This weekend kind of felt like I got ripped off from spending time with Ryan... I mean, yeah, I saw him and we hung out, but it was always with other people, who were older... and his group of friends. So I just felt like the girlfriend who doesn't go away who they guys don't want there. I hate that feeling. And I know it's all stupid in the long run, but I know it's gonna happen again, and again, and again.

Other than that, things are going well. Evil week ends soon and my hormons will go back to normal. I'm staying caught up in school. Luke and I had a really good conversation last night. You know, good shit like that.

Actually, right now I'm gonna fix my MP3 player, then do homework till I pass out, which might take a couple hours.