Rainbows

There are rainbows in the sky now
though the day is grey.
There are stars shining in the sky now
shining for me today.

I weave strange phantasms out of air
to distract my mind.
I create beautiful images in the sky
but still rewind--

I lose my words and thoughts still
lost deep inside.
I find my head full of sand still
and feelings died.

Rainbows and darkness whirl around
over and over again.
Seesaws and whirligigs live in me
and cause me pain.

Whether rainbows or speechlessness drive
some part lives on.
I hope for stability in some future day
with all gone.