San Carlos Apache ~ Akimel O'Odham
Artist

Poetics


 “Riverbed”

I am standing in the middle of my dream
Lasting imagery of Indian girls in red velvet with turquoise draped carefully

Indian boys with  brown arms wrapped around little necks tenderly

Coated in slick denim booted leather with urban warrior pens as lances

Poets wrapped in cotton blues and button down stanzas

Ripping open lies and lines sealed up for generations loathing the truth

Never mind the oatmeal and gas oven heated roof , dripping monsoons leak physical proof

Never mind the city bus wage earners ,who ride crowded singing sweet

Diesel chariots let me ride down these crazed city streets

Never mind house keeps for Jewish mavens paying low wages for weeks

Of worry and woe weighted down with arched backs scrubbing

Month after month winding into years

In some Kosher kitchens where God listens to  Mama’s  whispered tears

How Daddy’s hard won work in the fields of Arizona’s vengeful sun

In dark earth  deserts  where  dirty deals get done

In a place where its been long forgotten

How he chopped your cotton ,four quarters an hour

How we drank your milk when you gave it to us rotten and sour

While your up to your knees in dirt plowed money

Remember how we crowded into our used Chevy  you thought was so funny

He asked repeatedly for a decent wage

On your paltry sum 12 kids he raised

Now I’m standing up not hiding my fathers silent rage

Your evolutionary greed has set the stage...  for people to know..

We built these canals now we plow your fields you reap where we sowed

Plant your cotton seeds sown like tears in winters breeze

This so called “fabric of our lives”  rising up  with cloudy ease

Watered by our blood sweating over your greed

While our water was dammed up stream...Oh I see now we need to be

Satisfied with ghetto tract homes, cardboard commodified and  cordoned off to fend for our own

Feeding our babies watered down vegetables we used to grow

Now we eat canned pesticide sprayed  preservation man made

Come to where we stay for a night or a day

With diabetic ease we happily slice bricked cheese

Excuse me wait til’ my physician leaves

I’m trying now after 100 hundred years to eat healthy

Thank you for the last supper we ever had under the trees

Of the Salt River which was once an aquatic oasis

Now home to sunburned half-naked faces and exhaust burning gas wasting big money boat races

Look closely though you’ll see  our originating traces

Our roots are  down deep in this desert fading

Brown like the earth baking we’re here clinging singing dancing swaying and staying

The City approaches like bandits  raiding encroaching approaching

 Our land like gold again, valuable to corporations with trinkets trading

Its the same story replicating

But we were born here and we’re staying. Here were staying, not enough money you could be paying

Like the mesquite rattlesnakes bighorn sheep and coyote wailing

Saguaro blooming, scorpion, horned toad, wild gourds growing  jackrabbits playing

Rattlesnake shaking, tortoise is watching  waiting

We were made to be here and here we’re staying...

Here we‘re staying.

Douglas Miles, © 2001
 
 
 
 
 
 
 

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