Finish this.... finish this.... What the hell is wrong with me????

 

I must be going crazy... Insane...that’s it...all the solitude is getting to me... Finally!

 

And what's WITH ME GOING to the fucking BATHROOM!

 

I so could walk out the door.... out this room.... But what am I doing.... I'm heading to the bathroom...

 

This is my room goddammit.... and he’s making a monkey out of me....

 

Taker leaned against the wall, as he slammed the bathroom door behind him, sliding down onto the floor as he did.

 

What am I going to do?

 

What do I tell him?

 

'Yes...Kurt... I'm freaking in love with you....' Yea LIKE that would work.... Oh smart move Taker... smart move....

 

And god why did I have to kiss him TWICE....

 

Not one...

 

But TWO TIMES...

 

But damn was it good....

 

Stop it...

 

Don't start this now....

 

Not now....

 

He felt so right...

 

Lalalala...

 

Tasted so....

 

My thoughts have a mind of their own...

 

OK...that’s it...I need to cool down....

 

Either the rooms REALLY HOT....

 

OR...

 

...or....

 

Taker stood and walked over to the sink, he turned on the cold water.... Bending down to splash some onto his face.

 

I think I need a cold shower....

 

Wait...shower.... no.....

 

I'll be tempted to ask Kurt to join me....

 

Stop it....

 

Splashes more cold water onto his face....

 

"Dammit Kurt.... Can you hurry up? I WANT answers you know...." Taker could he Kurt yelling from the opposite room.

 

Taker sighed and turned off the water. Not bothering to wipe his wet face. 

 

He didn't want to leave the room....

 

No....

 

He should just open the door and face Kurt like a man and tell him what he feels....

 

No.

 

He should just open the door and walk passing Kurt and out the other door....

 

No.

 

He should just stay in here and grow old and die....

 

"Taker...If you're not coming out...I'm coming in....."

 

He... wouldn't.... Why does he make this harder...?

 

Talking about harder....

 

He looks down.... Taker swallow...

 

Oh boy.... now this is ALL I needed...and…and...

 

GODDAMIT... Why did I take off my trench coat?

 

“That’s it I’m coming in….” I closed my eyes and reopened them once more and open the door wide open.

 

“WHAT?” I growled, I notice him jump up as he heard me. But I notice him swallow slowly and then cross his arms around his chest and look straight to me. “Taker I just want some answer….”

 

“Answers…. answers…that ALL you want from me isn’t it… Just answer…fine…. FINE…you’re addicting…” I notice Kurt blink at this but I continue. “You’re like a damn fucking drug to me…. HAPPY… I want you…I desire you… I need you….”

 

Kurt swallows hard, “You…you need me?”

 

I rolled my eyes and just turned around so he was facing my back. “Kurt just forgets this alright…. This never happened…why don’t you go off and you live your life and I live mine…”

 

I could hear Kurt’s voice in my ears. “You want me?”

 

“Kurt…” I tried to growl. “Leave!”

 

“You desire me?”

 

Why does he make this harder for me?