A shadow of a face, Painted with Pain
Hate breeds inside that wont go away
I cant find myself, why don't I know myself
I'll never be myself until I find you
Stuck in a dream, stuck without sanity
Trapped in the memory of life without vanity
Fucked inside out by my own account
If I could go back I wont live in doubt
Thrive on fear, knife on a tear
Chaos engulfs an empty sear
Grab for reality but cant find stability
Lost in everything, lost to everyone
Lost without control of ANYTHING
I used to be what I�m not anymore
I used to see what I refuse to believe
I can't see how I managed to conceive it
How I stood on two feet to breath it and feed it
Lost in the answers of everything
Fell in the balance of everyone
Crushed by the sense of insecurity
Scarred by the flames of paranoid fallacy