The Language of Longing

Title: The Language of Longing
Author: Meredith
Email: [email protected]
Category: L/M/T
Rating: NC-17
Summary: Liz and Max, now seniors in college, are engaged to be married and seem to be living the perfect life. But something is keeping them apart. Or is it someone?
Disclaimer: I own nothing. I know nothing. I write what the little voices in my head tell me to write. Roswell© and all characters within are the property of Melinda Metz and the WB Television Network. The character “Morgan Patrick” belongs to me.
Author’s Note: This story takes place five years in the future. This story does have an unconventional couple flavor to it, so if you are a traditionalist you may want to click “Back” on your browser. To Linda, Ash, Anne, MyrnaLynne, CharlieJ, and all the other great writers featured at the Crashdown…your work brings me such joy and stirs my creative juices. To Jason and Shiri, who have breathed life into one of the most romantic couples ever to grace my TV screen. You guys are the jam. Thanks to Stacy and Kelly for all the feedback. And lastly, to Adrianne and Myles, who inspire me on a daily basis.



“True love’s the gift which God has given
to man alone beneath the heaven:
It’s not fantasy’s hot fire,
Whose wishes granted soon fly;
It liveth not in fierce desire,
With dead desire it doth not die;
It is the secret sympathy,
The silver link, the silken tie
Which heart to heart- and mind to mind-
In body and in soul can bind.” – Sir Walter Scott, “Lay of the Last Minstrel”


             It was their morning ritual.
             He always woke up first. He found it hard to sleep sometimes with her lying beside him. They had shared a bed for almost a year now and he hadn’t yet grown tired of watching her sleep. He didn’t think he ever would. He rolled over and looked at her sleeping face. The blinds in their apartment were half-closed, so streams of sunlight were starting to pour in and shine on her creamy caramel skin. He sighed, taking in all of her. Her long, silky auburn hair, her cute little widow’s peak, her big brown eyes that were like two sparkling spheres when awake. Her rosy lips, still swollen and puffy from their night of lovemaking. Her soft, round shoulders, leading down to her long, lean arms that were draped so casually over her stomach. Her round breasts perfectly set off her defined abdomen. She was the picture of beauty and grace. His goddess of love. His Venus.
             He slipped out of the tangled sheets, stepping into the black silk boxers crumpled up on the floor. He walked over to the window, opening the blinds to half-mast. This was the only way to shake her out of her dream world.
             “Five more minutes…” She moaned. He looked over from the window and grinned. They had been going to Boston University for four years and he still hadn’t tired of opening up his window and seeing all the hustle and bustle outside. It was so different from where they grew up. No cowboys. No tumbleweeds. He walked back over to the warm bed and slipped in between the sheets. He began tickling her.
             “Max!” She cried, squirming around. “Max, stop it! Ok, Ok, I’ll get up!” She cried, laughing. She buried her head in his chest and kissed it.
             “That’s better.” He said, smiling. “I don’t want you to be late for your bioethics class again.”
             “Remind me never to take 8 AM classes again…” She groaned. “It’s so cold…” She said, shivering. After four brutal winters in Boston, she didn’t think she could make it through another one. He walked over to her closet, grabbing her robe. She wrapped it around her nude body.
             “You’re going to be in trouble when you get out of med school…babies come at all hours of the night- even 8 AM. They don’t wait for mommy’s doctor,” Max said, getting up and walking into the kitchen. He got a tin out of the refrigerator to make coffee for them like he did every morning. She had tried to make coffee a few times, but according to her, it was never as good as his was. She walked into the kitchen and wrapped her arms around his back.
             “Aren’t you cold?” She asked, shivering. He turned around and kissed her- their first kiss of the day.
             “Nope.” He said, smiling. “I feel warm all over.”
             “Mmm,” She moaned into his mouth, pulling him closer to her. “You always feel warm.” She kissed him again, this time longer and more forcefully. She thrust her tongue into his mouth, massaging his gently.
             “Liz- let’s not start.”
             “Why not?” She groaned.
             “Cause neither of us will get to class today.” Max replied, smiling. “And we both have exams this week so we can’t afford that right now.” He turned to the cabinet, pulling out two mugs. She grabbed his chin, looking into his eyes.
             “You want to meet for lunch today?” She asked. “We can go down to Harvard Square after your chem class, sit out in front of Au Bon Pain, feed each other croissants and strawberries…” She asked.
             He smiled, putting his arms around her once again. “And then we can come back here for dessert.”
             Liz smiled. “Hmm…tempting.” Max kissed her forcefully. The feeling of her soft silky skin up against him was making him weak. He was thirty seconds away from skipping his human relations class and taking her back to bed. Between sensual, soul stroking kisses, Max broke away.
             “If we keep this up, neither of us will be graduating in May…” He began.
             “May…” She said, smiling at him. She seemed to be drifting away. “The month before June…”
             “June 22. When will it get here?” Max asked, looking at the beautiful diamond ring on her left ring finger and kissing it.


            Liz found it hard to concentrate on the middle-aged graying man standing at the front of her auditorium. She was doodling hearts and V-Shaped constellations made of stars in her notebook. A blonde-haired, blue-eyed girl sitting next to her pointed to Liz’s drawings and smiled.
             “Girl, get your head out of the clouds.” She whispered to Liz, smiling.
             Liz sighed. “I can’t help it, Morgan. He just does something to me- like I can’t concentrate on anything but him.”
             “It’s called being in love, Lizzie.” Morgan replied, smiling. Liz smiled and stared at the beautiful diamond ring on her left hand. “But bioethics calls. We better pay attention cause I think this is going to be on the exam next week.”
             “Yeah, you’re right.” Liz said, shaking herself out of her daze. She listened intently to the professor.
             “So can anyone explain to me the argument against the practice of euthanasia?” Professor Wallace asked. No one raised his hand and he sighed, shaking his head. “You, young lady.” He said, pointing to a girl. “In the third row, with the curly blonde hair. What’s your name?”
             The girl smiled. “Tess.”
             Liz’s blood ran cold. She knew it was her. The same Tess who had taken Max away from her all those years ago. Max had to choose between his destiny with Tess and his soul mate Liz. Her eyes narrowed into a stealthy glare that burned into the back of Tess. What in the hell was she doing at Boston University? Liz’s eyes welled up with tears as she listened to that sugary sweet voice that haunted her dreams. It was like her worst nightmare was coming true.
             Megan looked over at Liz while Tess was speaking. She was alarmed by her friend’s appearance.
             “Babe, are you ok? You look like you’ve seen a ghost!” She cried.
             Liz quickly wiped her eyes and shakingly slammed her books closed. She threw her notebook and textbook into her messenger bag and ran out of the room. “Liz!” Morgan cried, running after her. The commotion caused the entire class to turn around, including Tess.
             “Miss Parker? Miss Patrick?” Professor Wallace asked. “Hmm. I hope everything’s okay.” He said under his breath.
             Tess grinned mischievously.
             “That’s right. Run to your precious Max.” She thought. “You won’t have him for much longer.” She sent a telegraphic thought to his brain. An image of the two of them having passionate sex on Max and Liz’s bed.

* * * * * * *

             Max was falling asleep in his human relations class when he felt a charge go through him, then a flash of he and Tess making love on the bed that he and Liz shared. His stomach retched at the thought, but the images of Tess kept coming. The two of them kissing, the two of them as children in the pods. The night they realized Tess was one of them. The hurt in Liz’s eyes when she told Max she saw the two of them kissing. All the painful memories of their junior and senior years, as well as all the happy ones he had with Tess.
              He was distracted from his trance by the sound of the door opening. He and several others in the lecture hall instinctively turned around. As his eyes fell on the visitor, his mind raced. He knew something was wrong. Was it Isabel or Michael? Alex or Maria? His parents? Her parents? His mind was racing. He jumped up and ran to her.
             “Mr. Evans…” The professor said. “Please take your discussion outside.” Max wasn’t even paying attention to his professor; he was too busy focusing on Liz. He followed her outside the hall and looked into her eyes. He could tell she had been crying. Her eyes and face were red and puffy and she was out of breath. When they were safely out in the hallway, he hugged her to him tightly.
             “Tell me.” He breathed.
             “Tess.” She managed to whisper through choked sobs. “She’s…here.”
             Max’s eyes got wide as all the memories of their junior and senior years at West Roswell High came flooding back to him. Tess had told him that they were destined to be together. She put him under her mind control, and he was convinced she was right. Liz broke up with him because she couldn’t stand to know that Tess would always be around, one step behind them. Without Liz’s support and love, he crumbled under his desire for Tess and fell under her spell. They were inseparable for over two years. He even gave up his virginity to her- something he had always thought he would reserve for Liz. On graduation night, Liz, who was headed to Boston University, had summoned all her courage to tell Max she still loved him and would never stop loving him. That was all Max needed to end things with Tess for good. Max drove Liz out to the rock formation where the foursome had crashed and had emerged from the pods almost 20 years before. They made love by the fire all night, and swore eternal devotion to each other, saying they’d never be apart again. Max, who had committed to going to Stanford University, withdrew his application and with his unblemished school record and perfect SAT score, managed to get into Boston University to be with her. Michael and Maria had moved to Santa Monica, California, and Isabel and Alex went to the University of New Mexico. They both had decided they would miss each other and their parents too much to go far away.
             The day after graduation, Max ended his two-year relationship with Tess and she was never seen again. Max was upset at first, because he genuinely cared about her. They had come to earth together and he didn’t want any harm to come to her. Isabel and Michael were also upset. All three had felt like they’d lost a part of themselves when Tess left, especially Michael…Tess was his sister. Even after four years, he still hadn’t forgiven Max for pushing her away. Michael’s feeling of betrayal stung deeply and he still only talked to Max a few times a year.
             “Where…is she?” He asked. He was relieved to know that there were reasons for his sudden visions of Tess- she was nearby.
             “In my bioethics class. Morgan and I were talking and… the professor called on…her… to answer a question.” Liz said, her eyes cold.
             “You didn’t know she was in your class until today?” Max asked, astounded.
             “She wasn’t in there last week! She must have just enrolled here! Oh, God, Max…” She cried, burying her face in his chest. She kept telling herself that if she didn’t let go of him, maybe she could keep him away from Tess. “What are we going to do?” She finally asked him as he rocked her back and forth.
             “I don’t know, baby. I don’t know.” He said, breathing into her hair and kissing the top of her head. He was filled with fear and a twisted sense of longing. He couldn’t control his attraction to Tess. Here he was, holding the love of his life close to his chest, and he couldn’t stop thinking about his high school girlfriend. His relationship with Tess was primal…chemical. He and Liz had something so much better than that ever was. Their relationship was romantic, personal- sensual, real. There was a vast difference between the two women and even after all these years and his true love for Liz, he still felt an attraction to Tess. He felt like it wasn’t up to him. Someone or something had set the wheels in motion…
             And he knew his universe was about to come crashing down on him.
             “It won’t be long now.” Tess said quietly to herself as she poked her head around the corner. Down an abandoned quiet hallway, she saw Max holding and cradling a crying Liz in his arms. “Just wait until he meets you,” She said, opening up her locket and looking at a small picture of a young boy. She kissed it and smiled. She pressed it close to her chest and quickly darted back around the corner and out the door so they would not notice her.

* * * * *

             Liz was so startled about seeing Tess in her morning class that she went to classes with Max the rest of the day. She felt the need to be with him all the time, almost like protecting him.  After Max’s organic chemistry lab, They jumped on the subway to their apartment near Harvard. As they sat together for the 20-minute train ride, neither said a word. Max just held Liz’s hand, caressing and kissing it. She looked out of the window with cold, dead eyes. She couldn’t bring herself to show Max how scared she really was. As they approached their stop, they both picked up their book bags and filed off the train. Max instinctively grabbed Liz’s hand as they crossed the busy intersection and came within sight of their apartment building. He fumbled in his pocket for his keys and they climbed up the flight of stairs to their small apartment. It was warm and cozy with a nice view of Harvard Square. It was expensive, and they both had to work full time to pay for it, but they didn’t mind, because they were together. Liz worked at the Urban Outfitters store down the street and Max did work for a doctor’s office in Cambridge.
             “When do you have to work tonight?” Max asked, breaking the ice as Liz flung her tired body, face first, onto their bed. She kicked off her shoes and sighed.
             “6 to close.” She said, grimacing. “You’re working tomorrow right?” She asked.
             “Yeah.” He said, grabbing her a Diet Coke out of the fridge. He knew she’d ask for one so he saved himself a trip and brought it into the bedroom. Liz stripped out of her jacket and socks and jumped under the goose-down comforter. She turned on the TV and flipped to her favorite soap opera, General Hospital. Max walked over to the bedside and kicked off his shoes. He put his bottle of water down on his nightstand and handed Liz her soda.
             “Oh, you are too good to me.” She said, giving him a quick smooch. He smiled, peeling off his sweater and revealing only a tight white t-shirt underneath. He cuddled up with her and buried his face into her neck, breathing in her peach shampoo and sweet perfume. She smiled contently. This was her Max. He wasn’t acting any differently than normal. Every afternoon, they’d come back from class, he’d drink a bottle of water and she’d have a Diet Coke. They’d cuddle up in bed together. She’d watch her soap and he’d fall asleep. Sometimes he’d mumble things in his sleep, usually “Oh, that’s nice,” or “Oh, what a bitch,” responding to whatever Liz would scream at someone on the television. She looked at him and sighed. Oh, God, how she loved this man. If anyone or anything ever came between them, she didn’t want to live. She turned herself around in his arms so their chests were touching. She kissed each of his eyelids and left a trail of hot kisses from his cheeks down to his neck. He instinctively pulled her closer to him; his eyes still closed. Liz figured that he was nearing his dream state. He began moving his hands up and down her back, pulling up the back of her sweater so he could feel her soft skin. She threw her head back instinctively as she felt his hands move further down her back.
             “Max…” She said quietly to him. “Wake up, baby.”
             “Hmm…” He groaned, pulling her close to him and kissing her forcefully. Liz could feel his desire and need and returned it back to him. They both sat up, still kissing and in each other’s arms. Liz wrapped her legs around Max’s back, who had his legs stretched out on the bed. She began moving forcefully into him, her mind and body on auto pilot. “Whoa, girl, slow down.” He said, laughing. She looked at him with desire in her eyes. She helped him pull his shirt over his head, revealing his exquisite chest. She rubbed her hands over his shoulders and pulled herself close to him, aching to have all of him. He pulled her sweater over her head, revealing her perfect breasts to him. He sighed, rubbing them softly and slowly placing his mouth on her. She pulled him down on top of her as he continued to worship her with his mouth. She felt herself changing inside, like she needed him to survive. She felt herself becoming a contradiction- she loved this closeness she and Max shared, but she was terrified that he was becoming the key to her survival.


                Liz and Morgan had the closing shift at Urban Outfitters that night, and they were in the back room unloading new merchandise. They were jotting letters and numbers on a clipboard as they sorted through the clothes, picture frames, candles, journals, and other random stuff.
             Liz picked up a new candleholder and smiled. “This is the exact candleholder that Maria had in her room when we were in high school!”
             “Wow,” Morgan said, looking at it. “Retro-kitsch. Making a comeback, I like it.” She smiled.
             “Retro?” Liz asked, grinning. “Ok, come on, Morgan, we’re not that old!”
             “Have you talked to Maria lately?” Morgan asked.
             Liz paused, a sudden pain stinging her. Talking about Maria made her think about high school and all the horrible things that happened there. “No,” She managed to spit out finally. “I guess I should call her or something.”
             “She was your best friend for like 18 years, I think that would be a good idea!”
             “It’s just so hard to talk to her about things, cause Michael and Max are on such bad terms right now. Last I heard, Michael wasn’t even coming to our wedding.” Liz said, a tear coming to her eye.
             “And since when do you let guys get in between you and your best friend?” Morgan asked. She walked over to the phone that was on the store room wall and picked it up. “Call her.”
             Liz smiled at Morgan’s forcefulness. It was refreshing. Liz had a hard time standing up for herself, let alone motivating herself to do something as sad and awkward as calling up Maria out of the blue. She admired Morgan’s strong attitude. The two of them had met their freshman year when they were randomly assigned to be roommates. They got along so well that they decided to live together their sophomore year too. Morgan’s boyfriend of two years, Owen, had also gotten to be a good friend of Liz and Max’s. They double dated a lot and went to parties together. Morgan and Owen had no idea that they were in the presence of an otherworldly creature every time they were in the same room with Max.
             “I can’t.” Liz said. “What am I supposed to say to her?”
             “How about…’Hello’?” Morgan asked, swinging the receiver.
             Liz paused. “I will talk to her. But not here…we’ve got too much work to do.”
             Morgan sighed. “Ok, Lizzie. You’re off the hook for now. But If I find out you didn’t call her, you’re in big trouble, pally.”
             Liz smiled.
 * * * * * *
             Max was sitting on the couch in his apartment, listening to his Dave Matthews Band CD and working on an anatomy lab. Anatomy was his favorite subject because it caused him to want to learn more about his own body. He ran his fingers over his bare, well-defined stomach, fingering the muscle formations that were indented in the skin. Were the diagrams of the human abdomen the same as his insides? As far as they knew, their cells were the only things that were different than humans. Was the composition of his organs different than Liz’s? If they were, would they ever be able to make a baby together? One that would have a normal life? These were all questions that had no easy answers. His mind raced as the phone rang. His eyes traveled back into the text book as he absentmindedly reached over and picked up the receiver.
             “Hello?” Max answered.
             There was a paused. Max rolled his eyes and groaned.
             “HELLO?” He said forcefully.
             “Hello, Max.”
             His heart stopped. His blood ran cold. He knew that voice.
             It was Tess.
             “What in the—“ He began.
             “Yes, my love. It’s me.” She replied in that sultry voice as sugary as ever. Max paused. His voice got angrier as his blood began to pump fervently.
             “What do you want?” He screamed into the receiver.
             “Oh, you don’t know, Max? You feel it when you sleep at night. You feel it when you wake up in the morning. You feel it when you look in the mirror—and see my face.” Tess said sweetly, her finger wrapping around the phone cord.
             “You’re delusional, Tess.”
             Tess chuckled. “I’m not delusional, Maxy. I’ve come to claim what’s rightfully mine…”
             “…and that would be…?” Max asked.
             “You, of course.” Tess said.
             “I don’t belong to you! I’m with Liz! We’re in love. We’re getting…married! She’s the ONLY one for me! Do you hear that Tess? The ONLY one!” Max cried, his voice hot with rage.
             Tess laughed again. “That’s fine, Max. Keep on playing house with your puppy love. You know I’m the only one who drives you, Max, I’m a part of you. You’re a part of me. You can’t deny that. When you make love to her, you’re thinking of me.”
             “No! That’s not true!” Max screamed. He punched his fist into the couch in anger. “You are crazy!”
             “Oh, Max. You’re the crazy one. Keep on fooling yourself with Liz. You’ll see soon enough- that you belong to me. We’ll see you on June 22nd. Or maybe sooner…” Tess said ominously, hanging up the phone.
             “Tess—“ He said, his voice choked with rage and tears, muffled completely by the sound of dead air on the line, and then a dial tone. He screamed with frustration, slamming the phone into its cradle with such force that it was knocked over on the floor. The caller I.D. box fell beside it. Max picked it up and looked with horror at what it displayed.
           “HARDING-EVANS, TESS (617) 290-0666.”
             She’d changed her last name to Evans! Max’s stomach got weak as he had another flash about making love to Tess. He reeled. “Why is this all happening to us? Why now? Everything’s perfect!”
             He heard Tess’s voice echoing through his brain. “You’ll see soon enough- you belong to me.”
             He tried to fight it. Tess was nothing to him. Liz was his world, his heart, his soul, he didn’t want anyone but her.
             “We’ll see you June 22nd.”
             How did she know he and Liz’s wedding date? And the last part really shocked him.
             “Who’s we?” He screamed out loud.
             Max felt stained, dirty. He needed to see Liz. To hold her, touch her, kiss her. Breathe her in. He needed her. Like a drug.
 

* * * * * *
Santa Monica, California
One Week Later
March 31, 2005.

             Michael Guerin looked out of the window of the apartment he shared with his girlfriend of five years, Maria DeLuca. It was extremely small, only a bedroom, a kitchenette, and a small living area, but it was cozy, and it was theirs, so they loved it. He watched the rain as it fell down outside in the darkness. He watched as it fogged up the windows, making it increasingly difficult to see outside.
             Maria was still asleep. It was early, he didn’t want to wake her. She hadn’t been sleeping much lately. Her best friend from childhood, Liz Parker, had called her a couple of weeks before and they got in yet another argument. It was tearing Maria apart but she couldn’t allow herself to show weakness.
             Michael looked over at her then, watching her chest rise and fall in the moonlight. She always slept in the nude and he loved this time of night, her lying still and restful on her back; the moonlight dancing on her silky skin. He would often sit up at night, thinking, watching her. He wasn’t much of a spiritual person, but he thanked whoever or whatever that created him for bringing him together with this beautiful creature. Part of him hated Liz for taking Max away from him all those years ago, but he loved her for delivering this perfect sleeping angel to him, so completely and effortlessly.
             Her arm moved in her sleep just then, draping it across her stomach. “Michael…” She whispered in her sleep. He smiled. It made him feel like such a bad ass whenever she called out his name. At that moment, she was his, and nothing else mattered. The past, the future- nothing. He only saw her.
             Until tonight.
           “Michael,” The voice whispered in his head, echoing through his brain and shaking him to the core. “Michael, I’ve missed you so much.”
             It continued to haunt him. That voice he hadn’t heard in so long- the voice of his sister, Tess. “Michael, I need your help. Michael, you need to see him. I named him after you.”
             Michael tried to shake that last thought out of his brain. He could feel Tess reaching out to him. He got a flash just then, of Tess, Max, and a young boy. They were playing in a park, the boy was pushing a toy truck through a sandbox. Tess and Max were looking at each other with loving eyes. The boy looked exactly like his best friend, his surrogate brother, their leader, with the brown hair, doe eyes, long eyelashes, and prominent ears.
             Tess and Max had a child?
             It couldn’t be. Maria had just talked to Liz, and she and Max were as happy as ever. They were even getting married in less than three months. Why, after all these years, is he finally getting visions of Tess? Why can he feel her presence with him?
           “Michael, come to Boston. Please, Michael, I need your help. She has to be stopped.” Tess seemed to be pleading to him.
             “Boston?” He thought to himself. He felt a wave of terror wash over him- like he knew that something awful was going to happen. “They’re in danger.” He said, looking over at the snapshot of Max and Liz from years ago that still hung on Maria’s mirror. He ran over to Maria and shook her out of her dreams.
             “What?” She cried, her eyes sealed tight with tiredness.
             He paused, looking at her. He seemed to be drowning in her for a moment.
             “Michael, WHAT?” She cried. “What’s wrong?”
             “Get up, we’re going to Boston.”
             “Boston? What?” She sat up in bed like a rocket. “Are Liz and Max okay? Oh God!” She screamed. “Tell me! What’s happened to them?”
             “Nothing- yet. But I think my sister might be after Liz.”
             “Tess? What the hell…you don’t hear from her for almost five years and now all of the sudden you’re getting visions about her? God, she’s such a bitch!” Maria cried.
             “Hey, calm down, she’s the only family I have, all right?”
             “What about Max, Isabel? You have me!”
             Michael shook his head. “It’s not the same, blondie.”
             “Fine, Michael, I’ll bite. How do you know that psycho hose-beast is going after Liz, huh?” Maria asked.
             “I just know ok? Don’t ask so many questions!” Michael cried, grabbing two suitcases out of the closet and throwing them on the bed. He scared her when he got like this. Something must really be wrong. Maria stood up, her body twinkling in the moonlight. She shuddered as she thought of Liz and Tess coming face to face again. She knew Liz might do something crazy. And if Liz didn’t stand up against Tess, Maria sure as hell would do anything to protect her Lizzie! Michael looked over and saw her then, his glorious distraction. He could feel that she was in pain. He walked over behind her, wrapping his arms around her back. He placed his lips lightly on her neck.
             “Don’t worry, ok?” He said quietly. “Liz is going to be okay. So is Max. I won’t let Tess hurt them.” Michael could feel Maria’s worry.
             “I just wish this would be over with… I mean, Max and Liz have been through so much. They’re good people, why can’t they just be happy? Why does this always have to happen to them? When will they be happy? When will we be happy?”
             “I thought we were happy.” Michael said, looking into her eyes with hurt. He looked like a wounded puppy dog- she looked at him and frowned.
             “Nice one, DeLuca.” She thought to herself.
             “Michael Guerin, I’ve never been so happy in my whole life than I am right now with you. I’m just scared. As long as your sister and Nasedo and God knows who else are out there lurking around, I just can’t feel safe.”
             “Maria, You don’t have to feel scared. I won’t ever let anyone hurt you.” He replied, lacing his fingers with hers.
             “I’m not worried about me. But I would die if…they took you from me.” Maria said, her eyes welling up with tears. He moved his hands through her soft blonde hair.
             “I love you.” Michael said, kissing her soundly.
             “I love you too.” Maria replied. “Come on, let’s go find Sissy Dearest.”

* * * * * * *

Boston, Massachusetts.
Later That Afternoon.

             Max never told Liz that Tess had called him that night. Liz felt him changing, acting strangely. Everytime the phone rang, Max would jump ten feet, like he was expecting something. She didn’t want to say anything to him because they’d both been going through a lot of stress with school, work, and wedding preparations. They had barely had time to stop and breathe, let alone just relax together in those precious moments of the day that made her want to wake up and live the next one.
             Liz hadn’t seen Tess since that day in her bioethics class. Tess never showed up to class again. It had been almost three weeks since she had appeared out of nowhere and she seemed to have disappeared just as effortlessly as she’d disrupted their rosy existence. General Hospital was on, but as usual, Max wasn’t paying much attention. He was focused on Liz, who was watching the screen intently. They were lying in bed under the covers, his bare chest pressed firmly up against her soft back, that skin to skin contact that drove him insane. He buried his face in her neck, breathing in her intoxicating scent, and closed his eyes. He tried to forget that every vision of Tess was pushing him closer into his own private hell.
             “Max, it won’t be long now. We’ve been waiting for this day so patiently.” He heard Tess’s voice echo through his brain, awakening hatred he never thought existed. His eyes flew open. This has to stop! He thought to himself. But her voice and images kept flooding his brain.
           “You won’t be able to deny it anymore. We belong together. You and I. Not Liz.”
             No! Max kept repeating in his brain, holding Liz closer to him. She wrapped her left arm around him, stroking his skin and soothing him. He seemed to be upset. She turned herself around in his arms. He opened up his soulful brown eyes, his beautiful eyelashes fluttering with each staggered breath, and looked deep into his lover’s own.
             “Max, what’s wrong?” She asked him. “You seem upset.”
             Without answering, he pulled her close to him then, kissing her with need and urgency. He continued to attack her with a million kisses all over her body. He didn’t leave any part of her neglected. She moaned his name as the kisses became stronger, kisses full of desire, longing, fear… His lips continued to travel lower until they reached their desired destination. She grabbed his hair then, pushing him closer into her. She threw her head back as a million sensations washed over her. She felt his name cross her lips over and over again, without thought, sensation, meaning…
           She closed her eyes and had a vision of Max playing with a young boy in a sandbox. He pushed a toy truck through the sand and laughed as Max helped him build a small sandcastle. He looked so much like Max that she shuddered. Liz felt like she was seeing her future, their future- their son. Liz gasped with horror when Tess showed up then, picking up the young boy and kissing him. Max then took the two of them in his arms and they embraced.
             “Oh my God!” She screamed, tears streaming down her face.
             “Liz, Liz, I know baby…” He said, his face buried in her stomach, his eyes sealed with passion.  He kissed her fiercely around her navel, working his way back up to her neck. She sat up like a rocket.
             “No, Max, I saw her! I saw her in my vision!” Liz screamed, her eyes filling up with tears.
             “You saw Tess?” Max asked with alarm. “What was she doing?”
             Liz looked in his eyes. The pain she felt was too great to tell him about. “She was playing with a little boy- you were there too. He looked exactly like you, Max.”
             Max was stunned- a child? He had had lots of visions of Tess over the past few weeks, but none involving a child. Was Tess somehow getting messages to Liz’s brain too? He shuddered at the thought. “Liz…” He said, moaning her name. He tried to push Tess out of his brain as he took Liz’s face in her hands, kissing her with passion and intensity. They broke away and looked into each other’s eyes.
             “Max…” She whispered. “I want to have your baby.” She placed her hand on his chest, letting it travel further down to the center of him that had always fascinated her. “Make love to me.”
             “Oh, God, Liz…” He said, the words filled with desire. He kissed her and lowered her down onto the bed. “You’re my world, Liz, there’s no one else…” He made love to her with such force and intensity that the feeling frightened Liz. Making love with him had never been this way before. She felt him pushing into her with such need that it almost hurt her.
             “Max,” She moaned. He laced their fingers together, pressing her hands into the bed. He continued this quest for something- anything- salvation- to return to that feeling of safeness- complete and utter bliss he had while making love to Liz.
 He looked into Liz’s eyes to try to gage her response at what was happening to them. And to his horror, Tess’s face gazed back at him.
             “I told you, Max. You belong to me.”
             Max screamed, pulling himself away from the image that shocked him so much. When he came back to reality, he saw Liz staring back at him with horror.
             “Max…” She whispered. “What is happening to us?”
             “I don’t know.” He said, shaking his head. “God, I’m so sorry, Liz, I’m so sorry.” He burst into tears then. Liz was shocked to see him cry. She’d only seen him cry twice in her life- when he and Michael got in a huge fight years ago and Michael told him that they were no longer brothers, and after she accepted his marriage proposal.
             “Max…” She continued to whisper. Her lover was crumbling right in front of her eyes. She stretched out her arms to him and he crawled into her warm embrace. They buried themselves under the covers as he rested his head on her chest, needing to hear her beating heart. Needing to feel that closeness.
             “I’m sorry,” He kept repeating. She just shushed him and kissed the top of his head.
             “You don’t have anything to be sorry about. You’re mine.” Liz said.
           “You’re mine.” Tess repeated in Max’s brain. He squinted his eyes in pain.
             “I love you.” Max said, lifting his head up to meet Liz’s. “I’ll never stop loving you.”
             “I love you too, angel.” She said, kissing him. “I’ll always love you.”
             The phone rang then, and Max’s eyes lit up with terror. It was her, he knew it. What were they going to do? Liz looked over at the caller I.D. box.
             “UNKNOWN CALLER.”
             She looked at Max for a second, both having the same thought. Would it be Tess? “I’ll let the machine get it.” She said, smoothing his hair.
             The ringing stopped and she heard the sound of her own voice. “Hi! You’ve reached Max and Liz’s! We’re not in right now, but leave a message and we’ll get back to you!”
             “Liz! Max! If you’re there, pick up the phone, it’s Michael.” Max and Liz were both shocked. Max grabbed the phone quickly.
             “Michael, Michael, we’re here.” Max said. “Is everything ok?”
             “Yeah, but can you do me a favor?”
             “Anything.” Max said.
             “Come pick Maria and me up from the airport? We’re in Boston.” Michael said.
             Max’s jaw dropped. “You’re here?” He looked at Liz. “He and Maria are in Boston.”
             “What are they doing here?” Liz asked.
             “Tell Liz we’re here to save her ass.” Michael said. Max’s eyes lit up with fear. Maria smacked Michael’s arm for making such a rude comment.
             “She’s in danger?” Max asked, squeezing Liz’s hand. “From what? Who?”
             “Listen, if you could just pick us up, we’re in terminal B. Gate 8. We’ll explain everything when we get back to your place. It’s not safe to talk about it here.” Michael said.
             “Michael, tell me what’s going on!” Max demanded.
             “I will, Maxwell, just chill, all right?” Michael cried. Maria rolled her eyes.
             “Give me the phone, genius. You obviously failed diplomatic relations last semester.” Maria grabbed the phone from Michael’s ear. “Hi, Max. It’s Maria. If you could please just come pick us up, we’d greatly appreciate it. I’m sorry my boyfriend can be such an asshole sometimes.”
             Max nodded. “We’re on our way. Give us twenty minutes.” They hung up. Max looked at Liz. He cupped his hand in her face. She turned her face to kiss his open palm.
             “I’m in danger?” She asked, looking into his eyes. They were both on the verge of tears.
             “I’m not going to let anything happen to you. But we need to find out what’s going on. Come on, get dressed. We’re going to get Michael and Maria.” Max said.

* * * * *

            Michael was sitting impatiently at the gate, waiting for Max and Liz to come get them from the airport. Maria had gone to a nearby stand to grab the latest issue of Cosmo, so she was out of his hair for a few minutes. This gave him time to catch some much-needed rest. That plane ride had been brutally long. He looked at his watch, hardly believing it was almost 6 PM. It felt like lunchtime to him. This time change was making him ill. He shut his eyes and laid his head back on the cushy blue chair.
             The visions came again. This time, it was a vision of a wedding. Michael could only see the back of the bride and groom, but as he got closer, he determined that the groom definitely was Max. He couldn’t make out the bride’s face. As he got closer and closer, he saw who it was.
             “Michael, You’re so close. You’ve almost found me.” He heard Tess’s voice haunting his brain. He slowly opened his eyes and looked up at the ceiling of the airport.
             “Ok, Tess, enough is enough…what are you trying to tell me?” Michael said to himself quietly.
             The two rows of chairs behind Michael were empty, all except for a young woman and a little boy. The little boy sat close to the edge of the chair, kicking his legs over the side and coloring in a coloring book. He frowned as he broke the crayon he was using. He looked up at the woman, his big brown eyes watering with tears.
             “Mommy, I broke my crayon. Can you fix it?” He asked her sweetly.
             “Of course, Adam-Michael.” She held the broken green crayon in her enclosed fist, and when she opened it back up again, it was whole. “There, darling. Mommy fixed it.” She said, handing him the crayon and kissing his head.
             “Thanks, Mommy.” He said, smiling. He went back to his coloring contently. His mother pushed her sunglasses down her nose and turned around in her chair so she was facing Michael.
             “Honey, put your book away. It’s time for you to meet your Uncle Michael.” She said, grabbing her child’s tiny hand.
             “Mommy, I don’t want to.” Adam-Michael pleaded.
             “Honey,” She said, squatting down to his eye level. She sent him a telegraphic message that he was able to understand since he was completely alien. His eyes got wide as he saw a vision of himself riding his very own horse. His mom had promised him that she’d buy him a new pony of his very own if he’d cooperate with her.
             “Ok, Mommy.” He said, smiling. He reached out his hand to her. She smiled, reaching down to the chair and grabbing her purse. She slowly led her son to the two rows of chairs where Michael was sitting, her heart pounding faster and faster. If she was this nervous meeting her brother again, how was she going to be when she met Max?
             Michael turned around instinctively, smirking. He knew she was there. “So, if it isn’t my baby sister.”
             “Michael.” She replied, smiling. “It’s so good to see you.” She was disappointed that he didn’t stand up to hug her, but then again, Michael wasn’t really that into public displays of affection.
             “Tess, I’m only going to say one thing to you…why did you leave?”
             “I couldn’t stay, Michael. Not if Max wouldn’t accept me as his chosen one.” Tess replied. Michael wasn’t paying much attention to what she was saying. He was too busy looking at the small child clutching Tess’s hand nervously.
             He looked exactly like Max.
             “Oh my God…” Michael whispered. Maria came up to the two of them then, dropping her soda she had just bought.
             “Holy shit!” Maria screamed. She had to keep herself from fainting. She felt like her knees might give out. She saw Tess talking to Michael, and Tess clutching the hand of a small boy who looked exactly like her best friend’s fiance. “Tess what the HELL are you doing here?”
             Tess glared at her. “I’d ask you the same thing, but you probably would never shut your mouth.”
             Maria stared daggers at her. “You’re never going to get him back, you know. I don’t know why you’re bothering to try.”
             Tess laughed. “Oh, but I will now. I will get Max back, he belongs to me. And Adam-Michael is the proof.”
             Maria grabbed Michael’s arm for support. Their jaws dropped in disbelief.
             Tess continued, scooping up the boy in her arms. “Michael, Maria, I’d like you to meet Adam-Michael Evans, Max’s son. The first procreation of our species.”
             Maria’s eyes rolled back in her head as she started to faint. Michael caught her and his jaw dropped. “Tess…what the hell…”
             At that moment, hell came colliding into Boston-Logan International Airport.
             Max and Liz ran over to Michael and Maria hand-in-hand.
             “Hello Max. Hello Liz.” Tess said, smirking.
             Liz’s eyes welled up with tears. Max couldn’t do anything but stare in awe at the child she was holding. No one had to tell him anything- at that moment he knew…
             He was a father.


 

             “Tess…” Max said, still in awe from looking at the child staring at him. They had the same eyes.
             “Yes, Max, it’s really me.” Tess said, smiling. “Aren’t you going to hug me or something?”
             Max was silent. “Tess, why didn’t you tell me? I had a right to know… that I have…”
             “A son? Go on, you can say it Max.” Tess said, smiling. She looked over at Liz, who looked like she’d seen a ghost. She was shaking her head over and over, like if she didn’t believe what was standing right in front of her, it would all just go away. “Oh, but we wouldn’t want to hurt your little girlfriend over here.” She added with a grin.
             “Tess, I swear to God! You’re dead, you hear me?” Maria screamed, lunging for her. Michael held her back.
             “Maria! Stop it!” Michael said. “This is something Max and Tess have to work out on their own. And stop screaming at her, you’re scaring the kid.”
             The four of them looked at Adam-Michael, who had buried his face in Tess’s pant leg with confusion and fear.
             “Mommy?” He said quietly. She bent down to his eye level once again.
             “What is it, sweetheart?” Tess asked sweetly, her hand smoothing her son’s chocolate brown hair.
             “Who is that man?” Adam-Michael asked, pointing to Max. Max’s eyes filled with tears, as did Liz’s. She wrapped her whole body around her fiancé’s arm, clutching on to him like a scared child.
             “He’s your daddy, sweetie.” Tess replied, beaming.
             “If he’s my daddy, how come I’ve never seen him before?” Adam-Michael asked.
             “He’s been away, sweetie. But now we’re all together again. Your mommy, your daddy, and you. We’re a family again.” Tess said, smiling and looking up at Max, who was still in shock. Liz burst into tears, running away from the entire scene. She couldn’t breathe.
             “Liz!” Max cried, running after her. Liz shook her head and sped up her pace. She had to get out of there.
             “Some family you’ve got there, Tess.” Maria said, coolly. “Mommy’s psycho, and Daddy’s in love with someone else. I feel sorry for the poor kid.”
              Tess glared daggers into her. She raised her hand towards Maria, and with out a care, used her powers to throw her into a nearby wall.
             “TESS! What the fuck are you thinking?” Michael screamed at her, grabbing her arm and twisting it. He then ran over to the wall, where Maria was slumped over, rubbing the back of her head. “If you EVER touch Maria again, I will kill you myself. Plus, what in the hell were you thinking doing that in a public place? Anyone could have seen you! You idiot!”
             “I don’t care who knows it. Michael, I’m your sister. How can you put your little tramp before family?”
             “Watch me.” Michael said firmly, grabbing a squirming Maria and flinging her over his shoulder.
             “Michael, PUT ME DOWN! I’m going to kill that bitch! PUT ME DOWN RIGHT NOW!” Her screams echoed through the terminal. A crowd was growing around them now.
             “We’re going to find Max and Liz.” Michael said. He turned around to give Tess a last warning. “Look, Tess, I don’t know why you’re here now, but rest assured, I will find out. And we will stop you. We’re not going to let you hurt any of us, ever again.”
            “Mommy, where’s Uncle Michael going?” Adam-Michael asked Tess, tugging on her pant leg.
             “I’m sorry, Adam, but I’ve got to leave pal. We’ll play some other time ok?” Michael said, trying to smile at his tiny, clueless nephew.
             “Ok.” Adam said, a frown washing over his face. Michael was shocked. He couldn’t believe how much he looked like Max.
             “Michael—“ Tess cried.
             “What!” Michael screamed, getting impatient.
             “You’ll change your mind. I’ll make you.”
             “No you won’t, Tess. No you won’t.” He said firmly, walking away with Maria still screaming over his shoulder.
           “MICHAEL SHE IS SO DEAD! TESS, DO YOU HEAR ME? YOU ARE ONE DEAD BITCH, YOU ALIEN FREAK! MARK MY WORDS!” Maria said. Tess laughed loud enough for Maria to hear. She waved at Maria and smiled.
             “Bye, Bye, Maria!” She said, laughing.
* * * * * *
             When Max finally caught up with Liz, she was crouched behind a chair next to a flight gate that wasn’t being used that day. Max ran up to her, out of breath.
             “Liz--“
             “Max, go away. I need to think.”
             “Liz, don’t shut me out. I am just as surprised about this as you.”
             Liz looked up into Max’s eyes. They were both crying now. “Max, don’t you realize what this means? You have a son! A son that isn’t mine! Do you have any idea how that makes me feel?”
             “Devastated?” Max asked. “Used? Out of control?” He continued, crouching down next to her and pushing a loose strand of her brown hair behind her ear. “I never wanted kids unless they came from you…came from us. I’m not ready to be a father yet, certainly not of this child that came from Tess.”
             Liz looked at his eyes and frowned. “I guess she was right. We don’t belong together.”
             “What?” Max asked frantically.
             “You and Tess should be together. To raise your son.” Liz said, not being able to control the words coming out of her mouth.
             “Liz, I can’t believe what you’re saying. You know that’s not true.” Max said, his eyes welling with tears.
             “Well, what am I supposed to believe, Max?” Liz asked, her tears growing stronger and more forceful now. “I know he was conceived when we were apart, but…it seems like everything Tess ever said, about how you guys belonged together- were true. And he’s the proof.”
             Max shook his head. “I can’t believe what I’m hearing. I can’t believe that after all we’ve been through you still have doubts about us- about the depth of my love for you.” Liz looked up at him then, seeing the pain in his eyes. She didn’t want to hurt him but she just go through losing him to Tess- not again.
             “I can’t lose you to Tess. Not again. That will kill me.”
             “You’re not going to… not ever.”
             “Max, whether you like it or not, you and Tess are tied forever- through…your…son.” It pained her to say the words. “I don’t think I can handle that, her being part of the rest of our lives.”
             “She won’t be- she isn’t part of me. You are.” Max said, cupping his hand on Liz’s cheek, trying his best to comfort her.
             But to no avail.
             Liz looked away from him then.
             “I think I should stay at Morgan’s for a while.”  Liz said.
             Max couldn’t believe what he was hearing. The words came out of Liz’s mouth slowly, carefully, like she was going in slow motion. “Liz, oh God, no. Please don’t say this.”
             “Max, I need this. We need this space right now.”
             “No, Liz, I can’t be away from you- not even one night.” Max said, shaking his head.
             “Max, you know this is the right think to do. Until you work things out with Tess, and your son… we should be apart.”
             “I don’t want that family, I don’t want that life- I only want you!” Max screamed, tears flowing out of his eyes.
             “Max, listen to yourself! He’s your son for God’s sake!” Liz said, pleading with him. “Tess may be the devil incarnate, but he’s still your son.”
             Max couldn’t take it anymore. He put his head on Liz’s shoulder and sobbed uncontrollably. “Liz, I can’t believe this is happening…why is this happening to us?”
             To see Max so uncontrollable, so raw and open like this made Liz’s heart break for the second time that day. “I don’t know Max. Let’s just take some time…and see where we are.” After a few breathless moments, Max raised his head up to meet her face. He kissed her with such a need and urgency that it scared them both. After what seemed like an eternity, they broke away, looking into each other’s sad brown eyes. Liz could feel her heart breaking slowly, painfully in her chest and she knew Max was close to emotional death.
            “Oh, God, Max…” She said, returning to his lips again. Somewhere in the back of her brain, she believed that if she just kept kissing him, that somehow, they’d both wake up and this horrible nightmare- Tess, that little boy- they’d both be gone. And she and Max would have their perfect life back.
            “Liz…” He moaned into her mouth. “Please don’t do this to me…I can’t just sit here…” He continued kissing her, hungrily lapping up her kisses like he was never going to kiss her again. “And let you walk away from me.”
            “Max…” She said, her eyes closing in ecstasy as Max’s lips traveled down her neck. “…we both know it’s the right thing…” She said, breathless. She couldn’t take it anymore. She ripped her neck away from his lips. He groaned. “It’s only for a little while.”
            Max looked into her eyes with disbelief. She really was leaving him. He never thought this day would come.
            Just then, Michael walked up, Maria still slung over his shoulder. Max and Liz could faintly hear Maria’s screeching voice getting louder and louder as they approached. “…SPACEBOY! PUT ME DOWN! We’re away from her now! I promise I’m not going to go after her just PUT ME DOWN!” She screamed, banging her fists on his back. Michael wasn’t paying attention. He had his full attention focused on the train wreck sitting in the floor in front of him that used to be his best friend and his best friend’s fiancé.
            “Hush, Blondie.” Michael said, putting her down on the floor.
            “Finally!” She screamed. She looked over immediately to where Max and Liz were screaming and gasped. “Oh my God! Lizzie!” She ran into her best friend’s arms. Liz was still in shock, but the tears flowed freely from her eyes. Michael walked over to them as well, looking at Max.
            “Max…what’s going on?” He asked gravelly.
            “Liz and I decided, to separate, for a while.” Max said quietly, choking back tears. He turned away from them and solemnly walked over to the window near by. Maria heard this and buried her face in Liz’s soft brown hair.
            “I am so sorry, Liz.” Maria said, petting Liz’s hair softly. Maria looked up at Michael, signaling to him to go talk to Max. Michael tried to protest, but Maria widened her eyes and gritted her teeth. “GO.” She mouthed silently to him. He got the picture. She looked down at Liz, who broke away from their hug.
            “Maria, I’m so glad you are here.” She said, her bottom lip quivering. “What am I going to do?”
            “You and Max are going to get married. Tess is nothing but a washed up ho-bag, ok? She means NOTHING to Max and he’s told you that until he’s been blue in the face. When are you going to stop being so stubborn and just believe him?”
            “Maria, it’s not that simple anymore. Not now, not with this boy.”
            “Adam-Michael.”
            “What?” Liz said, stunned, realizing at that moment how real this child really was.
            “Adam-Michael. That’s his name.” Maria repeated. Liz shuddered.
           That’s what she’d had wanted to name a son if she and Max ever had one.
            “I can’t believe this is happening…” Liz said.
            “Look, Liz, I know you’re upset, but don’t you think Max is just as stunned about all this as you are? I mean I hate to take his side on this one, but maybe you should be a little more understanding…”
            Liz looked into Maria’s eyes with a death stare. “Maria, how would you like it if Isabel showed up at your doorstep out of nowhere one day holding Michael’s four-year-old son and ranting about how Michael belonged to her now?”
            Maria paused. “Ok, I deserved that, I know. But we’re not talking about Izzy, we’re talking about the wicked bitch from Planet Lord-Knows-What. Max does have a son now, and he will be tied to Tess because of that, but he loves you and would never choose her over you.”
            “He did it once, what’s stopping him from doing it a second time?” Liz asked. Maria looked at her.
            “Liz, if I recall, YOU were the one who made that decision for him. YOU broke up with him when we were juniors. Don’t let her win again! Ok, don’t! I won’t let you. You and Max are two of the most wonderful people in the universe, the only family I have, and you belong together- if you won’t stand up for your love, then by GOD, I will!” Maria screamed at her. Liz was stunned by her forcefulness, but was happy at the same time that she and Maria were on the same side again.
            Michael slowly walked up behind Max, who was sobbing with his forehead against the window. “Michael what am I going to do?” He asked, sensing his best friend was near.
            He reached out a hand and placed it on Max’s shoulder. “I don’t know, Maxwell. I know you’re going to have to work this out on your own. Liz can’t help you, Maria can’t help, neither can I. It’s up to you.” Max crumbled, turning around and hugging Michael.
            “Michael, I’m so sorry, for everything, for all the fights—you’ve always been my brother, that’s never stopped being true…”
            “I’ll never stop being there for you Maxwell.” Michael said. “But this thing with Tess isn’t just going to go away…”
            “I know,” He said, nodding.
            “You’re a father now.” Michael said.
            The words echoed in Max’s brain, lingering for a few seconds before making their exit into his memories. “I know. And I want to know my son.”
            “That’s good. That’s a start.”
            “But I want to be happy, with Liz.” Max said. “I only love her. I can never love anyone as much as I love her.”
            “You’ll love Adam just as much. But in a different way.”
            “Tess will never let me see him if I marry Liz.”
            If… Max couldn’t believe that “if” came out of his mouth before “I marry Liz.” It had always been a given, they would marry, have a couple of kids, and grow old together. Why were these doubts registering in his brain now?
            “Max, I can talk to her, try to work out a compromise.” Michael said, trying to comfort him.
            “We both know Tess. She’s as stubborn as hell. She’s a lot like you, Michael.”
            Michael couldn’t help but grin. “I know. But I’m her brother, maybe I can talk some sense into her…?” His voice trailed off as Maria and Liz walked up, their arms linked.
            “I’m going to stay with Liz at her friend Morgan’s tonight. Is that okay?” She asked Michael.
            “I’m not your keeper. You can do what you want.”
            “I know that, Michael. I just wanted to run it by you.” Maria said calmly. Max tried to look at Liz, but she was avoiding his stare.
            “Sounds good.” Michael said. “Can we get back to your place, Maxwell? Or go grab something to eat? I barely touched that crappy airplane food they gave us.” He rubbed his stomach, looking at Maria.
            “Yeah, I’m hungry too.” Maria piped in. “Guys?” She said, looking at Liz and Max. They were only looking longingly at each other. Maria smiled. I give it two days, tops. She thought.

* * * * * *

            Max was sitting up in his bed. He looked over at the clock.
             3:14 A.M.
             “Dear Lord, let me fall asleep.” He whispered. “Some time tonight. That’s all I ask.” He knew why he couldn’t sleep. It had been his first night without Liz in what seemed like years. It probably was. Neither of them ever went out of town without the other. Liz never stayed over at other people’s houses. Whenever she had to work late, he’d walk down to the store three blocks away and he’d walk her home. It was hard for him to sleep without her lying beside him, knowing she was safe with him. He tried to deny it, but he had a nagging fear. Tess was going to do something to harm her. She wasn’t going to be able to get to him the normal way, so she’d get to him through his Achilles heel…
             The entire town of Roswell, NM, most of the student body of Boston University, and small corrupt sects of the FBI know that his Achilles heel is definitely Elizabeth Marie Parker.
             Now that he knew about Adam-Michael, his only son, being without him made him feel doubly awful and fearful.
            Michael walked into Max and Liz’s bedroom then. He had been sleeping on their couch out in the living room. He rubbed his hands through his spiky brown hair and sat down on the edge of Max’s bed.
            “You can’t sleep either?” Max asked him.
            “Nope.” Michael said. “Not a wink.”
            “I’m sorry about the couch, I know it’s not the most comfortable-“ Max began.
            “No, no, it’s not the couch, I just miss…”
            Max smiled. “Maria?”
            “Yeah.” Michael said. He could see in the moonlight that Max had been crying. “You’ll see Liz tomorrow, Maxwell.”
            Max nodded. “I know.” He tried to force a smile. “It’s just not the same. I feel so…empty. Like someone has come along and ripped an entire part of my body off, and left me exposed…vulnerable.”
            “Max, this is only temporary. Until you can settle things with Tess. You both said that.”
            “It’s not just that…I’m afraid…Liz isn’t going to want to marry me anymore after all this.” Max said.
            Michael chuckled. “The girl is nuts about you! She has been since we were 16 years old! Of course she wants to marry you. But she’s human, she’s hurt. It’s not your fault. It’s not anyone’s fault. You just have to work through it so you can be together again.”
            “I don’t know how long I can take this. I haven’t even survived a night yet.” Max said, his eyes welling up with tears. He grabbed Liz’s pillow and pressed it tightly to his chest. He could still smell her peach shampoo lingering on it.
            “It’s the first night. It will get easier.” Michael said. “And…I’m here man, as long as you need me. We’ve got to get to the bottom of this shit with Tess.”
            “No kidding. I’ve got to get my son.”
            Michael stared at him. “You want him, like full custody?”
            “It’s worth a try…” Max said.
            Michael shook his head. “It will never stand up in court.”
            “Why not?”
             “She’s his mother, that’s why not. She’s been the only parent in the picture his entire life…” Michael began.
            “That’s not my fault…” Max pleaded.
            “I know that, Maria knows that, Liz knows that, even Tess knows that…but the court won’t see it like that.”
              Max sighed. “Liz would make such a great mother to him.”
            “Then have your own babies, Maxwell. Cause I’m sorry, but I don’t think you’re going to ever get Adam away from my sister.”
            “She’s using him as a pawn, Michael, can’t you see that? A pawn in some sick, ridiculous game that I’m so tired of playing!” Max cried. “He’s my son too and I have a right to be with him.”
            The phone rang then. Both Max and Michael looked over to the Caller I.D. box. Max reached over, turning on the lamp next to the bed.
            “HARDING-EVANS, TESS. (617) 290-0666.”
            Max’s heart sank in disappointment.
            “What do you want, Tess?” He asked, picking up the phone.
            She paused. “Max, I was hoping you’d be a little more responsive to me. To our son. I never meant to hurt you.”
            “Oh yeah, Tess?” Max shouted back at her. “Well you did hurt me. You kept Adam from me for almost five years!”
            “Five years this Christmas Day.” Tess said, rubbing her belly subconsciously and smiling.
            Max’s eyes filled up with tears. He had spent that Christmas with Liz, Isabel, Michael, Maria, Alex, and their families while his son was coming into the world. “He was born on Christmas?”
            “Yeah. He was big too, Nasedo delivered him in the cave where the pods are…the delivery was very difficult for me, because I’m so tiny. We almost lost Adam…”
            Max felt a twinge of pain. He couldn’t help it. No matter what Tess had ever done to him, Adam-Michael would always be his son. Nothing would ever change that. “I’m sorry I wasn’t there…to help.”
            “You were with us, Max. You’re always with us.” Tess replied, smiling.
            Max felt conflicting emotions after hearing this. He was speechless. He shook his head, denying his happy memories with Tess all those years ago to flood his brain. It killed him a little more as she continued to jab the knife in deeper…
            “It was that night at the rock formation---we had a romantic picnic under the stars—then we…” She said slowly, smiling as she remembered.
            “You said you were on the pill, Tessa. You lied to me!” Max said, sternly as those disturbing yet strangely sensual images of that night came into his mind again.
            Tess chuckled then, somewhat sadistically.
            “Oops…” She said, smiling.
            Max was livid. “Look, if you think bringing Adam-Michael into the picture now is going to keep me from marrying Liz, you are SO wrong!”
            “Oh, really? I think it already has….” She said, prophetically.
            Max gasped. “How do you know…?”
            “I know everything, Max…everything about you and Liz. You wake up before her every morning, and you marvel at how wonderfully different the city of Boston always is. On Monday, Tuesday, Wednesday, and Saturday nights, Liz works at Urban Outfitters on JFK Street. You work at Dr. Sutton’s office in Cambridge on Mondays, Tuesdays, Fridays, and Saturdays. You and Liz like to eat lunch at Au Bon Pain in Harvard Square on pretty afternoons. You…make love to her…every free afternoon and every night…if you’re both not too tired from working. And the nights you don’t, you sleep in each other’s arms and wake up to face the day all over again.” Tess said, her eyes welling with tears as the last words escaped freely from her lips.
            “Max, what’s she saying…Max?” Michael asked frantically.
            Max shook his head in disbelief. “This can’t be happening…you are sick…”
            “Oh, but it is happening, Max. You know I’ll stop at nothing to get what I want…” Tess began.
            “Including sacrificing your own son’s happiness? Our son’s happiness? Who’s next, Tessa? Who’s next in your sick little game?” Max screamed, the vein in his forehead pounding with anger. Michael tried to grab the phone from him, but he broke away.
            “It’s not a game, Max. It’s our destiny.” Tess repeated.
            “No, it’s not! I make my own life, my own destiny! And that life is with Liz! I will NEVER go back to you, Tess- do you hear me? Never!”
            “Well then,” Tess said, livid. “We’ll just have to do something about that now, won’t we?”
            Max’s heart stopped. “If you hurt Liz, if you hurt Adam-Michael, so help me Tess…”
            “Calm down. I would NEVER harm my own child. What do you think I am, some kind of monster?” She asked, taken aback.
            Max paused. “I’ll never let you get to Liz.”
            “Oh, really Max? How do you know she’s not already here, sitting beside me? She’s not sleeping with you tonight, so you’re pretty clueless now, aren’t you?” Tess said, grinning.
            Max gasped again. This was like some sort of nightmare he couldn’t break free of.
            “Tess…” His voice was choked by fear, anger, and tears.
            Mostly fear.
            “Leave her alone… I’ll do…anything you want. Please. Just don’t hurt her.” Max pleaded, freely crying now.
            “Oh, I’m counting on it, my love.” Tess said. “Now, don’t try to call here or arrange visits with your son. We’ll find you. Rest well, my darling.” She made kissing noises into the phone.
            “Tess!” He cried. The line went dead. Max hung up the phone to see Michael with his head in his hands.
            “God, Maxwell- I am so sorry.” Michael said.
            “She’s going to hurt Liz- I’ve got to get to her before Tess does.” Max said, mumbling to himself and rummaging in his dresser for a shirt to wear.
            “Maxwell, no!” Michael said.
            “Michael, let go of me!” Max said, pulling Michael’s arm from his. “Liz needs to be with me so I can protect her!” Max said, his eyes welling up with tears. “She’s going to kill Liz, she’s going to hurt her, she’s going to…and it’s all my fault, my fault, she’s going to kill my baby, my angel, my…my…” Max crumbled onto the floor.
            The phone rang as they were struggling. They both froze and ran to check the Caller I.D. box.
           “PATRICK, MORGAN E (617) 419-6442.”
            Max’s heart jumped.
            “It’s Liz! Something’s wrong!” Max cried. Michael picked up the phone. Max was shaking too badly to talk.
            “Liz?” Michael asked, picking up the phone.
            “This is Morgan, I need to speak to Max.” Morgan said into the phone.
            “This is Michael, Max’s brother, what’s up? Are Liz and Maria ok?” Michael asked.
            “You guys need to get over here right away.” Morgan replied solemnly. “Liz is really sick.”
            “What?” Michael cried. “What’s wrong with her?”
            “She’s been throwing up for like two hours straight. And she’s been mumbling things, hallucinating…”
            “We’ll be right there!” Michael cried, hanging up the phone and grabbing Max.
            “Oh my God! What’s wrong with her? Tess got to her! No!” Max screamed.
            “Maxwell, it’s nothing like that. Liz is…really sick.” Michael said.
            “What?” Max said.
            “That’s all Morgan would say, we’ve got to get over there. How long will it take us?”
            “Ten minutes,” Max said. “We’ve just got to go across the street to the parking garage and get the car.”
             Michael walked into the other room and pulled a shirt on, and grabbed his jacket. Max did the same. The latter said nothing to the former, but he was terrified.
            He had a sinking feeling that Tess really had lived up to her promise.
* * * *

"Into the morning light
Followed by madness
Reach through the empty fight
Searching through sadness

I know it's been a long road
To get these fears behind me and I
Will gladly reap what we may sow I am
There for you and you're there for me” ~ Vertical Horizon

             Max’s heart raced as they reached the front door to Morgan’s condo. His mind raced on to a million different things.    What was wrong with Liz?
             Michael steadied him as they raced to the front door. Without knocking, Morgan opened it.
             The look in her eyes was enough to chill Max and Michael to the bone.
             “Come in.” Morgan said, ushering the two to come inside. It wasn’t long before Maria was in the foyer, rushing into Michael’s arms.
             “Where’s Liz?” Max screamed, trying to push his way inside. Michael put his hand on Max’s shoulder.
             “Oh, Michael, I’m so scared for her,” Maria said. She looked at his eyes. “We know that you guys will know what to do.”
             “Take me to Liz.” Max said, directing his gaze at Morgan.
             Morgan paused. “Okay.” She said, holding a cold washcloth. “Give this to her. She’s in my bedroom, the second door on your right when you go up the stairs.”
             Max rushed up the stairs, running into Morgan’s bedroom and slamming the door behind him. “Liz! Oh God!” He ran over to her bedside. She was lying cold and still on the bed, her sweaty body lying on top of the covers, a washcloth lying on her feet and forehead. Her eyes were shut and flung open when Max came in the room. He kissed her cheek, wrapping his arms around her. “Liz, baby, I was so worried, are you all right?”
             Liz didn’t answer, but put a hand on Max’s cheek.
             “Max, I’m ten days late.”
             Max paused, fully understanding the gravity of what she was telling him.
             “You’re…?”
             “Yeah.” She said, smiling, rubbing her belly.
             “Is that why you’re getting so… oh God, Liz, if I had known this was going to happen to you…” Max said, grabbing her hand and kissing it gently.
             “Max, don’t apologize, my love.” She said, her voice strained and weak. “I’ve never been so happy in my whole life.”
             “But you’ve never been so sick either.”
             Liz paused, taking a deep breath and trying to continue. “I can’t explain it…it’s like some kind of force is taking over my body. Something I can’t control, even if I wanted to…”
             “Is it our…” Max began, putting his hand on her belly.
             “I think so.” Liz said. She raised her shirt and Max was stunned to see a small glowing symbol right below her navel.
             “Liz!” Max cried. “That’s the symbol!” He recognized it from his dreams, and from Isabel’s necklace they had found in Atherton’s Dome so many years before.
             “Yeah,” She said, weakly, trying to smile. “What’s going to happen to me, Max?” She began crying. Max held her.
             He felt like he was being stabbed in the heart, to think he had been the one to do this to her. To this beautiful creature, his beautiful angel. He’d been the one to make her so weak and so sick…carrying this child for them.
             Liz knew what he was thinking. “Max, it’s not your fault. I’m just…”
             “Scared?”
             “Yes. Terrified.”
             “I’m calling Isabel.”
             “Okay.” She said. “I think that would be a good idea.”
             Max looked over to the table and grabbed the phone. He hadn’t talked to his sister in a couple of weeks and he knew she would kick his ass for calling her in the middle of the night, but it had to be done.
* * * *
Albuquerque, New Mexico.
Alex and Isabel Whitman’s home.
2:46 A.M.

             Michaela Diane Whitman slept soundly in her crib, her jet-black hair shimmering in the moonlight. She obviously had gotten her hair from her father. Her mother hovered over her, kissing her gently.
             “Goodnight, baby girl.” Isabel Whitman cooed, ecstatic that she had had a “Good Mommy Day”. She’d been able to get a crying Michaela back to sleep without much fuss. She was only four months old, but Isabel felt like her life had completely changed in that short amount of time. Michaela was the center of her universe, and Isabel loved it that way.
             The phone rang then and Isabel jumped a mile. She looked at her watch.
             2:46 A.M. What are they thinking?
             “This better be important, whoever it is!” She groaned into the phone, quickly leaving the room and shutting the door behind her sleeping daughter.
             “Hey, Izzy, it’s me. I’m sorry to wake you.” He said.
             “Max,” Isabel said frantically. “You didn’t wake me, is everything ok?”
             “Well…” His voice trailed off. “I needed to ask you some questions.”
             Isabel narrowed her gaze. “At 3 A.M., Max? Couldn’t it have waited until morning?”
             “Liz is pregnant.”
             Isabel smiled. “Max, that’s, that’s wonderful! Congratulations!” Isabel could tell from the sound of his voice that something was wrong. “So what’s the matter?”
             “She’s sick. Very sick.”
             “What, like morning sickness? That’s normal, Max.”
             “No, she’s been throwing up all night, having hallucinations, sweating like crazy, fainting spells, dizziness…”
             Isabel gasped. “Oh my God! The poor thing!”
             “And that’s not the creepy part…on her belly…there’s a glowing symbol…”
             Isabel paused. “What…kind…of symbol?”
             “The symbol from your necklace. The one from your dreams. The one that lead Nasedo and Tess to us all those years ago.”
             “Oh my God…” Isabel said.
             “Did that happen to you when you were pregnant with Michaela?” Max asked. Liz grabbed his hand as she drifted off to sleep.
             “No…I mean, my pregnancy was pretty normal, as far as pregnancies go…just some morning sickness and insomnia, but no glowing symbols or hallucinations or anything…” Isabel had walked in the kitchen, pulling out a leftover piece of chocolate cake. She walked over to the cabinet, pulling out one of the dozens of bottles of hot sauce that were standing inside. She started shaking a bottle onto the cake and shoved a small piece into her mouth.
             “Maybe that’s because…”
             “Alex is human? Yeah, we talked about that- that could be it. We’re just going to have to see what happens to Liz…since this is the first pregnancy involving one of us as the father.”
             “Isabel, Liz is in pain, I’m not going to sit by and watch her suffer.”
             “Well, Max, I really don’t know what else we can do for her…” Isabel began.
             “I’m going to talk to Tess in the morning…” He said idly, not realizing Isabel had no idea she was an aunt already.
             “Tess?” Isabel asked. “What are you talking about, Max?”
             Max paused. He knew he had to tell Isabel sometime, so he sucked in his breath and went for it.
             “She showed up in Boston a couple of weeks ago. I didn’t tell you because I didn’t want to worry you. She brought…” Max paused. He couldn’t bring himself to say it.
             “She brought what, Max?”
             “My son. Our son. Me and Tess’s son.” Max repeated. He looked over at a sleeping Liz and kissed her head.
             “YOUR SON?” Isabel screamed, dropping the fork onto the floor with a loud clanging noise.
             “I know, Isabel, I was just as surprised as you were.”
             “Oh my God, Max…” Isabel began. “I have a nephew? I never knew about?” She began tearing up. “What’s his name? How old is he? Does he look like you?”
             Max sighed, the sight of his precious little boy coming back into his mind. “His name is Adam-Michael. He’s almost 5. And according to Michael, he looks exactly like me.”
             “Oh, wow…Max…well, how are you taking it?” She said, leaning over to pick the fork up from the floor. She walked over to the sink and rinsed the fork off with hot water.
             Max paused. “I don’t know, I mean, I’d be ecstatic if Tess wasn’t his mother…”
             Isabel paused. Her blonde hair shone in the moonlight, and she had lost all the weight she had gained during her pregnancy with Michaela. She had never looked more radiant, according to her doting husband, Alex.
             “But he’s your son, Max. That will never change. You can’t blame him for being born to Tess.” Isabel said, munching on her cake. “He’s here now, and you have to accept that.”
             Max sighed. “It’s been so long. I’ve missed so much of his life…what if he doesn’t…accept me?”
             Isabel smiled. “Max, you’re his daddy. Of course he wants you in his life. He’s just a little boy. He doesn’t understand fate and destiny and your history with Tess and Liz for that matter. He just knows that you’re his daddy and he loves you. That’s all that matters.”
             “I know, I mean, I want to be a good father to both my kids- Adam-Michael, and this new…” He looked longingly at a sleeping Liz. “…edition.”
             “You will be, Max. Loving things and caring about people comes naturally to you. You have a kind heart and a gentle soul. You were so sweet with Michaela when you and Liz came to visit right after she was born.”
             Max couldn’t help but smile. He took the phone and raised Liz’s shirt up ever-so-slightly, trying not to disturb her. He caressed his fingers over the strange glowing symbol. He spoke to it sweetly. “Hello, baby. I’m your daddy. And this is your Aunt Izzy.” He put the receiver over Liz’s belly and Isabel smiled.
             “Hi, little one.” She whispered. “I can’t wait to meet you!” It warmed her heart to hear her brother so happy. He picked up the receiver and smiled.
             “Thanks,” He said. He kissed Liz’s belly and she subconsciously flung her hand into his hair. He waited for a moment, smiling into her stomach until she was settled. He then slowly moved his head away from her, kissing her open palm as she slept.
             “Wait till Mom hears about this one.” Isabel said, rolling her eyes.
             “Oh, no…what are we going to tell her? Surprise! You have a four year old grandson!” Max said, grimacing.
             “And another one on the way!” Isabel said, smirking. “We’ll think of something.”
             Max nodded. Even though he had always been thought of as the “leader” of the three of them, he always counted on Isabel to support him. She was the rock he leaned on.

* * * *
             Maria, Michael, and Morgan sat in the living room of Morgan’s condo, talking and drinking hot tea.
             “Morgan, how long have you and Liz been good friends?” Michael asked. While she wasn’t looking, he’d grabbed a bottle of Tabasco from her cupboard and poured a good bit into his tea. It tasted perfect.
             “Oh, since our freshman year at BU. We were paired as roommates.”
             “You’re from North Carolina?” Maria asked.
             “Yeah, Charlotte.” Morgan nodded, sipping on her tea.
             “Do you miss home?” Michael asked. It was obvious he was trying to make small talk.
             “Sometimes. I mean, I miss my…family…I have great friends up here and an awesome boyfriend named Owen. Here’s his picture right here.” She seemed uncomfortable with the question until she picked up a gold picture frame lying on the coffee table and showed it to them.
             “You guys are cute together.” Maria said, smiling.
             “Yeah, we’ve been together for about two years.” Morgan said, smiling. She sighed at touched the picture with her hand. “He works with my best friend for her production company, and they’re away right now in California. I miss them.”
             “Must be hard. We know what it’s like to be away from best friends.” Maria said, nodding.
             Morgan smiled. “Liz and Max talk about you guys all the time. You obviously mean a lot to them.”
              Michael nodded. “Max and I have always been like brothers. Maria and Liz have always been like sisters. So I guess you could say we’re close.” Michael couldn’t put his finger on it, but there was something weird about Morgan and this line of questioning.
             There was an uncomfortable silence in the room until Max came down the stairs with Liz in his arms.
             “I’m taking her home.” Max said to Morgan. “Thanks for all your help.”
             Morgan jumped up, frantic. “But are you sure it’s okay to move her? I mean, I don’t want her to get any worse…”
             Everyone looked at her. Obviously she didn’t know not to get between Max and Liz. The results could be pretty nasty.
             Max narrowed his gaze at her. “I’m taking her home.” He repeated firmly. Morgan ran to the door, trying to block their entrance.
             “No, Max, you really hurt Liz, and I’m not going to…let you walk out of here with her, pretending…everything’s ok!” Morgan screamed.
             Maria’s jaw dropped. Morgan was in for it now!
             “Morgan, I’m taking my fiancée home, now get out of my way!” Max said, pushing her gently away from the door and allowing Michael to open it. Maria grabbed her purse and Liz’s bag from the table in the foyer.
             “Max,” Morgan said with fire in her eyes as the foursome filed out of the door.
             They were halfway to the car when they turned around.
             Morgan began to say something, but didn’t.
             She turned around and went back inside, slamming the door behind her.
             “What a weirdo!” Michael said, shaking his head.
             “She’s never been that strange before. Something’s up.” Max said, carrying Liz around to the back door and laying her head gently in Maria’s lap. She stirred a little bit and Maria noticed the glowing symbol on her stomach.
             “Oh my God, Max!” She cried.
             Michael and Max looked back.
             “Holy shit, Maxwell…what does that…?” Michael began, turning around from the front passenger seat.
             “She’s pregnant.” Max said, starting the car.
             Michael and Maria looked at him with mouths gaping.
* * * *

             From inside the condo, Morgan was pacing back and forth inside the foyer, a phone at her ear.
             “Look, I’m sorry, I couldn’t finish it, okay?” She said frantically into the receiver.
             “What do you MEAN you’re SORRY?” The voice on the other line screamed at her. “You can change into ANY human body, have a multitude of powers that no human possesses, and you couldn’t carry off a simple poisoning? You’re USELESS!”
             “Tessa, don’t you dare speak to me that way.” Morgan’s tone of voice got extremely heavy and dark. It almost scared Tess.
             “You will get the job done. And you will do it tomorrow.” Tess said. “I can’t have Liz in the way anymore.”
             “You’re not listening to me. I may not have to do the job at all…she may be dying.”
             “What do you mean?” Tess asked, intrigued.
             “She’s carrying Max’s baby.”
             Tess’s heart stopped.
             “WHAT?” She screamed. Morgan held the phone away from her ear.
             “She’s pregnant with Max’s baby, and she’s gotten very sick. The baby seems to be draining her energy or something, her life force, I don’t know.” Morgan said. “We’ve never had to deal with a hybrid birth like this.”
             “Isabel never had this problem.”
             “No, she didn’t, because she is alien and was carrying a half-alien child. Liz is human carrying a half-alien child. It’s extremely different.”
             “Don’t worry, Tess. Liz will be out of the picture one way or the other.” Morgan said. “You have my word.”
             “Make it fast. Adam-Michael is starting to ask where his father is and it’s making me terribly upset.” Tess said, pouting like a spoiled brat.
             “Of course. You and Max are meant to be together. Leave it to me. You will be together once again.” Morgan said.
             “Nasedo, I knew I could always count on you. I’ll be in touch.” Tess said, hanging up the phone.
 Morgan/Nasedo switched off the phone and smiled.
             “The party’s over, Liz.”

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