| Everything About Me!!!!! |
| Well I figured out that a lot of people don't really know that much about me so i figured i'd kinda let people know and tell people kinda what i'm about so here it goes: Name: Jason Lanphear Location: Morehead, Ky DOB: August 3rd, 1982 Married: Yes (Jonna Ashley Lanphear) And by the way anyone who reads this might think that it's just a pity story or whatever but it really isn't. It's here more because maybe some of the people who read this might not go down the road i did and end up where i am today!!! Well for starters a lot of people think that i'm an asshole, but i'm sure there are a few out there that think i'm not. Well i just turned 22 and let me tell ya it's been a long ass trip so far. Just so everyone knows before i really get started my mom and dad were never married so i've been in a lot places and seen a lot of things. I remember when i turned 18 i thought everything was gonna be cool ya know cause i'll be out on my own and all that good stuff but i guess my past in a way kinda caught up to me. For the longest time my mother has been the burden of my existance. I've had more step-fathers because of her than i really need! And not only that she's a really selfish person that acts like she's better than everyone else till she needs somethin. now on the opposite end i've got my dad.....and i really don't care what anyone says, to me my dad is the greatest person in the world. It's probably the one person (other than my ex step-mom) that's been there for me no matter what. I love my dad to death and i'd do anything for him. Anyone who knows me really well knows that i've been through a lot with relationships the past few years. It's really kinda bad actually. I've been in 2 major relationships back to back. And I had to leave my first true love because my mother decided that it was time for her to move again. she knows who she is we won't go into that. My first major relationship was Jennifer. And by the way, for all the people out there that didn't like jennifer i really don't care. Because honestly jennifer is one of the best people i know and she is one of the most loyal people i know. Most people would ask, Well then what happened? Well it wasn't so much the fact that we didn't love each other or that we didn't get a long. It was more of the fact that my family didn't like her and her family really really didn't like me. And so we argued a lot because of her family and we just couldn't get away from them. So that didn't end so great but i'd like to think that we're still friends. So then there's Jonna.i've known Jonna for a really long time. Somethin like 6 or 7 years. And we've been married since June 30th, 2003. And i really think that Jonna was the best person i could ever have. We've always been the best of friends. Right now me and Jonna Aren't doing all that great but even if we do get a divorce, no matter what happens we'll always be friends and we'll always love each other.I guess we'll kinda see how it goes. I've lost a lot of friends over the past few years and I kinda wonder if they know i still exist. And just for the record, all the people out there (and you know who you are) that were my so called friends, that have turned their backs on me and treated me like shit i just want you to know that you all can forget about apologies. And all the people that are out there that have actually stuck by me through the years or months or whatever, I just want you to know that i appreciate it and that no matter what i'll be here always. I like to think that i actually have a lot of friends but i really don't know. But for instance: Jonna, Rachael, Jennifer, Naomi, Julie, and Cristi, you guys are awesome and i don't know what i would do without you. I've got a lot of goals in life that i haven't reached yet. But eventually i will get to where i wanna be and i know that because i have the will to do it. And for the longest time i've always wanted everyone around me to be happy and I've realized that the entire time i've been trying to do this i've really been holdin myself back and keepin myself from doin the things that i needed to do. Well all of that is about to change. I have a lot of things that i wanna do with my life and i'm gonna do it no matter what it takes. I've decided that it's time for me to start my own life and get my shit together. And some people would say, well you've said it before and you won't do it and all that shit, well i got news for ya it will happen. And there's kinda someone in particular that i wanna talk about. That would be Mikki, My dads sorta new wife. This is gonna sound kinda crual but for the longest time i tried to get her and my dad apart. but now that it's been awhile and they've been together and got married and all that i realize that she is probably the best person my dad's ever had. And it's kinda strange how things work out. Cause here in the past year or so mikki has been the one person that's probably been there for me the most and let's me talk to her about things that no one else will listen to or talk to me about. SSSSSHHHHHH, And she knows how to keep a secret..lol! Well I guess it's time to bring all this to an end for now i might add some more later. I guess my advice to everyone that reads this is just to take your time and make sure that what you have is what you want before you make it permanent. Things can change in the blink of an eye and you never see it coming. And all the people out there that think you have a lot of friends, you really need to look around and make sure that the ones you think are true friends really are. And the most important thing I can ever tell you is to make sure no matter what happens to always make sure that you are happy and make sure that if you are gonna help someone make sure that you can do it without hurting yourself and holding yourself back. And i know that sounds kinda selfish but it's really not meant to be. Well Till Next Time......................................Laterz |
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