RANDOM
MAY 31, 2003
Just random
things to say...
Well, I’m going through a typical weekend with just a few little perks. Way early in the morning I watched two movies that my mom borrowed from one of her co-workers: Drum Line and Brown Sugar. Those two movies were damn good. I enjoyed myself watching those. Actually, I wasn't the only one watching. It was me, my mom, and my bum-face father. I'm gonna have to watch it by myself one time though. Those two would pick out some kind of random detail in the movie and then have a short conversation about it. I wasn't trying to hear them speak...lol. Anyway, in the afternoon I went to the barber shop and got the chop off. As always, I'm looking quite nice. Then, I went to some different stores. That's pretty much what I've done today. Now I'm just sitting here on the computer trying to occupy myself. I was doing a little work on a song that is close to completion. Right now, I'm feeling kinda on the low side physically. I have this uncomfortable feeling in my left leg sometimes. I have a slight headache at this time, but I will fix that. I'm sluggish too. I've been that way all week…possibly more than a week. It's been a while, I can say that. Being at home and always in the bed will do that to you. I'm not motivated to do much active things. I suck sometimes...haha.
I only have a
few days left to rest before I start working for the summer again. I'll
be going back to the same place I was last year, and the year before that, and
the year before that, and the year before that. Sure I could have said "for
the past three years" but I felt like making it wordy. Anyway, as soon as I get there I'm gonna wish that I was still having the lazy summer days
that I'm having now. I can't think about that right now though.
That day will come too soon.
Hmmmm...can this qualify as my shortest entry ever? Probably so. I'm running short on words right now. All week I have been. I've been trying to formulate poems and what not, and nothing happens. I would think of something, then Itry to elaborate on it with no success. It is a bit disenchanting if you ask me. That's how it is with me though. Fleeting ideas...always entering
my mind and then zooming out just as fast, mostly never to return. What is my problem? I don't even know. I'm trying to change that, but I can't be
fooling myself like that. Aight, well on this computer clock it is 30 minutes until the top of the hour and the start of Sunday. I have nothing more to say, so this shall be closed. Peace out.
Wait...did I
just think of something else?
FLEETING
Always got a
song forming in my head
Always got a
beat on the spot that I make
So many words conjure
up in my mind
Opportunities of
organization I can take
Yet none of
these ideas are allowed to grow
For I don’t
permit them to formulate
Then when I
finally feel it is time to expand
The time is too
delayed for projects to create
Now I said my
piece about what my problem is
Well, well, well...did
I just elaborate?