SILENT R.A.G.E.

JUNE 15, 2003

 

The pain

It starts when sitting here racking your brain

Trying to find a peace of mind through all the disdain

But nothing registers inside your head

Serenity is long dead

 

The time

It slowly builds up to your dismay

Resurfacing every problem that comes your way

Bringing you down every second that ticks

Providing head tricks

 

Being trapped inside the feelings must get out

Tearing up within you feel you have to shout

But there is no precise way to express what you feel

Beneath the layers that you cannot seem to peel

 

The one thing that gets worse through its age

The arrival of something called Silent R.A.G.E

 

R � Ridiculous�that�s how everything seems to be

A � Analytical�trying to discover how to break free

G � Grotesque�truthful obscurity you need to erase

E � Emotions�they are written all over your face

 

The pressure

It continues to bubble to its boiling peak

Beating you down constantly until you�re physically weak

Feel like you can�t go on and you wonder why

Let your soul and eyes cry

 

The suffering

You have to deal with it all by yourself

Leaving hopes for any kind of relief on the shelf

Having to face this misery all alone

Any aspiration is gone

 

You seem to go through the day without a care in sight

But with every complication inside, you have to fight

Every little thing you have to worry about

You feel like in the battle you are losing out

 

As if you are being trapped in a rotten cage

You are secluded in the dome of Silent R.A.G.E

 

R � Rambunctious�all clashing tempers seem to pound

A � Answers�none of these are to be found

G � Grief�unhappiness obtrudes through and through

E � Explanation�the clarification is owed to you

 

The blame

It is place on yourself since that�s all you can do

Cannot confide in any other person that matters to you

Now stuck to flounder in your own sorrow and fear

Your final point is near

 

The pain

It continues the more you are racking your brain

Without peace of mind any hope descends down the drain

All negativity is apparent inside your head

It is the truth that you dread

 

No matter what goes on you face this alone

And you have to sort this out on your own

The conflict inside must leave some kind of way

Even without any kind of words to say

 

It�s all in the fight that you must engage

You have to let go of that Silent R.A.G.E.

 

R � Revenge�get back at demons inside your soul

A � Anger�getting stronger as you lose control

G � Grim�your world becomes as you lose the fight

E � Extreme�you struggle to end with all your might

 

The inner evils will get the best of you

They can resurrect and there is little you can do

Your straining is ongoing and your sting is true

All emotional release is needed and past due

 

Even when you have the slightest relief

The liberated feeling will be all too brief

For in any case the rage will stay inside

And diminish every amount of your pride

 

Like words permanently written on a previously blank page

Throughout life there will be everlasting Silent R.A.G.E.