life

Maybe this end is not the end
It might be just another beginning
Or it could just be the seventh inning stretch
Still though it all seems to be false optimism
In my head there is a chorus
All chanting
I'm not here
This isn't happening
Trapped within those words are my deepest feelings
As a counter point everything in my life shouts in return
This is really happening
This is really happening
It isn't the end though
There will be many other things in my life
I don't have to fret about the small stuff
No worries will affect me now
I'm not here anymore
And this isn't happening.