5/12/03
You're always in my head.
I miss you every moment I am without.
I need you,
But I don't.
I love you,
But I hate you.
You destroy me,
You make me think.
You helped me create my mind...
My mind you destroy.
I can't live with you,
But I can't live without.
Why do you do this to me?
I want you so bad,
But you're too far away.
I need you...
I want you!
I can't live without you!
Life is better with you!
but on a flip side...
I need to get away from you.
You leave a taste in my mouth that makes me sick.
You make me fall apart,
You make me attached to you.
You hold my hand and never let go.
I need an escape!
You're killing me.
You're tearing me apart.
But I need more.
If I slip a 20,
Will you stay with me,
For just a little longer?
Please, a little longer.
I love you.
I really do.
I want you when you're gone.
I hate you when you're here.
You makes me so confused,
I don't know what to say to you,
I don't know what to do with you.
Should I hide my feelings?
Or do I support them?
What am I supposed to say to you?
What do you expect me to say to you?
I love you,
But I hate you.
Why do you do this to me?
Why do you confuse me so much?
You make me small.
You make me confused.
You tell me what to do,
What to say.
You take control of my life.
Can I have a little more?
The Moment Before you Die