| Suicide |
| Starts with one, End up takin twenty, Didnt realize, I'd end up takin so many, Tryin to stay focused, Eyes blacking out, Staggering towards a pitch black room, Tryin to remember with so much doubt, Clock seems to stop, Holdin my whole world in a daze, I dont understand, Why I keep coming back to this place, Maybe its better to feel sick and all twisted, I cant seem to feel any of this anymore, I guess its better than feeling your insides dying, Now I am to sick to know I jus hit the floor, Wake back up in a place I dont remember, My aching pain starts again in my head, Wondering if I'm dreaming or if I'm lost in my world, But my heart starts bleeding again so i know I'm not dead, Feel so flushed and feel so numb, Again I have failed and succeeded in my attempt to end, Maybe I really wanna die or its jus the pain I want to stop, But until it goes away suicide will keep pursuing as my friend. |
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