A DULL
MAY 22, 2003
What up to every individual that decides to read this. Yes, it has been quite a while since I hit you up with an entry in here, so I figure that since I have nothing else to at around 2:46 am I should actually say something. Honestly, I�ve always intended to say something, but I�ve been too lazy to do so. This is my lazy time for I am officially out of school. That means I do not have to worry about school work or the atrocious teachers that administers the mess. My worst semester is now over, and hopefully I will not have a repeat of that or anything worse. It feels good to be lazy and not worry about anything. However, there�s also a negative to that. The laziness takes over things that I actually want to do. I don�t know why that is, especially when I rarely have anything to do in the first place. I really don�t have much motivation these days. It�s a bit terrible, but I am trying to change that though.
Yeah, I�ve been pretty much chillin� at home for like the past two weeks. Since I�ve been at home, I�ve been out very little. I haven�t been hanging around other people much (because of the fact that all people that I actually like are not around here). I haven�t done anything but lie around in bed, act a little goofy at times, and stay in front of this computer. I lead a great life, don�t I? It was only weeks ago when I was looking forward to the end of school but not wanting to leave all of my comrades behind. Now I�m like four hours away from everyone else. Booooooo, I say. Boooooooo.
Anyway, what am I up to now besides typing? Well, the TV is on, but I�m not watching much of it. This dog in the house is constantly trying to get my attention, but I�m ignoring him as best as I can. I was just trying to work on a song that is coming along a little slowly but not too badly. That�s pretty much it. I should be in bed right now, but I�m really not sleepy. It�s a little weird, and to think after nights of staying up so late, I almost got my sleep back on track last night. I�m possibly messing it up again now. I do that so well. You know, I feel like I have so much more to say. I actually do, but I guess I don�t fell like saying so much right now. However, I do have time to gather my thoughts and write them up if I actually decide to do so.
Hmmmm�it is now 3:07 am. I don�t have much more to say. I have practically nothing to do. I�m just killing time right now. Oh yeah�the one year anniversary of this website is coming up. There�s not really an exact date, but I think I know the exact day in which I started putting this site together. That�s kinda cool, I guess. Well, I think I am officially finished with this for now. I fulfilled my duty of actually having (at least) one Reflective Moment entry for this month. So, until the next time I lure you in with another one (which might not be much later on), I�m out. Peace.