8/9/03
Through blinded eyes you see in black and white. For you, everyone cried. Try her philosophy, watch everyone die. A member of her philosophy? No, I would ratter die. Hang your soul out for a day and live for once. While you're gone, the asylum will come and take it away. Watch the falling of Christ, the following of Christ, as it all slip away. Is it too much for you? Slip into another's shoes and see yourself through another�s eyes. Don�t forget to lock the shotgun on the wall... Life is nothing of what you think it is. Expose yourself to reality and corrupt your mind. Close your eyes to that light at the end of the tunnel. Don't ever try to fly unless you leave your body on the other side. Have you ever tired to die? There is no escape once you realize we are nothing. I�m not better all the time... High. Don't ever get stuck in the sky when you're high... But what's wrong with never coming down? Float in the sky with your worries far out of reach. Oh? Was I supposed to believe you? No lights... No music... FUCK YOU! In the end, it all goes away. When you die, you're dead. Nothing more than that. Live this life for all it's worth, for it's all you get. There�s no such thing as a second chance; being alive is your second chance. Since the beginning of time, nothing has changed. Our lives are MEANINGLESS!! We have learned nothing from those we died to teach us. These dreams of hope are made winding through my head. Your life is open wide. I see into you, I see through you. What do you base your life on? Past experiences are much too fake to rely on. We live our lives because that's what we're told to do. Countless people follow a god that isn�t there, a god that is in their head. they follow their dreams, so why can't I follow mine? I'm not looking for a way out, I�m looking for a way in. This is my last chance to screw up, why would I miss my only chance? The devil is so lonly. Stupid people do stupid things, smart people outsmart each other. "Hey, you gotta joint to sell me?- We just smoked one. We have a roach she said I'll smoke the roach!" Don�t you realize that evil lives in the mother-fucking skin? All you have to do is look for it. Why? For reasons undefined! Who needs a reason to do anything anymore? This life is nothing but a game- I break the rules once I�ve learned them. I�ll play their game, but I won�t let them control my life. That�s only for me to do. Besides, it takes the fun out of it when it�s someone else... Control of me? All is hellbent. Look at each other. Everyone you meet is a mirror of yourself. So who are we to say we are unique? Children of sin. You need the one you love- love the ones you need. We were meant to be used. That is the only way anyone lives anymore. Your mind is dangerous- open it up! Voice your opinion and you will be shot down. No one likes a smart ass; no one likes a child that can speak for them self. Look at each other. Can you see me? Your life is dry. No hope, no faith and you fear nothing. God puts the fear in us. Look up to the sky for comfort. It will be there until the day it comes crumbling down on us, until the day we shoot the sky down. Our life is made up of systems. They addict us to drugs so that we may be distracted by the fact their greed is killing us, their greed is robbing us blind. But that is just the problem, is it not? WE ARE BLIND! There are so many useless things that we need for some reason or another... People are attached to what they can�t have... People are attached to the thought of happiness. Don�t leave your seats now, permanent mind fuck. May I please remain in this space? I�m happy with what I have, with what I don�t have. I�m happy with counting my hours by a clock that�s blinking 8. I�m not the one who�s lost then. So is that your only solution? Then live that way... If you can call that living. The same thing day after day. If that is your system, then I will gladly keep to my system of a down.
At This Moment My Mind Escapes Me
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