have to confuse the
question of why existence can be with the question of when it started as thought
they are the same question? They're not you know. To match a when something
happened isn't the same as getting to the why. And even without a beginning you
still have to ask why it can exist, even when you skip the question of when it
started.
Besides I read the assumptions in the theory. Too lame for my taste, but I see
he might have gotten the idea thinking about springs. His force works like a
spring, condense it, it pushes out, pass a certain out point, it pulls back. A
dimensional spring. Not bad, it is something to play with.
I got your shit again. Hey, I can't do this everyday. Haven't got the time for
it. The shit about how many Jews have helped me in my career? You got to be
kidding me. Haven't you read what I wrote so far? I could count them on my
fingers even if I was armless.
In answer to your other question. There is a way of measuring differences
between racial groups in spite of income levels. I think. I stated this before
in the THIRD argument of the coming anti-Christ. But since I got screwed so
badly don't look for help from me.
Anyway if you take a group with an average IQ of 140 and the actual average of
the group they are from is 100 then there is a law called regression to the mean
which applies to the children. Add another subgroup from the 100 average group,
and select people only with a 160 average.
If you believe this law of regressing towards the mean then both groups if they
were paired off with spouses and had children should find the average IQ of
their children halfway to the actual mean. Which would mean an average IQ of 120
for the children of the 140 IQ group and an average of 130 for the children of
the 160 IQ group.
Now suppose that you took two other groups with the same average IQ. A 140 for
one group and a 160 for the other but this time they're from a second base group
with an average IQ of 80. What would the average IQ be for the children of both
groups? Back halfway to the mean it is. So for the 140 the average IQ of their
children would be 110, not 120, and for the 160 group it would be 120, not 130.
So if this works, I don't know. If you take subgroups from two groups you wish
to compare, but make sure the subgroups have a high IQ average almost insuring
that the parents are educated and willing to provide decent environments for
their children, thus eliminating educational advantages, you might discover
actual mean differences between the groups due to other factors.
But you know more about this field than I do, so shred the argument if you can.
But I think you give too much value to IQ. Don't forget creativity. How much of
what we value comes from that? A lot.
But to answer your other question once again. I can not salvage my career
anymore. Rutgers provided only two names to me from their MBA placement office,
not even one actual job opening. And one name came without an email or phone
number. They got shit for me. Even if I got into the field again I couldn't make
up for lost time. ALL THANKS to minority fuckups and selfishness. So in answer
to your other question, can I leave God? Yes. I wasn't in this game to only help
Jews use my ideas to enrich themselves while I was fucked. Sorry, not my style.
Certain groups made war on me and won. Give them that much credit. I kissed my
career good bye when I trusted certain groups. Think about it, during the last
twelve years what are the chances of someone like me not finding one computer
job with a BS in Computer Science from NJIT and a MBA from Rutgers University
during the hot IT times? Twelve years, not twelve months. Unless there was some
sort of blacklisting going on. And it involved minorities in MS positions and
hiring positions of all sorts. And those times are gone, and the person in
position to help me last were two Jews which I hoped against hope I could trust,
but they fucked me again. As usual. I can't afford to trust them anymore.
Whenever they can they try to front themselves with blacks. Know why? So later
they can point out my one computer job from NJIT in Networking where this black
woman didn't help me as an instructor. But she was petty and she didn't like the
blond woman I liked who sat next to me. Anyway, that was late 89, networking,
and in 90 on Luthor's birthday what happened? And which side of the country went
down? Symbolic? I'm sure after I'm done they plan to use it against them and
play innocent.
But I admit the field might be more corrupt than most people can imagine. Twice
when I was forced to work at nights, even with all my degrees, for about 7
dollars a hour[see what I mean- get a NJIT and Rutgers MBA �hello 7 dollars an
hour employment], I talked to two different men who pulled into driveways of
computer consulting companies like 3 AM. These companies go around to local
companies and do their in-house computer maintenance. The usual stuff like LAN
support and other stuff. Each time the men had the same routine. The first car
would put up, turn off its lights, another car would pull in next to it, a young
kid would get out, go into the company, come back with disks and hand them over
to the man in the car. Then they would both pull out. You can only imagine what
those disks contained about local businesses. Handy info to know all about them
isn't it? If this is more normal than I thought then I can understand not hiring
someone like me. Don't you think that people who target money jobs wouldn't
target business computer held information because it can lead to money.
Let me be an example of what trusting certain peoples will get you. They'll do
what is natural for them. They'll take everything and leave nothing. Just like a
parasite. Besides they were warned not to fuck with someone like me for good
reasons. Remember all that old crap in Rev. 10 and 11. Yea, I was one of the
two. Time you knew it if you didn't already. Right now I am retired from the
war. You have to believe in a cause and who you are defending before you fight
for them. I lost that. But I didn't give up easily. Took twelve years of fucking
me over to get me there. So before you judge me as you judge others too easily,
how long do you think you would have endured.
I got your other questions. Give me a little time with them. Our third party is
going to take down his computer for repairs for about a week. He is also
thinking of changing to a new email address. So you can wait a week before you
send him more questions or send them to me directly. Your choice.
We're going to rebuild/upgrade it. I don't know why PC makers don't start
putting more then 1 CPU on those damn motherboards. I know APPLE did it and the
computer was quite good, but the public wasn't ready for it. I also discovered
as I went from computer store to computer store the sales people were shit poor
in showing people how to use it. You should have seen the amount of sales people
who couldn't even show how the mouse worked. It was so bad I began wondering if
they were been paid to be so bad. And to answer your new question, yes MS and
Merril are both backing the new company I was switched to but don't get any
ideas in your head. Not of those new people ever got to know me personally.
So you can drop those ideas. It was made sure by my last two bosses they never
got close to me. But you're right the new NET idea smacks a lot like the old
idea I proposed between supplier and customer in my WEBSITE. Don't care
actually. Talk to you later. The Lithuanians have decided to move on the ideas
for reasons of their own. I didn't know until yesterday that they are blaming
them for the criminal element in their country. Seems a woman was at the top and
she murdered this reporter and then her gang was busted. And because I haven't
made any money from the ideas while Hollywood used them I was told I'm a joke.
They listed the shows which used my ideas and are going to present them to
others in Europe. As one told me, I just became invalid. As to how much did I
pick up on the third. Sometimes nothing, sometimes a lot. The only time I saw
anything of him physically was when I saw a tallish blonde guy. If it was him or
someone close to him. And get this, you assumed we'll be enemies, actually I
felt he'll feel sorry for me and his opinion about God will be bad. He'll sense
him and hate him and his ways. To him Satan will be the good, Hitler before
him would be too harsh. He might adopt that position to get the Right-composite
accepted. He'll hate the church and what it stands for. He won't trust them and
work to dismantle it in Europe. I also picked up a hatred of immigrants in
Europe, Turks, Indians, Arabs, all of them. But until Hitler who could only
touch the hatred of the Right-Composite brain of God and his ways by speech,
he'll be able to get into those brains directly to unleash the latent hatred.
He'll have a taste for blood.
Hey dude, I know you can't communicate with me for a week. Don't sweat it.
I checked the group out a little. I don't know about them. More than I thought.
East Germans, Poles, Russian Russian[not Jewish], Ukrainians, Latvians, so many
eastern European types. Mostly younger but some are older. Very smart and very
educated. One let me know they were coming to my last place of work and it
didn't go over well with them that most of the programmers were Russian Jews and
Chinese from mainland China. That was before we were bought up though. They had
made bets that the Jews there would set me up. From the talk I got I was
surprised to what extent they hate Jews and blame them for communism. And the
jokes some of the Lithuanians gave me about how Jews don't do any physical work
is amazing. I hate to admit some of them are sick and funny. But I know they
want to make money from the ideas for themselves and use me as an example of
what Jews do for you while they use you. They gave me some material and showed
me how my ideas were being used in Hollywood. I knew some of the stuff, but not
the comic book stuff as well. But they'll be no help either I see. Some like to
Be able to point at names of those who blocked my career. They are aiming for
the young people. I think Hollywood should stop using my ideas, not a good idea
anymore. They hate the Church and its rules. The believe it is a method of
holding them back from doing what Europeans should do to clean up Europe. They
actually don't give a shit about America. They think in the long run it is a
lost cause because of the low education and we imported their best brains for a
long time. They expect productivity to favor them in the future.
But some of them want me to mitigate the worst of the lot in them. I told them,
look at me, I was left with nothing, sorry guys, no can do. Some eastern Germans
asked me if I was a Jew lover and why I favored them in my theories. Some things
don't change. But my ideas are out and they were waiting for me to fail for
years it seems. I guess the Jews who went out of their way to block me didn't
expect this. Some of them have worked out the ideas very well. They're bright.
No dummies from what I've seen. One guy joked and pointed out that Hitler used
dumb people and that was his mistake. Bit posters, when you think of it, how bad
can they be.
They asked me my opinion of one shirt where on the right arm you see a man
reading in a bank playing with money, very fat and ugly, and on the other, a man
working with his hands, well build, pointing to the other arm and saying, "I'm
making that fat bastard rich." Another one shows some people praying and their
women chained with the other one with young men and women with beers in their
hands in a car riding down a road with smiles on their faces, the first one
labeled SLAVERY, the other, FREEDOM. Some of them obviously don't like me. They
think in spite of my harsh ship that I'm some sort of Jew lover and I betrayed
my European heritage. Some laugh at me and Joke in German, but they don't know
yet I understand it. I think they know things they haven't told me yet. One
seemed to know too much about a former boss of mine and wasn't hostile when his
name was brought up. Which made me ask, what if both sides set me up to suit
their own purposes. But it is all about money and their hatred of Communism.
And the fact my last job was programming for bond trading wasn't a big help when
they saw who the programmers were and how the hiring went.
But a short conversion with one guy gave me their view. And the guy was nice. If
you meet him you would like him. No ego, humble, concerned about doing right in
the right way. And honest with me. It went like this.
Him, "Do you know the joke if a short man with a mushache applies to art school
to let him in?"
Me, "Hitler joke. Yes, I heard it."
Him, "They made the same mistake by not letting you work."
Me, "Could be. But only if you make trouble."
Him, "This isn't about you. This isn't about Jews. The white race is dying in
Europe. Your ancestors came from there. Why do you want to see where our kind is
produced erased? Where is your white pride in what you are? Don't you care about
your children? Forgot a moron like you can't afford them. You're an idiot and
your unborn children paid with their lives. Show me your way isn't death not
life. Want to help the Jews? Have children."
Me, "Maybe I'm just a fuckup. Did you ever consider that?"
Him, "They are setting you up for that."
Me, "I suspected it. They'll win."
Him, "No. We followed. We are ready."
Me, "How long did you watch them?"
Him, "Ten years."
Sounds full of malice doesn't it. There wasn't any genuine anger in him. He even
confessed when he first read MAYBE in 1990 he cried. But today he told me he
lost all respect for me. He thinks poorness is a sickness. Told me to tour India
and see what I think then. We both laughed when I told him I couldn't afford it.
He actually likes me and told me. After that we shared a beer. There was no hate
in him. Just sorrow. And he confessed something interesting to me. They were
almost ready to move years ago but when I started the MBA program they held
back. Some of them wanted to see if even a MBA wouldn't help me. Others thought
they might be wrong in their assumptions if I had succeeded with it. They are
very interested to see if it will help me and if their worst accusations are
wrong. I see they are not stuck with what they think. I'm going to stop
complaining that my MBA doesn't help.
Some of them have some damaging information. How they got it I don't know. They
have my salary history since I graduated with my computer science degree and
laughed so hard I thought one would bust his gut. Somehow they found out that a
president of an institution had two of his board friends place me in low jobs in
two companies so they could look out after me. One showed me the name of this
person's associates who were sent to the East to recruit computer students while
I sat and worked at night for almost minimum wages while all the time knowing
where and what I was doing. When I asked how they got this information one told
me, by talking to the right people. But I can't believe this. Actually if it is
true, I rather not know and told them so. So much contempt on their part. Like a
black emotional cloud. I believed I was blocked from sensitive computer
positions, but the idea of being steered deliberately into invisible low paying
jobs didn't occur to me before. I really don't want to know that one.
They also waited until they thought I was tapped out of new ideas. How clever
and how wrong. Actually I shocked one when I talked non-stop with entirely new
ideas and laughed at him. They had no idea that the ideas don't end in me. I
could spit out new ideas for the next hundred years. When I showed them that
they were somewhat humbled and shocked. And some of them are good people by
nature. Do you know what the irony is, I can sense that none of them, in spite
of respecting me or not, would dream of fucking my career or hurting me. They
actually come across as more trustworthy in character. When they're mad with
somebody it is upfront and none of the usual back stabbing, but sweet in front
of your face crap, I've experienced over the last twelve years. It is
refreshing.
I think I can be a good effect on them. I caught another idea they're toying
with, to start an organization of workers across Europe which only promote the
desired types. They will target money and information as they think God does.
Block undesirables from certain jobs. One said it takes an working army to fight
a working army. I never knew before how much hatred Communism caused in some
people. But they told me some horror stories which makes my last twelve years
seem like a vacation. Eastern Europe has turned into Hell for many people. I
don't know how to fight these feeling in some of them when they are better off
in this country than I am. But I see the hope in some of them that I'll have the
smarts to mellow them out. The hate in them isn't natural and on some levels
they are sacred of themselves. Did you ever see people driven to hate, but you
sense it isn't their normal state. They want me to help them. I sense that.
We'll see what I can do. There are some who do have an incredible respect for me
to see my spirits haven't been crushed knowing what I've endured. Maybe I can
teach them how to swallow life's shit. This is why some of them finally came to
me, emotional help. What they are able to do they know is dangerous and can get
away from their control. I'll try to help some of them. But I few I see don't
want my interfere, they are quite content with the way they are. It is strange,
I was beginning to give in to my own worst feelings until I saw what it did to
them. Helping them will actually help me.
Forgot to mention the nice one graduated Princeton. He isn't the only one.
Two from Harvard. The others are from schools in Europe it seems. They are smart
enough to make money from the ideas.
Strange, I sense this would have been my daughter's job, what she would have
been here for. But thanks to some she never arrived on this side. Now I know why
God said, if they hurt, they should be hurt in turn. And those that kill will
have to be killed. And why he always was scared of losing control of events.
The woman who you tried to look up is a MW. She sensed what could have gone
wrong, but keep her out of this battle. But she might have had dreams about the
upcoming events. Don't know if she was psychic yet, someday she will be. Ah, she
was so important, and now lost to helping God. J&L will be damned forever so
don't bother them. Their afterlife will be so bad you can't imagine. And anyone
who teamed up with them. So forget them. They did their damage, they're
spiritual shit. Get up close, under the false masks, and you'll see the selfish
face of self-interested egos.
Amazing. All this wasn't supposed to come about at all. I know this wasn't
planned by God. Everything is off track thanks to a few. I knew in 1990 as I
told you before this wasn't supposed to be.
When I go back to the usual sites I will clean away all this personal crap. It
is too negative and not me in real life. As I said it keeps away the badies for
a short while. Know how? When they think I'm at a breaking point because of all
the shit they dump on me they become afraid I'll turn my ideas around before
they can stop me. Nice of them to care so much, don't you think?
You still won't be able to communicate with me until the end of the week. And I
like this break, gives me time for your other questions.
About MS, do the Germans mistrust them? I wouldn't know dude. This isn't what
some of them came to me for. But if you want a cheap idea you're welcome to
mine.
No one can read the code in the OS so how do you know everything it is doing?
But why risk everything you have, when it is so much, for small crumbs? You
don't! But what I would do if I wanted to corrupt them, would be to get an
inside coder to write special code into the OS to make it do what you wanted
behind the scenes. Don't think anyone could catch it unless they went over the
OS code line by line without dying of boredom.
Another trick I thought of but never figured out if it could work is this. Why
not hide the hidden code another level down where even a programmer might not
find it. Secretive instruction codes can be fragmented and disjointed throughout
regular OS code and later assembled and executed. But I don't know if this can
be implemented. If this could work think of how many places you could place
secret coding to collect and send sensitive information from someone using your
programs to process their business information. But like I said, only if this
can made to work. That I don't know. Think of the financial genius you'll seem
to others. Inside company info indicating bad times ahead, sell their stock,
another company with a new hit product coming to market, but not disclosed to
the public yet, you buy their stock. You'll be the financial whiz only stealing
information can make. But you'll be rich and isn't that the only thing which
matters to this type?
I suspect that any programming harboring this doubly hidden information would be
slightly bulky by nature. How could you optimize the code in a regular fashion
with hidden code? Would be hard if possible. Besides only critically important
applications like military or games,[don't laugh, don't work-never buy again-no
revenue-right?] or some such other programs have to be debugged thoroughly
before they are sold. Commercial products usually work like shit the first time.
Buy it, run it, it bombs with a bug, you complain to their service people, they
inform their maintenance programmers to fix the problem in the next edition and
everything is fine. And you save so much time and money by letting the public
debug your programs for you. You still established market share by putting out
the product before your competition. Many bought and it is residing on many
computers. Most people are reluctant to change. MIS managers don't dare admit
they wasted money on a bomb and run for the latest upgrade fixable editions. All
are happy. Except for that careful coder with a new idea who was too careful to
put out sloppy coding. He lost his earned market share and thus the game. He
played by the rules he learned in school which killed him in the business world.
Ask any Enron exec if playing by the rules is a rule? He might laugh.
Lest see my old idea of matching up a supplier and buyer is already being
implemented. Nice to know some of my very old ideas caught on. But that one was
easy for many to second guess.
Another idea would be to write a very good expert program to match up buyers and
suppliers who don't know about each other. Most sales people can only go so far
and only know so much about prospective buyers, specially when they can't speak
the language. Let companies sign into this massive public data base, pay a small
fee, and whenever they are under suitable production levels let them use it to
find new customers. If possible. This expert system should be able establish
contacts, notice trends in products, where and by who, and of course forecast.
But could such a massive expert system juggle the economy? And to what extent is
it bad for old companies to be maintained when change is the fuel for adapting
towards future know-how and future products? Food for thought and theft I'm
sure. Lets see how long it takes before I hear about this one from my friends
who can smell money better than sharks can smell blood.
Anyway I still had bad dreams. The third AC movement hasn't been stopped by
events yet. Maybe it can't be stopped. Soon I will weed out all the bad personal
shit here. Besides who comes here anyway?
And other dream, I was been derailed from going into a certain direction by some
very bad and stupid people. The stupid and petty stuff really came across. They
sensed if I got derailed Jews would die in the future. You know, the guys who
always seem to use the ideas from me. No job offers from them though. True to
form. But sometimes the worst Jews are their own worst enemy. They have to
understand Satan uses their own fears as a means of putting them in danger when
he works against them from the inside They were not white people. I was
derailed. But what did it mean? Derailed in what sense? By whom? From what?
Where was I coming from? Where was I GOING? Symbolism can drive you crazy
sometimes.
But again I dreamed a woman in Canada would be targeted by bad people. Again
many would suffer because of it big time. Oh yea, some of the best people who
used my ideas were from there. And one guy showed me a show and asked me if I
was that fucked up once? I said, yes, he captured a lot of the truth. He did a
good job because that was how bad it was for me when I was younger. The guy who
did it I sensed in a dream tried to find out more info. The career was up, will
ebb a while, and go back up. He didn't need the St. Mary info that he thought he
needed. Not good to place too many eggs in one basket as they say. Better to
branch out in new directions. No need for certain reruns. Growth. I'm poison
until I will be vindicated. In time. Specially if I decide to become more active
with the ideas instead of allowing them to be funneled to some for their own
use. I talked to his soul in the spiritual world and it is pretty good. I wonder
if he sensed anything? In time my ideas will be found true. A little at a time.
So many hits already on the tempers and moods of the separate brains and
foundation physics. And at least ten years before they discovered them. But they
still haven't gotten to the really good stuff.
Oh well, this must be the down part working for God which nobody seems to
escape.
But back to the woman. Who is she? Who don't I know who I should know? Somehow
she is close and a way for God to win if events went wrong. And they did from
late 89 on. She holds a key. But in what way?
Speaking of good women. I couldn't get those tickets to the Crow concert. That
sucks.
I think you should read two articles before you ask anymore questions.
1:) The first article you'll find in the current
SPECIAL EDITION of SCIENTIFIC AMERICAN.
Read the article - The Puzzle of Conscious Experience starting on Page 90.
It talks about the same hard problem I brought up in MAYBE and has this
great
picture on Page 93 which shows my argument about how the perception of the
color BLUE can't be explained with just chemical reactions in the brain.
2: The Second article is here :
HERE
Wolfram's theory using tiles is no different than what I said with
metaphysical null sets mixing it up in patterns halfway in MAYBE.
There goes another idea of mine.
I am going to find out what his background is. Religious. And take it from
there.
I picked up your questions this morning from our mutual friend. He is back
online. I can't answer your number one question. Told you before, my psychic
abilities because of mounting anger is weaker. Until I'm back on my feet,
working, I can't help. But I told you what to look for, and surely by now you've
learned to harness this ability within yourself. Haven't you told mentioned how
some of your dreams have given you future information? So this time, do it
yourself.
Remember how future information is sent into the past. The more the
emotional the event the further into the past it will travel. A major all-out
nuclear war will send much information into the past if you know how to look for
it. And I told you before, you have to look for emotional changes in minds of
people. So if a global war hits and only pockets of people are left alive. With
the populations of urban centers naturally gone, leaving only rural areas with
pockets of intact families left, without genetic damage for who knows how long.
Regular dating will be out of course. Incest will go up to preserve the species.
And the gene variety of the species will naturally suddenly bottle-neck. How you
look for it is your problem. But a limited nuclear exchange won't have these
factors show with remaining alive populations being helped by the others in the
world around them. I think. But not sure. You figure out what emotional changes
would become prevalent in India and Pakistan after a limited exchange and find
some indictors to find them. You'll be able to know if and how far into the
future the war might occur and take steps to prevent it. Futures can be changed.
I know that as well as God does. And God cries in his own way when it goes
against him. Told you, look at a certain holiday in 1990 for his troubled
reaction which indicated his reaction when I wasn't going into networking,
thanks to Brenda. I wonder what it was I had to do if I had stayed in ATT? But
as you see Brenda was a sub-mind used by the other side to g against what should
have been. From a right brain majority. You'll see a certain Kimberly[NJIT
student-1998 classmate] was also effected by this group. You'll see just active
God is behind the scenes. And I don't know how without my would be daughter
crossing over, the Jews will survive in the long run? But you can thank Fenster
and Brenda[ATT instructor] both for that one. They should have blue dressed me,
at least to save themselves. But there is a woman I pick up in dreams, somehow
close to me, and yet I never met her, who can help me save them.
But who is she? And why is it I don't know her? There was another one where I
worked last, but jack made sure I didn't get the chance. His soul, not his
conscious petty mind.
Anyway, you don't seem to understand why peace becomes so hard, do you? You're
having problems with two different points. Peace and soul. Lets do the first one
first. Doesn't matter who the people are if Satan gets into the minds of the
leadership. Do seriously believe only Hitler was his target? Get real.
Satan gets into the hating part and he does shows clues to his presence.
Remember the mind is a mix of two forces. A CONSTANT BATTLEGROUND FOR BOTH
SIDES. When Satan takes over, he sticks to his guns with pure stubbornness. And
no matter how he excuses his way out of violence he will manipulate events to
ensure it. Notice whenever peace is starting to make progress, the violent shit
hits the fan? That is your clue to his presence. But it does no good for one
side to become passive in the face of violence. Jesus' methods, like Moses, are
for times past. They accomplished what they were supposed to. Being peaceful is
good unless it gets everyone killed. You don't stop a Hitler by mouthing good
words.
But there is a difference today. Satan used Hitler to win. He uses some groups
today to lose. He aims for the leadership or certain people in power as much as
the man in the street. So when you detect his presence in a mind, deal with it.
The second point is about the Mind. I did read the articles in the Special
Edition of Scientific American. They were good. Notice how one argument goes,
the mind is a result of the patterns of the brain chemistry. Thus meaning no
brain no mind. But a few argue that the mind is related to the information in
the brain. This is what I think. But they can't seem break down the MATTER in
the brain to information itself. Their mental models of the brain is there is
still the usual stuff to matter and the matter the brain is build out of. But if
you can break MATTER down to information, meaning, relationships, and wonder if
matter itself is information, and guess that it is the essence inside the
essence of relationships, pure information, that is mind then the brain will
seem more soulful. Along with all nature. And Quantum mechanics will seem more
natural.
Now lets suppose that the soul[spiritual information], mind, can influence
matter inside the brain[feedback] and elsewhere. Effecting the natural laws
which effect matter. Some old points. And human minds can work collectivity.
Read the Metaphysical link here. Then group prayer can avert a buildup of hatred
inside the right composite mind. But not with a death wish over your opponent.
Those are wasted prayers. The point made by Jesus in his story about how the
stranger can be a better friend than someone close to you. Most people who pray
ruin their prayers when they wish harm to their enemies.
So you noticed Greenspan and Fisher roles in handling money, did you? And that
is the left brain reaching out to control the right. Done poorly it will become
evil.
Now to your other question. Seeing structures in your mind is what makes for
good inventors and people who can create more. Seeing patterns isn't enough to
create new shit, but it is great in learning and discovering abstract laws. But
for new inventions, not enough. So if you fill too many engineering and science
positions with only people who see patterns, but who never notice structures in
how things are build, in the long run the inventions will become not as good.
Progress will slow down in innovation. Ask the Lucent people that one. Or the
ones creating new drugs. Straight As in school doesn't cut it. Can't you see
that in music? Look at the creative writers in music, were they straight A
students? Do the students in a good music school create as they did before? Left
brain is stubborn, it is reluctant to admit it doesn't create as well. It
organizes better, understands some patterns better, but doesn't see the whole
picture as well. Look at rock. Dylan was great with words, wasn't he? His lyrics
were great, same as Cohen. But can you expect a Moody Blue or Pink Floyd tune
from him? Don't think so. That is right brain music. And this applies to lab
work as well. Seeing something new is more than just intelligence. There is
something as being very intelligent but being intellectuality sterile. But to be
great you need both. Europe has it in abundance, India does not. And compare
what both have done and who comes to who for better living conditions? Or
compare the Arabs and those in Europe[forget what the oil bought them]. I still
think the fact the Newton was good at mechanics[noticing structures] and
Einstein worked in a patent office[forcing the same ability to surface in his
thinking] eludes some people. Of that Gauss was good at it as well. Well, just
an opinion. A society is best off if it has both types. Too much of one over the
other isn't as good a combo.
And I told you I missed the Crow concert. That really sucks. Oh yeah, you asked
me if I'm staying in shape. I'm losing the extra weight slowly. Down to 230,
about 220 is muscle. I'm getting stronger, don't know how. I did a standing
press of 350 just recently. And it was easy. My body is getting funny. It should
be slowing down, but it is not.
No time now. I'll get to your other questions later.
Well, it took a while didn't it?
Bad news guy.
You didn't seem to understand what I meant before or your methods are bad. How
can I have made it more simple? Psychic information travels backwards in time.
If a major all-out nuclear war occurs then urban centers will turn into ashes in
most places in the world. When would you attack a country? When its populations
is mostly sleeping and spread out in rural areas or during the day when you can
take out the most educated portion of the population of your enemy when they're
working in the cities?
Who will be left, assuming any? Small pockets of people. Mostly in clustered
families in the places not close to any ground zeros. Many will die from
radiation poisoning afterwards. Worse death.
But the species has a Special Survival Instinct even stronger than the instinct
for survival within any one individual in that species. This Species Instinct of
survival usually isn't tapped into. Individual Survival is much much much much
more common.
In the case of an all-out nuclear war with the few remaining people start to
suffer from gene damage this instinct will kick in Big Time. Which means the
normal aversion to incest, read my Satan's Division on these ideas, will be
overwritten. Brothers with no suitable prospects will take on their sisters as
mates if they're both gene undamaged. And the pockets of people left outside
urban centers will be in homes and not work environments. If you believe in Adam
and Eve, and I know you don't, who did their kids mate with?
It could be a time for a new species within the human race to start over. Not
all mutations have to be bad. Besides, how would any new sub-group have a chance
of taking dominance today with their competitors being so self-aware and aware
of those around them? Might actually strive to start something they could manage
to survive.
But lets us discount this movie script idea. Look for psychic information being
send back in time in sensitive people. The bigger the impact of the event the
further back in time it will go.
But this is the case of an all-out global war with all warheads included. What
about a limited one like Pakistan and India? What can you look for? I haven't
sensed anything. But I worked close to the twin towers and I'm not close to
either country.
You know how people are in time of war. Trigger happy and the rules of civilized
behavior are dropped in the sewage. India and Pakistan will not be as able to
help themselves in the aftermath as Japan was. The people already live in
squalor. So they'll steal, lie, and kill to survive if they have to. Actually,
not all that far from their living conditions today. But it will be far worse.
Think of the crime in the aftermath of a global war? I mean really think
hard!!!!
Those nuclear warheads represented the shining glory of the weapons of
civilization. What did your civilization bring you but massive death? So its
rules of behavior are/was/is shity shit. They and its leaders brought upon you
the greatest evil you could imagine. They and their rules will die. It amazes me
that some leaders of a country think they can actually survive in the aftermath
of a nuclear war. What happens to the mindset of the military leaders left with
those leaders? Civilization is gone thanks to the ultimate failures of the civil
government and its leaders. Give them the bad credit for that failure. Then the
jungle mindset will be reborn in full strength where it is survival of the
fittest and its only strength that counts again. Will those military people take
orders from civilian leaders who brought them nuclear war? They'll say YES
before the war, but later, I suspect they will just shoot them quickly. Maybe
even with a vengeance when they ponder their dead families. My theory only of
course.
But anyway, rules for sexual behavior will become more barbaric, like times gone
by. With rape becoming far more prevalent. These sexual disturbances in behavior
Will surely send their psychic information into the past. Into slight increases
in those crimes today and the WILLINIGNESS to commit them. Think of it as a way
of detecting future social earthquakes in the past. But test this with riot
information.
And you'll have to know where to look for the emotional traces of behavior from
the future. Older adults will be less likely able to tolerate the loss of
civilization and all its comfortable perks. More likely than not, they might
commit suicide like the rich people who suddenly lost their stock fortunes in
the 29 crash. The younger parents will hate the changes but they'll survive to
ensure their children do. The younger ones will be like a child Tarzan who won't
miss what they never knew. They will be the ones to assimilate and to start the
long hard road towards civilization. Another consideration to think about is
that the genetic variety might be narrowed to a few remaining pockets of people
left alive. Who will they be and where will they live? What genes of the
population today will they carry? What genes might be loss? Will the gene pool
bottleneck? Most likely. What kinds of traits are at risk for being lost to the
human gene pool forever?
Speaking of Indian and Pakistan? Can't understand so much hatred over land can
you? To others it is final proof in their minds of how different and stupidly
emotion those dark skinned peoples are, isn't it?
But all that is only surface behavior. Remember how I told you Satan works?
India is the other population I told you who God works with. But unlike Jews,
not as smart on average. They have a billion. Stayed tuned, this is where it
gets bad. Brace yourself.
India is a second barrier for God in reaching out. Indian programmers going to
Germany to replace the influence of the missing Jews. Indians buying up stores
and gas stations in many countries systematically. Making sure they are getting
into finance institutions, medicine, and law. All places Jews occupied before,
but why?
Just more influence? God knows the way he works, stingy sometimes, builds
resentment in those around his peoples. Bring in too many at one time it will
bring in another HITLER. So why?
What happens if the Jews don't make it? If they are killed off as Hitler wanted.
Who does he have then to do his hidden work for him? Indians and all in place.
I don't sense the Jews in the far future as I used to. It is as they either got
assimilated or they died off. But Satan knows this secondary plan of God. He
knows better than Jews if they misbehave badly enough he will abandon them. How
many Jews had that feeling when they were dying in the gas chambers? Plenty!!!
Jews always sensed that being close wasn't enough, they had to be good too. If
not, sooner or later they would pay a price others don't pay. They forgot that
lesson. History I'm sure will remind them in time.
So Satan uses his ability for manipulating suicidal hatred in the India and
Pakistan. Suddenly some land, no matter how seemingly precious, becomes more
important than the survival of millions of their own people. Not unlike the
pilots of the Jets into the towers. Same type of hatred expressed in different
circumstances. Before God can use India he will manipulate its destruction from
within.
As far as the Jews. I don't know what happened.
I told you the biggest part of this battle will come only 1,000 years from now.
Not today, every generation flatters itself I guess. Know why AI will not go as
far as some think? You can't have anyone else like this for that time span. But
that woman who was to be born would have depended on the what I sent ahead. That
hasn't happened. So maybe the time they have left is only a 1,000 years. People
alive today don't care for that time. Their far off children will someday, but
such is life.
You have to understand I never really gave you the bad side to everything. I
only hinted at it.
But the rules of the Holy Ghost are that intelligent creatures have to
essentially do it to themselves. Others can't make that choice and nature does
it for them eventually. Can't keep a soul only concerned with how big its jaws
are and how much prey is available to its mouth. Got to climb sooner or later.
As crazy as my ideas sound to you today as time goes on they'll become less so.
I can fail, not them. Look you have to understand something about me. No matter
my relation with the Big Guy I was never willing to send out another message of
take it all on the chin and be nice to those you fuck you within because that is
supposed to be good. That was from Jesus to change what Rome would have been. In
time with its natural ingenuity and if the right breakthroughs occurred it would
have industrialized way before its time. And how the Germans felt about
undeveloped peoples would have been their game with an industry to implement
their war making ability. The world would have been theirs. Instead Jesus came
and they got the Vatican.
Europe had to be used to help others accept and mix in spite of cultural
differences. Even thought it made a fucking sadistic mess of it in the past.
Asian nations aren't as happy to welcome immigrants. And for them to have
welcomed people from South America and Africa is almost unthinkable today.
Of course they'll deny it but we all know better anyway. But today the mixing is
done in America. As long as the main body which allows the mixing in the first
place doesn't lose power and itself in the process. It should take into itself
the best what others have to offer, not the worst. That is cultural suicide. But
can you imagine ancient Rome discovering modern science and engineering and
learning to build guns? Who would have defeated them? And after world conquest
when DNA was discovered? And racial concepts? What then?
Christianity softened them up and delayed the modern world during the dark ages.
For Mankind it seemed bad, not for God. He had a different vision for Mankind.
Sometimes plans fail. Look at Marx. Where did he get that idea? And did it work?
No. And didn't Indians and Jews for their own reasons support it? Even arm them
when they fell behind in the arms race? So many Jewish supporters? Why? And
getting rid of God, wasn't that a good deflection? Hiding the true intentions?
See what I mean? It is a mess. My job was to clean it up. I have the best
religious ideas in two thousands years and I couldn't manage to get by Jews in
hiring positions until they once mistaken me for one of them. They think they
can use blacks for cover, later blaming them if they have to. You know, more
right brained, more selfish and lying, divided against themselves and just look
at their mess in Africa, so naturally anti-Semitic so blame them for Bob's
plight. But this little plan isn't going to work.
If you want to help them survive then you better get them to change what they
changed. Also, the woman I spoke to you about is someone with the right gene
combo to save everyone, coupled with me of course, someone close to me in a way
I don't know about. Maybe even Jewish, I don't know. Some emergency God plan I
don't quite understand yet. I only sense it. She could turn events around, but I
don't think we'll ever meet. But I sensed, he had us separated as a precaution
to this fail-safe plan of his. As if, if I had known her, it never could have
happened. See what I mean, doesn't make any sense does it? But I know only then
can the genes be sent to the most important one of all, and she isn't due for
another thousand years. No person will ever be loved more by others. No human
will ever be smarter. Jesus was the past, she will be the future. Or was
supposed to be.
Told you it was bad, didn't I? I only sense scorn from God towards some
important Jews? Too often some of them have disappointed him. Most are just
normal people, but some are exceptional, and they made sure they placed
themselves in positions of power to influence nations. But some screwed up real
bad. They learned nothing from Hitler. Not the real lessons. Making movies to
shape opinions wasn't their solution. When some kids laughed at the holocaust
movie by Spielberg when they were forced to watch it, it should have told them
they weren't contending with a deeper truth. Then again why do anything so
drastic as to forgo movie ticket revenue?
I still think most Jews are innocent or don't care about me. Many actually like
me. But I won't pretend some in power haven't worked together to do me harm
masked by false concern. But then again, if I experienced the horrors of the
Second World War, the indifference of too many Catholics and the Church in
helping Jews survive Hitler's madness I might feel the same way about anyone
with new ideas. But I would have been dead wrong as they are. Big mistake they
made. The Church in time as an institution was supposed to go anyway when its
usefulness was gone. In time all would know God from within. But acceptance of
his ways over Satan's ways inside was always his problem. Not good now.
And as I told you about the way God works, with his temper and spiritual
influences on electricity. Look up my last Jack on my last programming job, when
he was put into power twice, twice it stormed. Late 89, Brenda, black, ATT
networking, 90 guess what happened on a particular holiday. Now look at the
symbolism.
By the way I'm beginning to notice many of the companies I applied to are
hitting the papers in scandal. Think they knew about me ahead of time? And I did
see those shows you mentioned. So many people who are in power in companies seem
monkey brained to me. Some of them have so much power over others but are so
stupid. They know facts, but don't think. Worse yet, looking good has replaced
deep thinking. Some of them are like young girls when looking the part is more
important than being the part. What the fuck happened to good people with real
merit in their hearts?
Somebody should make a study about how many and how long it would take for self-
interested CEOs running companies in America to break down the economy
altogether. How many bad CEOs would it take to ruin the American economy?
Remember how the Mexicans were supposed to be buying our high tech products in
our high tech super companies with their upgraded incomes from working in our
companies down there? Remember all those jobs which went south of the border?
Hey, did we forget that bullshit? Bet the rich didn't with their higher
dividends. And I bet a lot of poor used/abused workers who come up here after
our broken lies to them to just assure higher stock profits for the fat rich
here didn't forget our lies either. No wonder some of them have such poor
opinions of Americans.
With this kind of shit how could any third anti-Christ be stopped. Remember how
the first one came. The people, the nobility, and the clergy all representing
the government. Trouble was the people were the biggest third and they were sick
of the other two corrupted parts. And they took it to the streets to find
justice for themselves. Or so they thought.
A second sent his brown-shirts to break up Jewish stores and Jews on the
streets. Different age, different beliefs, two different anti-Christs
influences. But same street justice for why they thought the German interests
were corrupted from Jews inside.
Now this in America of all places. If America doesn't clean up its act the third
anti-Christ will. And as usual he'll have mass support behind him. He'll
actually need it. So why do assholes provide it? Who knows?
I don't see any minds I couldn't shred in a debate. I don't even know why I hid
so long? Always trying to dumb myself down to make the others around me not feel
stupid. Maybe that time is past.
SLOWWWWWWWW DOWNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN with your questions. I don't have time for
all of them.
Hey, too many questions this time. I will answer what I can by Monday. I'll pick
up your new questions tonight from our friend. But don't send me anything next
week until at least next Friday. I said I wanted to clean up this portion of the
site up. Way too much personal stuff, distasteful, even for me. But it does keep
my other friends out of trouble. Anyway, trouble, one of those guys, feeling
sorry for me, took some personal imitative and mailed my website address to some
profs in Christian schools and where they can see signs of the ideas in shows
from Hollywood. Not smart. I asked him why he thinks I never made contact
myself, duhhhh???? I had to tell him I rather deal with an open minded atheist
than some closed minded religious person. Only some of them are ready for the
information. You were warned a long time ago, the real truth shall be bitter in
your stomach. Know what that means? It will be not only hard to swallow, but it
will hurt. Such is life.
At least you got to some different questions this time.
Yes, I saw the FBI stuff on TV. I know what I would try, but if it would
work???, can't know until you try it. I suspect too many of their people are the
kinds of minds who absorb information quite well. Like a history or English
major in college. With a mind which swims fast with minute details. That is good
for the first step towards anticipating an attack. But then you have to add
pattern finding abilities, and, more importantly, imagination and someone who
loves solving puzzles. A mind which loves solving puzzles for the hell of it,
and not because he is been paid for it.
The last two abilities might not be present in most of their analysts. But I
don't know. But there is a group of people who are natural lovers of solving
puzzles and the gathering of all sorts of bits of details- Mensa members. Those
guys might even do it for free, just for the sheer fun of it. I would ask or
even pay who I thought was suitable in that club to help out and use them to
brainstorm for novel insights. And on top of that, use sensitives, ones with
proven track records, to also help out. And compare what both groups come up
with and then throw their information to the FBI analysts on top of what they
think they already figured out.
Speaking of which there is one I prefer as a Sunday read. She has that
attractive French look about her.
On to your other question. I do know about not for another for 1,000 years? Yes,
I know it sounds crazy. So what. Every new idea does. Couldn't care less.
The psychic dream could be wrong, but I'm guessing it wasn't.
I'll tell you some of my problems with some AI assumptions besides the ones I
already told you.
I don't think that the way programs work today capture all the ways we think.
Besides the soul problems.
When I think in words, rarely, the thoughts come in a narrow fashion. One at a
time. In sequence, one after another. But I learned something from psychic
dreams and how the soul strives to compact information.
Remember how I said that some symbols are used by the soul because they might
carry more than one piece of information. I discovered a long time ago, if a
dream wants to tell you three pieces of information it will strive to first find
a symbol which represents all three. Which is why learning how to properly
unravel dreams takes time.
But look at what is happening. Does the mind on a deeper level work in a
sequential manner? Doesn't seem to. It makes all sorts of associations, finding
distinct patterns which can be thought of as One-Idea within a set of larger
ideas and plays at connecting them in new arrangements. The better the play the
better the intelligence. Lower minds don't play with their information, they
just have it.
So language is a conscious means of steering this mental process from the
surface of conscious awareness. Mentally doing what fingers did for the hand.
Adding dexterity in shaping thoughts and providing direction for thoughts. I
suspect if you occupied the mind of a lower animal one of the first things
you'll notice is your lack of mental direction. Your mind will be taking you
along for a ride without any sense of control on your part. Like a surfer on a
wild wave. Just riding it.
Do we mimic this ability to merge symbols into higher ones which have more
complexity and which represent more layers of information underneath it, like
DNA, in our computer programming yet? Not that I know of. In time we will.
But the more information symbols contain underneath them and the easier you can
make and break connections among them in your mind, the easier it is to see new
relationships. The ones that are, hidden or obvious, and the ones which aren't,
possible or impossible. This new scope of thought in humans is so wide and so
deep, and because it is assisted with language, that it seems that no
relationship or set of ideas are outside the grasp of modern people. So the
pursue of a Theory Of Everything seems plausible.
Except when you look at it this way. Up the evolution ladder came the modern
brain. It grew in size and with it new abilities. Would a five pound brain, say
100,000 years from now, have just more of the same mental machinery? Would it
only be faster in processing language and logic? Or would new ways of weaving
information come about? Ways never thought of because until you have them you
don't even suspect they exist.
If this is true then how could programmers today program into their programs
these new ways of handling information? They couldn't. And what if some thoughts
are only available to your mind until you learn to tie ideas together in these
new ways.
Could you take the mental abilities of problem solving in a chimp and refine
them and increase them a thousand fold and create something like a human mind or
better? If you could do this in a computer would you create a superior mind to a
human or at least an equal one?
No. Because if you didn't capture the new ability of language you wouldn't have
arrived at it. The fuzzy idea that just more mental processing in bigger brains
lead to increased language abilities I think doesn't work. Whales and elephants
have bigger brains than humans, while having some language abilities of
their own, they can't do it as well as humans. There is a lot of wiring in our
brains I suspect on a deeper level for processing languages, but not for any
particular one of course. Nevertheless, it is there, or using language wouldn't
be so easy to learn as a child.
Question is, how did this language wiring come about in human DNA. Much like the
problem of rewiring our beauty information in the brain that I mentioned in
Darwin's Beauty Problem I came up with. This question has to be tackled. Saying
we needed language to survive is crap. What if it didn't evolve, would we be
extinct or still climbing trees?
Truth is the human mind got better when it could have stayed the same. What we
had 500,000 years ago was enough. Did ants and bees die off when they got stuck
in their evolution? Did sharks?
Anyway I think the soul integrates its information far better than any brain
can. The brain tries to keep up with the spiritual development inside
the soul which occupies it. All this effort slowly leads to evolution. And if
you ever saw a soul, I have, you'll know that it isn't anything biological. No
more than the essence of a thought or a truth is captured in anything physical.
Bodies are only used for a while and then discarded with death. In this scheme a
species going extinct means nothing.
Big Blue by IBM didn't really capture the way Kasp sees a chess game in his
mind. More of the same of what they did manage to program into the logic of
their chess game will bring about an even superior computer program to play
chess, but it still won't capture the mind of a chess master and the way he
sees the game.
A chess program just calculates the positions with simple rules of evaluating
them. They are mostly calculating programs with some ability for remembering
what worked and didn't work in the games it played. But it doesn't work like the
mind of a chess master. It might out play it, but it isn't just more of the same
mental stuff. A chess master is much more than tactics, he is primarily
strategy, unlike a chess program.
In other words, don't assume improvements in the mind will always be along the
same roads traveled before. And if you can't predict the new abilities coming in
the brain how can you program them ahead of time?
Humans will grow new abilities in time which are not extensions of what is
around today in the brain. No more than the mammal brain is just an increased
extension of the reptile brain. Until you can anticipate these new changes in
mental processing, how can you hope to create something superior in a program to
something coming around the biological corner tomorrow which will surprise you?
Don't think you can. Don't think anyone around today can either.
Anticipating new modes of awareness due to shuffling information in news ways
will be a new science. This one is a long time coming. I told you that after the
genome study they'll have to create new areas of study and I got that completely
right way before the experts did. The new science needed after the genome study
was exactly as I predicted it. This is just another example of what they don't
see yet. It should have been obvious to them. But it wasn't.
My troubles come from a group that think about the nature of God the same way I
do if you haven't figured it out yet. But they don't trust him or his track
record. Because they are caught in a fight they can't ignore because it will not
ignore them they are fighting it their way. They set people up in positions to
fight it. These people have to do as ordered. They can be ruthless because of
the stakes. Actually they are if you get on their shit list. They can use people
and fuck them at the same time. It is a rather small group since numbers
endanger them, but they can be picked up on using ESP. Many of their placed
people have become corrupted with a sense of power no individual can experience.
A solider can when he is in an army. When you sense you're part of a power
greater than yourself. Except this army is invisible and intents to stay that
way. Otherwise, they're fucked. But they're fucked anyway. The third anti-Christ
is designed to destroy them and others because of them. No corruption inside the
mind of a person escapes Satan who also is there to share it. Except he can send
that information out to others so to cause a sense of justified hatred in those
others. He is thee expert at it.
Are they good on a psychic plane? NOOOO!!!!!!!!! Not anymore. And only death,
others and their own will come about by their actions. Do you know how they rate
on a psychic plane today? They come across as worms. I'm serious-WORMS. They can
in time undermine everything God wants/needs to do with Mankind. God hates them.
Once you develop the abilities you'll pick up on them and the hidden ways they
are organized and how they kill with accidents.
I got your latest batch of questions. The movie Sum of All Fears was good and if
any leader wants to contemplate a nuclear war they should see the scene with
a small nuclear warhead blows up a city. It might bring the reality home to
Americans what it would be like. Knowing something isn't as good as experiencing
it, when you see it on screen it brings some of that experience into your
knowing. Books provide more information and insight into characters where they
excel at, but movies make it seem realer, where it excels at. Both have good
tastes. I would make that movie mandatory watching for the Indian and Pakistan
leaders. I see Ben and Matt have finally hit the movies again. They got a good
future if the world isn't fucked over.
I read the article on the consciousness theory and do disagree with it to a
small extent. This is the first time anyone asked me to use the other part of my
mind I claim to be attached to. Amazing, are you saying you believe it or are
you testing me?
Do I even care? Nope!!! Careful dude you're about to venture into the Twilight
Zone of ideas. Sure you can handle it? I don't know if I can.
Let me describe how it feels to me. Imagine you're able to turn around and look
into your mind and see a barrier, one you can look pass into, and what you sense
on the other side is still you, all of you, but so much bigger and better that
you can barely get a glimpse of its totality. And you can only understand a tiny
tiny portion of it. But your part, the small part, is what it takes to be human
with all its frailties. And the part you're now, even though small, knows it can
only preserve what it is by staying small. So you cling to it. Would an insect
give up what it is if you told it by becoming something greater it would lose
entirely its current sense of self? Isn't that personal death in another way?
Anyway, first that weird question. About Aliens? What sidetracking?
Yes, I believe there is a science coming someday where we'll develop an
understanding how genes create parameters to certain types of thinking.
Dolphins and whales as I mentioned above have their sense of language. Language
is a way of structuring your thoughts, a way of perceiving things, a way of
boxing thoughts to manipulate them.
The way we capture perceptions and place them into mental boxes and their
associative play is probability a result of how our genes work to build brain
structures. But some thoughts can be universal and build probability in
different ways, starting from different sets of genes. Different building blocks
for the same mental structures. Where the resulting form only counts, which is
the type of resulting awareness.
So aliens could know how to arrange the brain chemistries in different types of
brains to have the same kinds of thoughts. They could use the JUNK portion of
human DNA and use it to enable some people to have their way of thinking added
to regular human thought in those individuals. To even test for compability
between the two groups. By studying how the enhanced humans fit into human
societies.
Now onto your other question. The idea that consciousness is some sort of movie
in our minds, and self-awareness, is a part we let represent ourselves in that
movie is flawed in my mind somewhat. But on some levels it works. For ourselves,
for self-awareness, we do indeed need some sort of idea to represent ourselves.
But wait didn't you want me to answer this question from the fuzzy side of my
mind? I'll try, did already in some places. It will be patchy.
One of the assumptions many cognitive and AI experts make is that somehow we
lend life to our thoughts. In other words we make patterns with our brain
chemistry and it is something in there that gives us life.
One of the dividing points is that some experts believe that the complexity of
our brain patterns by themselves create our consciousness, while others believe
that the patterns themselves are just hollow constructs, while correlating with
awareness it cannot be said to account for it.
Sometimes some of the experts amaze me in what they don't see. Go to some
experts and ask them, "Do you think that the equations in physics which describe
physical laws will give birth to those laws in physical reality?"
Expert, "huh?"
Curious, "If they discovered the Unified Field Theory and there was one equation
which explained the foundation of physical reality and why it is the way it is,
do you believe that the equation can breath life into another universe or even
this one?"
Expert, "Of course not. It will still be only an equation."
Curious, "But you believe just algorithms in the brain can breath life into our
awareness don't you? And capture it and even place it into some computer making
it alive? Duh!!!!!!!!!"
But an equation or an algorithm do capture patterns don't they? How do we view
them? Hollow right? Nothing more to them than the patterns they describe?
What if that is wrong? I don't know if you can see this in your mind. I can.
There is more to a pattern than its outside description. The equation or
description of steps in an algorithm. It become alive inside of itself. Its
essence is pointed to by an equation or an algorithm. But what it is, isn't
physical, its metaphysical, spiritual, however you want to label it.
The patterns in a brain don't create the awareness, they bring it into the brain
from another source. Soul are build out of pure thought. No physicality
required. The soul uses the brain to sculpt its thoughts within itself.
Awareness occurs within the soul, not the brain.
Why so many people became psychic with their NDEs is because their souls became
more detached from their brains during their NDE. The strict mental sculpting a
soul uses a brain for in shaping its thoughts is shaken. The soul returns to its
natural state with a NDE, without a brain to guide it to the jailed experience
of a physical life on earth.
It is the soul which is attached to the underlying information of reality. It is
psychic by nature. Loosen the grip of your brain on your soul with a NDE and
you'll become naturally psychic. A soul directly merges its thoughts with what
it wants to understand, becoming one with its underlying truth, with its
patterns of essence. But a brain is stuck trying to mimic the patterns of what
it wants to understand, like equations or algorithms, but it never gets as close
to it like a soul can.
What equation or algorithm is BLUENESS? NONE!!! BLUENESS lives on a lower layer
of reality. Deeper. Soul stuff. And if the underlying patterns which describe
life in our awareness and physical reality originate from the same source is
everything deep down alive?
If you look deeper into physical reality, below the equations which describe the
physical laws, will you see something like a mind creating it? Intellect can
only hint at it, psychic abilities will take you there.
Back to evolution. If the brain is evolving from simple physical sensation,
something new and thrilling to a new soul as savage as it is, to something which
captures patterns, but not directly yet. Where will it go next? Just more logic
and indirect manipulation of physical reality?
When the first cells starting evolving they first sensed heat, light, and
eventually evolved eyes to use it to understand its surrounding environment. A
dolphin uses sonar to capture its surrounding environment when it swims in the
dark. Can you think of the sonar as another way of mentally seeing? Sound
instead of photons for information gathering.
The main drive is to capture useful information of your surroundings. Notice how
they discovered that some other intelligent animals have also evolved brain
cells to understand numbers besides humans? How many animals and reptiles
evolved eyes over time along different paths of evolution? How many separate
paths in evolution headed towards the gathering and processing of light
information? How many species will eventually arrive at the complexity of human
language today? Will humans be the only ones? Or are they just the first of many
to come? How many other animals will evolve language and seek knowledge as we do
today in the future of this planet? I suspect many. But by their turn we'll be
off it.
What next? Only more logic and a better memory? Isn't there more information on
deeper layers of reality to capture? What if math and other abilities humans
have today is only the start of another long journey like the first cells for
capturing light were for finally making eyes?
Why shouldn't brains evolve to a point where the abilities of a soul are fully
realized in it? To not only merge its mind with the underlying laws of nature,
but to sculpt and manipulate them. Becoming like a Q entity like in the Star
Trek series[good shows]. Or a Christ like figure on earth.
Souls on the other side can manipulate electrons to restart the hearts and
brains of deceased bodies to shove back souls into their bodies if they die
before their time.
What is it about electrons which allow souls on the other side to effect them
here? Do they somehow occupy both planes of existence? Are they the bridge
between the brain and the soul?
Got you thinking dude?
OK, now on to those movie ideas you asked for.
Why do you think so many people find Vampires so fascinating? Immortal life and
doing everything you want to do without obeying rules is a start I'm sure. A
part of the soul rebels against losing its sense of individuality and wants to
indulge the self, and, if necessary, against the interests of all those around
it. To be for itself entirely. A true anti-Christ stance. The nature of a
solitary predator of the remote past when the most important rule of life was
eat or be eaten.
Bring back that buried rule of living from the deepest part of your brain to the
surface of your mind again. It always lurks below our surface feelings. Zoos
give us a small taste of it again. Hunters revel in it. And every solider if
caught up in brutal battles long enough will see it reborn in himself. Something
some modern generals learned to use. But never as good as Vikings did.
Now add a soul which refuses altogether to evolve into anything else over time.
Never to lose its present state, never to lose its present personality. Now give
that soul the ability to merge the spiritual with the physical. Using its soul
to regenerate and rise above the physical laws which govern physical bodies
making it immortal and immune to harm. Now give it a NO-RULES-HANDBOOK to guide
its behavior with except for its own complete self-indulgence. Now make the soul
want to escape the universal mental light of the Holy Ghost, not wishing to
compromise its existence with the others around it. Avoiding it like some
physical light.
That is a wish every soul has buried somewhere inside it. This is what a Vampire
figure captures.
Now onto another idea for you. Doing a movie dude?
Take this idea I have of God and expand it onto other races in the universe.
Give many races out there group minds and souls expanding into the existence of
the Holy Ghost. Some of them billions of years older than ours and much more
developed. But the same theme played out over and over again. Are you for or
against the holy Ghost mind in your soul? Where do you stand?
Have these races merging their group minds into each other. With the more
advanced races with superior mental and spiritual development rewiring the brain
chemistries of the lower races to create bridges from their God minds to ours.
Imagine many advanced races all over the universe merging their group minds like
this and rearranging their galaxies to facilitate this process. The whole
universe growing a brain within itself. For what purpose? To deal with what is
outside it and inside it.
Almost forgot I did see those shows on Hitler and why were you so surprised that
Hitler had plans for destroying Germany in case he lost the war?
I told you Satan's hatred can be self-destructive to get what he wants from
certain groups. Hitler's mind was used by Satan to be the second ant-Christ. If
he failed then the Germans failed Satan and their chance for becoming the
dominant group is pasted into history and in Satan's struggle against God within
historical development.
Since Satan can only afford one dominant group enabling his power to be the
maximum on Earth he will be forced to abandon Germany in the future anyway. So
with all that hate and disappointment stewing in Hitler's brain he was prepared
to destroy the loser, even when it was Germany itself.
This set of values was captured in what you saw how they treated the sickly in
their hospitals. Extermination. When Germany became sickly itself after losing
the war, from Satan's global perspective it became just another sickly nation
patient marked for death.
This willingness to kill yourself to hurt your enemy was shown in Hitler
refusing his soldiers to retreat, in sending out children to die against Russian
soldiers in the end, with his plans to destroy Germany itself in case they lost
the war, with a worker in America killing his boss or wife after a betrayal, or
a pilot into a skyscraper. It all comes from the same source. The real trick is
knowing how to put out this fire of hate. It is obvious some just know how to
enflame it.
Satan will strike again for sure. Question is, from where?
Some Jews amaze me. They just think it is just Europeans who can do them this
kind of damage or muster this type of hate against them. Very foolish.
It is a right brain vs. left brain always, never just a Jew vs. German. When a
small section of a city can be mobbed by those they thought they helped in their
civil movement with a major who held back help they couldn't understand it. When
a Jewish mechanic grows up in his neighborhood hating other Jews as much as any
SS solider in the past they couldn't understand it.
I'm sure when Satan strikes at them next some of them won't understand it. Until
it is too late as usual. I'm think that the next trust against them will come
from a group they're helping out right now. But some of these fools are the ones
who worked against me so they are on their own until I fix the problems they
gave me. It is only a sub-group of them but they did major wrong. But in the end
the ones they'll hurt the most will be the innocent Jews.
Got it. I have to take a breather from your questions. A week or so. I had one
of those Germans show me a site I didn't know about it. They sell lots of new-
age books and other stuff. Very popular place and connected to a radio guy. You
were both right, a lot of my ideas were there, but of course much later than
when I put them on the Net. Most were by Jewish writers. The only idea not taken
was the Jesus idea. I knew they used my stuff in Hollywood in snippets for
underlying ideas, but I didn't know about these other writers. But it is all
pretty much from 95 till now. Told you, some love me, others hate me. The
Germans still joke to me about being used. Rutgers is useless to me. I gave the
Germans for the first time a release to use my ideas. For good stuff only.
Providing I can maintain some control. But I need money. There are so many ways
the ideas can be used to make money. But should I hit before the anti-Christ or
wait for him to surface? But I know he needs a big boom boom somewhere in the
West before he can act. With it he can be sure of millions supporting him. But
you're wrong about something. The Little Book, as you guys called it, isn't
enough. It could be made to look like left-brain propaganda. God bullshit lies
for assuming control. Did you forget so quickly the studies where they showed
how selfish the left brain is in taking control of decisions for both brains?
And how it won't relinquish decision control to the right brain, even when the
right brain is more suited for the task. Relate it to money control, information
control, and job control. How many gas stations owed by Indians in America hire
Americans? Selfish or not? The anti-Christ will turn this around against God.
And I saw this behavior in Jews where I last worked. Jews hire Jews really
quickly over regular Americans. I suspect that the anti-Christ will connect his
followers in this way too. To create an even larger counter organization for
Europeans no matter where they are. Have you noticed there isn't too much media
about South Africa in the news anymore?
And no, I haven't tried picking up anything about any war in the future for the
last few days. Really not in the mood for it. Didn't I give you enough
information
to look for it? I did!!! Can't you do it yourself?
You sounded shocked God could give up on the Jews. Are you really? That is his
history with them. They are the closest people to him. Call it chosen or
whatever. But if they use evil methods, invalidating God to the Holy Ghost,
he'll abandon them for Indians as a second resort. That is for sure. Fucking my
career was a major minus on their part. Did they really believe that some all
powerful entity who made the entire fucking universe talked to them in the
desert? What egos some have. That is the Holy Ghost and he uses God for taking
care of us.
But as for the signs for when God might give up on Jews? From me? You came to
the wrong source for that one. The Jews themselves will know if and when God
will do it.
Surprised? Tsh, tsh, tsh. Pay attention.
When God brings in Indians into another nation like he did with the Jews long
ago into Europe, he pretty much has them working the same way. Organization
strength is a left brain strength. Because the self of individuality is stronger
in the right brain, it is more ego driven and self-centered as individuals. Huh?
Wait.
Meaning people more in the right brain camp will pay more attention to their
individual egos. Look at any dating show on TV. The right brainers will be more
egotistic and selfish in what they want from a date. So what? So they as a group
don't work together efficiency because it is hard for any one member to
sacrifice what it has for the others in the group. Remember what Jesus told you.
Satan's kingdom is divided against itself and that is his greatest weakness. Or
so we're told.
So Indians and Jews will work together more efficiently, this is their strength.
But they will also work to weaken this strength in their enemies. So a liberal
Jew might fight to keep Europeans from having white pride, but will fight to
keep a sense of identity in groups he considers his allies.
So a Jewish lawyer pulling in a gas station and seeing only Indians working
there will not bother him. But if they were only Germans it would. Jews stuck
together wherever they went in the world. They worked together as an unit. Same
with the Indians. But not so with many other groups.
Now to my point. When Jews first started to see Indians come into the States or
into places like Canada they must have felt their kinship to the same side as
well. That must have made many of them feel secretly secure. But that is only
when they are still God's favorites.
But should God abandon them for whatever cause or sense that God starts using
Indians for more of his tasks in society they will start feeling like a jealous
sibling who discovers his parents favor his brother more. While Indians will act
even sweeter to Jews sensing they are replacing them big time in some important
way they don't understand yet. Their new sweetness will be an instinctive
emotional device to reduce the natural resentment in those being replaced
When that uneasy feeling starts surfacing in Jews they'll know God is finally
giving up on them as a people. A left brain composite mind abandoning a people
shouldn't be so strange to them. They do it to gentiles all the time. And with a
sense of justification as well. Who reflects who really?
So when too many Jews start feeling uneasy about seeing too many Indians in many
of the jobs they identified with. Like doctors, lawyers, and other professions
of influence they have trouble coming their way from God himself. Remember how
God used Jesus to reconcile himself with the Holy Ghost. He never gets away from
that deal. And that effects the relationship God has with his own people. And if
they fuck him, he'll allow them to be fucked. What did you expect from a strict
and jealous God?
But being good doesn't mean praying half a day and then fucking someone you
think is dangerous or opposed to you. Being good really means being good.
How was that? BITTER??? What a fucking surprise, huh?
That MW woman I told you about before was someone I might have teamed up with to
write this stuff all out. She was an editor. That was important to God, but then
again Jack happened. And no, I don't know how much damage has been caused by it.
I just know Mr. G stormed twice over it. He doesn't do that unless he is upset
big time. But is that the best he can do?
Hold off for a while. My cat died this afternoon 06/12/02.
He was 19 years old. So I'm NOT in the mood for your questions.
As far as that Canadian woman you want to know about? I told you I never met her
in real life. I sensed I was supposed to, providing you want a victory by the
good guys. I think I picked up she was attacked once by someone evil who was
sent by Satan. The kind of person who easily goes Satan's way. Find him and what
he represents and you'll see the kind of person Satan uses easily.
Told you, hold off for a while with your questions. Anyway, had this dream about
some big ship derailing off a dock? You figure it out.
Ah, so you guys found out about my latest problem at Rutgers. Let me sort this
problem out before you guys jump into my shit. Don't use it.
But the dream of the ship was it. The MBA school is in a white building and the
top in the dream was black. It all fits I think.
But it can be a setup. So I won't go public yet with the site again.
This can swing both ways.
One it can be a few blacks and you can say they are into my face doing the
Right's work. True. But were they set up by others?
A woman I date is also starting to have problems at work. It turned out to be
from Jews, but hiding behind black workers. As in the case at Rutgers. Look,
Rutgers is going through a power change, their Catholic president is leaving.
And the black woman which I really got along with in the MBA career services is
retiring, and suddenly I find my history with her been re-written by new people.
Smells like a setup to me. But, is it?
Why would a tiny minority of Jews do this? Easy. If they can say blacks
represent the Right's side then of course they not only would naturally suffer
from a grater crime rate, but they would be naturally anti-Semitic. What would
some Jews give, how far would some go, to be able to put the 35% of anti-
Semitics in the black community on the defensive? To be able to always tell
them, if you go against us, you go against God? Nice position for them if they
can obtain it. And all they have to do, is fuck me, using black people as a
front. But is it true? Even if true, I'm sure that it is only a tiny portion.
I'll give you a hint. Some of them like black, but not black people. They think
I don't' suspect. And here I am trying to save their asses. What for? Is God a
user of people? You bet. But is it really for a greater good as my brain is
wired to think. Or is it just the wiring which makes me think so? Is it just a
network of a few bad people who have given up on God protecting them? Doing in
the long run to themselves what Hitler failed to do? They can't fight this
battle. They were not mentally designed to do so. They'll just be used against
themselves by Satan to kill themselves. In some their hate/fear clouds their
emotions.
But some of the blacks I dealt with were really anti-Jewish. So, set-up or not?
Is one group trying to set up the other as the candidate for representing the
beast? I don't know yet.
Or is there a third party involved, making the other two look guilty? And what
if there are some minorities set up in positions to do the bidding of other
groups? To turn a blind eye to what might be going on underneath their
managerial eye. A perfect over. Maybe what many blacks suspect that some of
their leaders have been bought out is true. So overall conditions never improve
from generation to generation.
The women I need to know might be Jewish herself. The new genes must be passed
down if the race is to survive in the long run. The ones above are taking a dim
view of Mankind. They're losing hope and some are beginning to despite humans.
You missed a major point. I thought you would see it and the connection with
Indians. You wouldn't notice a warning shot above would you?
Yes, Indians can be selfish. Money control and keeping it all to themselves. But
you miss something big. Real big. The ones above are very very psychic and pick
up on how many intelligent animals suffer at the hands of Mankind. Caring for
pets is good. That is a plus for Mankind. But netting dolphins and other shit is
bad. They tune into such emotional shit in ways you can't imagine to judge
Mankind and its potential insensitivity to other life forms. That is their
measure for any other group of intelligent animals. As it should be.
So Indians, what about them? They have trouble killing animals don't they? So in
spite of naturally hording money and using it to control people, as any left-
brainer group does, that is their plus. But to God which out-balances which? I
don't know myself. Just the general rules. But Indians will have to learn to
curb their avarice for money if they assume what Jews are for. But as far as God
is concerned that is still up in the air. Still not settled. But it is an issue
when normally it would not have been. Jews remaining number one among the left
side is a toss up now for God. Look at how they under-estimated the hate Satan
can muster up against them. And in time, where will the first big bomb go off?
Who will be blamed for it? What will the world opinion then? There will be no
covering like a Liberty issue, know what I mean?
Do you really believe with the current state of human emotions, able to commit
butchery, war after war, you would be welcomed by the bigger gang. Either you
evolve to higher sensitivity or you pay a price you can hardly imagine. Those
are not your rules, it is their rules.
I have to stop this shit on my own. If I can. Hacket? Don't know about her yet?
Except we don't get along, but her fault not mine. But why?
So you got it this time without my help. Noticed how the day I got the mail from
Hacket's friend inside Rutgers[Dean Jones], the storm and hail was localized
around the
Newark area. This means another major setback for the big G. Something went
wrong big time, upsetting his time table and plans again. He doesn't let loose
otherwise. Told you, he has a temper. Not the Holy Ghost, him. But I don't know
what was he wanted which was prevented. I didn't think Rutgers was important to
him, I was wrong. There must be a who or what important to me there. But I
haven't a clue yet. This isn't as bad as late 89, when I was at ATT networking,
with used Ms. Brenda[hating blond Irene G. naturally from her point of view], as
you'll notice on her next day off next year. Or some other storms timed with
NJIT and me troubles, but it is bad again.
I see you are wrong about how many Jews you thought I had problems with. Yes, I
picked up years ago how many know about the nature of the real G. About 40 or
less I suspect.
I saw them using psychic abilities. Normally I sensed they can shield themselves
pretty well. Knowing how to dampen their emotions when using the abilities. The
only reason I was able to pick up on them was the shock of one woman among them.
There was what looked like this big conference table, the debate was how to
handle me, and if they should do me in. But they were afraid. How many others
have I told? Who? Were they important people? How could those people be handled
or killed? Was I another messenger from God? Did God know what he is doing with
me or will he fuck up like he did during the holocaust. Lots of questions, lots
of fear. They are very small, but at the top of this structure of people
underneath them who are totality clueless as to what really is going on. They
don't trust even their own people. They are at war and fighting one as far as
they are concerned. They get things done with the people under them. Along a
chain of commands with people in positions to carry out favors, who have no
choice because they were placed into their jobs. What they fear the most is
exposure. Can you imagine if someone like Pre. C had known about MAYBE? Could
they even handle someone with his power. Or would one hand stroking while
another stabs take care of the problem[T+M]? Would one traced backwards prove
interesting? Like the guy who stopped me in UPS?
By the way, you crossed a line. I will not provide you with any info about the
women I've dated. That is entirely my business and not yours. That is a private
issue and it stays that way.
So you finally asked me a key question. Been a while.
This small group has allowed fear to creep into their thinking too much. That
allows Satan to influence them from the inside. So bad decisions will come
sometimes. Just as the Big G got into the Hitler's thinking to screw up his
decisions, the big S got into their minds. Take an overall view of their
situation in the long run. Are they better off than a decade ago? With a big one
coming sometime in the West? Already hard core anti-Semitic feelings up to 20%
even in America. An Europe coming together in industry and power slowly with
anti-Israeli feelings and a large P population. Blacks in America with growing
anti-Jew feelings, already 35%. Growing Hispanic population with growing
influence basically anti-Jew. Not good for them.
Now lets kick some ass. Time to think.
Why can't Israeli policy work with the Ps? Why can't Sharon put the big fear
into them like his people were scared of the Germans when they were butchered?
Why can't he pound them into the ground so they quake with fear and run from
Jews? What is wrong with their reasoning?
Sure you have to kick some ass sometimes. Goes without saying you can't turn
your cheek every time. Jesus was doing it for day to day living among friends
and neighbors. Against Rome he knew they were lost if they fought. And his way
was for the general masses in most times, but not all times. Just as Moses with
his different tactics was for his time.
But today is today, and you couldn't greet Hitler with flowers.
Anyway to today.
Why doesn't pounding work with the Ps. Simple.
How does Satan work from within? Right brain. And the suppressing of the left
brain. This is the key. This is how Satan tricked the Jewish leaders.
In time you'll discover[or maybe they already found out, don't know] that STRESS
INTERFERES WITH THE GROWTH AND DEVELOPEMNT OF THE LEFT BRAIN.
The stress, the poorness, the horrible living conditions inflicted on the P's
interferes with the normal development of the left brain in their children. It
makes them more hateful, more susceptible to right brain hatred which doesn't
care about its own life as much as killing your enemy. The more they pound them
into the ground the more they will come back. Until that is, they finally
succeed in using a weapon of mass destruction. Trouble is, this cycle has gone
around so many times it might be almost impossible to stop today.
Point being, living conditions of the Ps, the stress has impaired the
development of their left brains. This reduces God's influence in their decision
making and how to strike back. Takes away all restraint, all care of life,
including their own.
The Jews in Germany grew up with some hatred but not the daily stress they
subjugated the Ps to. The Germans when they went after the Jews in Europe in
many places were living better than the average citizens in the country they
were in. Jews in Germany, Russia, Poland, the Baltic states were often living
better than the average non-Jew citizen in those countries. So this kind of
hatred wasn't born in them, just the fear. Their left brains were normal. Not
with the Ps today.
This is why they can't inject the kind of fear they felt of the Germans into the
Ps. Big mistake by a few.
There are mental circuits designed to turn off the survival instinct of the
individual. Parents display it when they risk their lives for their children.
The groups minds in us are also good in turning it off to get us to sacrifice
ourselves for their causes. Another reason for their silence.
Now lets tackle the opposite side for a moment. How can the rich life styles of
some in Eastern societies last against the constantly growing power of the West?
They can't really. So another type of hatred is born of the West. Not from the
poor but from the rich. They fear the West and how it grows in power, and know
deep down, should the West ever decide to become as ruthless as they are, they
could be totality destroyed. So they strike in their own small way. Hoping the
West can be tricked into self-destruction before they fade away with their oil.
Their dilemma is how can they catch up with the West without losing what they
are? Before Asia, Europe, America are settling in space colonies and expand
their power beyond the confines of the Earth. And should a third anti-Christ
mobilize that power against them, they're fucked. Now is their time to change
and catch up, not later, when it is too late.
This is also true of the very poor in America. So called poor white trash might
join an Aryan group, hatred of the greater successful society around them. A
black might hate all white males, but covet a white female to seek personal
approval of the surrounding society. Both hating /loving whites. But taken too
far into the white society he might try to forget who and what he once was. And
in spite of millions, can be less likely to help his people than some poor white
with a bigger heart. But the right brain is ego, with an all-me/just-me attitude
too often. Now this isn't all, just too many in my opinion. And this emotional
fallout hurts smart black women the most.
Look at most rap. It plays to this rebellion of values and outcast attitude
towards the greater society. Cool thug attitude, cars, many women, look how
tough I am, kill you attitude of a fighter. This is a predator attitude really
saying, you build it, I'll steal it. I admit there is some good rap, but not
enough.
How many tender love songs have you ever heard from rap? Duh? Why I prefer rock.
And all this relates to why people blow up buses in Israeli. They just couldn't
see the connection.
Get all this down. Soon I will take everything off.
Had another of those dreams you asked about. Three people involved.
One to my left, laughing and fearing me, he knows about a last setup
against me to ruin my rep behind me. He is vicious and low life, emotions
flying all over the place, delights in hurting others, pretends opposite.
But his emotional crust is very thin, he is easily disturbed. I think I also
noticed a gut on him. Belly. And a securities label somehow?
Two to my right. Trying to stop me from finding this small building.
White and gray? No clue as to what it means yet. Suit image? They tried
to stop me but couldn't. They lost power over me. What power was that?
What is it they fear I can do? And to their interests? All this might be
work related somehow, but not sure.
I gave your thoughts some going over and I agree. The corruption going on in
American Industry might be very well planned. I noticed that I have been blocked
out many of the companies who are in the news today. In spite of a very good
educational background in computer science and business[MBA].
But now on reflection it all makes sense to me. Who are the only people in a
company who will know when CEOs and managers are bull shitting the public and
the general stockholders?
Who are the only people in a company with daily access to company information?
The computer staff of course. So, if I was going to be crooked when I ran a
company, wouldn't I prefer foreigners where I can make them beg for their green
cards while they worked with my fucking bogus financial information?
Could people, who I could send home anytime with a firing, complain or tell the
truth about my company? So get out the Americans programmers and send me
computer savvy beggars for green cards.
Corrupt major schools who specialize in training computer people. Corrupt the
career services placement people so my company hires those who grovel for green
card status.
Provide bullshit data on the actual shortage of computer trained people.
Regulars Americans might not like what they see and quit and get me into
trouble.
Your ideas make sense to me. These managers must be dealt with. They are paving
the way for the anti-Christ. They don't know it, but that is their real function
beyond their personal petty needs.
I told you, as Napoleon and Hitler rode in on the waves of corruption in their
times. This guy is destined to ride in on ours. And with the respect of the
Church at an all time low, seen by many as dirty and corrupt, this guy could
destroy the Church and nations easily once he takes power.
Ordinarily I would have had a major problem slowing down his influence. But that
is when the Big Gs timetable was flowing properly. It isn't. Way off since 1989.
I think somehow, someway, as a programmer in networking I might have come up
with ideas which would have somehow stopped the ability to hide mis-information
in computer systems. But it doesn't matter today, what might have been, isn't.
Just as a child from IG at ATT wasn't born or one from KH from NJIT wasn't born
either. Either one could have stopped the third AC when grown in their own way.
But both you'll learn were stopped by agents from the one group with a vested
interest to not improve the gene pool which would have widen the breach for
them. Fools on all sides.
We know now how America has been compromised. But Satan is active everywhere Man
is. What is he hiding in Europe? In Africa he has caused chaos and death. He has
no long term use for them, too inept for his taste. Arab countries he wants to
self-destruct in the long run. Uses their hatred to destroy themselves.
I still think he can be purged in America. The idea of mixing many types of
peoples without filtering out the inferior, like in America, pisses him off. He
can't use USA as his base. He could only defeat it from within with corruption
and he did a good job at it. If this trend continues much longer the Jews will
face their greatest killer of all times. Hitler could only turn a few countries
against them. This guy will turn almost the whole world against them.
He wins because he works in the dark emotions in the minds of people. Truly the
ruler of the earth.
Wondering what happened to me Steve? I had a shock, I finally checked to see how
many people hit my site. Hundreds just in one month. Worse yet, they searched
for me by name when my last site location was taken away by a tricky boss. I
thought I was well hid, except to some Hollywood and science writers. I thought
wrong. And here I am still playing games with some people in real life, "What do
I think about religion? Never gave it a thought. Too deep for me." Joke was on
me. And I so do like hiding.
I wonder if I can use some of the other ideas I still hide for some good then?
I'm sure some doctor looking for a new idea will lift this.
What is the worse shit I talk about? The Racial Divisions? War from the mental
and emotional divisions leading up to enough hatred between nations for a
possible nuclear war? Such a nasty theme, but unavoidable for me. SATAN'S
DIVISIONS remember.
But what about some good from that theme for a change?
Have you ever witnessed the survival guilt in some soldiers who survived a
serious battle or war where most of his fellow solders which he bonded with were
killed? He suffers.
The mental bonding with his brothers in war was forged by uniforms and fighting
together as an unit. They tapped into the GROUP instinct which is obviously
evident in families by nature and artificially forged by military training and
uniforms.
When the instinct is strong enough it compels you to sacrifice yourself for your
family members. A mother for her children. A dad for the same. A child running
to his dad's rescue against hopeless odds when he mugged. And when that person
doesn't save the family member but survives there is an associated guilt. A
strong one. Reasoning helps only so far to alleviate this guilt. This survivors
guilt was so strong in some solders they committed suicide over it. The anguish
a team player feels when he lets down his team in a critical moment in a game
taps into the same group guilt in a small measure, but just in a small measure.
If this is true then the trick for treating these solders might be in de-bonding
this GROUP instinct in the survivors.
AND�..
Terrorists who is committed to give up their lives for their group might need
emotional re-enforcement for their group instinct to keep overpowering their
instinct for self-survival. They are going to make the ultimate sacrifices.
Their willingness to die is for others of their own kind, never for themselves.
Can they afford to infiltrate a culture and become slowly assimilated into its
cultural values?
NO!!!
Somehow they must be socially grouped, protected and sheltered in their host
enemy country they occupy. Socially mixing for them must be limited.
It is dangerous for them, too emotionally unsettling. It doesn't mean they can't
live among those they hate. It means while they do, behind closed doors with
others of their kind, they must spew group hate and enforce the emotional chains
of group bonding with themselves. And hide it to outsiders.
Spies?
Where one spy might be bought by money for self-interest on one hand. Another
might spy because they can live in a country where they identity more with an
outside enemy. Making them excellent targets for recruitment. Question is, which
motive for which spy?
Other shit�.
This is why I still insist the best people for mixing others are white people
because of their lower instinct for group bonding and why their countries
usually take in so easily non-whites. But if they mix too fast and lose
themselves in the process the rest of the world is really fucked.
One example�.
I can't imagine the Japanese mixing with blacks from Africa, can you? One is
dying from an aids problem and starvation while the other is building the most
advanced robots on the planet. One is heading slowly towards extinction while
the other is ready to fly off the planet. How is that equal?
And to those who want to preserve personal liberties without God ideas. Fine,
but if you believe there is no divinity anywhere in nature then by what
reasoning do you claim all groups should have the same rights if they don't have
the same abilities? Where in nature is it evident that all animals are equally
talented? They're not, are they?
Why should the Japanese then dilute their gene pool for the sake of others not
equally as bright? Why shouldn't groups prefer their own against others in the
competitive game of life? Why not be prejudice? Because you claim it is wiser to
not be prejudice? It is bad because you labeled it politically incorrect?
Really? Without a God what will you base your political logic on? Stale
political correctness? You better do much better than that if you want to win
this debate?
Besides, what will you do when God finally surfaces anyway? Shit in your pants?