I wish I had something intresting to say. I wish I had something good to be giddy about. But lately everything seems like it's a downhill ride (which on a rollar coaster kicks ass, but in real life blows).

I can't be just another replacable nothing. I really realized that today, and said as much. Now I'm more isolated than I was before.

I'm moving in with Mom again soon. Fantastic. This whole situation blew up really fast.

Hmm. Need to leave soon for the doctor. Awesome fun. Almost have a job. I'm just waiting to hear back about when I have my interview.

There are too many thoughts in my head at the moment. I can't seem to focus on any paticual one. It's proving to be rather annoying.