My Deepest Regret
My deepest regret was to love you,
My heart hurts so why can't I hate you.
My deepest regret was not wanting to go,
To see my pain grow when I let you go.
My deepest regret was to believe that you were true,
Only to learn that your words were never true.
My deepest regrets was to protect you from harm,
To see how you bring me to harm.
My deepest regrets were that I loved you with all my heart,
To see how you break my heart.
My deepest regret was when I told you I wouldn't love another,
To see you go and love another.
My deepest regret was to believe that you loved me,
To only find that you used me.
My deepest regret was for not stopping this before,
To only have wished that I never knew you before.
The Pain
When I see you love someone else,
it makes me want to kill my self.
How could you hurt me so much,
when all I did was love you so much.
There's a pain I feel in my chest,
when I see you cuddle up against someone else's chest.
How could you make love to me,
while thinking of someone else besides me.
I never knew how much love can hurt,
but you made sure I feel this hurt.
When you held me,
did you wish it wasn't me?
Sometimes I wonder did you ever truly loved me,
or were you always using me.
I always dreamed of you and me together forever,
instead of being alone forever.
When I See You My Friend........
When I see you my friend, my eyes lit up.
When I see you my friend, a smile comes to my face.
When I see you my friend, I want to hug you.
When I see you my friend, I want to talk to you of all different things.
When I see you my friend, I want to help you as you helped me.
When I see you my friend, I want to protect you from harm.
When I see you my friend, I want to show you how much I care and love you.
When I see you my friend, MY heart jumps up at knowing you're my friend.
When I Go.....
When I go will you stop me?
When I go will you call me?
When I go will you miss me?
When I go will you hate me?
When I go will you ignore me?
When I go will you visit me?
When I go will you forgive me?
When I go will you still love me?
Big Brother
Words can not describe the love I have for you.
When I was sad, you were there to cheer me up,
When I was sad, you were there to give me energy,
When I was angry, you were there to make me happy,
When I was bored, you were there to entertain me,
When I was hurt, you were there to take care of me,
When I needed a friend, you were there with open arms,
When I needed someone to talk to, you were there to listen.
When I needed protection, you were there to protect me from harm.
When I was lost, you were there to guide me.
When I was depressed, you were there to make me laugh.
When I was sick, you were there to take care of me.
Big Brother all I want to say is thank you and that I love you forever.
If I Told You I Love You�
If I told you I love you would you still be my friend?
If I told you I love you would you still go near me?
If I told you I love you, would you freak out?
If I told you I love you, would you laugh at my face?
If I told you I love you, would you hit me?
If I told you I love you, would you leave me?
If I told you I love you, would you hate me?
If I told you I love you, would you be scared?
If I told you I love you, would you love me back?
Turn To You
When I am sad, I turn to you for happiness.
When I am lost, I turn to you for guidance.
When I am hurt, I turn to you for careness.
When I am scared, I turn to you for protection.
When I am alone, I turn to you for company.
When I am friendless, I turn to you for love.
When I am without you, I turn to you for YOU!
When I hear�
When I hear your accent,
it sends chills up my spine.
And with all the love I sent,
It'll take awhile till you notice, so I'll give it time.
When I hear you call another Mami,
it makes me so mad.
Its making me wish you called me Papi,
But you don't, so I'm so sad.
When I hear you come,
I want to dance around to a beat.
So when can I get some,
Some Latino Heat.
Why�
Why do I always have to be alone,
either crying or hurting,
from what you did to me,
what many have done before you,
to be wishing I would just die and be bones.
Why did I have to fall in love with you,
I loved you so much, you were my world, my life,
I thought you loved me,
but in the end you never did,
so now I wished I never knew you.
Why am I so sad,
I never did anything wrong,
the only thing wrong was me loving you,
a mistake I wished I never did,
So to get this punishment am I so bad.
Why couldn't you tell me,
tell me that you didn't love me,
instead of making me wait and suffer,
making me loose my mind,
to be someone else I never was.
Why do others keep telling me to love another,
making me run far from others,
from the pain you caused me,
telling me to be happy,
when all I want to do is hurt others.
Why did you have to do this to me now,
when I thought that all my suffering ended,
only to see it only just began,
and never seem to end,
why�why did you have to do this.
Alone
Alone in the dark without nobody to be with,
nobody to see,
nobody to see you.
Alone in the dark without nobody to hold,
nobody to touch,
nobody to feel you.
Alone in the dark without nobody to smell,
nobody to hear,
nobody to hear you.
Alone in the dark without nobody to play,
nobody to take care of,
nobody to take care of you.
Alone in the dark without nobody to laugh with,
nobody to smile at,
nobody to smile at you.
Alone in the dark without nobody,
nobody but yourself,
nobody but alone.
Love That Hurts
Today I saw you again,
Only to find you in her arms once again.
Damn I keep wishing it was me,
who was holding you like tat.
But I know it won't happen,
with our destiny's so far apart.
Do you remember our first time,
first time together?
That was the happiest days of my life.
But why did she have to show up?
Everything was so perfect.
You and me together forever.
With all we been through,
the arguments, the pain, the sorrows,
all the problems you can come up with.
But our love conquered it all.
But soon when she came,
everything started to break apart.
First with the 'I'm so confused',
then with the '�some time apart.'
I thought you loved me,
then you came to me telling me,
you aren't sure if you love me,
or her�.
Then from there on�
everything I thought was true,
was destroyed.
I changed through out the events,
changed from personalities to personalities.
Struggling to keep my sane one.
With all the hurt you caused me,
it wasn't easy.
Hell, there was a time,
where people thought,
I couldn't take no more,
that I just died.
But they were wrong,
I'm right here,
alive and well.
Waiting for you,
to notice me once more,
to love me once again.
Waiting here for you,
with patience,
with love,
and with pain.
Today I Saw You�
Today I saw you,
you smiling with those intense eyes.
Eyes that hypnotize,
making you drown in them.
You're so beautiful,
I so badly want to kiss you,
to take you far away with me.
But I sometimes become frightful,
at the thought of you,
hating or disliking me.
With One�
With one kiss from you,
I become so happy,
seeing the world being lay down out for me.
With one touch from you,
you make me shiver,
giving me strength to do stuff,
strength to live.
With one word from you,
you give me hope,
you give me trust.
With one kiss from you,
I want to take you,
take you there,
and make you mine.
With one touch from you,
I want to hold you,
to hold you close to me,
not wanting to lose you.
With one word from you,
I want to talk to you,
to open my heart and soul,
out to you.
Here With Me
Here with me,
is where I want you.
Always near me,
where I can hold you close,
close to my heart.
Here with me,
is where I need you.
Need you close to me,
so I can know,
you're there for me,
as I am there for you.
Here with me,
is where I want to see you.
See you close to me,
loving and taking care of me,
as I would do for you.
Time
Time is what you asked me,
asked me to wait,
to have patience.
Time is what you need,
need me to wait for you,
to have patience with all that happens.
Time is what I have for you,
waiting for you,
to make the right choice,
waiting for you,
to think everything clearly and thoroughly,
waiting for you,
to love me,
and only me.
Last Kiss
When I heard,
heard the news,
my heart stopped.
I couldn't believe,
believe what they told me.
How could I known?
How could this happen?
Then when I saw you,
saw you so sad and pale,
my heart felt like it,
was being stabbed over and over.
So I cried,
cried my heart out,
but you,
even with being
sick and tired,
you held me,
so strong and lovingly.
Telling me that,
everything will be fine.
So as we held to each other,
close with our faces inches apart,
we shared something so special,
special to both of us,
we shared our last,
last kiss.
I Remember
I remember,
when I,
first saw you.
You so beautiful,
smiling and laughing.
Your eyes sparkling.
And when you noticed me,
your eyes became so intense,
that I knew you felt the same way.
Was it first love at first sight?
I don't know
and don't care.
To me you were,
so special.
My treasure,
my first
and only,
love.
Did you or no?
When told you I loved you,
you smiled and said the same.
I thought you were true,
but then I saw I was wrong,
how could I be so blind,
blind to think that you,
you even cared about me.
When you saw me,
was I only a game?
Or did you ever,
really loved me?
That's a question,
I kept asking myself
over and over,
trying to figure you out.
What To Do?
I saw you again,
you siting their alone,
without no one to be
there for you.
I want to go to you
and hold you close.
But I am scared,
on what to do.
Would you run away from me?
Or would I from you?
I don't know what to do.
I'm so lost!
My heart tells me,
to go to you,
while my mind,
tells me not too.
Should I love you or no?
Would you love me or no?
Oh lord,
what am I going to do?
What am I going to do???�
Forget About Me
Forget about me,
don't think about me.
Yes it's true,
I did love you once,
but not anymore.
My heart doesn't jump,
at the sight of you.
I don't shiver at
your touches.
When you kiss me,
the sensation,
that was once there
left.
So please,
just forget about me.
As I did with you.
Should I�
Why did this
have to happen�
My heart tells me to
leave you,
but I don't
want to hurt you.
You say "I'm your girl."
But I ain't,
we're so far apart.
You over there,
me over here.
And while I'm here
I met someone.
Someone who makes me sigh,
makes my heart jump.
Someone who when
he looks and smiles at me
with those intense eyes,
it makes me drown in them.
But ironic thing is,
the same way you love me,
I love him, but he doesn't
even know me.
I try to tell
you about him.
About me loving him.
But you wouldn't listen.
You just kept saying
"� I figure that
would of happen�
with you over there,
but you'll still mine
no matter what�"
You think I'm yours,
a possession, a trophy,
or do you really love me?
If you do?
Why can't you let me go?
Why?
I never done anything to do this?
I've been faithful and true.
Never hurt your feelings,
so why do you have to hurt mine?
Oh I saw him today,
I want to tell,
but you wouldn't care.
I want to be friends,
but you wouldn't.
What am I suppose to do?
Should I�
Leave you
or stay?
New York City
New York City,
the city that
never sleeps.
You can dance,
have fun, party.
Anytime and anywhere,
because the city
never sleeps.
You see the traffic,
and hear the honking.
All kind of noises,
loud or soft,
annoying or sweet.
You see many,
many people from all over.
Everyone's different
and have different styles
of living.
One thing they all
share in common�
they're all in
New York City,
the city that
never sleeps.
No Regrets
I know you and me
have many regrets�
Everyone does�
For many different reasons.
You for hurting me,
and me for loving you.
If I had put everything behind me,
why can't everyone else�
Why can't you???
No matter what happened
you still felt guilty,
you thought I would
always hate you even though
you said I would forget you�
you knew everyone else hated you
for what you done�
and you as them
wanted yourself dead�
But I couldn't believe,
believe you were right.
After all this time
you said I would forget.
I thought it would never happen�
My love for you
was so big and strong.
Heck you were
my first true love�
And as they say
first love is hard to forget�
But it happened�
somewhere it did.
My love for you
changed�
Don't know when or how�
but it did.
And now I see you hurt,
suffering, and being judged.
Judged by your actions
towards me�
and my hearts cries�
not out of love�
well maybe�
but as friends
no less�
Everyone says I should hate you,
for what you done to me in the past,
when all I did was love you.
I won't lie�
when I say,
I wanted you dead�
but I never meant it�
I was so mad and hurt,
when you told me
that you didn't love me,
but another.
That what happened
between us was an accident,
that should never took place.
Maybe you were right,
but how could someone
control their heart.
But now�
after the time,
I had to think it over,
to try to get you to love me�
Seeing how happy you were
with your lover,
smiling, laughing, glowing
with such a beautiful light,
how could someone take that away�
How could I???�
Now instead of standing against you,
hating you, in your time of need�
I stand with you, helping, guiding�
Giving you the two things,
what I know your heart always wanted�
My friendship and forgiveness.
And with those two things,
I know you and me,
hand in hands,
side by side,
will overcome
all these obstacles,
and both of us,
can now be,
happy for once,
with no regrets�
No regrets.
End of my Vision
I open my eyes
to only see darkness
to see the emptiness around me
the light of my life
the star that shine
and guided me around
gone forever
for me not to hold
nor to see
I start to fade away
blending in with the dark
having my shadow
take away the form I once had
becoming just a memory in ones eye
with out light
I am blind
with out guide
I am lost
with out you
I am good as dead.
Lay Waiting
I lay here alone
waiting for the arrival
the time to leave this place
which has brought me shame and regrets
to a place far way
enough to not return
to never once see
to never once hear
to never once speak
about the place I'm about to leave
once I'm there
will I forget the place I leave
I wait here in patience
waiting here for the one person
that can help me leave
the angel of death.
The Ghost of You
Everyone think I'm insane
that I've lost it completely
that the tears I cry at night
are just tears without turmoil
that the pain I feel in my heart
is a pain with out meaning
They believe that the pity and sorrow
i hold as I look at your picture
are just lies and hatred...
They call me a liar...a bitch...
and wish that I was as well dead
but how can I lie about seeing you
I know you're dead...
I know you're gone...
but anything is possible
I'm just here with you
the ghost of you
The Journey to Becoming Whole
first contact
skin on skin
two becoming one
tanglement
sweting
panting
breathing heavily
on one another
soft caresses
gentle kisses
long moanings
and groanings
a pleasure of being
together as the love
two have unite
at the same moment
becoming whole
Love Left
It wasn't easy
it wasn't simple
you were tough t figure out
I thought I knew you
inside and out
to find out
I fail the test
putting all the puzzle pieces
back together again
I've come to realize
the love we shared
was gone
disappeared with time..
vanish as it came
I thought at first
love is leaving
to then see you
kiss another
to then figure it out
that love left
Just from the Outside
You say you don't want nothing from me,
nothing at all,
but me thats all.
How can you say such lies,
when your eyes and your touches,
give you away so easily.
You keep saying you're not like him,
not like the person who hurt and destroyed me.
But if I give you my heart,
will you give it a home?
Or will you give it away?
You ask me to open my eyes
and realize you two are
two different persons.
That that was him and this is you,
that I'm confusing day with night,
but stand in my shoes
you both say the same things
"Always be there for me...."
"Never hurt you.."
"I love you..."
If I smile at you
you see it as an invitation
to be on top of me
You tell me I have to take a risk
and that I'll see that I was judging you wrong
But my heart being broken to much
to become a token of love for you
All I can give,
all I can share,
all I can say,
is just love on the outside.
Just from the outside.
The Arrival
The feathers
engulged in red flames
that burn at every touch
but warmth at every hold
shimmering with the soft light of the moon
as it was a burning star shooting across
the blue night sky
to the moon and back
to the heavens and back
beautifully dark edges
neither burning out
or destroying
you are the light of our hopes
the ending of a destruction
and the beginning of a new life
The heaven sings
as we see you soar down to us
"Oh come.....oh come....almighty lord...."
You land on the edge of the cliff,
letting your wings of fire surround you
as a blanket around a child
We see you stand
smiling with a loving gesture
The Angel of Fire
The Angel of God
Jesus you have arrived.
Don't You Like It
Red...
darkly red...
pouring out forming into a puddle
covering you...
your clothing
in stain
you wince in pain
calling out for help
you look at me
begging for anything
I bend down to you
I take your hand between mine
softly caressing it
then i place it down
and softly trace my fingers
down your cheeks to you heart...
and whisper four simple words...
"Don't you love blood..."
Little Things
sounds...
creepy sounds
turn...
nothing there
continuous noise
feeling surrounded
watched
eerie feeling
around you
closing on you
Eyes
Those eyes
peircing through me
bright as blue
but dark as navy
like a sword through my chest
you whispered no words
no single movement
your eyes spoke enough
telling your truths and lies
fire shoot from your eyes
burning my skin right off
just like acid
burning holes
empty holes
reaching the point
untouable points
points of no returns
of being dead as stone
Just Someone Like Me
I thought you were some regular jerk
who sought out to hurt others
not caring who you cause pain to
or who you step on
You said you come 'Brooklyn'
the place where all the thug like people live
people just like you
You think your so tough
that you're invincible
Thug life born,
thug life bred,
and when the time comes,
you'll be thug life dead
at first with the attitude
I wished it was true
At first
But then...
The love from your heart was shown
your eyes showed the truth you hidden behind them
your words spoke something to me
unclear but then clear
I looked into your eyes
and saw love flashing through them
I caressed your face
and saw the feautres change
something sad to beautiful
I knew from the moment on
you weren't a jerk as I thought
you were just...
just someone looking for something they lost
just someone looking for love
just someone looking for understanding
just someone looking for some happiness
just someone like me
You Are Still You
You repeat your name over and over
like your life depended on it
you say it with a gentle tone
or hell of angry bitchy one
either way you remind us of who you are
Are you afraid?
Afraid of us forgetting you?
Afraid of us not knowing you?
Afraid of you forgetting who you truly are?
What ever happened to the real you?
The one though without emotion,
was full of happiness
You were impartial
neither good or bad
not caring what happens
or who you hurt
We heard of DTA
don't trust anyone
But when you pin point everything down
to the mere facts...
What changed?
Your fighting?
Your talking?
Your attitude?
Your personality?
You are still the same person
you were since the day you were born
till the day you die
You are still you...
You Sure Where Sent From Up Above
The stars shine upon you
the heavens adore you
the people love you
you guide them with your beauty
to a land of everlasting
peace, joy and love
your heart is like an amulet
vibrating a pure aura
that unstoppable
unimaginable
and irrisitable
your words are like sweet music
singing softly in our ears
your features overpasses
the goddess of love
delicate and soft
sweet and innocent
full of an energy
that glows with your every move
every touch
everything you do
You bring out the best in anyone
anything
you're a darling angel
that was sent from the heaven above
sent from the almighty Lord himself
to send love to everyones heart
When I see you
I want to praise
worship you
show you my every appreciation
You are a queen in my heart
and everyone elses
and thats the way
you should be treated like
You don't know the feeling
I hold for you in my heart
it so so strong
it pulses more than my own heart
than my own energy
We been together for so long
the feeling I have for you
can't be wrong
can never be wrong
I feel like you're my savior
that must have been sent from up above
I see you so tender and sweet
I will always surrender to you
You'll always be closer to me
than anyone else is
The Sea Of Tears Of Pearls
I've done and said things
that tell one thing
but then go and do something else
showing another meaning
to my doings
to my words
Bad past
sad times
dried tears
mixed emotions
come and go
I try with all my might
to guide you to a life
of joy
of peace
of everything
tahts in my reach
for you
To find out
I hurt
sadden
or confused you
in a way that
hurts you
hurts me
saddens me
kills me inside
I try to find the words
the correct ones
that would make you happy
feel better
not wanting to show
the sadness that has overcome
I wold sacrifice my happiness
for yours
anytime
anyday
anyway...
So I sit here
confused myself
lost in this sea...
the sea of
tears of pearls.
My Unforsaken Soul
anger is kept
tears have come and go
saddness has stayed
pain
unstoppable pain
years...years...
never change...
my heart been abused to much
to withstand anymore
punishments
anymore
kept all inside
hidden from others
but bleeding right infront of you
to the blind eyes of the world
to many strikes
to many whips of tears
has been struck over it
You asked why I am upset...
The fog of death has surrounded
overcomed my heart
fogging the view of your eyes
which lead you right into my soul
my unforsaken soul
The Best Of You...The Worst Of Me
I see you
the girl
taht everyone praises
that everyone loves
and holds true to there heart
you're like a golden trophey
the best of the best
number one in everyone eyes
including mine...
we been friends
since childhood times
I loved everythiung about you
what you do
how you act
I always wanted to be like you
you ahve it all
I don't
You're very high up from me
like you're unable to reach
you're popular
I'm not
I want to be with you
cry in your arms
hold your hand close to mine
talk with you
laugh at jokes
be the best of friends
as we were when we were small
But when I see you around me
everyone eyes upon us
upon you
I shiver
tremble slighty
unable to figure out what to do
what to say
everyone thinks the worst of me
the best of you
they say we should part
but i do't knwo how to react to that
i do't knwo how to defend whats mine
i know you don't see it
see waht i see
But i'm so scare
so nervous
trying with all my might
to find a way to tell you
but i can't
So i lay here in my bed
curling up tight
as i can
trying to close out
the world around me
crying myself to sleep...
Something From Me
The day is so confusing
everyone I go to
wants something from me
"Think this..."
"Do that"
They don't care about
what I truly feel
what I wish they can do
to leave me alone
I turn looking for someone
that can be there for me
not wanting something from me
not asking or begging anything
from me
But I've lost my hopes
my dreams are gone
I lost my mind
I'm in a hell that
I can't get out of
my mind is so tired
my body so drained up
I feel like shit
I hurt
I bleed
no one cares
all they want is something
from me
The Forgiven
The crime was committed,
firey ground from hell around,
screams are heard,
death has happend.
Tears have been shed,
pleas have been asked,
prayers have been answered.
The sky opens up,
faces look up to the heavens,
hope in their eyes,
hope in their hearts.
Hellfire erupting violently,
things around melting and burning,
clouds forming above,
God's worried eyes,
watching over us,
shedding tears,
of sadness and hope.
Drops of rain surrounded them,
cooling everything down,
sighs of relief were heard.
Frowns were turn upside down,
cheers were shouted,
happiness was once again returned.
A rainbow beamed into the sky,
God smile was upon them,
sending his love and happiness.
You
You see me,
I smile,
I laugh,
feeling happy all the time.
You touch me,
I shiver,
I melt,
feeling all nice inside.
You talk to me,
I blush,
I listen
feeling gentle like.
You be just you,
I'm all of this,
I'm much more,
feeling the love I have for you.
My Bestest Friend
You are my friend,
I care for you so,
love you so.
I hear you,
brings a smile to my face,
You say something silly,
makes me feel all nice in side.
You're like a sister,
that I need to
protect and love,
help and support.
I love you so,
you don't know how,
you mean too much
for me too loose you.
When will we ever meet?
No one knows,
but till the end of time...
You'll always be...
My bestest friend.
Unable To
Unable to breathe,
chest hurts,
too much pain.
Unable to move,
can't move legs,
can't feel them.
Unable to move arms,
broke them into two,
so much pain.
Unable to talk,
throat too sore,
lost my sound.
Unable to stand up to you,
brought back down,
like an animal.
Unable to defend myself,
felt the tears that threaten,
felt the saddness in my heart.
Unable to stop you,
anger in your eyes,
knife in my stomach.
Unable to stop the blackness,
turning pale,
loosing too much blood.
Unable to stop death,
to close my eyes,
to give my last breath.
From the eyes of the beholder
I see control in your eyes,
power in your hands,
wealth in your pockets.
You command,
we obey...
That's how it always been.
You always been a god to others,
Zeus they called you.
But deep down inside...
no one saw you as I did...
The devil himself.
A Hades for a father.
How fitting is that...
No one wants to owe you nothing...
But I owe you my life,
my education...
my name.
Break away some say,
leave they say,
but no one saw,
the chain of death
you had over me.
The long dark chain
that nothing can penetrate it,
nothing but love itself.
The Three Eye Monster
Your eyes,
one blue,
light and beautiful
as the sky
peaceful and calm
one pink,
glommy and frightening
as the night
shakey and pale
one red,
dark and burning
as the fire
erupting and viloent
Those eyes,
all three,
taking in my every movement
my every moment...
One sends love
enjoyment,
friendship...
Another sends fear,
worries,
denial...
The last sends hatred
lonesome,
enemies...
They all send chills up my spine,
thoughts to my mind,
confusion to my heart.
I see those eyes staring at me...
looking at me...
seeing me in them...
And then I turn
and walk away
from them,
from my reflection
of my eyes in the mirror.
The Lucky Ones
I saw you
and I couldn't believe it
you saw me as I am,
took me as I came
You didn't ask questions...
you didn't ask for returns...
You open yourself up,
and gave me your heart.
Not caring what I was,
or what I did...
You were everything
I dreamt about
loving and gentle
sweet and beautiful
You would give your life for mine,
give anything to please me,
not caring what could happen as the outcome...
Each day and night
I thank god,
thank the heavens,
for sending someone
as special as you
With you,
my heart sears up to the heavens
my life is full of life,
I can do the things I thought I couldn't...
With you,
I know that you and me,
we are the lucky ones.
The Beginning
Sweet music of a childs tune
soft giggles like precious toy
but like day and night
Great shame and famish
showered throughout thy land
Wars bursting out
firey flames shooting across the fields
blood curling cries heard abound
destruction covered thy land
as it was bound that thy earth
shall punish for the wars
between good and evil
between heaven and hell
between god and lucifer
To Hear You Speak Thy Name
The golden hair
blended in with the soft pale skin
with round blue eyes
full of light, love, and strength
covering one in warmth and hope
like a mothers secure arms
white feathery wings
that soar through the sky
so delicate
so lovely
every little part of his blessed soul
enticed the fire
the passion
ignited the torture
of not being able to
nor touch
nor hold
nor speak
thy words of love
for the simple reasons
you're innocent, good and pure
while I'm sinster, evil, and full of anger
My dear Michael
archangel of god
your lord
when will I be able to hear
my name slip out your soft lips
full with the same passion as me
to hear thy name
Lucifer
The Words That Changed Me
I see you
I invision darkness
I see you
I invision pain
I see you
I invision tears
your every being
every single particle
that makes you whole
makes me dead
as stone
can be
you live
living every moment
with such satisfaction
such enjoyment
that anyone that pentrates it
is surround by it
But at what cost?
Mine.
I die
dieing at every second
seeing my whole life crumble rigth before me
seeing everyone I care
either die or leave within my reach
your eyes look at me with such passion
that breaks me into small pieces
shimmering the light of your hope
that shatter my heart into two
glittering with expectations
that kill me over and over
How did this all start?
Oh thats simple.
You said three words...
three words...
which changed my whole life upside down.
I love you.
Welcome to my Hell
I welcome thy
to thy house of pain
where all my cries
of blood start
where shreaks are sounded
sending chills upon my spine
the place where once I thought
was secure as a mothers womb
thy place where things
that are right are wrong
and things that are
wrong are right
the maddness is loose
the insanity has been reached
welcome to the torture chamber
welcome to my hell
the hell within my mind.
Castle in the Sky
People belive in many things
some have hopes and dreams
many have hatred and pain
many belive that there dreams
can't be reached
that they are far away
from their graps
from their touch
that they can never touch them
welcome to the place
within the clouds
where everyone
can reach their dreams
their destination in the future
the palace within the heavens
the place where dreams and fantasies
become fullfilled
So I humbly welcome thy
to the Castle in the Sky.
Chris F. Mega Ultra Cool Page
Theres this girl
who heart is as gold
her mind and thoughts
are gentle and sweet
shes an angel in disguise
sent down to us
with love and joy
the heavens are missing her
shes welcome on earth
with the most purest love
she made a home within us
the place she loves with all her might
come and visit this beautiful angel
in where her home is your home
so we welcome thy to
Chris F. Mega Ultra Cool Page
What People Do To Me
People come and go
saying things that break me
making me curl up tight
trying to hide away
from the life around me
trying to die slowly
no one seems to care
so I just fade away...