Can't Fight Anymore
 

I can’t fight this feeling for you anymore. Your gentle and mysterious smile. Your soft, yet so cruel amethyst eyes… All penetrate the heart I worked so hard to hide from you. Every time you laughed or said anything, anything at all, I remembered it. I still do. Even though you mocked me, made fun of me…deceived me…

I can't fight this feeling any longer,
and yet I'm still afraid to let it flow,
what started off as friendship ha grown stronger,
I only wish I had the strength to let it show.

I can’t fight this feeling for you anymore. Although, you could have anyone you wanted, I find myself wishing when I’m alone at night, staring at the ceiling, that you would chose me. I would choose you. You and all your child-like ways. I would choose you above all others. I would never choose anyone. Anyone but you.

I tell myself that I can't hold out forever,
I say there is no reason for my fears,
For I am so secure when we're together,
You give my life direction, you make everything so clear [clear].

I can’t fight this feeling for you anymore, and I might realize how much I’ve been longing for someone. Someone like you. I need to hold you close. Wipe any tears you may shed. Comfort you in your time of need. Kiss away your pain. Would you do the same for me?

And even when as wander I'm keeping you in sight,
Your my candle in the window on a cold dark winters night.
And I'm getting closer then I ever thought I might.

I can’t fight this feeling for you anymore. And I wish I could find the strength to say I’m sorry. For all those times I fought you, without any cause. Even if you taunted me, I should have controlled my temper, and remembered that you are only setting your snare for me. To catch me, and then let me go again.

And I can't fight this feeling anymore,
I've forgotten what I've started fighting for.
Its time to bring this ship into the shore,
And throw away the oars forever.
For I can't fight this feeling anymore.

I can’t fight this feeling for you anymore, though I know you can never love me in return. I know someday you’ll move on and leave me standing still. But, I can’t fight this feeling for you anymore. Will we ever be more than friends? Only in my mind. Only in my breaking heart.

I've forgotten what I started fighting for,
And if I have to crawl along the floor.
Go crashing to the shore,
Baby I can't fight this feeling anymore.

Author’s Note: T-T I’m sad now… oh well, I hope you liked it. Err… to the legal stuff! The song is “I Can’t Fight This Feeling”, by REO Speedwagon. This is my most sad fic yet…

 

 

                                                                          By Mizu Toriko