| Tomorrow tomorrow if I should never wake up I wonder if anyone would know that I loved them would there be tears of joy, pain or sorrow if tomorrow I was no more would you wish if there was more you could have done as a friend would you miss my laughter as an enemy would miss being angry at one soul you could never understand as a family would you miss what the passed was and never be again would you remember my happiness or my tears would you remember the truth or what you think is truth would you ever forgive my mistake or forever hold them would I have left you with the knowledge of how I felt about you did you know the truth about how sad I was or did you see only the happy show all the time would you have regrets about me and dwell in them for the rest of your life if I was to die tomorrow I would have a million regrets as the pain I felt I hurt and took people down in my misery the people who always tried to understand but never could I wish I could have made them see the people that tried to cheer me up and I yelled at them the way I pushed away everyone for the one's I hit and hurt for never saying sorry for allowing the people to hurt me so I got so bad the way I made people feel when I was mad at my self for giving up on everything and everyone when they got close I would have to say one of my worst regrets is the ones that had problems and idolized the way I was dealing with my problems and that they did the same things I did I hated the fact that because of me I destroyed the life's of the ones around me for all the wrong I have done I could never fix for everyone who had put up with me and kept trying I wish them a long and happy life but most of all I wish for them to except my apology I am so sorry and thank you for being there for me the best you could BY Heather Pierpont |
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