Goodbye
The time we spent together means so much to me
The love I feel for you will never disappear
Why do good times have to end?
Why does love have to go away?
I lost myself when you went away.
Maybe not my whole self but most of me.
I guess we knew we would have to say goodbye
But why do good-byes always come to soon?
It may not be goodbye forever but it is goodbye for now
Who Do You Love?
Who do you love?
Could it be me?
I love you.
As impossible as that may be
It's true.
I really, truly care for you.
I want you to love me
Though that can never be
Just promise me one thing
You'll never forget me.
Looking
I like the way
The young man looks
His hair as golden as the sunrise
His eyes as blue as the ocean
I check him out
When he walks
I watch him
When he talks
He's as handsome as can be
Yet you'll never catch me
Looking around to see his handsome face.
Farewell, Mom
The sun shines brightly in my eyes
Yet the day is very gloomy
It's been over a year
Yet my heart still hasn't healed
Our lives go on
But you are gone
I want you to come back
But that is impossible
The days are sunny
Still we are wanting you back
We laugh and play
Still you are gone
When I got here
You treated me like a friend
But when you left
I was alone
Even though you are gone
Your memory will always be strong
Never Again
When we were together
I was truly happy
Now we are apart
I cried that night all the way home.
No one can possibly ease the pain
The pain deep in my heart
I feel like I am missing a part of myself
When we were together
You wouldn't let me cry
Now we are apart
I let the tears flow free
I want you with me through good and bad
I know you've made a home exactly where you are
But even if it is selfish
I want you with me
When we were together
My skies were always blue and clear
Now we are apart
My skies are black and dismal
On the clearest of days
You made me see how to get along with everyone
Even your worst enemies
I fear though that together we will never be again
Farewell, My Friend
I watch the teacher at the board
But I can only think of you.
I watch the knight draw his sword
But my heart is always true.
You light up my life
Like the stars in the sky
When you left my body hurt with the knife
That was stuck in my eye.
I open my wound
Like you opened my heart
Now it is noon
We must part.
Farewell my friend
Please don't forget
I will always love you
Til' the end.
Friends
I think about you day and night
I cry myself to sleep tonight
I miss you
Since you've been gone
My skies are gray
I miss you
More and more each day
I love you like a sister
I really truly do
I miss you
I miss you
You used to make me really happy
But now you've gone away
I hope that you will come back again
Preferably today
End
I miss you with all my heart
You've made my life so sunny and bright
Now that we had to part
There is no more light
When I think of you
My heart just tears
You know it's true
That it isn't fair
My best friend
It appears
That being together has come to an end
Even so, don't mind my tears
I miss you so much that it hurts
Promise you'll never forget me
'Cause if you do
I'll never be set free
Dying
Before I used to laugh
Before I used to cry
Before I used to feel like I wanted to die
Now
I can't laugh like before
I can't cry like before
I can't wish that I was dead
Because without your love
That's what I am.
Different
When people laugh,
I cry
When people cry,
I laugh.
I am very different
From everyday people.
Suicide
You promised you would never leave
But now you are gone.
I know I'm not perfect
But I might have made it better
Why couldn't you confide?
Now I lay here and think about you
I loved you but you left
That really hurts
My heart has shattered
Shattered into a million pieces
Shattered like the glass you flew through
I'll never forget how much it hurt
When I found out you were lying
I Love You
I love you with all my heart
Yet I know that you can never love me.
My love for you
Will last forever
I noticed you from afar
But love it never was before
Your love can heal these sad, sad feelings
Again; I love you with all my heart.
True Friendship
I think about our life together
I wonder why did we part
I continue to laugh and play
Like nothing ever happened
But I do so with a very heavy heart
Around with me I cart
The problems I am having
I used to talk to you for help
Now there is no one.
I do have other friends
But none as true as you.
I hope this means a lot to you
'Cause I don't want you to ever forget
Our friendship will always be true.
Friends Forever
Our friendship will always stay
Whether we are together
Or far away
No matter how far
No matter how near
Our friendship will always be dear
You light up my life
Whether or not you are with me
How much I love you I hope you can see
Like A River
The sunset is my love for you
Blinding me to the world
I'd give you a love you never knew
Whether the sky is black or blue
My heart will belong to you
In the rain or in the snow
My love for you will grow
Flowing like a river
My heart cannot stay
If you want my love
The way that I want yours
All you have to do
Is simply say
I love you
Wondering
I sit here
Watching wondering
What would happen
If you said
You love me?
Would I cry?
Would I laugh?
Would I even care?
Could I love you?
Can I care?
I've been hurt
So much
I can't stand
Anymore
But do you care?
Can you care?
Would you care?
I so hope
The answer to my questions
Is yes
If I could just love you
My heart would burst
From happiness
From sadness
From anger
Or from love
I do not know
I wish with all my heart I knew
The only thing I know for sure
My heart will always belong to you
Dreamers Dreams
From the beginning
I fell for you
I loved the way you walked
I loved the way you talked
The sky without you
Is no longer there
I see no sun
I see no stars
I see no moon
I see you and only you
My heart is yours
If you want it
My love is yours
If you want it
Your eyes are like stars
They light up my life
Your smile
Reminds me of a full moon
So bright and beautiful
It lights up my heart
I know you can never care
Not the way I do
But hey sometimes
Even dreamers dreams come true
Far Away
From far away
I watch you talk
From far away
I watch you laugh
From far away
I watched you play
From far away
Is where I am
From far away
Is where I was
From far away
Is where I'll stay
From far away
I've seen you with her
From far away
I wanted to be her
From far away
I know in my heart
That I will always love you
And you will always love her
From far away
I watched her hurt you
From far away
I wanted to love you
From far away
I wanted to hurt her
From far away
Is where I'll stay
Far Far Away
From far far away, I have watched you talk
From far far away, I have watched you play
From far far away is where I will stay
From far away, my heart is heavy
From far far away, I have watched you walk
You remind me of the suns gorgeous rays
From far far away, I have cared since May
From far far away, I have known you as the jock
From far away, I have seen you with her
From far away, I cried myself to sleep
From far far away, you are in my heart
From far away, I needed to be sure
From far away, I know you aren't a creep
I know I can't have you; Friendships a start.
Forever Yours
When I see you
My smile turns bright
My love so true
Is it wrong or right
Your love is a match
But will it ever light the candle
So deep in my heart
I want to be yours
Though I know that can never be
I just wish you could see
When I hear you
My heart beats faster
My love alone
Can be my master
Can you love me
The way I love you
My heart is yours
I can never be untrue
For you I'd give up
My happy home
Smile at me
And my day is suddenly bright
Laugh at me
And there is no more light
Say you'll be mine
Always and forever
My heart is yours
Forever and ever
I've cared for others
But none so pure
My love for you
Is the only thing
Of which I am sure
Falling For You
My love for you
Grows stronger
With each look
My anger with you
Grows stronger
With each look
My feelings
Are nothing
But a jumbled mess
All I want
Is you
All I care about
Is you
All I think about
Is you
Why?
Why can't you
Heal me
With your love?
Why?
You always
Act like I'm a criminal
What was it
That I did
That was so wrong?
Was it because
I fell for you?
Was it because
I would not
Leave you alone?
Was it because
I treated you
With some
Similance of respect?
Why won't you
Heal me?
Are you scared?
Are you angry?
Do you
Hate me?
Do you
Care at all?
I guess
The answer
To these confusing
Perplexing questions
Is no
You do not wish
To heal me
Or care
Or have any
Feelings at all
I guess
My love
Has to be
Enough for both
Of us
Ev-er-y Day
There is a star that shines ev-er-y night
Inside my lonely soul is where it lies
Yet it's hard to reach as if in the skies
Still in one place it's always shining bright
I can't forget how he was always right
Through all my careless sobbing sighs and cries
I could see he cared through his loving eyes
Yet now he's only an image of light
He left me lonely and very alone
My heart has turned to a great big hard rock
The sky that was once lit very brightly
Is now and always like that of a stone
For ev-er-yday that passes there's no clock
My heart no longer beats extremely lightly
Caring
The sky today
Is the same color as my mood
I am feeling very misty
The rain drops melt my every tear
My heart feels as though it has been
Ripped from my chest
All of this because I know
You do not cannot and will not
Ever in this life be mine
A mistake drove us together
Love drove us apart
Now we will never be one
Love wasn't isn't and never
Will be mine
In all of my life
Love has escaped me
Maybe love does not exist
I know it doesn't for me
Forgive me for all my mistakes
I never meant:
To hurt you
To disappoint you
To anger you
To love you
To want you
To need you
Or to care at all about you
If I could stop my hurt
I would stop caring
But neither of us is
Capable of not caring
Even if you hate me
At least you care
Someday
Everyday I see him
Looking the other way
I wish that he would look my way
I hope he will someday.
Benched
He sits on the bench
Watching them play
I'm tempted to go up to him
Just to say hey.
I wish that just once
It were him out there
I'd follow him closely
Like you would not believe
I cheer for him always
But very noiselessly.
Brian
I am in love
His name is Brian,
When I look at him
My heart starts flying.
When I look at him
I want him real bad
But since he won't look my way
It makes me real sad
I want to love him
With all my heart
When he looks my way
It really starts
When I hear a certain song
My heart is all a flutter
Everytime he looks at me
I melt just like butter
I can feel it
My love for him
One thing is for sure
This isn't just a whim.
Better
I've watched him sing
I've watched him dance
I've even watched him party
But when I'm feeling down and out
He always makes me better
Alone
When he laughs
It makes me cry
Why, I'll tell you now
'Cause when he laughs
He laughs alone.
Together we will never be.
Jealousy
He plays after school
With his friends all day
Never paying me attention
I am not the jealous type
But I promise I'll get even.
Even There
I cry all night
I sit and stare at the light
I wouldn't mind so much
If someone were to love me
He is nice and neat
Caring and sweet
Yet he is not the man
I dream of every night
That man does not love me
The way that I love him
Sometimes I wonder
If he is even there
Inside
Inside my heart
We will always be together
Though together we never were
My head says no
My heart says yes
To whom do I listen
When I see him
I fall in love
Happier than ever before
People think I'm crazy
You know what
It's true
I am crazy
Absolutely crazy for you
I watched you play basketball
Once before
Now I will love you forever more
Other People
People may scoff
But I don't really care
People do laugh at me
Even though I don't dare
People really seem to hate me
Why I do not know
But if and when I figure it out
I'll make sure they get snowed
In their face or down their pants
Any way will do
Most people deserve it and so do you.
Schools Out
They sit in class and watch the clock
They watch it go round and round
When the bell rings
They let out a real loud sound
They race out of the class
With nothing to lose
They want to get home
To sound like a bunch of fools
A Wonderful Guy
His hair like hay
Fine and golden
His eyes like the ocean
Blue and clear
You fell in love
It's no wonder why
Girl you're lucky
To have such a wonderful guy.
Regret
We sat in the room
Talking of love
She wants you dearly
She doesn't love you
Just for your body
She also loves your mind
Please do not put her down
'Cause when you do
Her heart is broken
The next time you break her heart
I'll make sure yours gets broken.
Smiling
I watch you with my friends
Watch you walking down the hall
You smile at my friend
I wish that smile was for me
My friends say to tell you
I would if I could
If I knew for sure
You wouldn't laugh at me
I would possibly tell you
But if you laughed at me
My heart would break
Your love could make my year
But as long as you are happy with her
I know I can never hold you near
Basketball
I've watched you jam the ball
Everytime it happens
I stand up and cheer
Yet my heart just falls
Mainly because this is your last year
I'll never get to see you play again
In my life
There may be other men
Yet you will always be deep in my heart
My love for you
Will never fail
I can sit and stare
At the moon so white and pale
And remember seeing you
Jump so high
To jam that ball
But my life still isn't fair
I'll never know you
Not truly and not like I want to.
We met but you never cared
I know you probably consider me a child
If so that's your problem
I have more to offer you than you know
Maybe someday if we take it slow
We can be together
I will always love you forever
Lazy
His smile shines brightly
In the sun
He shakes his head
Making fun
I give a tiny laugh
And walk away
I hope that smile can be a clue
Maybe I'll figure it out someday
He looks at me
Like he thinks I'm crazy
But thats okay
Because it means I'm not lazy
Summer
The summer seemed to last forever
The chase was so much fun
Then you had to go
And ruin it all
Girl you better run
This summer was the best
That I've ever ever had
She apologized to you
Then you threw you eggs
That made us so mad
This summer was too much fun
The chases, the insults, the park
You're right, the van's a piece of shit
But it beat yours right?
Especially after dark
This summer was a blast
You were upset cause we beat you
So you chased us around on your bike
You only made us laugh
For you the same is also true
This summer will never be forgotten
The first chase meant so much to me
You seem to be like a spy
Always alerting the others
Mr. Quarterback wanna-be
This summer seemed like a party
The chase lasted forever
You're a real intelligent guy
You could've broken the window
We want you never
This summer was glorious
You walked down the street
Bounce bounce bouncing the ball
Yes I am a bitch
But you my friend are a toad
This summer was terrific
We stopped to talk
You didn't say a word
The only thing you did
Was take a walk
This summer was full of happy times
You gave us dirty looks
Smiled your wonderful smile
Acted as though we were thieves
Sorry to tell you this but we're not crooks
On Strike
It hurts so much
To see you out there
I want to smile
But know I can't
I have to wonder
Why?
Why do you do this to yourselves?
To us?
To our parents?
To everyone?
I have to wonder
Do you care?
Can you care?
Have you ever cared?
Can we ever care again?
You claim to want to set a good example
Is this the way?
The only example you have ever set
Is that we students can not trust you!
I want things to be
As they were before
But now I know
They can never be
Because you don't care
Otherwise you would be in here
With us
Instead you are outside
Picketing
Trying to make nice
With all your former students
It's your decision
But we must live with it
It's your choice
But it affects us more
You had a choice a decision
We didn't
But we paid the price
I can't stand to look at you
I feel betrayed
Lied to
disappointed
You hurt us
And our education
How can we forgive you?
Is it possible?
Will it ever happen?
Can it ever happen?
I do not know
And from now until forever
I do not think
I will ever care again
Him
His laugh so sweet
His smile so sexy
His love and all can never be mine
I want his smile
For my own
I watch him constantly
His love would be so divine
He's big and goofy
Yet he makes me smile
He's not like all the others
He makes me laugh
Yet around him I am not shy
My life without him
Is not complete
I need his love like no other
Yet I know I can never have him
Never
Love from him
Would be the best
I would love
To love him
With his sweet sexy caring smile
His gentle warm exciting laugh
His deep brown eyes
He makes me nervous
But I am never shy
At least not with him
He makes it all easier
I want to be his friend his lover his and only his
But I know that is not possible
He cannot has not and will not ever care
He's capable
That I'm sure of
I just don't matter to him
I wish I did
But I don't
I never have
And I never will
Amazing
The air I breathe
The sounds I hear
The sights I see
None of them matter.
Without you
Nothing matters.
I love to watch you
Play basketball.
Your grace
Your smoothness on the court,
It's overwhelming.
The way you play
It's amazing.
You move
With such agility
For a guy your size.
Basketball, Football,
What else are you good at?
I'll tell you flat out
I wouldn't mind finding out.
Never Know
It's foggy outside
And so is my mind
I need to concentrate
But I can only think of you
The numbers on the board
Make no sense
All I think about is you
I see you and I cannot concentrate
I know you have a girlfriend
Which means I shouldn't feel this way
Especially about you
I wanted to help you
So I could watch you play ball
But you ended up helping yourself
It's okay
At least you got your act together
I finally saw you play again
And I will see you
Again and again and again
You like to startle me
But you have such perfect timing
When I see you in class
My heart starts to pound
Yet I never seem to lose my concentration
Maybe because you don't know
Exactly how I feel
I can guarantee
You never will know
Better
I knew you could do better
Why didn't you listen?
I assumed you loved her
So I let it be
I figured if you were happy
I'd let it be.
I'm sorry she hurt you
I wish I could help heal
But she won't put us together
I guess she doesn't want to
Take the hint
I would love to be with you
Though I know
You would never
Could never
Care about me
The way you cared for her
That would be okay
As long as you cared
But I am
Living in a dream
I never could
Never will
Have you for my own
I assume you know
You can do better than her
But knowing you
You probably don't want to
Former Friends
I love seeing you
Walking down the hall
Smiling at people
Playing basketball
Playing baseball
I would love to watch
You on the ice
Playing hockey
We were once friends
Now I do not believe
You know I am alive
I don't know what happened
Maybe because I'm not
A cheerleader
A pom
Or a jock
I am at least
A very loyal follower
Of the basketball team
And soon to be of the baseball team
Yes I am in love with you
It's very hard not to be
You, so sweet and nice and caring
I'm sure you wouldn't hurt me
Even though you have before
You didn't know it though
And now you never will
I want to be your friend again
If only...
If only I didn't care so damn much
No matter what
I know deep in my heart
Our friendship will never again
Be the same
I know we can never
Ever truly be friends
Simply because I am in love with you
I can say one thing
In my heart
I will always
Want your friendship
As well as your love.
Can you?
Will you
Possibly ever give me your love?
Together Forever
Our friendship is just starting
But I feel like I've known you forever
Already we talk and tell secrets
No one can pull us apart
Now or never
Friendship is a great thing
Ours will last
Until the end of time
Sooner or later we'll be pulled apart
Until then we'll have a blast
We talk about everything
From school to siblings to guys
I guarantee our lives will always be together
We'll weather through cloudy skies.
Never Be Set Free
My heart is soaring
When I hear his voice
The deepness
The sweetness
Like a horse
Racing down the track
Going faster and faster
The beat of a drum
Harder and harder
As deep as the ocean
As sweet as apple pie
As if in a dream
I watch him walk by
He turns around
Smiles with an unknown grace
Nods his head and slowly
But purposefully
Walks away
With a smile and nod back
I look away
Inside I am lit up like a candle
My heart the flame
Glowing eternally
I am falling deeper
Harder
With each look
Until I have him though
My soul
My heart
My mind
My body
Shall never be set free
Goodbyes
Time goes by so fast
I wonder where it goes
We've had our fun
But good times must end
I knew it would happen
Because it's happened before
I hate to say goodbye
To the ones I love
I guess I have no choice
I love you like a sister
I hate to say goodbye
Why does friendship have to be so hard?
We've had our good times
We've had our bad
We always come out smiling
I wonder why?
How?
I've never felt this strongly
About any other friend
All I know is you're leaving
Then I am
I don't want to say goodbye
To another friendship
I hate saying goodbye
I've never been closer to anyone
Just you
You and only you mean the world to me
I didn't mean it when I said
I'd give you up for her
I wouldn't
I wouldn't give you up for anything
That's part of what makes our relationship
So special to us
The fact that we know
No matter what we are always
Always there for one another
I guess this is my goodbye
If we are fighting
This is my way of saying goodbye
Impossible
You fought for her love
But she returned to him
She's crazy
You deserve to be treated
Only like a king
I would treat you that way
But you will never know
For the simple reason
You are still hung up on her
I do not understand why
But I do
I can see how
Pretty she is
Smart she is
But I can also see
How loyal she is
To the other guy
I wish you could see
How much she loves him
Or how much I love you
I see you
And my heart
Jumps real high
She doesn't realize
How lucky she is
To be able to have a guy like you
I realize that
No matter what I do
I can never have a guy
As great as you
I want my friends
To try to hook us up
But I don't think that is possible
I'm not sure
I'm not your type
I just honestly don't think
You could or would
Ever care for me
I can wish
Dream
Hope
Pray
But nothing will ever come of it
It's funny
I've always thought of you
As more of a friend than a lover
But the more I see you
The harder I fall
It's impossible to believe
I know
I can hardly believe it
Especially since I am friends
With your sister
I fell for you unknowingly
And also very unfairly
Especially since I know
You can never ever
Care that deeply for me
Possibly we could be friends
If you wanted a friendship
I would gladly give
It to you
I would give you anything
That you could or
Would ever ask for
I would honestly
Give you my life
If you wanted it
But regardless I am
Not now nor have I
Ever been
Wanted
Needed
Loved
Cared for
By someone as
Sweet
Gentle
Kind
Loving
Caring
As you
I am giving up
All dreams, aspirations
Hopes, prayers, wishes
Of ever having you
In my entire life
Without you
My life will be
Bleak
Dismal
Sad
Unhappy
Depressed
But these are all the emotions
I am capable of having
Emotions run high
But my heart grows cold
Because without you
There is no warmth
Without you
There can be no happiness
Then again
I never said my emotions
Were always happy ones
For me
As of late
All emotions are depressing
Except when I see
You
Then my heart could
Probably burst from the
Happiness of seeing you
I am always
Angry or mad about something
Until I see you
Then the anger snaps
And I am left
Feeling elated for a couple of seconds
And then
Like a balloon being popped
My feelings deflate
And I am back
To feeling
Sad and blue
I am sure
I will find
Someone to care for
But honestly
Right now
All I want
Is you
I know you're not perfect
But to me you are as close as it gets
I wish you didn't care
So much for her
I want to be able to replace her
Even if it's impossible
Watching
I watched you
Sit on the bench
Cheering on the team
When you did get
On the court
The whole crowd cheered
You were definitely good
I loved watching you out there
Now I can watch you
In gym
When you play basketball
Or run track
Or anything else
I want to talk to you
But what about
I have no clue
I would talk to you
About basketball
But what's the use
You'd never care
Your sun bleached blonde hair
Your sky blue eyes
Your wide sexy smile
Soon I will no longer
Be able to just watch you
I will have to
Be active and play something
But for now
I am quite content
Staring at you
Wanting you
Needing you
Knowing I can never have you
Will not stop me
I don't understand
Why I'm falling
For you
Maybe it's your smile
Maybe it's your voice
I have no clue
All I know is that
I really really want you
If nothing else
I want you as a friend
We will never be friends
Because I do not want
To have to say goodbye
To anyone else
But actually
I think for you
I would make a definite exception
The love in my heart
Will always be there
I just found out
That once I've cared
I will always
Always care for someone
Hopefully
I won't have to just
Wish you cared
Please take me
Into your heart
And love me completely
How Could You?
How can you hurt him
And not even care?
You go on
Like nothing ever happened
Between you two
He cared so much
For you
Why is it
I can see it
But you can't?
You're not being fair
To yourself or him
I want to be with him
to comfort him
But what's the use
Most likely he's looking
For a girl like you
I honestly believe
You used him
To gain some popularity
Without him
Half the people in school
Wouldn't even know your name
To me
You have no heart
After being together for almost two years
How could you?
How could you love her?
Especially now
After all she's done to you
You deserve better than her
But I get the feeling
You're looking for a girl like her
If you find someone like her
Don't let her break your heart again
No one deserves that
Kind of pain
Least of all you
I guess if you still love her
That's up to you
But I think you should
Get over her
And go find someone new
I can only hope
That I am
That someone new
Although I know
I will never be
Bill
I am in love
His name is Bill
When I look at him
My heart rolls uphill
When I look at him
I want him real bad
But since he won't look my way
It makes me real sad
I want to love him
With all my heart
When he looks my way
It really starts
When I hear a certain song
My heart is all a flutter
Everytime he looks at me
I melt just like butter
I can feel it
Deep in my heart
I just do not
Want to ever part
Chris
I am in love
His name is Chris
When I look at him
I'm in a state of bliss
When I look at him
I want him real bad
But since he won't look my way
It makes me real sad
I want to love him
With all my heart
When he looks my way
It really starts
When I hear a certain song
My heart is all a flutter
Everytime he looks at me
I melt just like butter
I can feel it
My love for him
My blood starts to boil
It flows over the rim
Why?
I sit here
And wonder
How could this happen?
I have so many questions
That must remain unanswered
You cannot answer them
Just as I cannot answer them
If our hearts were still together
As strongly as before
Maybe
Just maybe
We could together figure out the answers
I want our friendship
Back the way it was
I need you in my life
I know it didn't seem that way
When I left you
But without you
My life is essentially empty
My heart beats slower
Knowing that we still have the anger
Between us
I've said it before
And I'll say it again
No one means more to me
Than you do
Maybe to yourself
You don't feel worth crying over
But I know you are
As long as I have you
I can and will be happy
I always try to act
Like I don't need anyone:
That I'm happy alone
I'm not
I honestly can't live
Without you.
Awakening
The rising sun
Wakes me in the morn
Just as
The click of the clock
Kept me awake last night
I long to be held
In your arms one morning
The day drags on
The clouds overtake the sun
I sit on the cool grass
Thinking of you
Wanting to be laying beside you
My heart feels low
Lower than the grass
Knowing I can never
Hold you in my arms
The clouds disappear
The sun has set
I lay looking
At the twinkling of the stars
Thinking of the twinkle
In your eyes
Knowing my love
Will only grow stronger
Wanting to be
Holding you tightly
Needing to feel
Your lips on mine
Having no happiness
Without you with me
Hurting because
I never will have you
Crying because
No one can ever love me
As much as I love you
Needing, wanting, having
These are very different feelings
All have different aspects
I want to be able to stare
Into your blue eyes
Eyes like the sky
On a summer morning
I long to run my fingers
Through your blonde hair
Hair like fresh spun gold
It hurts to know I can never
Have you.
It hurts even more
To see you hurting
When you look at her
I must learn to live
Without you
Even though
With you around
There is an awakening
In my heart.
Confused
I'm confused
By you, by others
By everything
I don't know what to think
I don't know what to say
I don't know how to feel.
I don't know how to act
All I know is my heart
Belongs to you
And you don't want it
But it will always
Be here waiting for you
Just as I will
Mainly because I can't
Seem to stop caring for you
I want to because
I know you can't care
At least not for me
I wish with all
My heart
I could forget about you
For Now Forever
I long to feel you in my arms
My heart is in a state of despair
I try to rationalize my feelings for you
But I've found out that that is impossible
You tease and play
But it makes me smile and laugh
We can talk about everything
I want you back
Although I never had you before
Time drags on
Without you
You make my heart beat fast
As fast as it can go
You are truly sexy and sweet
Handsome and caring
I think about you
At night
While looking at the
Pale white moon
The bright lit up stars
Our friendship is the
World to me
I would die if
I lost your friendship
I want to ask you
A question
I am afraid to ask
Because I am afraid to
Lose our friendship
I will remain just a friend
To you
For now and forever
Moving
We've had our good times
We've had our bad
Now I am leaving
We both feel sad
Let's make some memories
Before our times up
Our friendship is growing
Hyper like a baby pup
As long as we have
Each other to hold
Our friendship can never
Never grow cold
You've made me feel happy
You've made me feel sad
Hopefully there are more
Good times to be had
Giving Your Heart
I hate to think of you
With her
You can do so much
Better than that
I'm not saying I'm better
Although I would
Treat you better
but you deserve
Better than someone
Who doesn't care
One way or the other
If she hurts you
I honestly think
She is just using you
But that is my opinion
Maybe it doesn't mean
A thing to you
But it should show
How much I care
I really do care about you
I don't want to see you
Hurt, by her or by anyone
Please consider giving
Me your heart
I doubt that you can
Because you are already
Giving your heart to her
To Please You
I sit here
And can only think of you
You finally show you care
But there is nothing I can do
To show you that I care
So much for you
I wish there was
Another way
To prove my love
To you
But there is no other way
You asked me
To watch you run
But I have other engagements
I'd give them up for you
As I have done
Many times before
I'd do almost
Anything as long as
It would make you happy
Is there anything I
Can do
To please you?
Graduation
Our clocks still tick
But time is up
In a matter of weeks
We must all say
Our final goodbye
For years
We've known one another
Maybe not that well
Or maybe too well
But we must all
Say goodbye
To those we do so care about
Times will go on for each of us
But for everyone
Someone is missing
Now I must say goodbye
To my friends
I wish good luck
To my enemies
I wish happiness
Farewell to all
Spurned
Hate spurns love
Love spurns hate
Hate returns to love
One or the other
Our hearts are always
A part of one another
The clock will keep ticking
But time is almost up
My heart feels empty
Knowing we must say goodbye
You are a part of me
I am a part of you
That part of us
Will soon be taken away
Do not cry
We must say goodbye
To a friendship
That has lasted for years
I'll miss you
Farewell, my friend
Without Love
I can only love so much
Without love in return
I've waited for you
I've wanted to be with you
But apparently it was all in vain
As I fly above the clouds
I think of you
I try to sleep
But my dreams are filled
With thoughts of you
Holding me in your arms
As we danced
Our final dance
Never again will you
Hold me
Sing to me
Laugh with me
Play with me
We had a ton of good times together
Soon they will be over
For now I must dream of a life
Where we are together forever
Mom
Can you ever know
How much we
All miss you
Remember you
Love you?
Ever so much we
Need you
Even want you back
Although
Now we can
Never have you back
Just because we
Once loved you
Now we will be without you
Ever more and then
Some
Gone
The wind around us blows cold
But our bodies are immune
Our hearts are cold on the
Hottest days of summer
The heat is sweltering
But we are still cold inside
Without you
Weather does not exist
We no longer feel cold
We no longer feel hot
It hurts so much that
Nothing else matters
I know you want us
To go on with our lives
But without you
Life doesn't seem to exist
Life doesn't seem worth living
It is so hard to do without you
I miss you too much
I didn't know it was
Possible to hurt so much
It's So Hard
We want to say goodbye
But good-byes are so hard
You touched our lives
So deeply
Our hearts are so saddened
We know you don't wish us to mourn
But we all loved you so much
That it is hard not to cry
I've tried to be brave
But it hurts to not cry
As hard as it is to say goodbye
I know I must
I just wish this goodbye
Was not for you
I love and miss you
But I know you're
In a far better place
Please don't forget us
As we can never forget you
Forever Friends
Other friendships come and go
But ours will always remain
Through thick and thin
Good and bad
We will always be
Forever Friends
Good-byes are hard for everyone
But hardest for those who care
Our friendship has stood
The test of time
Which is forever around
Good friendship are hard to find
A friendship like ours
Still shows it's scars
As it will forever
Unfortunately time has not ended
There will be more scars
But we will always be
Forever Friends
Merry Christmas
I sit here and think
Think about the merry season
The season all around us
I try to think of a reason
A reason to be happy
Most likely I won't
Won't see any of you until
Til Christmas is over
So always remember
Remember that you all mean
Mean the world to me
Have a merry Christmas and a happy New Year !!!!!!!!!
Christmas
Once again Christmas is here
Supposedly it's a time for cheer
But deep in my heart I am very sad
Without you I can never be glad
Happy thoughts and Happy times
Will never ever be mine
For me the best present would be
Holding you beside the tree
Come New Years Eve
My heart will take permanent leave
Without you my heart feels lost
My feelings are nothing but frost