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Monday, January 24, 2005. 7:13pm.
 It's been a while since I have updated, I know. Things have been...stressful, to put it lightly. I have come to face my first obstacle in life and I don't think that is necessarily a good thing, but it is preety big. Considering that it could cost the lives of the ones that I care about the most. Yeah, it is pretty damn big.
I realize that...I don't know my friends. I really don't. It's always been happy and everything...but as things changed, as people changed, We lost touch. And now those who I call my best friends....do I really know them? This question has been on my mind for the past four days and it isn't leaving me alone.
But luckily...the first step to my problem is over. Jenn (*hug*) and I talked...a long two hour talk using Aim and the phone and...things are a lot better. Not okay....but better. I'm not going to write about it because it is simply way to personal for those who read this just for fun...but the ones who matter the most for this...know what I'm talking about. Thanks Jenn, really...through everything, even through lighting candles and scratches and sirens with mouses on ceilings...*hug* for everything. And I look forward to twenty years from now where I will visit you in bulgaria to see your family and dogs >.O lol!
Updates: (a lot!!)
New art on DA:
Mystic;
Concealed weapons;
Contemplation;
Juanes;
Caress the blue;
Mirror image;
New layout: Enveloped by light;
Website: Div page
Monday, November 25, 2004. 2:47pm.
 Happy thanksgiving, for those who actually give a damn. I am so goddamned pissed off. I swear, I must be the black sheep of the family. Every, time, Every single freaking time, something happens, its always my fault. How? what? when? why? nuh-uh. No questions asked. It's always my fault.
I am so sick of every one blaming me all the time. I know I'm not perfect, but what the hell makes them god to decide who's fault it is? I am so close to lashing out at someone, but can I do that? NOOO! I can't. Then they would be on my case all over again.
They always take her side. She is the perfect daughter. Whoo-hoo. See if I give a damn about that. They can go fawning over her all they want and I'll probably ignore them as usual anyway. I cant wait to get away. I...forget it. There is no point to this.
Updates: New layouts: Deceit; Never
New Id for DA: Fallen
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::Let me drown...::
Monday, November 1, 2004. 6:56pm.
School was boring, as susal. First period I failed my math quiz (Go me!...well not really) So that kinda sucked. Then again I can't blame anybody but myself. *nod* Lunch was hilarious though. We found out that a freshman was stalking Tom. Lol! and then Shiv decided to go to the freshman, named Mona. (senior talking to freshman! o.O) and told some other guy to make her understand that it is not healthy to STALK PEOPLE! It was a hoot! XD. Reminds me of when Jenn thought I was a stalker. o.O but that was in seventh grade. Heh. Afterschool, tutoring! >.< not fun at all. I finally had a talk with my tutee telling her than I'm not going to waste any time with her if she wasn't going to listen and pay attention to what I say. After all, its not like I had free time! >.< she buckled down, but I still don't like her! Tiff met her and thought that she was a B***h, and I'm sure the others think so too. *sigh* why do I always get stuck with the worst ones?
And now recap of last week: (dance)
Wednesday: 3 hrs.
Thursday:3 hrs.
Friday:5 hrs.
Saturday:7 hrs.
Sunday:5 hrs.
Haven't really updated anything else. Got the writings page done, but still have to finish the other pages. Kinda got my other site's homepage started. (thanks to jenn...and this would be the ?? time that I mentioned her?) once I get my grades back on track I shall try to update.
And that my friends is the end of today's rambling. Please tune in next time for a summary of the mad indian dancer's (as jenn calls me) life.
~Neeru
Saturday, October 30, 2004. 4:45 pm.
Woot! Finally got this site back up! Been lazy, as usual. ^_^' Removed a few things and put it some others. My home page is going to be my blog page. I decided to have it like that instead of doing something different. So whenever I update something, I'll just post it here. Also I put up a link to my graphics website, so that when I say I updated something, you guys can actually go and look at it. And if you do, please comment. But as of right now, the link isn't active, because I'm not done building my site yet, but when I am done, I'll let you know. There is also another link to my deviant art website. That is where I post my artsy stuff that is done on my spiffy tablet. ^_^ so check that out, I'll also post here when ever I have it updated. When you click on Convos of writings, I'll have sub links below so that you can choose what you wnt to read. Other than that, everything is the same as it was before. ^_^ Happy halloween!
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