12/08/02 - Did I say I was back? Well, I am � But, not back to normal. Back, but different. I�ve found a new pastime, splitting hairs. And, it has all to do with how I pass time, it seems. If you think being homeless is a dilemma, you ought to try having two homes. There is where the "split" issue comes into play. However, it�s not all that abnormal, just different. It appears that I�m rolling with the punches in yet another way. I�m getting so versatile, I�m quite taken back with myself. I think I�ve discovered something uniquely fulfilling with this dilemma. I�m satisfying my excitement level. What a bonus!.
A while back I felt I had to ask if it would be OK to keep a toothbrush there, there as opposed to here. The answer came in the form of a brand new Colgate battery operated toothbrush, a gift. I liked that answer. Well, that prompted me to convenience myself in other small ways, an extra hairbrush, a duplicate collection of makeup, a robe � all the essentials. That�s all I really needed to make there here, or vice versa. Today I was asked if I wanted some drawer space. I like how this is going, the way we acknowledge each others space. However, I�m not ready for a drawer.
Here and there is MY reality. Two things at a time isn�t too bad really, well three if you include my job. Women, in general, can juggle much more than that. For some reason I want to get this routine down before I take on the next level. I don�t think it has anything to do with there. I feel quite comfortable there. It has to do with here, The Kid, The Child. Not only is it impossible to integrate them into the there, I don�t even want to do that. They are fine where they are, here. I am fine where I am, here and there.
So, where�s the dilemma? Well, probably in another thing women, in general, are good at � guilt. Perhaps I will hope that being uniquely fulfilled can be shared? |
