| Sober Dejection |
| Rain falls outside, Bringing in this cloudy mist, A slight reflection, Of my scarred heart and wrist, Time seems to stand still, Though I feel so rushed, I try to release myself, But my ability to heal has been crushed, I try to make myself understand, Of this journey that never seems to end, But I just find myself wandering, Lost inside my little world that I cannot mend, I only see one road, So I take it, But I only find myself, At the edge of a cliff, Stand there and look back, All I see are the shadows that have always lurked behind me, My mind contemplates the choice, To turn around or to end me, Close my eyes shut, Take a short step closer I breath a sigh of relief, Tell myself one more step and it'll be over, I feel a tear escape my lifeless eyes, And feel the coldness run down my face, I take the last step toward nothing, No more being a nothing, no more being a disgrace, I feel the wind rush over my body, Everything seems to be going farther away, I finally feel the peace I had never known, And shown the world what I never could say. |
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