9/12/03
Because there's nothing left for me to do.
Fade away...
What?
Is there something you would like to say?
Say it now before you're gone,
I promise not to admit you're wrong.
Are you leaving me now
To fade away?
Go!
There's nothing left for you to say!
All alone and sitting here,
If only I could disappear.
The words are chanting in my head.
This pain is intence...
Am I dead?
My life has just walked out the door.
I fall and sprawl out on the floor.
Pain is throbbing through my skin.
At this time my life is thin,
Thinning more and more each day.
I hate you in most every way.
You've left me here to die and rot.
Oh, I wish I had some pot.
All I want is to just forget
So your choice I won't regret.
Give me crack and a needle too,
I'll smoke my lungs black, just for you.
Why did you leave me when I need you so?
You were my life,
Did you have to go?
All I wanted was to be by your side,
Ignore the fact from you I hide.
Abused and lied to everyday,
Hurt and neglected in every way.
You were a god in my eyes,
Yet you still laughed at my demise.
Oh, the stories you would yell.
I loved you more than words could tell.
For you I was always on my knees.
Every night I begged you please
Not to leave my side that day,
Not to hurt me in any way.
You were my god,
I followed you
Because I knew you love me too.
You were always too good to be true...
As long as you weren't in too sour a mood.
I gave my whole life to you.
Somehow I feel a little used.
I don't want to believe you're gone,
You've been missing much too long.
So my life is blending into this floor...
NO MORE!
This pain must end right away,
I will not see another day!
So give me crack, a needle too,
I�ll smoke my lungs black just for you!
For you I�ve killed myself today,
For you I made me fade away.
At This Moment My Mind Escapes Me
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