I woke up in a mood that resembled nothing good.

I think I had a really fucked up dream last night. Part of it at least... I was back in drama, but drama was all dark and twisted. I needed to borrow one of boyfriend's rings for the production (I don't know why) but all his rings were locked in this little green box in a room where we kept all the cursed/haunted stuff. So we got the box open and I picked out my favorite ring to borrow and then a demon ghost came out of the room and took boyfriend away. I didn't like it.

Furthermore, I woke up this morning to find someone had ignored the very obvious sign on the bathroom door. Not cool.

Yesterday was not good. Sunday was not good. Saturday was not good. Tomorrow I quit smoking and my support system is falling apart. For the past three days I have felt so isolated. I didn't have anywhere to go, or anyone to be with. I can't live in this apartment any more. I'm going to go crazy if I'm stuck here much longer.

I just need today to be over.