Web Assignment 3
                                    A Personal Reflection
     What are the major challenges to your faith?  You've seen many from the Readings and video and I'm sure you have heard many from teachers over your first two years at St. Louis University Highschool.  This could be about faith (your ability to have faith in others, yourself, life) or Faith ( your ability to have faith in God).  What are the biggest challenges to faith in your life here and now?  What are the biggest challenges to Faith in your life here and now?  This must show a lot of reflection upon the content of this section.  You MUST address the issues of atheism (practical atheism if it applies), scientism and dehumanization through out consumerist culture.
    I believe that the biggest challenges to my faith right now are the values that society installs in us as teenagers as being the cool or the popular thing to do.  The idea of materialism and the idea of influences such as drugs and alcohol casue many teenagers to break bonds and trust that they had established in the past.  When one cannot be counted on when a person is need they are no longer considered a person that you can have faith in.  If I had a friend who got drunk every weekend or high than why would I have faith in him if I was in trouble.  I would be mroe worried about him driving to help me out or somethign like that than my inital condition.  Also, the media and especially advertizers use products that are said to replace the values that Catholics hold dear like love, romance, and human companionship.  These products if we were to buy them would replace the need for friends in our lives or by buying this would give us friends because thats what makes me cool enough to have them.  I often struggle with the idea of where to put my faith I'm constantly bombarded with this message of materialism from my society but in the school setting I am told to live a life of moral poverty.  How do I know for a fact which one is right and which is a desception?  Also, I think regarding this issue of right and wrong, wether to follow the church or society, sex plays a major role on who you have faith in and how strongly you have faith in that group.  If everyone was to strictly follow socital values, than sexual promescuity would be rampant.  But if everyone was to follow the church there would be no premarital births, etc.  So since there obviously isn't a value that everyone follows than how can I know which one is right?  Finally, I see all the suffering on the news and in my own life I wonder how can I have faith in a people that cause so much harm and damage to one another.  It isn't very logical to trust people whose human natures are naturally pessimistc and cynical.  It is very hard since we are all so willing to believe the worst in people from the very beginning when we met them.
      My challenges to Faith involved with theology for the most part center around  my lack of experiential  knowledge of God.  I find it very difficult to reason to a beign that noone has seen.  God is said to be alive in the scriptures but I many times find the Bible to outdated and difficult to put into a modern context.  Idea's of shepards, etc. just do not apply to the modern times.  Also, the time during each day is very limited as I have school for most of the day, go lift weights , then come home and do homework, I many tiems find myslef losing time to spend with God and thus losing part of my faith in him. I find that as I get busy the first thing I push out is God, and that everytime I push him out I lose part of my Faith.  My best resolution to this is to set apart a regular reflection time that I can look back at my day and allow God to speak to me.  But still when I am busy this schedule gets worked around.  Finally, my last major challenge to Faith is modern society that basically says going to Church is uncool.  It is difficult I find at times to maintain a balance of my friends and things like church when I might sometiems try to hide my Faith from my friends.
     The idea of practical atheism fits very well with my current condition as I say I am Catholic but I ususally do not go to mass and very rarely practice its requirements except at school.  Instead, I find scientism and especially the logic that comes with it very reasonable compared to all the ways of solving problems that I am developing at SLUH.  Finally, Dehumanization is a major problem that is very real in my life.  I find myself focusing more on material objects instead of true feelings.  Sometimes I do compensate my lack of an emotion with a product that is supposed to supply me with that emotion.
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