Well, the boys are all off paintballing today. Kind of sad that I don't get to see Ryan, at least not till way late tonight, but at least it gives me time and motivation to get my philosophy paper done. I do not want to be stuck writing it all night Sunday night. I'd rather be doing betting things.

So now I'm just wasting time online, as I always do. As soon as I finish this post I'm off to take a shower, and then sit down and start homework. Today will be a frustrating day filled with too many cigarettes... But I accept that. It happens when I write papers.

You know, I really think this blog is for my own benifit. I doubt anyone reads it, or even knows of it's existance, and that's ok. Gives me a little more freedom to write what I want and not have to worry about how people are going to react, as I do with Livejournal. Serisously, these people are supposed to be my friends, yet they leave the most fucked up comments. It's total bull shit. "But you are that same person." Yeah... If you knew me now you'd know that wasn't true. I keep having dreams that everyone I know hates me. It's sad, but it doesn't bug me that much. I like the group of people I've been hanging out with lately. It's better for me.

I'm totally in love with maps.

And I need to get my paper done, so it's time to stop stalling.