that you cared for me but, that you just weren't in love
immediately i pretended to be feeling similarly
and led you to believe it was ok
to walk away from the one things thats unyielding and sacred to me
well i guess i'm trying to be
nochalant about it
and i'm going to extremes to prove i'm fine without you
but in reality i'm slowly losing my mind
underneath the disguise of a smile
gradually i'm dying inside
friends ask me how i feel
and i lie convincingly
coz i don't want to reveal the fact that i'm suffering
so i wear my disguise till i go home at night
and turn down all the lights
and i break down and cry
so what do you do when somebody you're so devoted to
suddenly justs stops loving you
and it seems they haven't got a clue
of the pain that rejection is putting you tru
do u cling to your pride
and say i will survive
do you lash out and say
how dare you leave this way
do you hold on in vain
as they just slip away
well i guess i'm trying to be
nochalant about it
and i'm going to extremes to prove i'm fine without you
but in reality i'm slowly losing my mind
underneath the disguise of a smile
gradually i'm dying inside
friends ask me how i feel
and i lie convincingly
coz i don't want to reveal the fact that i'm suffering
so i wear my disguise till i go home at night
and turn down all the lighs
and i break down and cry.