"You consume lovers like wine."
"And your point is?"
"There is no point to you, Brian."
"Like you really have one either."
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"Everything had to be exactly as you had planned it."
"What?"
"Everything had to be of your design."
"That isn't true."
"The hell its not! I nearly killed myself for you!"
"Oh, playing the misunderstood artist again, Brian?"
"Fuck you."
"Well, you should know that all of your imagined sadness was lost on exactly no one. There is NOTHING heroic about being the victim."
"You would know."
"True..."
"You love me! You can't deny that!"
"The hell I can't! I LOVED you...I'll give you that much. But you used me, Brian."
"Did you honestly think for one second that I would do the chivalrous thing? Did you honestly believe I would let my pride hold me back from taking what little you had to offer?"
"I thought nothing of what you would do! I didn't think you were like the rest of them. I suffered for you..."
"People suffer every day. Its a part of life."
"But those are my demons... loving you."
"Ooh...still tryin to wax poetic, Curt? You've NEVER been poetic. You can't write a song. You dont' have the gift. You are a talentless hack."
"There is only so much I can give without return."
"Maybe a song or two?"
"Maybe...But I finally said 'fuck it' and took a shot. And you followed. But now, battered... broken...and unable to hope for ANYTHING..."
"Oh come off it you git."
"And to think I would ALWAYS come crawling back to you, begging you for more. I thought you were so beautiful. Ithought it would never work so I played it out... callous to get your attention, then I was teh cavalier out to steal your heart."
"You are so pathetic..."
"But its all my problem. I was doomed for my lusting of you."
"Oh please!"
"But you...you never gave. You only took."
"I gave you fame!"
"YOU gave me the WORST memories of my life! I've had it!"
Don't be so flattered, Curt. Do you really think I gave a fuck about some fucked up, smacked out American FAGGOT like you? You're ridiculous if you do."
"Fuck you."
... ... ..
"Piss off! Go on then...back to your wolves, your junkie twerps, your bloody shock treatment... AND FUCK YOU TOO!!!"
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/I should have seen it coming...I loved him so much.../