early May 06 Pain persisted, triggering tears...
Recently my mood's like roller coster...fluctuating greatly with the progress of my injury, with the pain and stiffness...i can be happy in the morning and then weep in the evening. I cant return to the field and the uncertainty makes me become emotional.
In addition to this pain, my heart ached too, cuz the sudden change is so bitter to bear - kite is going to break and fly away. Very dramatically become very lose very distant, yet it's kinda suffereing for I dont know what happened and I cant do anything to help.
15/5/2006 Seasons of flying wood cotton tree seeds
"Just now a gush of wind blew w/ lots of ˇ§wood cottonˇ¨ seeds flying in the blue sky. A beautiful scene and I...! "
My mood was so good todayˇKthe beautiful scene, the great sunshine, and the coaches are collecting back numbers of the HK team players and I was allowed to choose number...Tho I am really not sure when will I recovered. Patience? Or faith?
26/5/2006 Jog!!!
A great moment! I can jog slowly on the treadmill today! The feeling was so great! 43 days since the injury!!!
Despite this milestone in my recovery, there are so many obstacles to be overcome - run, dash, jump... the injured foot is much thicker and stiffer then the normal foot...
Sometimes i did lost temper, the nursing staff noticed my irritable mood and they wondeedr why, they might not comprehend what disability means to someone who's active, I have been using chair while doing ward rounds for more then a month...these 2 months are like...torture!