I don't feel happy. Maybe it's the paper consuming my mind, maybe it's because I hate games. I don't know, I just know I don't feel happy. I need a change, a really big change. Everything seems to be spinning out of control for me, and I don't like it.

My check hasn't come yet. This doesn't help at all.

I talked to Buzby last night. That was actually pretty cool. We both did a lot of bitching, and it was nice.

Picture: Big surprise, more trees.