My Thoughts

Ruff Drafts



 
03-11-2004
Search for a soul that exists in the darkness/ got light/ turned right/ but i squirm through harships/ dealt with varments lookin to nest garbage/ filled up with venom til her heart vanished/ left with bile and phlegm/ spit your carcass through under sins/ seekin violent ends/ i'm i a ten/ or maybe just 4 and a half/ 3 horrid years with a whore and a half/ respect turned transparent/ it's apparent you won't last/ but i won't blast your posse/ retract beams at yo papi/ ain't got time/ no time for cock blockin/ shyt/ screw the heffer/ do her better/ under the covers/ make her lose her head up/ want me to chew her spit up/ coughin your blood vessels/ retaliate til your cells sickle and sells trickle/ domino effect/ with a chainsaw/ assualt with a deadly weapon insane cause/ turn the lights on/ so i could rip your brains off/ i'm sane yall/ just pushed to the limit of no winnin/ women pressin buttons til i'm all up in it/ spittin back at the enemies/ ride on my enemies/ any means neccessary/ you'll feel remorse in the cemetary


03-02-2004
Birth of a black widow/ met my deception behind the line/ she came along/ when times were right/ it was koo/ youngsta exposed to the spaces/ cosmic order reformed and changed places/ if we could change faces/ see the world through my eyes/ realize the time you expired/ what was i/ maybe shadowed/ by shady battles/ leavin us impaled in hades gallows/ no lady rattled/ my soul like you did/ fused it to love/ but confused it too much/ now we choose to give up/ let it go/ configure your destiny/ neva know/ what you got til you lost what you thought would be there/ i see there/ ain't no way to relieve/ until grieve has ceased there/ i can't play around/ i can't get down/ done wrong/ is all i've found now/ been there/ done that/ was that/ dumb cat/ played a foo/ ain't you/ thinkin this funny/ stay strokin sunny/ while i stay focused on money


02-02-2004
My aliby/resigned/more court cases/no more designs/my life/destined for the plank/question who i think/blessin for mistakes/benediction imprisoned within the system/givin charisma as a messiah to religion/etchin the tombstone of history/the future has come/but our lives live in infamy/warn the wise men/ to rise the titan/waves crashin on the streets/sun ain't risin/son it ain't surprising/the clergy lookin for an answer/hands to the sky/june 25th cancer/with a military design/evidentaly its i/fundamentally desire/the unity of all mankind/with rights that govern the weak/the elite/the meat of society/has been pledged to street beef/jealousy and heat/street sweepers/nine millimeters/subpeonas to court orders/ no legislation can taste the holy water/the wholly want us to suffer/like holy martyrs/they bully on us/til the righteous can't fully honor/we fully armored/with gas masks and assualt rifles/grenades/gas bombs/and the right to use our disciples


01-26-2004
With nothin to lose but life itself/lookin at the world from a bird's eye view/thinkin bout the good times/and the bad/how they came and went/we laughed and wept/kept our focus on makin dues/constant worries troubled in the eyes of doom/when i presumed/things would be alright/but the night time is the only time/i can live my life/without the pressures of distant eyes/proximity to gold mines/creepin on mine/o my/destroy the dust the kicked up when i fell/slipped up to see them prevail/hell/ain't no revolution without a rebelious leader/born with rights/my brother's keeper/can't complain/i came and saw/too raw for the dames/but i lay with balls in my drawers/lust/lost trust in the system/my system beggin for luck/but look at the eyes of the lonesome souljah/livin alone cuz there's no longer a culture/political dominance/but resistance is needed/in these times of distress/lay em to rest/the rest get seated


01-15-2004
Got anger within/vains bleed crimson/poison/choosen memouirs/get platinum icons/i come/with the funk in the trunk of my truck/no punks come and test the pump get dumped/assume you got the advantage/i'll bandage your eyelids/your piratez abandon/i damage your island/want more/don't ya/got the toasta with butta/put yo mug up/i crush up/anybody into crumbs/come come/mess with the giant/fe fi fo fum/leave your skull hung in my aditorium/master of the phantoms/got the plaster/i blast up bastards til their back hurts/then back up and blast faster/no joke


01-14-2004
Safety may be around the corner/we too caught up in drama/presidential campaign/ain't sayin/thangs they really outta/gotta list of propositions/ takin hits is my occupation/neva one to run for confrontation/so I sit for conversation/patiently waitin for a change/man waitin can wait I gotta shift the opposition/and lift my congregation/dealing with revolt/we roll to revoke jokes and those folks that spoke outta likelyhood of our main target/started a mutiny/so I'm takin shots regardless


10-13-2003
Subliminal character/with blood that bleeds amateur/my inner emotions intercepted by a messenger/messing up on a daily basis/the basics of racism is to disgrace all the rest of us/the best of us get locked and bothered/ I'm hot and caught up/cuz the system is brought up to raise hungry products/welfare/they'll care only when the bills there/mails scarce/ain't no revenue/so I'm tellin you/the world is confiscatin and killin you/stealin currency/currently I feel encouraged to do a good deed/but the streets won't take heed to see what I see/and you wouldn't be what I be/walk in my shoes and you'll see/I'm livin a horrible dream


05-14-2003
I get high off smokin mc's/ain't no shame in my game/cuz I'm feelin a lil cocky/I stop clocks when my song drops/my block watch as your flock flops/its over/the game has been patterned after me/whether I win or lose/I've already tasted victory/viciously these rhyme will decapitate bodies instantly/here we go/ready for a new world/with no po's/foes and hoes/and war is robotic/no more toxics droppin like comets/SARS vomit/the pit of my stomach flippin/infected by the mysterious toxins/oceans polluted/acid rain solutions/cancer victims waitin for their name/but the vaccines are diluted/no more violence/keep the kids safe from all these political giants/we ain't clients


05-13-2003
It's on now/16 bars per track ain't holdin me down/my verses run like an ocean of lava/touch me and you'll burn cuz it's death before dishonor/your honor/I'm kinda/caught up/in the middle of a nuclear combat/25 kilo tomcats/spittin at Iraqis til their palms black/lay em all flat/warfare/taxpayers are lynched for more fare/anti-war protests/during homosexual and Jew redress/presidential address/to military-bred teenage kids/show me an underground missile/and I'll leave my comments myself/but the truth has been revealed/lies concealed/wombs destroyed by slugs pushin towards oil fields/now can you feel my anger/the american dream is stolen/now lives are in danger


05-08-2003
Let me drop that realness/feel this/or get rolled over like you never seen this/comin/so yall runnin/we gunnin like we hungry for somethin/the club hoppa/my thugs rocka/the love's proper/so the saga continues/we got chicks with thick tongues like tim boots/my dick slip through their lips like pimps do/cummin til my shyt turns limp dude/my blood pumpin while the club jumpin/freakin on the floor like we humpin/slumpin in the chair til we get the word/the stage's clear/so we flip the place like we flip the bird/flip our shirts as we pump our fists/then rock the party til the spot closes/watches frozen/cuz we cease the moment/hold it/until we drop and our casket close


05-06-2003
Yea its been a long time/my rhymes haven't expired/my style still halts crowds like stop signs/stop lying/who the hell said I fell off/get the hell off/my balls cuz you're swinging at em like you're playin for red sox/its the new edition/but I don't do R&B/when's the last time you seen a rapper runnin an army/it's hardly anything for me to get with ya/I'll hit ya quicker than a fastball pitcher/bet ya will be runnin back to your man when we come/only way you'll be leavin alive is if you run/but ya can't hide/we got the game tight/we livin outlaw style like Bobby Knight


04-28-2003
The block is blazin so my thugs ain't waitin/we comin out the jungle/ready to rumble/like the game for playstation/the play makin/hatah shakin/club rocka/get the place kickin like soccer/so you can call me ronaldo/I go for the goal/as the country hates on me like I was Geraldo/naw tho/let me do what I came to do/make my loot and hit ya with the groove/it ain't shyt/I could make a billion trax before you make a hit/this is nothin man/like my boy redrum said/you'll get left in the sand/with your head bloody red/its all gravy/unless you wanna start drama/then I'll make your body disappear like Osama


04-25-2003
Sabotage/my whole click camouflage/my entourage ready to charge/any thing and any one/stand in the way/you're provoking twenty guns/we plenty son/don't jump unless you wanna crash/17 shots from the dudes in the black/another round from the back/another round from my mag/it's gettin way to serious/bloody bodies/homicide/kamikaze/do or die/who am I/the sultan of warlords/the warden of war courts/the maker of machine guns that'll blow you into deuce double-o four/but enough about my ammo/let's talk about this battle/and how Imma rip your body up like I was Rambo/ya fake thug/your gonna be seein blood/like when your girls on the rag at that time of the month


04-23-2003
We shall overcome/cuz here comes the savior/savin souls from succumbing to the holes/no more strugglin/when the hustlin ain't makin money for ya children/juss chill and/the good will prosper/while the fake will parish/forget money/family is what you should charish/the careless will not get the fat of the land/they get the bat from my hand/crack/go be mad at yo man/where's your familia/you ain't familiar/Twizted minded fillin ya/with a billion watts of lyrical shock/my lyrix are too hot/if you try and cool me down/your lyrix'll flop


04-22-2003
These hard times got me stressin/neva lookin back/but I've learned my lesson/so I can't get off track/gotta keep comin beat after beat/throwin down lyrix that sound so sweet/makin the weak recognize the elite/machine and I/doin this til the day we die/with a verbal rhyme/I can enhance the spirit of man ten times/when I get mine/the city will know who the kid is/no speech impediments/juss abilities to speak sentiments in my synonyms/with these sentences/I've already evolved into a dynamic monument/receive homage from the faithful/who know that I'm able/to increase my wealth with a pencil/rap is an essential/granted to mankind/only a few can harmonize this rhapsody/with rhymes that'll expand minds/and bring bliss to a world filled with injustices/I trust that this is/the only way we'll be able to purge all these sins


04-21-2003
With blood and guts spillin in the hot sand/I'm fillin in your crotch band/bullets that sizzle like hot hams/contraband of war/my ammo soars/detours passed the core of enemy corps/the course we articulate/strategize not estimate/keep the wind on your mind when you migrate/enumerate my troops/battles lost with unfortunate loops/stoop to the level of that/nah uh/comin out the gutter with guns that chatter shutter the others who oppose us phony suckers don't want the run up gun up makin them believe that/now retreat back/but you can't/cuz here we come to make your day/you can draw your weapon/but you can't escape the fact that we won't break


04-20-2003
In reality/society is filled with controversy/Jefferson's daughter was a slave/so now you'll feel my rage/all this racism and deceit/now the dead can't sleep/and the poor become weak/money on the streets is tainted/blood hungry crimelords can't afford to waste it/no sorries or excuse mes/you'll be sorry if you use me/don't accuse me of startin this drama/I was given this world/so you could blame my mama/but don't think that your grave ain't ready/tombstones/skulls and bones/now your sins flow bloody


04-17-2003
Sup honey/why don't you hug me/if I had my rows tyte/I know you'd love me/well hit me up when you wanna bump heads/so we could touch legs/and get a lil freaky with rough sex/I thought we was koo/now I can't believe this/you dissed me after school/you told me to beat it/how can I leave/when I don't know why/you don't want me here/but I won't cry/I'm gonna hang on/and do the best I can/even though you're gone/I'm gonna be a man/no more hatred/I'll stay occupied/won't get wasted


04-16-2003
Check it/I'm not slippin I'm juss sippin/from different bottles fillin what's been missin/in my life/lack of pride/so I look for redemption with an automatic weapon/I don't shoot to kill/I want you to live/so I could see you struggle with paralisis in your limbs/I'm not cold hearted but since the new cold war started/I've been cocky/won't let the world stop me/put your fist up and start marching/we headed for a new world/with a new world terror/you heard our orders now act like you hear us/experience a form of total fascism/I'll blast in em/a shock that'll drop their jaw like a blast hit em/minimum is gold status/I'm a star cuz I'm out of this planet/damnit/follow the white rabbit


04-14-2003
Back on top where I should be/my hood be praisin me for my efforts so I should be/giving my all/me without rap is like Kobe without basketball/but I'm neva goin back to rags/I'm climbin to the riches while you're climbin on drags/ridin with fags/slidin thinkin everythin is ok/but if you swing my way/Imma fry you up so bad leave ya lookin like a fish fillet/the heat spray/your fleets gay/keep the weak away/cuz once I spit on your block/the streets will break/take that/your a nuisance to rap/put the mic in the closet/and go take a nap/cuz I'm drillin these villians with penicillin/leavin em in shock with no feelin/healin the wounds is what I wanna do/and the only way we can go forward is without you


04-13-2003
At the same time I laugh/I cry/cuz life is a blessing but hard times/got me stressin thinkin bout dyin/but am I/ready to take that fall/doin time/contemplatin on it all/I can't call to my dogs/cuz they hands up on the wall/probable cause was the perspective/but unrespected remains our justice/who can trust this/we are suspects playin puppets/from the press to the public/we are subjects of the newspapers/they rape us of our pride and refuse paper/so we have to resort to etc/I'm ready for whateva yall bring/like whateva brah/bring it on


04-11-2003
Show no mercy/cuz I grew up in world so dirty/I'm trynna broaden my horizons/but when the sunsets/the darkness be risen/suprisin/naw this is how shit runs/symmetric to eccentric be my double edge tongue/leave several heads hung/several bets won/but many lost too often/veerin my life into an early coffin/death is stalkin my dreams/last night I visioned crashin with the machine/eyes blinded by the beam/I feel so alone/its hard livin in this town/but I gotta make it home


04-10-2003
In this game of love/you either go under or stay above/one day you huggin her hips/now you muggin the bitch/put some cum in her lips/now I'm leavin her pissed/don't hate the playa now/one day I came around/now every minute she hangin around/thinkin about/where we went wrong/was it my fault/I even dedicated you a song/but now I'm gone/I can't walk that plank with you/even though I miss you/you got some serious issues that needs adjustment/once the Arrival comes Imma start hustlin/trustin that you're gonna be fine/and in time/I'll creep up on your mind/but do your own thing/there's no love for you here/I would shed some tears/but they all drained out over the years/so I'm becomin focused and situated/this situation is over/no more switches could be played with


04-09-2003
Sometimes you win and sometimes you don't/when the time comes to lose you betta say you won't/cuz the end result is murda murda/put in the coffin with no retreat/until you burn up burn up/learn ya enemies and turn your homies into artillery/then journey to the valley of destruction/boomin up casualties/casually we turn strangers into dust/stompin dumb chumps/into mud/and lettin the fury dump so they blood is drippin like 7up/I got my weapon up/ready to turn more heads into maggot lunch/I bring my hatchet up/and prepare for the war to come


04-08-2003
I pull up to the spot/with my pants sagged dropped/half way to the bottom/scrotum hangin cuz I got em/unlike some of these phonies wearin proda/and be more pussy than madonna/my persona be glorified when I step inside/I got the whole room quiet as they look in my eyes/they ain't muggin/they juss lovin the way a playa thuggin/out in public/they love it/the way I get em aroused like they cumin/ain't it somethin/I'm strutin to the back wall/where I find my stack dogs/scopin the place lookin for whack mobs/cuz they know I'm a target/but I'm ready to spark it/when the drama kicks/they know Imma start shit


04-07-2003
Your thighs twitchin/as the times tickin/my mind itchin/to see what my eyes missin/as you slide down your skirt/I take off my shirt/its cold but your body gives me warmth/let's take it slow/as I kiss on your shoulders then nibble around your lobes/then I work my way down to your chest/I caress your breasts as you press my pecks/while you kiss my neck/I swear I'm obssessed/cuz your touchin and huggin/keeps me stuck in your lovin/so as the night closes/I reach for my clothes and/I'm bouncin/but as soon as I stand/you throw me on the couch and/love me again


04-06-2003
Here we go/I thought I had you locked from the do'/but now the lock is on hold/and the door stay closed/can I say somethin/why can't you do nothin/when I was sufferin and tuslin for you/you kept fussin/ but its all gravy baby/you can stay shady lady/though I've been crazy lately/I'll find my own way to pay me/you can't fade me/dis is shotime/sorry for this diss rhyme/but you've been wrong like a hate crime/don't waste time/I'll be fine/and so the story goes/once a hoe always a hoe/don't take it personal/unless you're the hoe


04-04-2003
Its been a couple days now/you ain't come around in a while/what can I do/I can't eat, think, and no I won't smile/I can't be jubilant when you left me with no hesitance/my sentiments remain for you/I told you I'll stay true/but what do you do/run off like I abused you/or used you/only thing I did was confuse you/I gave you more love than you could handle/but now every thing is a battle/you wanna cancel our relation like it was a scandal/now these matters is all that matters/and your fury killin at me like a cancer/so what's the answer/you want me to stay gone/well if so/I'm movin on


04-03-2003
I could remember way back/when the girls were natural/and the boys loved that/but lately/this world is kinda shady/makin ladies believe they should only make babies/cuz the fellas be frontin and wantin nothin but lovin/but what's lovin when the mama has no husband/no more daddy/the baby turns crazy/eternal bastard/soon the world turns into a gate with no password/so the last words he hears from his mom is "don't do it"/then she sighs/its too late/he jumps off the edge without a bye/and the mother wonders why/she should've used protection/now her son is gone/and the father remains missin


04-02-2003
Here I lay my ground/been around for a minute/seen lives diminish/nothin but chaos and sinnin/sittin near my window as the rain lays slowly/I pace lonely/lookin for a sign/but my time is ready to expire/its 11:59/where is the savior of my soul/I don't know/so the cold creeps on from my toes/the momentum has swung/it has begun/the time for total darkness has finally come/so these assassins are masterin blastin from every angle/toxic hemp from the figga with the kangol/who could it be/who do I see/stalkin from the valley of death/its the child killa holdin trees and meth


04-01-2003
Life is a journey/one minute you're born/the next minute you're thirty/with mah whole life ahead of me/I sit back and watch my enemies/sneak closer to my family/as my calvary does nothing to withstand/I stand with my pride/and try harder to be a man/but understand that my life is a blessing/instead of messing with second guessing/no one's addressing world problems/got me stressing/I'm done obssessing with the paper/but the paper is the way I seek to rid the haters from my radar/see ya laytah/but wait up/my system stays contaminated with bacteria from deception/and my only defence weapon/is my mind/no question


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